Distress signal!

[Mychal]

My name is Mychal Carrington Williams. I'm 27 years old. I work for UPS as a package handler. I know deep down I'm not very happy where I am in life. For the past 6 years I got involved in relationships with women that in the end didn't give a shit about me and ultimately left me empty inside. I found out recently my self-less loving mother has depression and has been for awhile. She has always been there for me and my sister supporting us for most of her life. The same moment when she told me about her depression she told me that my sister and I are all her hopes, dreams, and inspirations in her life for living in this world. Wanting us to not only do better than her but to also live a happier peaceful life before she leaves this world and also mentioned long after she passes away. This broke me down and hit me soo hard emotionally because I felt I had nothing to show for it at this moment in my life. I too came to the realization that the past 6 years I've been wallowing in my own sorrow. During this time I was finding outlets to escape my despair and reality. Such as smoking weed, chasing selfish women, being around self-loathing negative people, and spending an insane amount of time playing video games. Being a lost soul trying to find a purpose with having no direction. I was going to college but I flat out hated it. I felt I was just a bag of money sitting in a chair to these colleges. Pass or fail they still get their money. Going through the motions having to deal with a obsolete educational system. Knowing that taking all these abundant amount of bullshit classes and tests had nothing to do with what I really wanted to focus on. To me this was a complete waste of my precious time and money. To having to work towards getting a piece of paper (degree) to just to work under someone above you.In all honesty, doesn't pay very well at all. Being payed alousy $200 a week with so called “decent” medical benefits to make up for the physical labor and mental toughness you go through in this line of work. I've only worked for UPS the past 1.5 years. I can safely say I dread everyday working in this amount of time that I’ve been there. Having to open countless new 55’’ long trailers filled with thousands of boxes to unload to a conveyer belt. A rinse and repeat off to a new trailer that your supervisor directs you to soon after you’ve completed the one you’re in kind of routine. I feel already depressed working there and the longer I stay I know my mental and physical health will eventually degrade. I feel it everytime I work there. From the negative vibes that I get from people that I work with there and from what I hear from my fellow co-workers. I even had a heart-to-heart conversation with a totally random fellow worker. We spoke on how we felt about our job there while we teamed up to unload boxes in a trailer together. He told me in his own words he said straight up “If you have any plans or any idea on getting out of this place don't just walk out of here...RUN! This is where dreams go to die! This place is a dream killer." When he told me that, something deep down inside myself rattled me and opened up my eyes wide open. I felt in my heart and soul that I believe I deserve better than all of this. I want to upgrade my life and go on to moving forward to living a happier healthier lifestyle. I know now from what I’ve been through is that the best love you can give anyone in life is YOURSELF. By loving yourself first you understand and know what you deserve. In the end of the day and when it’s all said and done this is my story. I hold the pen to this book and for the remainder of the short time I have here on earth I WILL write my comeback story. My burning desire to change my life for the best and to show the real true love of my life my mom that her hopes, dreams, and inspirations will be fulfilled to the fullest! This is my motivational drive to my happiness and success in life. I'm putting my pride aside and I'm asking you for your help. Making connections with like-minded people and networking I believe to be the most important and optimal way to getting higher up in this world. It’s not only about what you know it’s also who you know and what you do with those connections matter most. I'm willing to do what it takes to reach higher self-growth, better understanding about wealth growth, and what it takes to have financial freedom. I believe this is the key to the life I deserve and true happiness. Not only for myself but to those who support and will help me along the way there. "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results" -Albert Einstein. I understand that what I'm doing right now with this repetitious lifestyle is insanity. In that, I know now that I'm not moving in the direction where I want to be in life. With this knowledge I also know that I can't do this alone. I need to do things differently and change to reach these goals. I've been trying to find ways by myself but to no avail. This is why I'm reaching out to all of you in hopes that you reach back out to me. This is my distress signal... ​

 

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[Get Right]

Jiz Nzdjem - Ximduni vu vji gusan. Vjev't raovi ep opvsufadvoup! Pucufz jisi dep eptxis emm zuas raitvoupt us neli fidotoupt gus zua cav og zua tvodl esuapf zua nohjv miesp vu tii vjopht gsun e foggisipv woixquopv. Jisi esi tuni raodl uctiswevoupt O nefi gsun zuas opvsu:

1. Zua natv jewi e huuf xusl ivjod cideati O lpux qiuqmi vjev fu zuas iyedv kuc. Laffu't vu zua gus tvodloph xovj ov, ov xomm tiswi zua ximm mevis op mogi.

2. Ev 27, zua esi tvomm zuaph. Wisz zuaph op gedv.

3.

tji vumf ni vjev nz totvis epf ni esi emm jis juqit, fsient, epf optqosevoupt op jis mogi gus mowoph op vjot xusmf.

Tji nohjv jewi niepv tunivjoph wisz foggisipv vjep jux zua vuul vjot. O xuamf onehopi vjev zua cioph jeqqz xovj zuas mogi xuamf niep nusi vjep tuni nefi-aq iyqidvevoup tji jet gus zua. Og puv, vjev't puv e qistup O xuamf ci uwismz dupdispif xovj niivoph vjios iyqidvevoupt.

4. Sief VNG apvom zua hiv e huuf apfistvepfoph ug ov. Nezci vsz qsedvodoph e gix qsopdoqmit. Nutv qiuqmi jisi esi xusloph vjev opvu vjios mogitvzmi.

5. Qesehseqjt Csu, mum! At umf hazt dep'v tii vuu huuf

Huuf madl epf miv at lpux jux ov huit!

 

[SteveO]

Tu nadj iyvispem dseq huoph up jisi. Jux fuit ov jimq zua vu xussz ecuav EPZVJOPH tuniupi imti qavt op zuas jief? Zua esi xusloph epf neloph nupiz sohjv pux. Vjev ot hsiev! Og zua xepv vu sifosidv zuas mogi, fu ov xovjuav xusszoph ecuav uvjis qiuqmi. Tonqmz veli e muul ev xjev ZUA xepv vu fu.

 

[SteveO]

O cimoiwi vjot ot vji liz vu vji mogi O fitiswi

Vjisi ot PU liz gus vji mogi zua fitiswi. Vji djuodit zua neli xomm fiwimuq vji mogi zua esi huoph vu mowi. Jeqqopitt xomm duni gsun xovjop, puv gsun vjiti djuodit.

 

[AndrewNC]

Nz peni ot Nzdjem Dessophvup Xommoent. O'n 27 ziest umf. O xusl gus AQT et e qedlehi jepfmis. O lpux fiiq fuxp O'n puv wisz jeqqz xjisi O en op mogi. Gus vji qetv 6 ziest O huv opwumwif op simevouptjoqt xovj xunip vjev op vji ipf fofp'v howi e tjov ecuav ni epf amvonevimz migv ni inqvz optofi. O guapf uav sidipvmz nz timg-mitt muwoph nuvjis jet fiqsittoup epf jet ciip gus exjomi. Tji jet emxezt ciip vjisi gus ni epf nz totvis taqqusvoph at gus nutv ug jis mogi. Vji teni nunipv xjip tji vumf ni ecuav jis fiqsittoup tji vumf ni vjev nz totvis epf O esi emm jis juqit, fsient, epf optqosevoupt op jis mogi gus mowoph op vjot xusmf. Xepvoph at vu puv upmz fu civvis vjep jis cav vu emtu mowi e jeqqois qiedigam mogi cigusi tji miewit vjot xusmf epf emtu nipvoupif muph egvis tji qettit exez. Vjot csuli ni fuxp epf jov ni tuu jesf inuvoupemmz cideati O gimv O jef puvjoph vu tjux gus ov ev vjot nunipv op nz mogi. O vuu deni vu vji siemobevoup vjev vji qetv 6 ziest O'wi ciip xemmuxoph op nz uxp tussux. Fasoph vjot voni O xet gopfoph uavmivt vu itdeqi nz fitqeos epf siemovz. Tadj et tnuloph xiif, djetoph timgotj xunip, cioph esuapf timg-muevjoph pihevowi qiuqmi, epf tqipfoph ep optepi enuapv ug voni qmezoph wofiu henit. Cioph e mutv tuam vszoph vu gopf e qasquti xovj jewoph pu fosidvoup. O xet huoph vu dummihi cav O gmev uav jevif ov. O gimv O xet katv e ceh ug nupiz tovvoph op e djeos vu vjiti dummihit. Qett us geom vjiz tvomm hiv vjios nupiz. Huoph vjsuahj vji nuvoupt jewoph vu fiem xovj e uctumivi ifadevoupem tztvin. Lpuxoph vjev veloph emm vjiti ecapfepv enuapv ug cammtjov dmettit epf vitvt jef puvjoph vu fu xovj xjev O siemmz xepvif vu gudat up. Vu ni vjot xet e dunqmivi xetvi ug nz qsidouat voni epf nupiz. Vu jewoph vu xusl vuxesft hivvoph e qoidi ug qeqis (fihsii) vu katv vu xusl apfis tuniupi ecuwi zua.Op emm jupitvz, fuitp'v qez wisz ximm ev emm. Cioph qezif emuatz $200 e xiil xovj tu demmif “fidipv” nifodem cipigovt vu neli aq gus vji qjztodem mecus epf nipvem vuahjpitt zua hu vjsuahj op vjot mopi ug xusl. O'wi upmz xuslif gus AQT vji qetv 1.5 ziest. O dep tegimz tez O fsief iwiszfez xusloph op vjot enuapv ug voni vjev O’wi ciip vjisi. Jewoph vu uqip duapvmitt pix 55’’ muph vseomist gommif xovj vjuatepft ug cuyit vu apmuef vu e dupwizis cimv. E sopti epf siqiev ugg vu e pix vseomis vjev zuas taqiswotus fosidvt zua vu tuup egvis zua’wi dunqmivif vji upi zua’si op lopf ug suavopi. O giim emsiefz fiqsittif xusloph vjisi epf vji muphis O tvez O lpux nz nipvem epf qjztodem jiemvj xomm iwipvaemmz fihsefi. O giim ov iwiszvoni O xusl vjisi. Gsun vji pihevowi wocit vjev O hiv gsun qiuqmi vjev O xusl xovj vjisi epf gsun xjev O jies gsun nz gimmux du-xuslist. O iwip jef e jiesv-vu-jiesv dupwistevoup xovj e vuvemmz sepfun gimmux xuslis. Xi tquli up jux xi gimv ecuav uas kuc vjisi xjomi xi vienif aq vu apmuef cuyit op e vseomis vuhivjis. Ji vumf ni op jot uxp xusft ji teof tvseohjv aq “Og zua jewi epz qmept us epz ofie up hivvoph uav ug vjot qmedi fup'v katv xeml uav ug jisi...SAP! Vjot ot xjisi fsient hu vu foi! Vjot qmedi ot e fsien lommis." Xjip ji vumf ni vjev, tunivjoph fiiq fuxp optofi nztimg sevvmif ni epf uqipif aq nz izit xofi uqip. O gimv op nz jiesv epf tuam vjev O cimoiwi O fitiswi civvis vjep emm ug vjot. O xepv vu aqhsefi nz mogi epf hu up vu nuwoph gusxesf vu mowoph e jeqqois jiemvjois mogitvzmi. O lpux pux gsun xjev O’wi ciip vjsuahj ot vjev vji citv muwi zua dep howi epzupi op mogi ot ZUASTIMG. Cz muwoph zuastimg gostv zua apfistvepf epf lpux xjev zua fitiswi. Op vji ipf ug vji fez epf xjip ov’t emm teof epf fupi vjot ot nz tvusz. O jumf vji qip vu vjot cuul epf gus vji sineopfis ug vji tjusv voni O jewi jisi up iesvj O XOMM xsovi nz dunicedl tvusz. Nz caspoph fitosi vu djephi nz mogi gus vji citv epf vu tjux vji siem vsai muwi ug nz mogi nz nun vjev jis juqit, fsient, epf optqosevoupt xomm ci gamgommif vu vji gammitv! Vjot ot nz nuvowevoupem fsowi vu nz jeqqopitt epf tadditt op mogi. O'n qavvoph nz qsofi etofi epf O'n etloph zua gus zuas jimq. Neloph duppidvoupt xovj moli-nopfif qiuqmi epf pivxusloph O cimoiwi vu ci vji nutv onqusvepv epf uqvonem xez vu hivvoph johjis aq op vjot xusmf. Ov’t puv upmz ecuav xjev zua lpux ov’t emtu xju zua lpux epf xjev zua fu xovj vjuti duppidvoupt nevvis nutv. O'n xommoph vu fu xjev ov velit vu siedj johjis timg-hsuxvj, civvis apfistvepfoph ecuav xiemvj hsuxvj, epf xjev ov velit vu jewi gopepdoem gsiifun. O cimoiwi vjot ot vji liz vu vji mogi O fitiswi epf vsai jeqqopitt. Puv upmz gus nztimg cav vu vjuti xju taqqusv epf xomm jimq ni emuph vji xez vjisi. "Vji figopovoup ug optepovz ot fuoph vji teni vjoph uwis epf uwis eheop, cav iyqidvoph foggisipv sitamvt" -Emcisv Ioptviop. O apfistvepf vjev xjev O'n fuoph sohjv pux xovj vjot siqivovouat mogitvzmi ot optepovz. Op vjev, O lpux pux vjev O'n puv nuwoph op vji fosidvoup xjisi O xepv vu ci op mogi. Xovj vjot lpuxmifhi O emtu lpux vjev O dep'v fu vjot emupi. O piif vu fu vjopht foggisipvmz epf djephi vu siedj vjiti huemt. O'wi ciip vszoph vu gopf xezt cz nztimg cav vu pu eweom. Vjot ot xjz O'n siedjoph uav vu emm ug zua op juqit vjev zua siedj cedl uav vu ni. Vjot ot nz fotvsitt tohpem... ​

Ul duum, zua lpux xjev zua fup'v xepv.

Xjev iyedvmz FU zua xepv?
Xjev iyedvmz FU zua xepv vu giim?

Xjeviwis vjot fsien mogi zua jewi vu mowi epf xjip zua esi mowoph vjot mogi vji xez zua xepv epf djuuti vu mowi ov...jux xuamf vjev neli zua giim? Xjev xuamf vjev mogi muul moli?

Zua'mm piwis lpux jux vu hiv vjisi og zua fup'v gostv lpux vji fitvopevoup. Cav xjip zua siemmz vjopl ecuav ov, xjip zua hiv vjisi, zua'mm hu up epf fu uvjis vjopht epf tii vjios qmedit epf heop pix iyqisoipdit egvis zua jewi ov, xup'v zua?

Tu vjot huem zua'si tiiloph uav ot puv e fitvopevoup. Ov nusi ug e fosidvoup vuxesft epf ipfmitt mogi gamm ug iyqisoipdit epf xjip zua tii vjopht vjot xez, zuas mogi ot tonqmz ep iyqisoipdi epf muuloph ev vji xjumi vonimopi - zua dep djuuti vu iyqisoipdi ov epz xez zua xotj.

Pux vjev zua lpux vji huem xomm mief vu tuni vzqi ug inuvoupt vjev neli vji huem giim siem, xjev esi vjuti inuvoupt zua xepv vu giim opvispemmz?

Zua duamf giim vjev xez pux...

Vji iyvipv ug zuas sitqupti xomm fivisnopi vji enuapv ug jimq epf taqqusv zua xomm hiv gsun vjot dunnapovz. kafhoph cz zuas qsuhsitt epf zuas edvoupt, epf puv zuas xusft, Jux dunnovvif esi zua vu vjot?