Atma

My parents got divorced after I graduated high school. Mom was sick, I got nervous and jumped on the sidewalk to "support" the fam. Went through the meat grinder countless times. Quietly started questioning why I feel sad, broke, depressed etc.. And slowly started to understand the difference between a liability and an asset, sidewalk and German autobahn. Trading time for dollars with no savings; the typical American I was. Getting nice things to impress others. Yes the root of these feelings stem from envy in the heart. Which in turn can cause a domino/snoball effect to things such as financing a vehicle were not ready for; loan on house that's to much to chew, etc. which can end up destroying ones life on so many ways, pressure builds up, divorce, lack of time with the kids, spending A LOT of time on the sidewalk etc. Nip it in the bud, kill the envy in the heart through transcendental sound vibration. Having huge amounts of money is not necessary to live a wonderful life etc imho. Used to blame my past. Now I realize that life is what you make it. Simple things like time are so valuable, but only the wealthy(fast lanes folks) are allowed to enjoy their time imho. They hire the rich and poor as slaves. I'm a little nervous to get on the Autobahn but in due time. Anyways I'm here to look up to ones who have made it and absorb advice like a sponge. "Simple living, High Thinking" is what I'm aiming for. No desire to hit forbs list, just want time. (Time is not free) Something rich/broke people do not have. Anyways, Thank you for your time. It is appreciated.