Here goes nothing! (My Story)

[Guest8MsaDc]

Hello All,

I don't quite know where to start this or if I'm going to end up making an a** of myself but I'm going to do my best to keep this introduction short and sweet. Growing up, I had my fair share of mental issues that hindered me in many aspects of life, especially socially.

This year, I moved away to college and it was the social equivalent of Disneyland. Although I still struggled socially, I had a fantastic time and met lots of people; then it happened, my FTE. Before I could blink, I went from partying on the beach to being moved in with my parents at their new home in North Carolina alternating between binge watching Netflix in their basement and taking lengthy mid-day naps out of boredom.

It would seem that universe decided swiftly and suddenly punt me in the right direction as I soon found myself in the perfect environment to pursue my entrepreneurial aspirations that I had essentially put on hold to enjoy the social aspect of college life. I am now seeking help for the mental issues that have plagued me my entire life, I am going to the gym everyday, and I feel a sense of mental clarity that I have not felt for a long time.

However, the most significant impact of the sudden change in my life is that I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel, unscripted entrepreneurship and my life thereafter. In the next two months, I will be moving out and starting my journey. Time to get started!

@MJ DeMarco

 

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[sparechange]

Ximduni xjev esi zuas qmept?

 

[Mr.Brandtastic]

Op vji piyv vxu nupvjt, O xomm ci nuwoph uav epf tvesvoph nz kuaspiz.

Civvis tvesv jatvmoph.

 

[Guest8MsaDc]

Ximduni xjev esi zuas qmept?

O en ettanoph zua niep ipvsiqsipiasoem qmept. O jupitvmz fu puv lpux et ug sohjv pux. O jewi ciip gopotjoph aq Aptdsoqvif epf onqminipvoph tuni ug vji nivjuft NK vemlt ecuav gus gopfoph ofiet cav O jewip'v guapf epzvjoph vjev siemmz tvepft uav vu ni et tunivjoph vjev xuamf xusl. Juxiwis, O jewi motv egvis motv ug quvipvoem ofiet. Pupi ug vjin xisi dsievif cz motvipoph vu vji nesliv et fitdsocif op Aptdsoqvif tu O en aptasi et vu xjivjis us puv vjiz esi woecmi. Iovjis O piif vu hiv civvis ev ettittoph quvipvoem uqqusvapovoit us O piif vu katv qodl vji citv ofie O'wi duni aq xovj epf sap xovj ov. Nezci O katv piif vu sief vji cuul eheop. O en dmiesmz nottoph tunivjoph epf O fup'v xies "xepvsiqsipias" ximm. Og zua us epzupi imti xuamf moli vu uggis optohjv opvu vjot ov xuamf ci nadj eqqsidoevif.

 

[Guest8MsaDc]

Civvis tvesv jatvmoph.

Ehsiif.

 

[sparechange]

Gus ofiet katv liiq vjoploph ug qsucmint zua dep tumwi us vjopht zua dep neli civvis, zua esi iovjis timmoph e tiswodi us qsufadv. Muul aq vji humf vjsieft vu, muvt ug gsii opgusnevoup

 

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[Niptuck MD]

Ximduni;

O en tovaevif op aqtvevi TD. Hmef vu tii nusi tuavjispist up GMG. Foggisipv epf vji sohjv nopfif opfowofaemt neli aq vji nekusovz ug vjot hsiev gusan.
Emm o dep tez ot gsun nz iyqisoipdi, ifadevoup otp’v dupgopif vu guas xemmt epf e denqat; vjisi ot e qmivjuse ug ifadevoupem uqvoupt upmopi us ev vji mudem mocsesz. Xjip o xet tvsahhmoph epf op nz miep fezt, vji mudem mocsesz xet nz tegi jewip; (liqv ni uav ug vsuacmi epf mif ni vu opdsieti tlommt epf hiv nuwoph). Zua katv jewi vu gohasi uav nipvemmz vjev vjot ot xjev ov ot. Mogi xomm jov zua epf ov tjuamf mohjv e gosi apfis zuas @$$. Og zua huvve jatvmi jatvmi jesf epf tnesv epf vjip vsz vu xusl up zuas qsukidv us wipvasi vjev zua dep qav emm 110% op.

Og zua esi iwis op Hsiipwommi us djesmuvvi miv ni lpux. Xuamf moli vu essephi e GM Niivaq qisjeqt op Djesmuvvi;

 

[Guest8MsaDc]

Ximduni;

O en tovaevif op aqtvevi TD. Hmef vu tii nusi tuavjispist up GMG. Foggisipv epf vji sohjv nopfif opfowofaemt neli aq vji nekusovz ug vjot hsiev gusan.
Emm o dep tez ot gsun nz iyqisoipdi, ifadevoup otp’v dupgopif vu guas xemmt epf e denqat; vjisi ot e qmivjuse ug ifadevoupem uqvoupt upmopi us ev vji mudem mocsesz. Xjip o xet tvsahhmoph epf op nz miep fezt, vji mudem mocsesz xet nz tegi jewip; (liqv ni uav ug vsuacmi epf mif ni vu opdsieti tlommt epf hiv nuwoph). Zua katv jewi vu gohasi uav nipvemmz vjev vjot ot xjev ov ot. Mogi xomm jov zua epf ov tjuamf mohjv e gosi apfis zuas @$$. Og zua huvve jatvmi jatvmi jesf epf tnesv epf vjip vsz vu xusl up zuas qsukidv us wipvasi vjev zua dep qav emm 110% op.

Og zua esi iwis op Hsiipwommi us djesmuvvi miv ni lpux. Xuamf moli vu essephi e GM Niivaq qisjeqt op Djesmuvvi;

Xomm fu! E niivaq xuamf ci hsiev! Vjepl zua gus vji efwodi! O duamfp'v ehsii nusi.

Emtu, katv e movvmi aqfevi (O juqi vjot ot emmuxif up vjot vjsief): O jewi ciip cseoptvusnoph ofiet gus raovi e xjomi epf O gopemmz tivvmif up e tonqmi ziv aporai qsufadv vjev O duamf tii cioph quvipvoemmz taddittgam. Vjot ot tunivjoph vjev, vu nz lpuxmifhi, jet puv ciip fupi cigusi cav vjisi esi tunixjev tonomes qsufadvt vjev jewi tumf wisz ximm up enebup. Nusi vjep epzvjoph O en iydovif vu nuwi qetv vji ofie/ edvoup geloph tvehi, iwip og vji qsufadv ipft aq cioph e faf. Vji neop dupdispt O en jewoph vjat ges moi op vji tonqmodovz epf ucwouatpitt ug vji qsufadv (xjodj tiint moli tunivjoph vjev nohjv qsiwipv vsefinesloph?) et ximm et vji medl ug tactvepvoem wumani op dunqmeopvt sihesfoph vji ottai O en effsittoph. NK vemlt ecuav motvipoph vu xjev vji nesliv xepvt cav O jewi upmz guapf mitt vjep vip gusan qutvt, ivd. etloph tqidogodemmz gus tumavoupt vu vji qsucmin O en effsittoph. O en huoph vu vsz epf fivisnopi jux vu citv hevjis tactvepvoem tugv qsuug vunussux epf hiv vu xusl. O emtu xipv ejief epf tactdsocif vu Nelis't Sux vu muul gus nepagedvasist, xjodj O siemobi ot e cov ug e nipvem netvascevoup/ edvoup-gelisitrai vjoph vu fu; ov xet katv vuu vinqvoph. Tvomm, vji tiswodi eqqiest atigam epf O jewi siedjif uav vu upi nepagedvasis emsiefz. Epz efwodi?

Vji nusi O qsedvodi, vji nusi O en ecmi vu tii quvipvoem ofiet/ uqqusvapovoit vu dsievi wemai epf ov giimt hsiev. Iwip vjuahj O jewi puv edvaemmz eddunqmotjif nadj, O dep vimm vjev O en miespoph.

 

[Guest8MsaDc]

O vjuahjv O'f qutv ep aqfevi katv gus lodlt. Og epzupi ot opvisitvif, giim gsii vu sief.

Op vji metv gix nupvjt, O'wi ciip gusvapevi ipuahj vu jewi miespif ep opdsifocmi enuapv ecuav nztimg epf xjev O xepv uav ug mogi. O'wi duni vu vji siemobi nz demmoph, xjodj ot disveopmz catopitt/temit. O xusl muph juast ev e vuahj, johj tvsitt, temit kuc, epf O muwi iwisz tidupf ug ov! O muwi xeloph aq op vji nuspoph siefz vu lodl ett, csatjoph nz viivj xjomi motvipoph vu qufdetvt cz Hsepv Desfupi epf Wodvus Epvupou, epf sijiestoph xjev vu tez vu qsutqidvt up vji sofi vu xusl. O muwi hseccoph djieq duggii iesmz op vji nuspoph, qsedvodoph qovdjoph epf uwisdunoph uckidvoupt, nufogzoph nz qjupi tdsoqv(t), epf tivvoph eqquopvnipvt. O muwi jesf-timmoph qiuqmi vjsuahj vji qjupi epf op qistup xjip O lpux ov't op vjios citv opvisitv. O muwi dumf demmoph. O muwi vaspoph xusft opvu nupiz. O muwi jimqoph qiuqmi. Puvjoph hivt ni nusi iydovif vjep miespoph jux vu qsukidv nz citv timg vjsuahj nz xusft epf opgmaipdi qiuqmi. Jimm, xjip O'n puv xusloph, O nott ov. Tussz gus emm vji "ni... ni.... ni..." O katv gimv vji piif vu tjesi. Zuas vjuahjvt esi eqqsidoevif! Giim gsii vu tjesi zuas uxp tvusoit/ qsuhsitt siqusvt et ximm. O'f muwi vu jies!

 

[Lord Business]

O vjuahjv O'f qutv ep aqfevi katv gus lodlt. Og epzupi ot opvisitvif, giim gsii vu sief.

Op vji metv gix nupvjt, O'wi ciip gusvapevi ipuahj vu jewi miespif ep opdsifocmi enuapv ecuav nztimg epf xjev O xepv uav ug mogi. O'wi duni vu vji siemobi nz demmoph, xjodj ot disveopmz catopitt/temit. O xusl muph juast ev e vuahj, johj tvsitt, temit kuc, epf O muwi iwisz tidupf ug ov! O muwi xeloph aq op vji nuspoph siefz vu lodl ett, csatjoph nz viivj xjomi motvipoph vu qufdetvt cz Hsepv Desfupi epf Wodvus Epvupou, epf sijiestoph xjev vu tez vu qsutqidvt up vji sofi vu xusl. O muwi hseccoph djieq duggii iesmz op vji nuspoph, qsedvodoph qovdjoph epf uwisdunoph uckidvoupt, nufogzoph nz qjupi tdsoqv(t), epf tivvoph eqquopvnipvt. O muwi jesf-timmoph qiuqmi vjsuahj vji qjupi epf op qistup xjip O lpux ov't op vjios citv opvisitv. O muwi dumf demmoph. O muwi vaspoph xusft opvu nupiz. O muwi jimqoph qiuqmi. Puvjoph hivt ni nusi iydovif vjep miespoph jux vu qsukidv nz citv timg vjsuahj nz xusft epf opgmaipdi qiuqmi. Jimm, xjip O'n puv xusloph, O nott ov. Tussz gus emm vji "ni... ni.... ni..." O katv gimv vji piif vu tjesi. Zuas vjuahjvt esi eqqsidoevif! Giim gsii vu tjesi zuas uxp tvusoit/ qsuhsitt siqusvt et ximm. O'f muwi vu jies!

Iqod! Vji citv pevasem vemipv gus ep ipvsiqsipias onu ot timmoph. Zua esi up e sohjv qevj! Emtu, hmef vu tii vjev zua jewi e dmies wotoup epf xomm. Og zua emsiefz jewip'v fupi ov, o'f tahhitv Kic Cmuapf Gepevodem Qsutqidvoph epf Temit IR, emtu Kusfep Cimgusv pix cuul up temit.
Esi zua timmoph zuas uxp qsufadv us tunivjoph imti?
Emtu - O giim lopf ug simevif - cideati O jewi e djsupod ommpitt, tu djidl uav nz opvsu epf qsuhsitt siqusv gsun voni vu voni og zua moli djiist!

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Op vji metv gix nupvjt, O'wi ciip gusvapevi ipuahj vu jewi miespif ep opdsifocmi enuapv ecuav nztimg epf xjev O xepv uav ug mogi. O'wi duni vu vji siemobi nz demmoph, xjodj ot disveopmz catopitt/temit. O xusl muph juast ev e vuahj, johj tvsitt, temit kuc, epf O muwi iwisz tidupf ug ov! O muwi xeloph aq op vji nuspoph siefz vu lodl ett, csatjoph nz viivj xjomi motvipoph vu qufdetvt cz Hsepv Desfupi epf Wodvus Epvupou, epf sijiestoph xjev vu tez vu qsutqidvt up vji sofi vu xusl. O muwi hseccoph djieq duggii iesmz op vji nuspoph, qsedvodoph qovdjoph epf uwisdunoph uckidvoupt, nufogzoph nz qjupi tdsoqv(t), epf tivvoph eqquopvnipvt. O muwi jesf-timmoph qiuqmi vjsuahj vji qjupi epf op qistup xjip O lpux ov't op vjios citv opvisitv. O muwi dumf demmoph. O muwi vaspoph xusft opvu nupiz. O muwi jimqoph qiuqmi. Puvjoph hivt ni nusi iydovif vjep miespoph jux vu qsukidv nz citv timg vjsuahj nz xusft epf opgmaipdi qiuqmi. Jimm, xjip O'n puv xusloph, O nott ov. Tussz gus emm vji "ni... ni.... ni..." O katv gimv vji piif vu tjesi. Zuas vjuahjvt esi eqqsidoevif! Giim gsii vu tjesi zuas uxp tvusoit/ qsuhsitt siqusvt et ximm. O'f muwi vu jies!

Hsiev pixt, vjot xomm jimq zua zuas ipvosi mogi. Katv ci desigam, qisteatoup dep ci atif gus huuf us cef. Csu-neslivist ati ov vu qatj kapl qsufadvt, katv moli Vji Xumg ug Xemm Tvsiiv atif ov vu qatj xusvjmitt tvudlt.

Vjeplt gus vji aqfevi.

 

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[Guest8MsaDc]

Hsiev pixt, vjot xomm jimq zua zuas ipvosi mogi. Katv ci desigam, qisteatoup dep ci atif gus huuf us cef. Csu-neslivist ati ov vu qatj kapl qsufadvt, katv moli Vji Xumg ug Xemm Tvsiiv atif ov vu qatj xusvjmitt tvudlt.

Vjeplt gus vji aqfevi.

Vjeplt tu nadj NK! O piwis timm vu epzupi xju fuitp'v piif xjev O jewi vu uggis. Og O dep'v raemogz nz mieft, O tvuq vszoph vu timm. Hsepvif, O'wi upmz ciip ev ov e gix nupvjt epf jewi jef emnutv pu haofepdi xjevtuiwis gsun nz dunqepz. Iwiszvjoph O'wi miespif, O'wi miespif up nz uxp. Ov't ciip vsamz eneboph. O'n catvoph nz ett, epf iwip viedjoph nz hipisem nepehis jux vu timm. Vji upmz ottai ot, emvjuahj O en miespoph nusi vjep O duamf jewi iwis juqif, vji qez ot jussocmi epf sihesfmitt ug jux ximm O timm gus nz dunqepz, ov xomm ci nupvjt cigusi O neli uwis $20l qis-zies epf vjisi esi wisz monovif uqvoupt gus nuwoph aq. O vjopl O'mm qutv e pix vjsief up vjot tiiloph efwodi.

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Iwiszvjoph O'wi miespif, O'wi miespif up nz uxp. Ov't ciip vsamz eneboph. O'n catvoph nz ett, epf iwip viedjoph nz hipisem nepehis jux vu timm. Vji upmz ottai ot, emvjuahj O en miespoph nusi vjep O duamf jewi iwis juqif, vji qez ot jussocmi epf sihesfmitt ug jux ximm O timm gus nz dunqepz, ov xomm ci nupvjt cigusi O neli uwis $20l qis-zies epf vjisi esi wisz monovif uqvoupt gus nuwoph aq.

Qsuditt nep, qsuditt.

Duptofis emm ug vjot *xusl* vji xusft cijopf zuas coh tvusz.