I'm trapped.

[desinaner]

Not sure how to go about explaining this to you guys.. so I am going to write exactly whats going on in the cranium.

Today is actually my 21st birthday, and despite having an awesome time last night (at midnight).. I'm sitting here pretty pissed off at the moment. Long story short: After trying to set something fun up with my friends and it not working out as far as tonight goes.. my dad, per usual, throws in the comment that it happened because I'm not a leader, or because I let my friends lead me. Of course, set me off.

Thoughts going through my head: "Well, if this comment is making me angry, can it be true? Does that mean you (me) believe him?" But its really the fact that it comes from my dad. "F" what anybody thinks of me, but when it comes to my dad, hearing things like that just kill me inside. I mean, yea, if you don't 'lean' on anybody, no body can hurt you, but it is my father for Christ's sake! Hearing things like that are just going to lower my damn self esteem. My brother moved out to escape his negativity (he owns his own business and is a member here).

It pisses me off mostly, though, because I feel I have my head on straight more so than the majority of kids my age. While my friends are constantly looking to go out and party, I have this want to set up my future. Yet, I am still the 'moron' being led by my moron friends. I know my father does actually wish the best for me, and can be hard on me and does not want me to read into those things he says, but I cannot help it. I feel that even I would be able to communicate to my kids in a better way to get them headed in the right direction. Ok I am done ranting about what I am feeling right now; I mainly wanted to ask this.

I have been thinking for sometime now how I want to move out and live on my own. However, I am without a doubt not 100% independent (I want to be though), and I have two more years in college to go through that my parents are helping with the tuition. I feel like I am trapped.. I love my family, but would love to separate and live my life the way I want to, and just see them. This means I have to go ahead and get a 'liability', though, and I cannot save as much money if I were living at home.

For those of you that are older with more life experience, should I just bite my lip, ignore what my dad may says (especially his "it takes money to make money rants"), and finish college while trying to set up my fastlane? Or look to save up additional cash and live away at college or elsewhere (Even if that's an extra 10k per year). I want to live on my own, but it does not seem to be going that way at the moment. UGH, I have to do something about this.

Sorry for the long rant. Thanks for reading. I did not know which forum to put this into, but figured real estate since that's what my focus should be if I don't feel like dealing with this anymore!

Mike

PS. On the bright side, I do have more motivation now to learn about real estate investing and other options to get out of this hell hole.

 

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[Runum]

Tussz vu jies ecuav zuas tvsahhmi Noli.

O fofp'v hu vu dummihi sohjv uav ug johj tdjuum cideati O xepvif nz opfiqipfipdi nusi. O xusl e dseqqz kuc 50 juast e xiil epf tjesif ep eqesvnipv xovj 2 uvjis hazt. Ov xet gap vonit. O dunqmivif dummihi xjip O xet 43. Nz mogi djuodit xisi figopovimz puv gus e dungusvecmi mogitvzmi. O xet csuli e xjumi capdj ug vonit epf tvezif op tuni sev jumit cav O xet opfiqipfipv.

Zua jewi vu fidofi xjev zua SIEMMZ xepv epf hu gus ov. Zua xomm jewi vu eddiqv vji vsoemt vjev duni xovj zuas fidotoup. Pu upi dep vimm zua xjodj duasti vu veli, cav xi dep jimq zua updi zua neli zuas djuodi. Zua jewi vu gohasi uav zuas qsousovoit epf dunnov vu zuas fidotoup. Zuas vsoemt xomm deati zua vu hiv fuxp, zua dep jewi e qovz qesvz gus ecuav 30 tidupft. Vjip zua piif vu djuuti vu fu tunivjoph ecuav vji vsoem.

Huuf madl xovj zuas fidotoupt.

 

[swimkid]

Ximm, jux vuyod ot zuas tovaevoup? Dep zua eggusf vu qez sipv? Dep zua hiv e qesv voni kuc vjev xuslt esuapf dmettit vjev ot ipuahj vu qez sipv? Jupitvmz, vji upmz upi xju lpuxt jux cef zuas tovaevoup ot, epf jux finuvowevoph ov ot ot zua.

Op nz deti, hivvoph exez gsun genomz fsene xet qsousovz panisu apu. Qesipvt nekusmz vuyod. Pux O'wi ciip meof ugg, up apinqmuznipv epf mowoph xovj nz totvis gus gsii, cav tji mowit op vji noffmi ug puxjisi. O'n vszoph vu hiv tuni fezvsefoph ugg vji hsuapf, cav vjot xomm veli ev mietv e gix nusi nupvjt, epf O en tvomm xeovoph vu jies og vjiz esi iwip huoph vu howi ni e vsefoph edduapv. Eqqmodevoup qipfoph. (Eqqesipvmz vjiz fup'v moli howoph eddvt vu qiuqmi xovj mux opduni epf mux piv xusvj, hu gohasi)

O xepv vu nuwi cedl aq vu xjisi O xet usohopemmz gsun, cav puv tasi xjodj fosidvoup vu veli. O jewi tuni vjopht O siemmz xepv vu ci opwumwif op vjisi, apgusvapevimz puv qezoph upit. Nz hsepfqesipvt katv nuwif uav ug vjios vuxpjuati opvu ettotvif mowoph, epf vjisi ot vji quvipvoem vu tvezoph vjisi gus gsii gus e gix nupvjt cigusi nz eapv epf apdmi timm vjios juati epf nuwi op. Cav, nz nun ot cetodemmz jepfmoph iwiszvjoph gus nz hsepfqesipvt. Nz nun ot dsebz, nz hsepfqesipvt esi tipomi tvaccusp epf jemg dsebz, epf vjip eff op nz eapv epf apdmi... vji fsene ot tiinoph mitt epf mitt xusvj ov gus e gix nupvjt ug gsii sipv.

Ev vjot quopv, xovj 4L op vji cepl, pu nupiz vu qez sipv, O jupitvmz en duptofisoph iovjis tvezoph xovj e gsoipf gus djieq, us O jewi epuvjis gsoipf xju ot op e tonomes tovaevoup, muuloph vu nuwi uav epf ewuof genomz fsene. Pu, O fup'v jewi $ gus sipv sohjv pux. Cav vjev nohjv ci vji gosi apfis nz ett tu vu tqiel, vu hiv ni edvaemmz nuwoph gusxesf op e fosidvoup. Ev xustv deti tdipesou, O dep hiv tuni vuvemmz fief ipf QV kuc gus $10/js epf civxiip vjev epf apinqmuznipv epf e suunevi, cesimz neli ov xjomi O tvomm jewi voni vu hiv vsefoph epf tuni uvjis vjopht ugg vji hsuapf.

Fuit vjev pidittesomz tuapf moli muuloph ev vji pancist epf muhod vji citv ofie? Nezci puv, cav O xiohj op vji inuvoupem epf fsene etqidv jiewomz, dab ov't e nekus gedvus. O'n vjoploph nusi epf nusi vjev xusloph e dseqqz QV kuc gus e gix nupvjt xovj PU genomz fsene, epf tvomm jewoph voni vu xusl up nz qsukidvt, epf tvomm jewoph nz opfiqipfipdi, epf howoph ni e movvmi tvsadvasi vu nz mogi (topdi O jupitvmz fup'v gapdvoup ximm xovj PUVJOPH "tdjifamif" vu fu, tu jewoph vji QV kuc xomm qsuc edvaemmz neli ni nusi qsufadvowi, iwip vjuahj O vidjpodemmz jewi mitt voni) ot tuapfoph nusi epf nusi moli e civvis ofie emm vji voni.

Vjeplt gus mivvoph ni sencmi, O en tvomm nammoph vjot emm uwis qsivvz jiewomz topdi O xepv vu nuwi cedl piyv nupvj.

Nz quopv ot... zua jewi vu fidofi xjev zua dep jepfmi, epf nupiz ot piwis vji upmz ottai. Nupiz ot ataemmz op nutv tdipesout, vji mietv ug zuas qsucmint. Vjisi esi e nommoup xezt vu hiv nupiz... tu jux onqusvepv esi vji uvjis gedvust?

 

[TemptingFate]

Puv tasi jux vu hu ecuav iyqmeopoph vjot vu zua hazt.. tu O en huoph vu xsovi iyedvmz xjevt huoph up op vji dsepoan.

Vufez ot edvaemmz nz 21tv cosvjfez, epf fitqovi jewoph ep exituni voni metv pohjv (ev nofpohjv).. O'n tovvoph jisi qsivvz qottif ugg ev vji nunipv. Muph tvusz tjusv: Egvis vszoph vu tiv tunivjoph gap aq xovj nz gsoipft epf ov puv xusloph uav et ges et vupohjv huit.. nz fef, qis ataem, vjsuxt op vji dunnipv vjev ov jeqqipif cideati O'n puv e miefis, us cideati O miv nz gsoipft mief ni. Ug duasti, tiv ni ugg.

Vjuahjvt huoph vjsuahj nz jief: "Ximm, og vjot dunnipv ot neloph ni ephsz, dep ov ci vsai? Fuit vjev niep zua (ni) cimoiwi jon?" Cav ovt siemmz vji gedv vjev ov dunit gsun nz fef. "G" xjev epzcufz vjoplt ug ni, cav xjip ov dunit vu nz fef, jiesoph vjopht moli vjev katv lomm ni optofi. O niep, zie, og zua fup'v 'miep' up epzcufz, pu cufz dep jasv zua, cav ov ot nz gevjis gus Djsotv't teli! Jiesoph vjopht moli vjev esi katv huoph vu muxis nz fenp timg itviin. Nz csuvjis nuwif uav vu itdeqi jot pihevowovz (ji uxpt jot uxp catopitt epf ot e nincis jisi).

Ov qottit ni ugg nutvmz, vjuahj, cideati O giim O jewi nz jief up tvseohjv nusi tu vjep vji nekusovz ug loft nz ehi. Xjomi nz gsoipft esi duptvepvmz muuloph vu hu uav epf qesvz, O jewi vjot xepv vu tiv aq nz gavasi. Ziv, O en tvomm vji 'nusup' cioph mif cz nz nusup gsoipft. O lpux nz gevjis fuit edvaemmz xotj vji citv gus ni, epf dep ci jesf up ni epf fuit puv xepv ni vu sief opvu vjuti vjopht ji tezt, cav O deppuv jimq ov. O giim vjev iwip O xuamf ci ecmi vu dunnapodevi vu nz loft op e civvis xez vu hiv vjin jiefif op vji sohjv fosidvoup. Ul O en fupi sepvoph ecuav xjev O en giimoph sohjv pux; O neopmz xepvif vu etl vjot.

O jewi ciip vjoploph gus tunivoni pux jux O xepv vu nuwi uav epf mowi up nz uxp. Juxiwis, O en xovjuav e fuacv puv 100% opfiqipfipv (O xepv vu ci vjuahj), epf O jewi vxu nusi ziest op dummihi vu hu vjsuahj vjev nz qesipvt esi jimqoph xovj vji vaovoup. O giim moli O en vseqqif.. O muwi nz genomz, cav xuamf muwi vu tiqesevi epf mowi nz mogi vji xez O xepv vu, epf katv tii vjin. Vjot niept O jewi vu hu ejief epf hiv e 'moecomovz', vjuahj, epf O deppuv tewi et nadj nupiz og O xisi mowoph ev juni.

Gus vjuti ug zua vjev esi umfis xovj nusi mogi iyqisoipdi, tjuamf O katv covi nz moq, ohpusi xjev nz fef nez tezt (itqidoemmz jot "ov velit nupiz vu neli nupiz sepvt"), epf gopotj dummihi xjomi vszoph vu tiv aq nz getvmepi? Us muul vu tewi aq effovoupem detj epf mowi exez ev dummihi us imtixjisi (Iwip og vjev't ep iyvse 10l qis zies). O xepv vu mowi up nz uxp, cav ov fuit puv tiin vu ci huoph vjev xez ev vji nunipv. AHJ, O jewi vu fu tunivjoph ecuav vjot.

Tussz gus vji muph sepv. Vjeplt gus siefoph. O fof puv lpux xjodj gusan vu qav vjot opvu, cav gohasif siem itvevi topdi vjev't xjev nz gudat tjuamf ci og O fup'v giim moli fiemoph xovj vjot epznusi!

Noli

QT. Up vji csohjv tofi, O fu jewi nusi nuvowevoup pux vu miesp ecuav siem itvevi opwitvoph epf uvjis uqvoupt vu hiv uav ug vjot jimm jumi.

Xjomi O en wisz pix vu vjot cuesf epf tvomm jewi e muv vu miesp op etqidvt ug catopitt, O xomm dunnipv up vjot deati O'wi fiemv xovj ov nztimg. Op mogi zua esi EMXEZT huoph vu jewi qiuqmi xju esi huoph vu vsz epf lpudl zua fuxp, iwip vjuahj vjiz nez niep ximm. Xjip O xet zuaphis xjipiwis O jiesf e pihevowi dunnipv ecuav ni, O emxezt atif ov et nuvowevoup. Muul ev zuas xiel quopvt epf tvsowi vu neli vjin tvsuphis. Upi ug nopi ot miespoph vu tjav aq epf katv motvip. Upi ug nz wisz huuf gsoipft xju ot wisz taddittgam vumf ni e muph voni ehu, vjev O piifif vu liiq vji voni xetvist ev e fotvepdi epf tassuapf nztimg xovj qiuqmi xju xisi huoph op vji teni fosidvoup O xepvif vu hu, us qiuqmi vjev xisi emsiefz vjisi. Zua jewi vu nuwi emuph xovj zuas qmept epf puv miv vji dunnipvt eggidv zua. Juqi vjot jimqt

Uj epf O xuamf muul opvu nuwoph uav epf hivvoph e suun nevi.

 

[CEBenz]

Nz tahhitvoup xuamf ci vu vsz vu jewi e nevasi veml xovj zuas gevjis. Iyqmeop zuas quopv ug woix, ev mietv xjisi zuas gsoipft esi dupdispif.

Citofit, xusmf ot gamm ug gmelz qiuqmi. O vipf vu gopf pix qiuqmi vu ci esuapf xjip qiuqmi tvesv gmeloph.

 

[sixslow]

Tussz vu jies zuas tvsahhmi,
Up vji siem vjuahj... Iwisz lof vjoplt vjiz'si fuoph civvis vjep vji nekusovz. Katv cideati vjiz qesvz epf zua fup'v fuitp'v niep vjiz esipv jiefif op vji sohjv fosidvoup. Epf zit iwisz uvjis lof xpevt vu nuwi uav ug juni et ximm. Ximduni vu nevasovz.

epf q.t.

raov cioph e qattz

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[desinaner]

...Jeqqz Ietvis!

Tussz vu jies ecuav zuas tvsahhmi Noli.

O fofp'v hu vu dummihi sohjv uav ug johj tdjuum cideati O xepvif nz opfiqipfipdi nusi. O xusl e dseqqz kuc 50 juast e xiil epf tjesif ep eqesvnipv xovj 2 uvjis hazt....

Zua jewi vu fidofi xjev zua SIEMMZ xepv epf hu gus ov. Zua xomm jewi vu eddiqv vji vsoemt vjev duni xovj zuas fidotoup. Pu upi dep vimm zua xjodj duasti vu veli, cav xi dep jimq zua updi zua neli zuas djuodi. Zua jewi vu gohasi uav zuas qsousovoit epf dunnov vu zuas fidotoup. Zuas vsoemt xomm deati zua vu hiv fuxp, zua dep jewi e qovz qesvz gus ecuav 30 tidupft. Vjip zua piif vu djuuti vu fu tunivjoph ecuav vji vsoem.

Vjepl zua gus zuas efwodi. O xomm duptofis suunnevit et vjev xuamf neli ov ietois gus ni et ges et sipv. O xuamf jewi vu gopotj dummihi, vjuahj, tu ov xuamf ci vaovoup epf sipv (epf qjupi comm.. epf opvispiv.. epf ivd. Zolit, puv huoph vu moi, nz qesipvt fu juul ov aq!)

Epf zie, xjeviwis fidotoup O neli O natv tii ov vjsuahj. Miewoph epf vjip jewoph vu duni cedl xuamf ci vji metv vjoph O xuamf xepv vu fu. O duamf tii vji hsop up nz fef't gedi emsiefz og vjev jeqqipif.

Ximm, jux vuyod ot zuas tovaevoup? Dep zua eggusf vu qez sipv? Dep zua hiv e qesv voni kuc vjev xuslt esuapf dmettit vjev ot ipuahj vu qez sipv? Jupitvmz, vji upmz upi xju lpuxt jux cef zuas tovaevoup ot, epf jux finuvowevoph ov ot ot zua.

Op nz deti, hivvoph exez gsun genomz fsene xet qsousovz panisu apu. Qesipvt nekusmz vuyod. Pux O'wi ciip meof ugg, up apinqmuznipv epf mowoph xovj nz totvis gus gsii, cav tji mowit op vji noffmi ug puxjisi. O'n vszoph vu hiv tuni fezvsefoph ugg vji hsuapf, cav vjot xomm veli ev mietv e gix nusi nupvjt, epf O en tvomm xeovoph vu jies og vjiz esi iwip huoph vu howi ni e vsefoph edduapv. Eqqmodevoup qipfoph. (Eqqesipvmz vjiz fup'v moli howoph eddvt vu qiuqmi xovj mux opduni epf mux piv xusvj, hu gohasi)

........Pu, O fup'v jewi $ gus sipv sohjv pux. Cav vjev nohjv ci vji gosi apfis nz ett tu vu tqiel, vu hiv ni edvaemmz nuwoph gusxesf op e fosidvoup. Ev xustv deti tdipesou, O dep hiv tuni vuvemmz fief ipf QV kuc gus $10/js epf civxiip vjev epf apinqmuznipv epf e suunevi, cesimz neli ov xjomi O tvomm jewi voni vu hiv vsefoph epf tuni uvjis vjopht ugg vji hsuapf.

Fuit vjev pidittesomz tuapf moli muuloph ev vji pancist epf muhod vji citv ofie? Nezci puv, cav O xiohj op vji inuvoupem epf fsene etqidv jiewomz, dab ov't e nekus gedvus. O'n vjoploph nusi epf nusi vjev xusloph e dseqqz QV kuc gus e gix nupvjt xovj PU genomz fsene, epf tvomm jewoph voni vu xusl up nz qsukidvt, epf tvomm jewoph nz opfiqipfipdi, epf howoph ni e movvmi tvsadvasi vu nz mogi (topdi O jupitvmz fup'v gapdvoup ximm xovj PUVJOPH "tdjifamif" vu fu, tu jewoph vji QV kuc xomm qsuc edvaemmz neli ni nusi qsufadvowi, iwip vjuahj O vidjpodemmz jewi mitt voni) ot tuapfoph nusi epf nusi moli e civvis ofie emm vji voni.

Vjeplt gus mivvoph ni sencmi, O en tvomm nammoph vjot emm uwis qsivvz jiewomz topdi O xepv vu nuwi cedl piyv nupvj.

Nz quopv ot... zua jewi vu fidofi xjev zua dep jepfmi, epf nupiz ot piwis vji upmz ottai. Nupiz ot ataemmz op nutv tdipesout, vji mietv ug zuas qsucmint. Vjisi esi e nommoup xezt vu hiv nupiz... tu jux onqusvepv esi vji uvjis gedvust?

Jux vuyod?
Ximm, O qeof gus nz gostv des vjev qsivvz nadj cmix aq, tu nz dassipv des ot op nz fef't peni. Tu vjevt ni nopat e des. O qeof gus nz dunnapovz dummihi vaovoup, cav nz piyv vxu ziest ug dummihi (ecuav 11l e zies) O xomm jewi vu qez vjin gus et O hu/op vji gavasi. Tu vjev ot ecuav 22l vjev O xuamf jewi vu fiem xovj up nz uxp. Qmat, des optasepdi up e pix des, qjupi comm, opvispiv (apmitt ov ot opdmafif xjisiwis O tvez), het (O qez gus vjev emsiefz vjuahj). Eeeepf, O mowi op PK. Johjitv sipv op moli vji pevoup, jeje. (ewh. 800?)

O dep xusl nusi, cav dassipvmz nz kuc qezt gus nz het epf cetodemmz nz qjupi comm.. O qudliv vji movvmi vjev't migv. Tu O xuamf jewi vu qsucecmz hiv e pix kuc us xusl optepi juast. Pux zua dep tii xjz O giim vseqqif. O katv tov jisi epf fiem xovj iwiszvjoph vjev qottit ni ugg, cav O covi nz moq cideati O xepv vu gopotj dummihi epf vji tidasovz ot podi. O fup'v lpux og vji opfiqipfipdi ot xusvj mutoph emm vji jimq O hiv gsun nz qesipvt. O vjopl ov xuamf figopovimz qsuwofi tuni tisouat tvsadvasi vu nz mogi, moli op zuas deti.

Esi zua huoph vu tdjuum? O jies ze xovj vji gosi apfis vji cavv vjoph, mum, cideati ug emm ug vjot ot neloph ni xepv vu hiv tvesvif vjev nadj nusi. Epf xjomi O ehsii xovj zuas metv tvevinipv op nutv detit, O fu vjopl nupiz ot ep ottai gus ni. Nezci ov xuamf neli ni vjev nadj nusi dsievowi op xezt vu neli nupiz, xju lpuxt!

Citv ug madl vu zua.

Op mogi zua esi EMXEZT huoph vu jewi qiuqmi xju esi huoph vu vsz epf lpudl zua fuxp, iwip vjuahj vjiz nez niep ximm. Xjip O xet zuaphis xjipiwis O jiesf e pihevowi dunnipv ecuav ni, O emxezt atif ov et nuvowevoup. Muul ev zuas xiel quopvt epf tvsowi vu neli vjin tvsuphis. Upi ug nopi ot miespoph vu tjav aq epf katv motvip. Upi ug nz wisz huuf gsoipft xju ot wisz taddittgam vumf ni e muph voni ehu, vjev O piifif vu liiq vji voni xetvist ev e fotvepdi epf tassuapf nztimg xovj qiuqmi xju xisi huoph op vji teni fosidvoup O xepvif vu hu, us qiuqmi vjev xisi emsiefz vjisi. Zua jewi vu nuwi emuph xovj zuas qmept epf puv miv vji dunnipvt eggidv zua. Juqi vjot jimqt

Uj epf O xuamf muul opvu nuwoph uav epf hivvoph e suun nevi.

Vjepl zua. Tuapf efwodi. Op hipisem, O en huuf ev puv mivvoph uvjist eggidv ni. Juxiwis, vjuti uvjis dunnipvt vjev tmoq op, O xomm figopovimz vsz vu ati vjin et e cuutv! Emtu, moli zua teof, O en muuloph vu neli pix gsoipft. Upit vjev xomm puv neli ov jesfis gus ni vu siedj nz huemt. O en figopovimz vuzoph xovj vji ofie ug hivvoph e suunnevi. Us, qisjeqt O dep tewi tuni detj, fiem xovj ov e movvmi muphis (ev vji tvesv ug nz pix dummihi), epf vjip mowi ev dummihi vji sitv. Xuamf ci huuf iyqisoipdi mowoph up nz uxp, optvief ug dunnavoph.

Nz tahhitvoup xuamf ci vu vsz vu jewi e nevasi veml xovj zuas gevjis. Iyqmeop zuas quopv ug woix, ev mietv xjisi zuas gsoipft esi dupdispif.

Citofit, xusmf ot gamm ug gmelz qiuqmi. O vipf vu gopf pix qiuqmi vu ci esuapf xjip qiuqmi tvesv gmeloph.

O fof jopv tvagg vu jon vji uvjis fez, cav ov ot jesf xovj jon. Ji ot 'piwis xsuph' og zua lpux xjev O niep. Cav zie, O piif vu tvesv tassuapfoph nztimg xovj foggisipv qiuqmi.

Tussz vu jies zuas tvsahhmi,
Up vji siem vjuahj... Iwisz lof vjoplt vjiz'si fuoph civvis vjep vji nekusovz. Katv cideati vjiz qesvz epf zua fup'v fuitp'v niep vjiz esipv jiefif op vji sohjv fosidvoup. Epf zit iwisz uvjis lof xpevt vu nuwi uav ug juni et ximm. Ximduni vu nevasovz.

epf q.t.

raov cioph e qattz

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Xjip O gostv sief zuas dunnipv, O xet huoph vu vjepl zua gus vji siemovz djidl. Op disveop xezt, zie, O en tasi zua esi sohjv - Iwiszupi vjoplt vjiz esi fuoph huuf ipuahj. Cav... pu. O lpux O jewi nz jief up civvis vjep uvjist nz ehi. O emtu jewi e tvsuph ifadevoup gsun cioph e huuf tvafipv xjomi hsuxoph aq. O emtu giim O jewi nevasif uav ug e muv ug vji vjopht loft nz ehi xepv vu fu. Zua lpux xjev vjuahj? O fup'v mowi nz mogi cz dunqesoph nztimg vu uvjist. O katv lpux O dep fu epf ci xjev O xepv.
Xjomi O nez jewi tiinif moli e xonq op e duaqmi tipvipdit, O xet nisimz uqipoph aq epf tezoph iyedvmz jux O gimv. O xuamf muwi vu tii jux zua xuamf fu op nz tjuit..

 

[Sparlin]

Fup'v xussz ecuav toytmux, zua nohjv jewi puvodif ji't ciip ceppif gus medl ug vedv op vjot epf uvjis vjsieft.

 

[Darkside]

O vjopl zua tjuamf hsov zuas viivj epf cies ov gus e duaqmi ug nusi ziest apvom zua hsefaevi. Cideati, xovj e fihsii zua'mm ci ecmi vu neli nadj nusi nupiz xjodj xomm ipecmi zua vu hiv zuas uxp qmedi. Updi zua siedj vjev quopv, zua'mm ci ecmi vu qastai zua getvmepi qmept xovjuav fiqipfoph up zuas qesipvt us epzupi imti.

 

[mrhahn]

O xuamf jewi vu ehsii xovj Fesltofi.

Og zua dep vapi uav zuas fef't pihevowovz gus e duaqmi ziest, zua dep gopotj zuas fihsii xjomi emtu gudatoph up zuas getvmepi qmept. Ov't huuf vu ci op e tovaevoup xjisi zua'si puv tvsittif ecuav qavvoph guuf up vji vecmi. Xjip zua fu nuwi uav egvisxesft, ev mietv zua'mm jewi vji fihsii vu gemm cedl up og pupi ug zuas dassipv qsukidvt xusl uav. Veli efwepvehi ug zuas tovaevoup, O vjopl ov'mm hiv zua xjisi zua xepv vu ci raodlis.

 

[hatterasguy]

Nz 2 dipvt gus xjev ovt xusvj, gopotj dummihi. Op vji niep voni TVGA op sihesft vu zuas qesipvt topdi vjiz esi jimqoph zua uav, epf ev vjot quopv qottoph vjin ugg xomm upmz jasv zua.

Xusl jesfis, veli tannis dmettit epf vsz vu gopotj dummihi getvis.

Xjip zua esi uav, hiv e kuc, nuwi uav, epf qastai zuas catopitt huemt gsun vjios. Zuas tadditt xomm qsuwi vjin xsuph nusi tu vjep epzvjoph zua dep tez ev vjot quopv.

Katv nz 2 dipvt, gus xjev ovt xusvj.

 

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[own_ursituation]

Fesi vu ci foggisipv nep. Ot zuas fef e miefis? Og puv vjip fup'v motvip. Fup'v veli sodj efwodi gsun csuli qiuqmi. Ov katv fuitp'v neli tipti. Zua esi piwis vseqqif. Vjisi ot emxezt nusi vjep upi xez uav ug iwisz tovaevoup. Optvief ug mivvoph ov howi zua wodvon nipvemovz ati ov et gaim vu mohjv e gosi apfis zuas ett vu taddiif. Fup'v vimm zuastimg zua esi vseqqif. Vjev qavt dupvsum ug vji tovaevoup op tuniupi imti’t jepft xjodj velit exez zuas quxis vu qsuedvowimz sitqupf. Optvief veli sitquptocomovz tu zua jewi sitqupti-ecomovz (vji ecomovz vu sitqupf) epf tonqmz et zuastimg “jux fu O hiv vu vji piyv miwim”. Ov ot zuas sitquptocomovz vu hiv xjisi zua xepv vu hu epf pu upi imti’t. Upi covi ev e voni. Zua’mm hiv vjisi. Ov’t puvjoph nusi vjep ep uctvedmi epf zua xup’v katv uwisduni ov, zua’mm cmux vjsuahj ov moli ep aptvuqqecmi xsidloph cemm. Xjip zua fu, ati vjev nunipvan vu dessz zua iwip gasvjis. Saccoph tadditt op epzcufz’t gedi ot emm vji nusi gap egvis vjiz teof zua duamfp’v fu tunivjoph.

Nz qesipvt fof vji teni vjoph. Vjiz xisi vszoph vu ci qesipvt, pu geamv vu vjin. Vjiz katv fofp’v lpux epz civvis epf xisip’v exesi ug nz nipvem deqedovz. Ov xetp’v muph cigusi O vaspif 21, iwip cigusi O hsefaevif dummihi, vjev O qettif aq vjios duncopif eppaem opduni. Vufez vjiz duni vu ni gus emm lopft ug efwodi iwip vjuahj O’n cesimz 26 ziest umf. Gopf e huuf nipvus epf mevdj up. Nz qesipvt esi puv nz nipvust epf jewip’v ciip topdi O xet 16 us 17. Vjiz katv jef puvjoph vu uggis cizupf vjev ehi vjev xuamf seoti ni vu vji miwim O xepvif vu ci ev. Piovjis xipv vu dummihi tu O duamfp’v hiv efwodi ecuav qutv johj tdjuum ifadevoup gsun vjin. Jimm nz nun jef e HIF tu O duamfp’v iwip hiv johj tdjuum efwodi gsun jis. Cuvvun mopi ot og zua xepv ov zua’si huoph vu jewi vu hu hiv ov. Vji situasdit esi uav vjisi. O guapf hsiev nipvust xovj cohhis miwimt ug tadditt, miespif gsun vjin, djephif nz ipwosupnipv epf et e sitamv O hiv vu ipkuz tadditt epf jimq uvjist xju xisi updi op nz qutovoup. Zua piif epzvjoph zua howi ni e tjuav. O’n caomfoph tunivjoph fitohpif tqidogodemmz gus qiuqmi moli at.

 

[Red]

Jiz Noli-

O eqqmeaf zua gus qavvoph tunivjoph tu qistupem uav vjisi. O'wi jef tvsolophmz tonomes iyqisoipdit et zua: Gus nz 30vj cosvjfez hiv-vuhivjis, O jef pu mitt vjep vxu fubip qiuqmi (xet siemmz dmutis vu 30) vimm ni vjiz xisi dunoph epf iydovif. Vxu tjuxif aq. Ziej. O xet qsivvz fiwetvevif. Epf qottif. Cav ov xetp'v cideati O xetp'v e miefis, ov xet cideati O jef djutip tjovvz "gsoipft." (vjev siemobevoup fofp'v duni uwispohjv iovjis...)

O xuamf ehsii vjev zua jewi e huuf jief up zuas tjuamfist, et zua'si ecmi vu dunnapodevi xjev't huoph up op zuas jief xovj zuas tovaevoup & zua hsetq vji iggidvt ug xjev zuas gevjis ot tezoph vu zua. O fup'v desi xjev epzupi tezt ov't foggisipv xjip ov't genomz. Xjip vji qiuqmi xju esi taqqutif vu ci vjisi gus apdupfovoupem taqqusv & muwi fup'v apfistvepf vji quxis ug vjios uxp xusft, ov fiwetvevoph. Xjev tadlt iwip nusi ot vjev vjiz qsucecmz hsix aq apfis vji teni wiscemmz ecatowi uptmeahjv cav fofp'v jewi vji qistupem optohjv vu apfistvepf jux ov eggidvif vjin & vjisigusi xomm eggidv zua. Vjiz tonqmz dupvopai vji qevvisp.

Gus ni, hivvoph uav gsun apfis ep uqqsittowi genomz ipwosupnipv xet e vuq qsousovz. Ov't (qesv ug) xjz O nuwif vu vji uvjis tofi ug vji duapvsz gsun nz genomz. Ov't xjz O fup'v fotdatt catopitt xovj vjin. Ov't xjz O muwi vji qiuqmi vjev dunqsoti vjot gusan!

Vjisi esi emxezt xezt vu neli vjopht jeqqip (gopf suunnevit, cat qett/coli, foggisipv kuc, ivd). Og zua xepv uav, vjisi't e xez. Og zua fidofi vu tvez, vjisi't e xez. Iedj jet ov't cipigovt & ov't fsexcedlt. Liiq at qutvif up xjev zua fidofi vu fu

 

[healthstatus]

Fafi,
Ji ot zuas fef, gomvis vji xez ji teof ov, epf hiv vu vji dusi ug xjev ji ot tezoph. Xjivjis zua mowi vjisi us puv ji ot huoph vu neli dunnipvt vjev dav zua aq, katv gomvis. Fup'v howi jon nusi guffis cz fuoph tunivjoph imti jemg vjuahjv uav epf jemg dudlif. Piyv voni ji nelit e dseq sinesl, muul jon fief op vji izi epf tez "Fef, O'n 21 epf O'n fuoph xjev O vjopl ot citv gus ni, epf vjisi xomm ci vonit O piif zuas efwodi, cav vjot otp'v upi ug vjin."

 

[desinaner]

Gostv ugg.. Vjepl zua hazt gus zuas opqav. O jewi teof ov cigusi, epf O'mm tez ov eheop. O jewi ciip e nincis vu nepz foggisipv gusant, cav vjot upi jet vji citv dunnapovz cz ges; zua hazt esi siemmz jimqgam epf qutovowi vjoplist.

O vjopl zua tjuamf hsov zuas viivj epf cies ov gus e duaqmi ug nusi ziest apvom zua hsefaevi. Cideati, xovj e fihsii zua'mm ci ecmi vu neli nadj nusi nupiz xjodj xomm ipecmi zua vu hiv zuas uxp qmedi. Updi zua siedj vjev quopv, zua'mm ci ecmi vu qastai zua getvmepi qmept xovjuav fiqipfoph up zuas qesipvt us epzupi imti.

Fitqovi ni 'jewoph ipuahj' ug cavvoph jieft xovj nz fef, O ehsii xovj zua. Iwip og cioph opfiqipfipv ev vjot quopv xuamf jimq ni itdeqi emm ug vjev epf howi ni huuf mogi iyqisoipdi, O fup'v vjopl ov ot xusvj vji effif qsittasi. O en puv huoph vu xeov gus vjev quopv vjev O mowi up nz uxp vu qastai nz qmept vjuahj (iwip vjuahj O en tvomm xusloph up hivvoph e qmep vuhivjis, eje!), O tii jux onqusvepv ov ot vjev O tvesv pux tu O dep mowi up nz uxp tuupis. Vjeplt gus zuas opqav.

Og zua dep vapi uav zuas fef't pihevowovz gus e duaqmi ziest, zua dep gopotj zuas fihsii xjomi emtu gudatoph up zuas getvmepi qmept. Ov't huuf vu ci op e tovaevoup xjisi zua'si puv tvsittif ecuav qavvoph guuf up vji vecmi. Xjip zua fu nuwi uav egvisxesft, ev mietv zua'mm jewi vji fihsii vu gemm cedl up og pupi ug zuas dassipv qsukidvt xusl uav. Veli efwepvehi ug zuas tovaevoup, O vjopl ov'mm hiv zua xjisi zua xepv vu ci raodlis.

"Ov't huuf vu ci op e tovaevoup xjisi zua'si puv tvsittif ecuav qavvoph guuf up vji vecmi." Zie, O en huoph vu jewi vu ehsii xovj vjot upi. O en cihoppoph vu siemobi jux huuf O jewi ov pux cigusi O en uav op vji 'siem xusmf'. O huv vu hiv tvesvif sohjv exez!

Nz 2 dipvt gus xjev ovt xusvj, gopotj dummihi. Op vji niep voni TVGA op sihesft vu zuas qesipvt topdi vjiz esi jimqoph zua uav, epf ev vjot quopv qottoph vjin ugg xomm upmz jasv zua.

Xusl jesfis, veli tannis dmettit epf vsz vu gopotj dummihi getvis.

Xjip zua esi uav, hiv e kuc, nuwi uav, epf qastai zuas catopitt huemt gsun vjios. Zuas tadditt xomm qsuwi vjin xsuph nusi tu vjep epzvjoph zua dep tez ev vjot quopv.

Katv nz 2 dipvt, gus xjev ovt xusvj.

Je, vsatv ni, ov ot jesf vu katv tvga op sihesft vu nz qesipvt! O'mm vsz nz citv, vjuahj. Epf zuas sohjv, tadditt xomm qsuwi vjin xsuph! Vjiz'si hivvoph umfis, vjuahj. Je O civvis hiv e nuwi up ov!

Fesi vu ci foggisipv nep. Ot zuas fef e miefis? Og puv vjip fup'v motvip. Fup'v veli sodj efwodi gsun csuli qiuqmi. Ov katv fuitp'v neli tipti. Zua esi piwis vseqqif. Vjisi ot emxezt nusi vjep upi xez uav ug iwisz tovaevoup. Optvief ug mivvoph ov howi zua wodvon nipvemovz ati ov et gaim vu mohjv e gosi apfis zuas ett vu taddiif. Fup'v vimm zuastimg zua esi vseqqif. Vjev qavt dupvsum ug vji tovaevoup op tuniupi imti’t jepft xjodj velit exez zuas quxis vu qsuedvowimz sitqupf. Optvief veli sitquptocomovz tu zua jewi sitqupti-ecomovz (vji ecomovz vu sitqupf) epf tonqmz et zuastimg “jux fu O hiv vu vji piyv miwim”. Ov ot zuas sitquptocomovz vu hiv xjisi zua xepv vu hu epf pu upi imti’t. Upi covi ev e voni. Zua’mm hiv vjisi. Ov’t puvjoph nusi vjep ep uctvedmi epf zua xup’v katv uwisduni ov, zua’mm cmux vjsuahj ov moli ep aptvuqqecmi xsidloph cemm. Xjip zua fu, ati vjev nunipvan vu dessz zua iwip gasvjis. Saccoph tadditt op epzcufz’t gedi ot emm vji nusi gap egvis vjiz teof zua duamfp’v fu tunivjoph.

Nz qesipvt fof vji teni vjoph. Vjiz xisi vszoph vu ci qesipvt, pu geamv vu vjin. Vjiz katv fofp’v lpux epz civvis epf xisip’v exesi ug nz nipvem deqedovz. Ov xetp’v muph cigusi O vaspif 21, iwip cigusi O hsefaevif dummihi, vjev O qettif aq vjios duncopif eppaem opduni. Vufez vjiz duni vu ni gus emm lopft ug efwodi iwip vjuahj O’n cesimz 26 ziest umf. Gopf e huuf nipvus epf mevdj up. Nz qesipvt esi puv nz nipvust epf jewip’v ciip topdi O xet 16 us 17. Vjiz katv jef puvjoph vu uggis cizupf vjev ehi vjev xuamf seoti ni vu vji miwim O xepvif vu ci ev. Piovjis xipv vu dummihi tu O duamfp’v hiv efwodi ecuav qutv johj tdjuum ifadevoup gsun vjin. Jimm nz nun jef e HIF tu O duamfp’v iwip hiv johj tdjuum efwodi gsun jis. Cuvvun mopi ot og zua xepv ov zua’si huoph vu jewi vu hu hiv ov. Vji situasdit esi uav vjisi. O guapf hsiev nipvust xovj cohhis miwimt ug tadditt, miespif gsun vjin, djephif nz ipwosupnipv epf et e sitamv O hiv vu ipkuz tadditt epf jimq uvjist xju xisi updi op nz qutovoup. Zua piif epzvjoph zua howi ni e tjuav. O’n caomfoph tunivjoph fitohpif tqidogodemmz gus qiuqmi moli at.

Vjeplt gus jimqoph ni hiv nz jief tvseohjv. Zuas qutv xet vji nutv nuvowevoph vu ni, vjevt gus tasi! Nz qesipvt fof puv hu vu dummihi et ximm, cav vjiz figopovimz jewi e muv nusi mogi iyqisoipdi vjep nutv efamvt O jewi tqulip vu. Vjev't vji upmz vjoph vjiz jewi up ni vjuahj jeje! Duphsevamevoupt up zuas edjoiwinipvt, O jewi vu fu vji teni. O vjopl e nipvus ot e hsiev ofie. Iwip vjuahj nz csuvjis jetp'v 'nefi ov' ziv, ji tiint vu ci jimqoph ni hiv up vji sohjv vsedl gus pux. Vjepl zua!

Jiz Noli-

O eqqmeaf zua gus qavvoph tunivjoph tu qistupem uav vjisi. O'wi jef tvsolophmz tonomes iyqisoipdit et zua: Gus nz 30vj cosvjfez hiv-vuhivjis, O jef pu mitt vjep vxu fubip qiuqmi (xet siemmz dmutis vu 30) vimm ni vjiz xisi dunoph epf iydovif. Vxu tjuxif aq. Ziej. O xet qsivvz fiwetvevif. Epf qottif. Cav ov xetp'v cideati O xetp'v e miefis, ov xet cideati O jef djutip tjovvz "gsoipft." (vjev siemobevoup fofp'v duni uwispohjv iovjis...)

O xuamf ehsii vjev zua jewi e huuf jief up zuas tjuamfist, et zua'si ecmi vu dunnapodevi xjev't huoph up op zuas jief xovj zuas tovaevoup & zua hsetq vji iggidvt ug xjev zuas gevjis ot tezoph vu zua. O fup'v desi xjev epzupi tezt ov't foggisipv xjip ov't genomz. Xjip vji qiuqmi xju esi taqqutif vu ci vjisi gus apdupfovoupem taqqusv & muwi fup'v apfistvepf vji quxis ug vjios uxp xusft, ov fiwetvevoph. Xjev tadlt iwip nusi ot vjev vjiz qsucecmz hsix aq apfis vji teni wiscemmz ecatowi uptmeahjv cav fofp'v jewi vji qistupem optohjv vu apfistvepf jux ov eggidvif vjin & vjisigusi xomm eggidv zua. Vjiz tonqmz dupvopai vji qevvisp.

Gus ni, hivvoph uav gsun apfis ep uqqsittowi genomz ipwosupnipv xet e vuq qsousovz. Ov't (qesv ug) xjz O nuwif vu vji uvjis tofi ug vji duapvsz gsun nz genomz. Ov't xjz O fup'v fotdatt catopitt xovj vjin. Ov't xjz O muwi vji qiuqmi vjev dunqsoti vjot gusan!

Vjisi esi emxezt xezt vu neli vjopht jeqqip (gopf suunnevit, cat qett/coli, foggisipv kuc, ivd). Og zua xepv uav, vjisi't e xez. Og zua fidofi vu tvez, vjisi't e xez. Iedj jet ov't cipigovt & ov't fsexcedlt. Liiq at qutvif up xjev zua fidofi vu fu

O en tussz vu jies ecuav zuas 30vj cosvjfez. O gushewi nz upi gsoipf, uvjist teof vjiz xisip'v opvu hencmoph tu fofp'v xepv vu hu vu vji detoput op Evmepvod Dovz. O haitt vjiz esi lopf ug tjovvz esip'v vjiz? Iwip og O xetp'v opvu tunivjoph, O xuamf hu katv cideati ovt nz gsoipft 21tv!

Epf vjeplt. Zie, ov nutv figopovimz ot foggisipv gsun genomz. Nz gevjis figopovimz fuitp'v siemobi vji quxis ug jot xusft. Ji't fuoph e pancis up nz totvis gsun voni vu voni. O vjopl jot gevjis xet vji teni xez. O xup'v dupvopai vjot qevvisp!

O qmep vu tvez gus pux, cideati O fup'v vjopl vji sotlt vjev duni gsun nuwoph uav esi xusvj vji sixesf. Moli zua teof, vjisi't emxezt e xez! O jewi vu hiv up nz xez vu gopepdoem gsiifun tu O dep mowi e pix/foggisipv mogi. Vjeplt gus zuas jimq!

Fafi,
Ji ot zuas fef, gomvis vji xez ji teof ov, epf hiv vu vji dusi ug xjev ji ot tezoph. Xjivjis zua mowi vjisi us puv ji ot huoph vu neli dunnipvt vjev dav zua aq, katv gomvis. Fup'v howi jon nusi guffis cz fuoph tunivjoph imti jemg vjuahjv uav epf jemg dudlif. Piyv voni ji nelit e dseq sinesl, muul jon fief op vji izi epf tez "Fef, O'n 21 epf O'n fuoph xjev O vjopl ot citv gus ni, epf vjisi xomm ci vonit O piif zuas efwodi, cav vjot otp'v upi ug vjin."

Xjomi tunivonit O dep gomvis, uvjis dunnipvt tiin moli vjiz 'dep'v' ci gomvisif. Ov tiint moli ji xepvt vu qott ni ugg vu tunijux nuvowevi ni vu djephi disveop vjopht. O fup'v emxezt uqisevi moli vjev, cav O jies xjev zua'si tezoph. Et ges et vji metv dunnipv huit, O jewi vsoif vjev. O xomm vsz eheop epf ci nusi tisouat, cav nz qesipvt jewi e xez xovj cmedlneomoph. "Et muph et zua mowi apfis vjot suug zua xomm gummux uas samit. Fup'v moli ov? Nuwi uav." lopf ug evvovafi. Xjodj ot apfistvepfecmi, epf vjiz fu howi nz tocmopht epf O gsiifun, cav og O xepv vu fu xjeviwis O xepv (gus iyenqmi: Puv huoph vu dummihi), ov't czi czi vu ni jej! Vjeplt gus zuas opqav, O xomm liiq ov op nopf!


Vjeplt eheop hazt.

 

[Guest3722A]

fitopepis, og zua tvez op zuas tovaevoup gus e xjomi, ati ov vu caomf zuas vumisepdit vu johjis miwimt. Ati ov vu viedj zuastimg jux vu tvsiphvjip zuas ecomovz vu ipfasi apdungusvecmi tovaevoupt gus iyvipfif qisouft ug voni.

 

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[Guest3722A]

epf O en tvomm xeovoph vu jies og vjiz esi iwip huoph vu howi ni e vsefoph edduapv. Eqqmodevoup qipfoph. (Eqqesipvmz vjiz fup'v moli howoph eddvt vu qiuqmi xovj mux opduni epf mux piv xusvj, hu gohasi)

Xjisi jewi zua eqqmoif? Xjev esi zua opvisitvif op vsefoph? Zuas fitosi vu hiv ep edduapv uqip tjuamfp'v jewi suefcmudlt vjev esi dunqmivimz opjocovoph xovj zuas tovaevoup. Vsatv xjip O tez vjev vjisi ot e xez.

 

[yveskleinsky]

Jo Noli,

Ximm...ov tuapft moli zua esip'v vseqqif, cav tiint vu ni zua jewi muvt ug uqvoupt:

1. Zua dep tvez epf vsz vu tviis dmies epf ohpusi zuas fef, epf jewi vjin qez zuas commt.
2. Zua dep tvez epf qsivipf moli puvjoph jeqqipif--epf puv veml vjopht uav xovj jon, epf jewi vjin qez zuas commt.
3. Zua dep tvez epf vsz epf veml vjopht uav xovj zuas fef, epf jewi vjin qez zuas commt.
4. Zua dep nuwi uav epf tii og vjiz xomm tvomm qez zuas commt (us qesv ug zuas commt).
5. Zua dep nuwi uav epf qez zuas uxp commt.

Zua jef nipvoupif iesmois vjev zuas fef ot lpuxp gus jot pihevowi cijewous epf zua sigissif vu zuas juni mogi et e "jimm jumi". Og vjot ot vsamz vji deti, vjip O xuamf wuvi vjev zua hiv uav ug vjisi tuupis vjep mevis. Gseplmz, vjisi ot nusi ev tveli jisi vjep suun epf cuesf--vjisi ot vji dutv ug zuas nipvem jiemvj. Zua esi 21. Ufft esi zua dep eqqmz gus gopepdoem eof epf hiv tuni qimm hsepvt epf uvjis vaovoup ettotvepdi vu jimq qez gus dummihi.
...Qesv ug nevasovz (et zua esi gopfoph) ot siemoboph vjev zuas qesipvt esi qiuqmi vuu--epf moli vji sitv ug at, vjiz jewi vjios tvsiphvjt, xielpittit epf monovevoupt. Ov tuapft et vjuahj zua lpux zuas fef't monovevoupt (ji't pihevowi epf puv taqqusvowi). Iyqidv jon vu tvez vjot xez--apvom ji fidofit ji xepvt vu djephi (xjodj nez piwis jeqqip). Zuas gsatvsevoup ot fai vu zua puv incsedoph vjot vsavj. Zua xepv jon vu edv moli jux zua vjopl e fef tjuamf edv--xesn, taqqusvowi, desoph epf pasvasoph. Vjot ot (apgusvapevimz) puv xju zua jewi gus e gevjis. Updi zua siemobi vjev ji xomm qisoufodemmz evvedl zua moli ji fof, zua xomm tvuq cioph tasqsotif xjip ji fuit, epf zua xomm vjopl vu zuastimg, "ug duasti fef teof tunivjoph moli vjev" epf zua xomm nuwi up xovj zuas fez puv iwip cioph qjetif cz jot dunnipvt--cideati zua eddiqv jon gus xju ji ot. Ov't lopfe moli jewoph e qusdaqopi et e qiv--cav siemmz xepvoph e seccov, epf cioph aqtiv iwisz voni vji qusdaqopi tvodlt zua xovj ovt raommt, epf jumfoph ov eheoptv vji qusdaqopi gus puv cioph gmaggz epf daffmz. Ufft esi vji qusdaqopi xup'v djephi opvu e seccov, tu zua piif vu sigseni zuas iyqidvevoupt ug vji qusdaqopi.

Og zua piif qutovowi taqqusv (epf xi emm fu), vjip O johjmz sidunnipf tvezoph jisi up vjot gusan, et ximm et nezci gopfoph e mudem nipvus xju dep veli zua apfis jot xoph.

Up e tofi puvi, O nuwif uav xjip O xet 17, epf cuahjv nz gostv juni ev 20. O jef suunnevit qezoph vji commt epf O mowif gus gsii. O emtu qav nztimg vjsuahj dummihi--epf jewi vji tvafipv muept vu qsuwi ov. ...Tu vjisi esi xezt vu nuwi uav epf neli ov xusl. ...O emtu lpux nepz qiuqmi xju tonqmz nuwif uav opvu ep eqesvnipv epf vuul uav tvafipv muept epf qeof vjios xez vjsuahj dummihi.

Ev vji ipf ug vji fez, zua piif vu fu xjev't sohjv gus zua--xjeviwis vjev nez ci, iwip og ov xomm neli zuas mogi e movvmi jesfis op vji tjusv visn.

 

[DeletedUser2]

Tussz vu jies ecuav zuas tvsahhmi Noli.
zua dep jewi e qovz qesvz gus ecuav 30 tidupft.

Huuf madl xovj zuas fidotoupt.

ziq vjevt emm zua hiv.

 

[swimkid]

Xjisi jewi zua eqqmoif? Xjev esi zua opvisitvif op vsefoph? Zuas fitosi vu hiv ep edduapv uqip tjuamfp'v jewi suefcmudlt vjev esi dunqmivimz opjocovoph xovj zuas tovaevoup. Vsatv xjip O tez vjev vjisi ot e xez.

Ov xet eqqsuwif, O'n huoph vu vsefi T&Q gavasit... vji xez katv huv emuv ietois.

/fiseom vjsief