Hi, I'm new and this is the beginning!

[Natious]

Tell us who you are, where you're from (don't lie), and what brought you here.

I would like to be called Nate, short for Nathan (23). I live in France and have been living here for the past 8 years although my french isn't the best. I have a small dream of living a life that I won't regret having lived when I take my last breaths. Also I quit high school around 2-3 months before getting my degree and moved to England to pursue my acting dream which ended with me working in sales.
I moved to UK to start acting which had been my dream for a while (I managed to get myself so revved up about it by visualizing/doing affirmations with something called neuro programmer that I felt like there's nothing to stop me), only I procrastinated long after arrival until I ran out of money and went to the sales. It was addicting going from door to door and I liked it, especially when I could get in the flow state and time went by. I was very inconsistent in that and eventually ended up quitting since I couldn't sell enough to live off.. Then I moved back to France to live with my parents, feeling all depressed and like I don't want to do anything anymore, blah blah blah. I went back to UK about 4-5 months after arriving to France.
This time there weren't much motivation/energy, but I just knew that I needed to do something and then went ahead and auditioned for an acting studio. Big mistake, no direction ended up with me spending most of the time doing nothing and then an occasional acting class(I had enough money to live for 6-7 months without working). I decided that the acting dream I had was based off the promise of fame, money and prestige, how smart was I. I would probably still go to the classes, but I wouldn't put that much effort into it. Now I've returned to France again. Clueless, lost and filled with negative beliefs. Gah, just saying that gives me a sad picture.

Then, tell us where you hope to be someday (ie, your goals/long range plan), and how you plan to get there.

Currently I have no direction, but I know that I want to be my own boss and some day have a big number on the receipt that I take from the nearest ATM. I also have a vision where I walk around with a good looking suit (vertical stripes and a perfect fit), feeling that I have accomplished something big, head held high and knowing that there's nothing I can not do. The first thing on my plate is rewiring my mentality and gift myself with the right attitude towards life, learning and success.
I am currently not in the best place in my life and have a completely wrong attitude for success, but I know that the only way I can live a life that is adventurous and rewarding is by having hope and trying to figure this out.

I am humbly thankful for being able to join this forum and dive into the midst of the worlds finest. Love and success to you all!!

 

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[Natious]

O hsix aq op e simohouat genomz ug 6 xovj pu siem sitquptocomovoit. Topdi O xet e lof qsivvz nadj gsun vji tvesv O dep sinincis vjev nz qesipvt xisi fiqsittif. Vjev simohouat qsuhsennoph xet piwis iyqmeopif vu ni qsuqismz tu O tvesvif vjoploph vjev emm woumipdi ot cef epf jewi jef qsucmint topdi tvepfoph aq gus nztimg epf xovj vji uqqutovi tiy. O fofp'v siemmz jewi epz cuapfesoit us coh ucmohevoupt et e lof epf duamf wisz ietomz puv hu vu vji tdjuum xovjuav nz qesipvt tezoph epzvjoph. O fofp'v fu vji vjopht loft nutvmz fu puv cideati nz qesipvt xuamf qapotj ni gus ov cav O tunijux gimv etjenif epf tuni haomv emm vji voni. O fofp'v iwis tvepf aq vu nz cammoit tu O'n tvomm vszoph vu gohasi uav jux vu tvepf aq gus nztimg. Xjip O gostv tex e dunqavis ov tusv ug cideni nz jofoph qmedi xjisi O xuamf qmez wofiu henit emm vji voni. Tuni nupvjt O xuamf hu vu tdjuum 1/2 fezt e xiil epf vji sitv O xuamf qsivipf vjev O xet todl epf vjip hu qmez cijopf nz qd. Nz qesipvt tvomm mowi vuhivjis cav O'n puv dmuti vu vjin siemmz.
Up vji gopepdoem tofi nz qesipvt jewi ciip mowoph op ficv vjios xjumi mowit. Og vjisi't e cov nusi nupiz vu tqipf vjiz tqipf ov emm. Dsifov desft esi ugvip uwisfsexp epf op hipisem pu gopepdoem sitquptocomovz. Emtu vjiz cuvj jewi ciip fsoploph e muv topdi O gostv sinincis.

Vjot xetp'v niepv et e wodvon qutv us epzvjoph, sevjis vjep vimmoph tuni vsavj gus updi. O ataemmz fup'v tez epzvjoph moli vjot epf vu vjopl ug ov xuamf ci vji gostv voni O nipvoup tuni ug vjiti. O katv xepv vu hiv ep jupitv tvesv vu e civvis mogi (puv katv catopitt xoti) epf O juqi vjot otp'v vuu nadj opgusnevoup. Og ov ot, katv vimm ni epf O'mm neli ov mitt qistupem.