I have 25, and I don't who I am.
However, I know who I'm NOT and who I DON'T wanna become.
WW3, 2nd Civil War, Economic Crash, Black Swan. They're all knocking the door.
we are what we chose to be. This is the best time to be a Doomer, also the best time to become Financially Free.
Unfortunately for me, the only thing I want and will always want, is to go back in time. I know, impossible.
So, what's the point of living? A Single Bullet, Pills, Razor, Jumping off a building. Infinite options.
But then something happened...
I just had enough and then CLICK!, I wasn't the same anymore.
Imagine taking the pill from the movie 'Limitless'
It's weird and difficult to explain, but that 'NPC thing' people say it's real, I know because I was one of them.
Even when my life always was a mess and a sob story itself, I still was living on Autopilot, I was ruled by what other people said and my emotions.
I was blind, but now I see. All my life I've been Asleep, but now I'm awake.
I'm self-aware, I'm conscious, I can think by myself, take decisions by myself.
I'm finally on control.
I do exist, and I'm aware that I do exist.
Everything feels so different now, I don't recognize who I was.
It's confusing and unreal reading my past conversations, like it was written by anybody else, not me.
Hoemath has a video explaining this:
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kse87ocS0Uo
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Then I realized...
Past should NOT ruin my future.
I see all this abundance, people living their best lives.
It's that possible for me? Can I be one of those happy people?
If it's all doom and gloom, so why don't I try to make Money then?
If I know my Destiny and life it's over for me. What don't I turn the tables? Afterall I have nothing to lose.
If I will be always depressed, instead of crying living in a Slum, taking the bus and eating food that would make a crow gag that even airplane food looks like a Michelin-star meal compared to this (Yeah, literally)
I rather being depressed traveling the world, driving a McLaren and eating like an ancient King
So, Welcome to the beginning of my Journey, from Zero to Hero, From Nothing to Something.
Yes honey, from literally Zero, not like those attention craving people who say 'I have nothing, just a piece of junk with 4 wheels, 3 grand on my savings account and my family is not rich'
I live in a Communist Shithole Banana Republic. I hate and always despised my nation, culture, people from my country and neighbor countries and even the language and food.
I'm a slave with no escape.
When I say from Zero, I really mean it.
No College, No Contacts, No Job, Money, Zero IRL Skills.
I'm defeated, Weak, Skinny, Virgin, Low Self Esteem, No Friends, No Family that can Help me and Raised By Narcissist Scumbags.
A pipsqueak who's sitting around watching movies, youtube and fapping all day like a monkey. (Yeah I still do a bunch of Chores and gave economic support before)
I see myself at the mirror, and I hate what I see. I see a Boy who's never gonna be a Man.
I'd like to say that Communism took away from me my Identity, my Dreams, My Future and My Soul.
And It's true, but there's another person guilty of that... Me.
I never had the balls to stand for myself, never was man enough to say 'F*ck you' to anyone.
No Backbone, No Boundaries.
That Nice Guy, people pleaser, Simp, Faggot, that guy who never speaks up, never step ups.
A coward, who thinks it's morally superior than everybody else and demands from God and Life to fulfill all my whims because... I deserved them? afterall 'I suffered so much and I'm such a good person, always helping everyone. I need compensation of any sort'
That was me... Not anymore.
No More 'Hope' and 'Expecting Miracles', Just Personal Accountability and Motion.
I believe In God, But He Abandoned Us. Maybe in the afterlife he will do something.
But on earth, There's No Heroes and No Villains. Just a bunch savages doing our own will.
If you're not Strong, You're Weak. If you're not Winning, You're losing.
I learned the hard way to stop 'Trusting the Lord'
Pray all you want, but there's only 3 ways to stop living under Tyranny.
It will be Extremely Difficult.
More so, as I'm not even at Zero, I'm in red numbers. I was abused, Emotional Neglected and excluded.
I have more disadvantages than advantages: ADHD, Introverted, Probably on the Spectrum, Multipotentialite, Depression, Body Dysmorphia and other Physical Health Issues.
The Odds are against me. I've been cursed to be a loser, miserable and poor.
So, If I succeed and achieve financial freedom, there will be LITERALLY no excuse for you to fail.
If I don't, you'll learn about all the mistakes I made so far, spot what I did wrong and do the opposite, so you can build your own success.
What you gonna read from now on every week will be my private public journal, all my Wins and Loses.
The things I've learned so far, and If I succeed in the future, consider this rambling as a guide if you are in the same position than I'm currently in.
One Mistake I made is trying to become Fastlane while living in a 'The walking Dead' type shit scenario.
Then I read this from MJ:
New Gameplan: Leave the Shit Outta Here. ASAP.
----------------------------------------------------------------
If you reached this point, reading all this 'Poor me, Poor me' Garbage. Thanks bud! I really appreciate it. *Virtual Fist Bump*
I need to clarify something beforehand
No matter how many times I bitch and moan 'My life sucks Boo Hoo'
I'm still pretty F*cking good at my thing.
Also, I've done some progress so far, got myself a proper machine to work, I've talked and worked with 2 millionaires, and talked with several people who know personally other successful people (like Patrick Bet-David, Alex Hormozi, Iman Gadzhi). I'm doing some exercise at home (Pushups, Squats, and more). I gave myself a haircut for the first time.
Tried and Failed a lot. Worked a lot, Learned a lot.
It's surreal, I have 0 on my bank account yet still, I'm one person away of MrBeast.
What I'm Doing Right Now? What I gonna Do Next? How I'm gonna make money? I'll talk about that Next Week. (Including how I screw myself 300 bucks, so you don't do the same)
But I'll tell you this:
It's time to stop being a LazyAss Bozo and start doing something.
Switch from Consumer to Producer, From Observer to Protagonist of my Own Movie.
I'm tempted to create more valuable threads here on the forum about the things I learned on the way. (The sorta things you don't learn on Books/Courses)
This is gonna be a long journey. There's no need to rush.
I can't explain everything with a lot of details because my life and past overall it's so confusing that I find extremely difficult to communicate.
So Week after Week, you will learn more about me.
Lessons, Failures, Stories, Why I love Energy Drinks And Pizza So Much.
Feel Free to drop any question, advice or insult.
----------------------------------------------------------------
That's pretty much it for now, See ya next week.
However, I know who I'm NOT and who I DON'T wanna become.
WW3, 2nd Civil War, Economic Crash, Black Swan. They're all knocking the door.
we are what we chose to be. This is the best time to be a Doomer, also the best time to become Financially Free.
Unfortunately for me, the only thing I want and will always want, is to go back in time. I know, impossible.
So, what's the point of living? A Single Bullet, Pills, Razor, Jumping off a building. Infinite options.
But then something happened...
I just had enough and then CLICK!, I wasn't the same anymore.
Imagine taking the pill from the movie 'Limitless'
It's weird and difficult to explain, but that 'NPC thing' people say it's real, I know because I was one of them.
Even when my life always was a mess and a sob story itself, I still was living on Autopilot, I was ruled by what other people said and my emotions.
I was blind, but now I see. All my life I've been Asleep, but now I'm awake.
I'm self-aware, I'm conscious, I can think by myself, take decisions by myself.
I'm finally on control.
I do exist, and I'm aware that I do exist.
Everything feels so different now, I don't recognize who I was.
It's confusing and unreal reading my past conversations, like it was written by anybody else, not me.
Hoemath has a video explaining this:
----------------------------------------------------------------
Then I realized...
Past should NOT ruin my future.
I see all this abundance, people living their best lives.
It's that possible for me? Can I be one of those happy people?
If it's all doom and gloom, so why don't I try to make Money then?
If I know my Destiny and life it's over for me. What don't I turn the tables? Afterall I have nothing to lose.
If I will be always depressed, instead of crying living in a Slum, taking the bus and eating food that would make a crow gag that even airplane food looks like a Michelin-star meal compared to this (Yeah, literally)
I rather being depressed traveling the world, driving a McLaren and eating like an ancient King
So, Welcome to the beginning of my Journey, from Zero to Hero, From Nothing to Something.
Yes honey, from literally Zero, not like those attention craving people who say 'I have nothing, just a piece of junk with 4 wheels, 3 grand on my savings account and my family is not rich'
I live in a Communist Shithole Banana Republic. I hate and always despised my nation, culture, people from my country and neighbor countries and even the language and food.
I'm a slave with no escape.
When I say from Zero, I really mean it.
No College, No Contacts, No Job, Money, Zero IRL Skills.
I'm defeated, Weak, Skinny, Virgin, Low Self Esteem, No Friends, No Family that can Help me and Raised By Narcissist Scumbags.
A pipsqueak who's sitting around watching movies, youtube and fapping all day like a monkey. (Yeah I still do a bunch of Chores and gave economic support before)
I see myself at the mirror, and I hate what I see. I see a Boy who's never gonna be a Man.
I'd like to say that Communism took away from me my Identity, my Dreams, My Future and My Soul.
And It's true, but there's another person guilty of that... Me.
I never had the balls to stand for myself, never was man enough to say 'F*ck you' to anyone.
No Backbone, No Boundaries.
That Nice Guy, people pleaser, Simp, Faggot, that guy who never speaks up, never step ups.
A coward, who thinks it's morally superior than everybody else and demands from God and Life to fulfill all my whims because... I deserved them? afterall 'I suffered so much and I'm such a good person, always helping everyone. I need compensation of any sort'
That was me... Not anymore.
No More 'Hope' and 'Expecting Miracles', Just Personal Accountability and Motion.
I believe In God, But He Abandoned Us. Maybe in the afterlife he will do something.
But on earth, There's No Heroes and No Villains. Just a bunch savages doing our own will.
If you're not Strong, You're Weak. If you're not Winning, You're losing.
I learned the hard way to stop 'Trusting the Lord'
Pray all you want, but there's only 3 ways to stop living under Tyranny.
- - Die
- - Escape
- - Put A Bullet Right Between Tyrant's Eyes
It will be Extremely Difficult.
More so, as I'm not even at Zero, I'm in red numbers. I was abused, Emotional Neglected and excluded.
I have more disadvantages than advantages: ADHD, Introverted, Probably on the Spectrum, Multipotentialite, Depression, Body Dysmorphia and other Physical Health Issues.
The Odds are against me. I've been cursed to be a loser, miserable and poor.
So, If I succeed and achieve financial freedom, there will be LITERALLY no excuse for you to fail.
If I don't, you'll learn about all the mistakes I made so far, spot what I did wrong and do the opposite, so you can build your own success.
What you gonna read from now on every week will be my private public journal, all my Wins and Loses.
The things I've learned so far, and If I succeed in the future, consider this rambling as a guide if you are in the same position than I'm currently in.
One Mistake I made is trying to become Fastlane while living in a 'The walking Dead' type shit scenario.
Then I read this from MJ:
New Gameplan: Leave the Shit Outta Here. ASAP.
- Stage 1: Make money to leave this Shithole, cross the most dangerous jungle in the world, survive the Mexican cartels and finally arrive to America.
- Stage 2: Being stable living in America. (not being homeless, having a decent job, taking care of my health and heal from all the baggage from my past)
- Stage 3, Become Fastlane. (Try some Side hustles, Learn Valuable Skills, Become an Entrepreneur, Invest and Create Multiple Income sources)
----------------------------------------------------------------
If you reached this point, reading all this 'Poor me, Poor me' Garbage. Thanks bud! I really appreciate it. *Virtual Fist Bump*
I need to clarify something beforehand
No matter how many times I bitch and moan 'My life sucks Boo Hoo'
I'm still pretty F*cking good at my thing.
Also, I've done some progress so far, got myself a proper machine to work, I've talked and worked with 2 millionaires, and talked with several people who know personally other successful people (like Patrick Bet-David, Alex Hormozi, Iman Gadzhi). I'm doing some exercise at home (Pushups, Squats, and more). I gave myself a haircut for the first time.
Tried and Failed a lot. Worked a lot, Learned a lot.
It's surreal, I have 0 on my bank account yet still, I'm one person away of MrBeast.
What I'm Doing Right Now? What I gonna Do Next? How I'm gonna make money? I'll talk about that Next Week. (Including how I screw myself 300 bucks, so you don't do the same)
But I'll tell you this:
It's time to stop being a LazyAss Bozo and start doing something.
Switch from Consumer to Producer, From Observer to Protagonist of my Own Movie.
I'm tempted to create more valuable threads here on the forum about the things I learned on the way. (The sorta things you don't learn on Books/Courses)
This is gonna be a long journey. There's no need to rush.
I can't explain everything with a lot of details because my life and past overall it's so confusing that I find extremely difficult to communicate.
So Week after Week, you will learn more about me.
Lessons, Failures, Stories, Why I love Energy Drinks And Pizza So Much.
Feel Free to drop any question, advice or insult.
----------------------------------------------------------------
That's pretty much it for now, See ya next week.
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