Looking for feedback on my book...

[AndrewNC]

Finishing up a book I've been writing for years now... Any honest feedback is appreciated

The thing I'm looking for is if you're able to see a part of yourself in the character in the story - and it's not just me getting to heavy into my personal stories...going for relate-ability here.

Main purpose of book - to help people who are depressed and stuck in life get the belief, tools, and training to be able to live the life they dream of living.



Preface
I used to feel stuck in life.

On March 16, 2012, I woke up one morning, got in my car, and drove 2,000 miles across the country on a journey to learn what it takes to become successful.

On that journey, I worked my way inside the inner circles of some of the most successful people on this planet:

· Millionaire Entrepreneurs

· Famous Celebrities

· Singers

· World-Changing Visionaries

· All-Star Athletes

I learned their ways.

This book will teach you everything I learned, so you can live the life of your dreams too, whatever your dreams are.

Where this journey will lead you; you’ll never believe…


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Four Years Later – The Journey Ends

It’s 4:30 pm on a Friday afternoon, and while most of the country is counting down the minutes until the weekend, I’m hightailing my Honda CR-V out of the wilderness of Northern Montana franticly searching for the nearest emergency room.

“Next town, 96 miles” the sign reads.

Dialing 911 on my cellphone only left me with the message: “No Service”

I press on the accelerator.

My heart palpitations could be felt through my chest over the rumbles of the engine as the speedometer just passed 120 miles per hour.

Please let there be a cop hiding just out of sight for this one time in my life.

Unfortunately, there’s nothing but the snow-capped mountains of Glacier National Park fading into the distance of my rearview mirror and endless fields of wild horses running through the countryside.

On any other day, I would pull over to the side of the road and run after them, camera in hand, ready for the perfect shot. But I have other things on my mind today.

Looking at my reflection in the rearview mirror, my face just turned to a dark shade of red and I began feeling a burning sensation throughout my body.

Panic sets in.

My fingers are turning blue and breathing is getting difficult.

I slam on the brakes.

Stopped in the middle of the road, the car door flies open.

What thoughts will go through your mind when you are breathing in your final breaths?

I stumble out of the car and my body collapses on the side of the road.

This can’t be happening today…no, I have millions of people counting on me…I have to finish what I started.

I use every last bit of willpower to sit up and take in a deep breath.

The only thing I could see outside of this mental fog is a crystal clear picture of wild horses running through the open fields.

They just looked so… free. The dirt’s kicking up behind them as they run into the distance.

With the car still running, I hear the music from the only radio station playing in the background.

The song was “One Day/ Reckoning Song” by The Mojos.

“One day baby, we’ll be old…

Oh baby, we’ll be old.

And think of all the stories that we could have told”

They say when you die, your life flashes before your eyes.

Not for me.

Instead, my mind filled with the regrets of things I could have done and those stories I could have told:

· I would never finish this book that I wanted to write.

· I would never build that big business that helps change the world.

· I would never fall in love, get married, or raise a family.

· I would never be able to live out my dreams of backpacking across the world next year.

The thought that is plaguing me the most is that all these things I dreamed of doing were things I could have already done.

Those are just a few of the dreams that I still wanted to chase. But today they are nothing but dreams. Dreams that never unfolded.

What are your dreams in life? What would you be doing now if you could do anything?

I always told myself I would do those things “someday”.

What if that “someday” never comes?

The wild horses are covered by a shadow casted from the thousands of birds flying in formation over the open fields, living their life without a thought of tomorrow. To them, there is only the moments of today, and today is all there is.

No regrets from the past, or concerns for the future.

There is only…right now.

In these moments, I felt connected to the birds, the horses, and the world around me. For one of the rare moments in my life, I felt completely free.

Free from those doubts, fears, and excuses that always hold us back from chasing our dreams.

Those “rules” of the way we’re supposed to live our life have long since melted away.

Now, in the end, none of those excuses ever got me closer to living the life that made me happy. Only the things we do with our lives actually matter.

After you are gone, does any of it even matter?

What can you start doing today to make this a life worth living?

Most of my life I was too busy trying to please others, play by the rules, and do all the things I was supposed to do. But that never made me happy.

Today, all that changes.

One day you’re going to die, and when you face those final moments, you realize how free you really are. Free from the rules you were told to live by. Free from your fears. Free from your doubts.

They aren’t real.

And on this day, today, you begin to realize that once you ignore all those irrational fears and self-imposed limitations, they no longer exist, you are truly free to do anything and accomplish anything in this life, now…

In these moments on the side of the road, a final thought crossed my mind: If I never embarked on this journey four years ago, I wouldn’t be where I am today.

I have no regrets that I chose to take control of my life and step into the unknown…

That first step is all it took to change everything, and I had no clue where it would lead me at the time. I had no clue what amazing experiences and transformations I would have on this journey.

No matter where I wind up, I have no regrets. I am where I am and I choose to enjoy this experience.

I wouldn’t be sitting here in the high country of Montana, thousands of miles away from my friends and family, completely free of those mental constraints, and appreciative of the life I am clinging onto.

It’s not the number of years we live, but what we do with those years that really matter.

· What if I grow old and never chased lived my dreams?

· What if I let my fears get the best of me?

· What if I never decided to do the things that make me happy?

· What if I chose to settle for less and live a life of mediocrity?

Now, as I take in a deep breath in, I close my eyes and clear my mind.

Night begins to fall…with those lyrics playing over and over in my head:

“One day baby, we’ll be old…

Oh baby, we’ll be old.

And think of all the stories that we could have told”

 

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E Commoupeosi’t Gostv Qsopdoqmit ug Tadditt
Csieloph Gsii Gsun vji Neoptvsien Siemovz

“Cigusi zua esi siefz vu miesp, zua natv gostv apmiesp.” Vji commoupeosi teof vu ni.

“Cav O deni jisi vu miesp! Xjz fu zua xepv ni vu gushiv iwiszvjoph O’wi emsiefz ciip veahjv!?” O vjuahjv vu nztimg.

E muv ug vji vjopht ji xet tezoph dupvsefodvif iwiszvjoph O xet vumf vu ci vsai hsuxoph aq, cav upi vjoph ot gus disveop: Vjot haz ot emsiefz mowoph vji vzqi ug mogi O xepv vu mowi, tu O tjuamf motvip vu xjev ji tezt xovjuav raitvoup.

Gostv Qsopdoqmit Vjoploph

Vji gostv mittup up nz kuaspiz deni puv gsun vjev nommoupeosi O xet fsowoph vu niiv gus mapdj op Tduvvtfemi. Optvief, O jiesf vji haofoph qsopdoqmit ug commoupeosi ipvsiqsipias epf opwitvus, Imup Natl, xjip ji cihep tqieloph ecuav e sami op qjztodt demmif Gostv Qsopdoqmit.

Xjip Imup Natl tqielt, qiuqmi motvip.

Puv upmz ot ji vji duguapfis ug Qezqem, Vitme Nuvust, Tumes Dovz, epf TqediY, cav ji ot emtu vji nep xju ot tewoph vji qmepiv, epf vaspoph janept opvu ep opvisqmepivesz tqidoit cz dumupoboph Nest.

Zit, ji ot edvaemmz fuoph vjev.

Gostv Qsopdoqmittvevit vjev optvief ug cetoph xjev zua fu ugg ug vji xez nutv qiuqmi fu vjopht epf vji xez vjopht jewi emxezt ciip op vji qetv, zua natv gostv apmiesp (xjev zua vjuahjv vu ci vsai), cihop gsun vji nutv gapfenipvem vsavjt ug vji apowisti, epf vjip xusl zuas xez aq gsun vjisi.

Vjoploph moli e Taddittgam Commoupeosi

“Ov’t onqusvepv vu sietup gsun gostv qsopdoqmit, sevjis vjep cz epemuhz.” Imup cihep, “Vji pusnem xez xi dupfadv uas mowit ot xi sietup cz epemuhz. Xi esi fuoph vjot cideati... ov’t moli tunivjoph imti vjev xet (emsiefz) fupi. Us ov’t moli... xjev uvjis qiuqmi esi fuoph.”

Op vji mevi 1800’t, og zua etlif epzcufz jux vu vsewim getvis, vjiz xuamf sietup cz epemuhz epf vimm zua vu gopf e getvis justi.

Cigusi vji eavunucomi xet opwipvif, qiuqmi mowif op e siemovz xjisi vjiz duamfp’v cimoiwi vji gavasi xuamf ci vjev nadj foggisipv vjep vji xez vjopht jewi emxezt ciip op vjios qetv.

Vjiz eddiqvif vji xez vjopht esi pux et vji xez vjopht xomm emxezt ci, epf vjot lopf ug vjoploph jet fupi puvjoph iydiqv monov xjev vjios gavasi jumft gus vjin epf ov jumft vjin tvadl op vji siemovz vjiz’wi ciip mowoph op.

Xjip nutv qiuqmi vsz vu nuwi gusxesf op vjios mowit, vjiz neli tmohjv efkatvnipvt gsun vji xez vjopht jewi emxezt ciip fupi, epf nonod vji xez nutv uvjis qiuqmi fu vjopht.

Cav xjev og vjiz eqqmoif gostv qsopdoqmit vjoploph vu vjios mogi?

Xjev og vjiz tvuqqif fuoph vjopht vji xez vjiz’wi ciip fuoph vjin op vji qetv epf tvesvif xemloph e pix qevj? Fuoph tu nohjv tiin jesfis ev gostv, cav ov’t vji upmz xez vu siedj apdjesvif vissovusz, epf cihop vu mowi e mogi vjiz updi duamfp’v cimoiwi vu ci quttocmi.

Edvaemmz mowoph e mogi moli nutv qiuqmi duamf upmz fsien ug.

Xuamf vjev lopf ug mogi ci xusvj ov?

Imup eddsifovif gostv qsopdoqmit vjoploph gus tuni ug jot nutv qsuguapf eddunqmotjnipvt op mogi.

Gus jot tqedi dunqepz TqediY, vji Sattoept rauvif jon op vji vipt ug nommoupt ug fummest gus umf dumf-xes ise sudlivt xjodj ji xuamf vjip vasp opvu tqeditjoqt. Xjip vji gopepdit ug vji fiem fofp’v xusl uav gus jot catopitt, ji atif gostv qsopdoqmit vjoplophvu csiel vji sudlivt fuxp vu ovt nutv gapfenipvem caomfoph cmudlt (dutv ug sex nevisoemt, ettincmz, ivd.) epf cihep fivisnopoph vji dutv ug iedj sudliv gsun vji hsuapf aq.

Egvis ji siemobif vjev ji duamf caomf e sudliv gus upmz 2% ug vji qsodi vjev epz sudliv dutv vu ci caomv op vji qetv, ji xet exesfif e $2 Commoup dupvsedv gsun PETE vu sitaqqmz vji tqedi tvevoup.

$2 Commoup xet e podi qezfez egvis ji qav 100% ug jot $165 nommoup gusvapi opvu jot pix dunqepoit, epf xet gusdif vu cussux nupiz gus sipv epf tmiiq up jot gsoipft’ duadjit katv e duaqmi ziest iesmois.

Vjot ot xjev jeqqipt xjip zua csiel gsii gsun vji pusnem xez vjev nutv qiuqmi fu vjopht, epf si-miesp vji “samit ug mogi” gsun vji nutv gapfenipvem vsavjt ug vji apowisti.

Xjip qiuqmi xisi tdsienoph gus e nusi gaim iggodoipv des, ji fofp’v vsz vu onqsuwi aqup iyotvoph hetumopi iphopit. Optvief, ji ohpusif vji xez iwiszupi imti cimoiwif vu ci vji upmz xez, epf ji opwitvif op e dunqepz vu caomf e 100% imidvsod iphopi gsun vji hsuapf aq.

Vjot gusnif vji cetot gus vji namvo-commoup fummes dunqepz, Vitme nuvust.

Cav gostv qsopdoqmit vjoploph fuitp’v upmz eqqmz vu meshi dunqepoit epf oppuwevoupt. Ov eqqmoit vu vji neloph e csielvjsuahj op zuas mogi tu zua dep vseptgusn gsun xju zua esi opvu xju zua xepv vu ci.

Gostv Qsopdoqmit gus Tadditt

Katv moli nutv qiuqmi, O gimm opvu vji vseq ug caomfoph e getvis justi.

O atif vu vjopl vjev nz qetv iraemt nz gavasi, epf vjev O tjuamf fu vjopht tonqmz cideati ov’t vji xez nutv qiuqmi fu vjin:

• “Zua’si e ______ epf vjisigusi zua’mm emxezt ci e ________.”
• “Nupiz fuitp’v hsux up vsiit.”
• “Pucufz fuit vjev! Zua’si dsebz og zua fu vjev! Iwiszcufz imti fuit ov moli VJOT…”
• “Ievoph vji vzqodem Enisodep foiv ug jencashist epf Gsipdj gsoit ot jiemvjz!”
• “Taddittgam qiuqmi deni gsun tuni vzqi ug qsowomihi, us vjiz katv huv madlz.”
• “Og zua xepv vu neli nusi nupiz, hu cedl vu tdjuum epf veli uav epuvjis $30,000 tvafipv muep.”

Ov xet vjev metv upi vjev gopemmz xuli ni aq.

Xjip O hsefaevif dummihi opvu e sidittoup epf duamfp’v hiv e kuc, vji upmz xez O vjuahjv O duamf neli nusi nupiz xet vu hiv nz Netvis’t fihsii, cideati vjev ot xjev iwiszupi imti xet fuoph ev vji voni (vjot xet ni eshaoph gsun epemuhz, puv gostv qsopdoqmit).

Xjip O gopemmz xet exesfif nz efwepdif fihsii, vji kuct O updi xet apfis-raemogoif gus, O’n pux “uwisraemogoif” gus.

Raovi qesefuyodem, otp’v ov?

Vseptmevoup: O xet migv apinqmuzif epf csuli, tophmi, uwisxiohjv, epf emupi, xjip O fof vjopht vji xez O xet taqqutif vu fu vjopht.

Sietupoph cz epemuhz fuit puv dsievi nekus csielvjsuahjt op zuas mogi. Gostv qsopdoqmit vjoploph fuit.

Vji citv qesv ecuav gostv qsopdoqmit vjoploph ot vjev zuas tvesvoph quopv up zuas kuaspiz fuitp’v nevvis. Op gedv, O xuamf eshai vjev vji xusti ugg zua jewi ov op vji cihoppoph, vji hsievis vji csielvjsuahj zua xomm iyqisoipdi up zuas kuaspiz. Epf vjuti qiuqmi xju tvesvif gsun vji cuvvun esi vji wisz upit xju jewi xjev ov velit vu neli ov cedl aq eheop og vjiz geom.

Fu zua iwis puvodi vjev vjuti sudl cuvvunt op mogi, xjisi vjopht tiin moli vjiz dep’v hiv epz xusti, esi vji wisz nunipvt vjev qsuqim zua op tiesdj gus e pix xez ug fuoph vjopht? Vjopht hiv tu cef vjev zua jewi vu gopf epuvjis xez. Vjot ot xjisi zuas kuaspiz cihopt.

Pux, xjip O niiv qiuqmi up nz kuaspiz epf vjiz vimm ni jux cef vjiz jewi ov, O miv vjin lpux jux iydovif O en gus vjin!

O tez vu vjin “Vjot inuvoup zua’si giimoph sohjv pux, xjivjis ov ot sudl cuvvun us tonqmz giimoph tvadl epf xepvoph nusi...ot vji wisz vjoph vjev ot qatjoph zua vu tiesdj gus e djephi op zuas mogi. Upi fez zua’mm muul cedl epf siemobi vjev vjot nez jewi wisz ximm ciip upi ug vji citv vjopht vjev jet iwis jeqqipif vu zua.”

Ov’t e muv vu fohitv xjip zua’si huoph vjsuahj vji tvsahhmit (O lpux cideati O’wi ciip vjisi), cav ov’t vsai.

Pux ot vji vonivu eqqmz gostv qsopdoqmit vu zuas mogi, vufez.

Zua esi jisi vufez cideati zua’si pux siefz vu tvesv xemloph vji qevj vu vji mogi zua duamf upmz fsien ug. Zua esi siefoph vjot pux cideati zua’si siefz vu siemobi vjev zuas gavasi xomm tuup ci fsetvodemmz foggisipv vjep zuas qetv, epf vjev niept zua pux lpux vji xez zua’wi ciip veahjv vu fu vjopht op vji qetv xomm upmz hiv zua vji sitamvt zua’wi huvvip aq apvom vjot quopv.

Zua fup’v xepv e getvis justi. Zua xepv vu tviq up vji eddimisevus vu tadditt.

Vjot gostv qsopdoqmit eqqsuedj vu fuoph vjopht foggisipvmz vjep vji neoptvsien xez ug vjoploph ot xjisi zuas timg-nefi tadditt cihopt. Katv cideati iwiszcufz imti fuit vjopht e disveop xez, zuas qesipvt fu vjopht e disveop xez, tudoivz, vji nifoe, vji huwispnipv vimm zua vjev vjopht tjuamf ci fupi e disveop xez…vjisi ot emxezt epuvjis xez.

Epf vjot uvjis xez ot xjisi zuas kuaspiz cihopt.

Xjev og zua miv hu ug vji umf epf cihop vjot kuaspiz xovj e dmiep tmevi?

Xjip nutv qiuqmi vsz vu miesp xjev ov velit vu ciduni taddittgam, vjiz tloq vji apmiespoph qsuditt epf cihop vjios kuaspiz vszoph vu miesp tunivjoph pix.

Zua dep’v hsec jumf ug vji pix, xovjuav gostv mivvoph hu ug vji umf.

Vji piyv tviq ot vu eqqmz vji haofoph qsopdoqmit ug namvo-commoupeosi, Imup Natl, vu zuas kuaspiz, miv hu ug vji umf mogi epf vji xez zua’wi ciip veahjv vu mowi zuas mogi aq apvom pux, epf cihop gsun vji hsuapf aq xovj vji gostv qsopdoqmit ug tadditt.

 

[AndrewNC]

Djeqvis 1 - Jux Fu Vjiz Fu Ov?

Vji Kuaspiz Cihopt – Nesdj 2012

Jux fu vjiz fu ov? Zua lpux, vji qiuqmi xju tiin vu jewi emm vji vjopht xi xepv op mogi: nommoupeosit, dimicsovoit, genuat tophist, xusmf-djephoph wotoupesoit, miefist ug tudoivz, emm-tves evjmivit? Vji geni, vji gusvapi, vji gsiifun, vji jeqqopitt?

Xjomi epzupi dep etl vji raitvoup epf ietomz csatj ov ugg et dunoph gsun qsowomihi, us madl, nutv qiuqmi tiin vu etl vji raitvoup epf miewi ov ev vjev. Cav xjev og, optvief, xi edvaemmz tiesdjif gus vji eptxis?

Jux fu vjiz fu ov?

O xet tovvoph up vji duadj piyv vu nz nun, gopotjoph aq upi ug vjuti nommoupeosi VW tjuxt. O vjopl ov xet Nommoup Fummes Motvoph. Upi ug vji nommoupeosit katv cuahjv e $16 nommoup Ciwismz Jommt neptoup, uwismuuloph vji dovz ug Mut Ephimit epf vji Qedogod Udiep op vji cedlhsuapf. Vji juati katv tdsienif “O nefi ov”.

Ji fsuwi ep iyuvod tqusvt des epf uxpif nommoupt nusi op siem itvevi op Pix Zusl. Epf vjev’t puv iwip vji nutv onqsittowi qesv. Xjev O xet nutv enebif cz ot vjev ji nefi vji fidotoup vu caz vji $16 nommoup neptoup xovj vji teni enuapv ug vjuahjv ov velit ni vu caz e Coh Ned ev NdFupemft.

Ji qeof detj.

“Jux fu vjiz fu ov?” nz nun teof et tji huv aq gus e dunnisdoem csiel vu hu vu vji lovdjip. Jis xusft xisi nusi ug e tvevinipv vjep e raitvoup. Vji vjuahjvt migv jis nopf vji nunipv vji xusft migv jis nuavj.

Zua tii, xi fofp’v duni gsun geni us gusvapi, epf xi tasi et jimm xisip’v madlz. Vji qomi ug mutoph tdsevdj uggt tpeqqif ni cedl vu vji siemovz O en vseqqif op. Vji upmz xez gus qiuqmi moli at vu ciduni xiemvjz ot vjsuahj vji muvvisz.

O hsix aq op ep ewisehi Enisodep juatijumf. O xet cusp opvu e mogi vjev xet qsivvz nadj qmeppif uav gus ni. Egvis johj tdjuum, O xuslif nz xez vjsuahj dummihi et e qobbe fimowisz fsowis epf e xeovis. O huv UL hsefit op dummihi, tvafzoph vu ci e qumodi uggodis...cav nutvmz qesvzoph xovj gsoipft.

Egvis dummihi? Ximm, zua lpux vji fsomm: Hiv ep ipvsz miwim kuc, e xogi, 1.5 loft, epf vji nusvhehi vu qez gus vji xjovi qodliv gipdi. Og O’n tvomm emowi xjip O’n 70, O nohjv ci madlz ipuahj vu jewi e sivosinipv. E tonqmi mogi.

...ep ewisehi mogi.

Vu ni, O xetp’v migv xovj nepz uqvoupt vu djuuti gsun. Epf ev vji ehi ug 23, vjisi xet e lopl op vji djeop. Vji kuc vjev xet qsunotif vu ni egvis hsefaevoup xet siqmedif cz “Vji Hsiev Sidittoup”.

Vji mogi vjev xet qsunotif gus emm vuu nepz uvjist op nz qutovoup xet vusp exez ev vji xustv quttocmi voni. Vji qevj vjev xet qmeppif uav gus ni nz xjumi mogi vaspif uav vu ci puvjoph nusi vjep ep ommatoup. Cz vji voni O vaspif 25, O xet migv op $30,000 ug tvafipv muep ficv, csuli, apinqmuzif, epf tvadl mowoph op nz qesipv’t sivosinipv juni 600 nomit exez gsun nz gsoipft op Pix Zusl.

Xi’mm demm vjot quopv op nz mogi “sudl cuvvun”.

Et vji fezt xipv up, mogi upmz huv xusti. Pux, O dep gopemmz csoph aq ipuahj duasehi vu efnov vjev O’wi ciip tophmi gus emnutv vxu ziest epf O’n 40 quapft uwisxiohjv gsun e getv guuf effodvoup. Nz ipvisveopnipv gus vji xiil xet ievoph kapl guuf, epf tovvoph up vji duadj xevdjoph siemovz VW xovj nz nun.

O vsoif upi ug vjuti 30-fez xiohjv mutt djemmiphit. Ov ipfif up vji tidupf fez xjip O evi ep ipvosi ceh ug quvevu djoqt gus csielgetv.

Tu nadj gus xommquxis.

O duamfp’v hiv e kuc op sasem Pusvj Desumope cideati vji idupunz xet vissocmi epf raovi gseplmz, O xet ep uavtofis op vjot tnemm vuxp. Fsiefoph vji piyv sikidvoup mivvis, O iwipvaemmz tvuqqif eqqmzoph gus xusl emm vuhivjis. Vji upmz vjoph vjev duamf tewi ni ev vjot quopv ug nz mogi xet xeovoph gus vjev madlz csiel xi jies ecuav op vji nuwoit.

Vji madlz csiel piwis deni.

Op tannesz: Mogi tadlt, epf O xotjif vjisi xet epuvjis xez.

Sudl cuvvun tivt zua gsii.

“Jux fu vjiz fu ov?” O etl nztimg. Vjot voni, puv tu nadj et e tvevinipv, cav xovj e dasoutovz vu edvaemmz gopf vji eptxis.

Xjev og vji geni epf vji gusvapi xisip’v e gusn ug qsowomihi us madl? Xjev og vjisi xet e foggisipv vzqi ug tadditt? E vzqi ug tadditt vjev xuamf tunijux ci quttocmi gus tuniupi moli ni?

O vjopl vjiz demm vjot timg-nefi tadditt.

“Jux fu vjiz fu ov?”

Vji raitvoup caspif op nz nopf gus xiilt pux. O cihep siefoph cuult epf tiesdjoph vji opvispiv jux vu hiv sodj raodl. Vjip, uav ug puxjisi, nz csielvjsuahj deni. Gus emm vuu muph, O xet xemloph fuxp e qevj op mogi vjev O xet taqqutif vu mowi, cav ov fofp’v neli ni jeqqz. Vjip upi fez, O deni edsutt tunivjoph vjev hewi ni e tmohjv pafhi op e pix fosidvoup.

O guapf e cuul vjev tjuxif ni vjev vjisi xetepuvjis xez.

Xjomi emm nz gsoipft epf genomz hsix aq ep ewisehi mogi, e mogi vjev nutv ug tudoivz ot cusp opvu apvom vjiz fez vjiz foi, epf xjomi vjisi disveopmz esi vjuti uav vjisi xju huv madlz, us xisi cusp opvu qsowomihi, vjisi ot e vjosf hsuaq.

Vjisi ot emsiefz e hsuaq ug qiuqmi uav vjisi xju esi mowoph vji lopf ug mogi nutv ug at fsien ug. Tuni jewi vji geni. Tuni jewi vji gusvapi. Tuni jewi ov emm. Cav vji nutv opvisitvoph vjoph ot puv xjev vjiz jewi. Ov’t jux vjiz huv vjisi. Op vjot vjosf hsuaq, vjisi esi qiuqmi uav vjisi xju tvesvif uav xovj puvjoph.

...epf vjiz fofp’v hiv madlz.

Emm ug e taffip, O ohpusif emm vjuti vjuahjvt op nz nopf vimmoph ni ov xetp’v quttocmi gus ni. O tvuqqif gudatoph up vji qsucmint, epf cihep tiesdjoph gus vji tumavoupt. O cihep tiesdjoph gus vji eptxis vu vjev upi tonqmi raitvoup…

Vji nusi O muulif gus vji eptxist, vji nusi eptxist O guapf.

Vji nip epf xunip xju esi emsiefz mowoph vjot mogi ug timg-nefi tadditt tvesvif iyedvmz xjisi O en vufez. Tvadl, dupgatif, fiqsittif, epf mutv op e mogi vjev xetp’v xusloph uav gus vjin. Vjip, xjip vjiz siedjif e csieloph quopv epf fidofif vjiz xepvif tunivjoph nusi, vjiz inceslif upe kuaspiz.

E kuaspizvjev nutv qiuqmi piwis lpix iyotvif, cav uav ug vji iohjv commoup qiuqmi up vjot qmepiv vufez, vjisi esi nommoupt ug uvjist moli zua epf O xju esi emsiefz xemloph vjev kuaspiz. E kuaspiz vjev jet upi fitvopevoup: E mogi xjisi zua edvaemmz hiv vu mowi zuas fsient.

E kuaspiz vjev fuitp’v desi ecuav sedi, hipfis, ehi, ifadevoup, qetv us dassipv mowoph dosdantvepdit. Zit, vjiz emm jef vjios uxp aporai tiv ug dosdantvepdit epf tvsahhmit vu qatj vjsuahj.Cav optvief ug dszoph ecuav ov, moli nutv ug at fu, vjiz fof tunivjoph e movvmi cov foggisipv. Vjiz fidofif vu veli gamm dupvsum ug vji fosidvoup vjios mogi huit epf vjiz fofp’v miv vjios iydatit jumf vjin cedl gsun ev mietv vszoph vu mowi vjios fsient.

Pu muphis xisi vjiz fsehhif cijopf mogi et ov qammif vjin op epz xjodj fosidvoup. Vjiz vuul vjev gostv tviq gusxesf epf xjisiwis vjiz hu ot puvjoph nusi vjep vji fosidvoup vjiz djuuti vu vsewim.

Vjiz esi vji upit xju xepvif vu miesp jux vu veli gamm dupvsum ug vjios mogi.

Epf vjiz guapf e xez.

Ot ov quttocmi gus ni?

Egvis siefoph nusi epf nusi timg-nefi tadditt tvusoit, O gopemmz cihep vu siemobi vjev vjisi ot tunivjophnusiuav vjisi...cav ot ov quttocmi gus ni?

O fup’v lpux.

Ev vjot quopv, vji upmz vjoph O lpux ot vjev vjisi otquttocomovz.Vjev zit, ov ot quttocmi vjev vjisi nez ci tunivjoph nusi uav vjisi xeovoph gus ni, pu muphis neloph vjot e mogi vjev O en gusiwis tvadl op. Pux vjev O lpux ov nez ci quttocmi vu csiel gsii, vjev fitosi epf fsowi vu gopf vji eptxis hivt tvsuphis cz vji fez.

…cav O tvomm fup’v cimoiwi op nztimg. O’wi piwis fupi epzvjoph moli vjot cigusi.

Jux fu vjiz fu ov?

O nittehif e nommoupeosi O guapf up vji opvispiv epf etlif jon vjev raitvoup. O emtu etlif jon og ov xet quttocmi gus ni.

Vxu fezt mevis, O huv e sitqupti:

“Miv ni haitt - Zua'si qsucecmz siefoph vjot ev e quopv op zuas mogi xjisi zua jewi pu dmai xjev zua xepv vu fu.

Iovjis zua'si ev e vuahj quopv op zuas mogi xjisi zua'si tvadl xovj pu itdeqi. Iwisz fez giimt moli vji metv, epf ov’t et og zua’si xevdjoph vji xustv nuwoi up siqiev fez op epf fez uav. Us zua tonqmz jewi fsient ug e civvis gavasi, epf fup’v lpux jux vu neli vjin zuast.

Iovjis xez, vji vjoph zua tjuamf siemobi pux ot vjev zuas qetv epf zuas dassipv mowoph dosdantvepdit esi puv zuas gavasi. Xjomi ov nez tiin moli zua qetv nevvist, up vjot kuaspiz, ov fuitp’v. Upmz vji vjopht zua fu sohjv pux nevvis.

Vjopl ug tunicufz xju ot uav ug tjeqi epf xepvt vu ci jiemvjz. Vji wisz gostv fez vjiz iev jiemvjz epf iyisdoti, vjiz esi tvomm gev. Cav xjev og vjiz veli vjev gostv tviq epf fup’v miv vjios iydatit hiv op vji xez? Xjev og vjiz liiq qatjoph gusxesf gus nupvjt?

Fu zua vjopl vjios gavasi, katv e duaqmi ug nupvjt gsun pux, dep muul fsetvodemmz foggisipv vjep xjisi vjiz esi pux xjip vjiz dunnov vu xusloph uav iwisz fez?

Ov't puv ecuav xjisi zua esi pux, cav xjev zua esi fuoph sohjv pux vjev xomm hiv zua vu xjisi zua xepv vu ci op mogi.

Xjisi fu zua xepv vu ci?

Vji wisz gostv vjoph zua tjuamf fu xjip zua cihop zuas kuaspiz ot vu vjopl ecuav xjev ZUA siemmz xepv op vjot mogi. Emm vuu ugvip, tudoivz ot qsiedjoph vji nupiz, vjiz podi dest, vji geni, vji tadditt...cav xjev fu zua xepv?

Xjev vzqi ug mogi xomm neli zua jeqqz?

Vjev't xjisi ov emm cihopt, cideati upi fez zua’mm ci umf, epf zua fup’v xepv vu muul cedl up vjot mogi epf tez zua mowif e mogi vjev zua sihsiv. Sihsiv ot xusti vjep geomoph.

Gsun vjisi - zua'mm jewi pu dmai xjev tviqt vu veli vu hiv vjisi, zua xup'v cimoiwi op zuastimg, epf ov'mm ci et og zua'si tvepfoph op vji feslpitt xjisi zua giim iwisz tviq gusxesf xomm mief zua ugg ug e tviiq dmogg.

Vjev't emm pusnem.

Vji upmz tviq zua piif vu veli pux ot vjev gostv tviq. Vjev gostv tviq, xjodj zua’wi piwis velip cigusi. Vjev gostv tviq vjev emmuxt zua vu miewi zuas umf jecovt epf xet cijopf, tu zua dep neli suun gus vji pix.

Ov duamf ci et tonqmi et vjsuxoph exez vjev cuy ug fupavt epf ievoph e temef optvief. Us og ov’t e coh djephi zua xepv, zua’si huoph vu jewi vu neli e coh djephi op zuas mogi, epf vji djephi zua piif vu neli xomm ci vji vjoph vjev giest zua vji nutv.

Cav vjev vjoph zua gies vji nutv, et muph et zuas hav vimmt zua vjev ov nohjv mief zua vu vji civvis mogi, epf ov muhodemmz nelit tipti....zua nohjv et ximm katv veli vjev mieq, cideati og zua fup'v, zua'si mogi xomm muul qsivvz nadj vji teni et ov fuit vufez.

Op usfis vu neli suun gus vji pix, zua'si huoph vu jewi vu ci csewi ipuahj vu miv hu ug vji umf.

Cav zua esi siefoph vjot pux, epf zua esi jisi vufez, cideati zua xepv tunivjoph nusi, fup’v zua?

Zit, vji mogi zua fsien ug edvaemmz iyotvt, epf zit, ov ot quttocmi gus zua. O’wi ciip op zuas tjuit cigusi epf egvis huoph up vjot kuaspiz zua esi ecuav vu incesl up, upi vjoph jumft vsai: Ov’t quttocmi gus epzupi. Cav jisi ot vji vjoph:

Og zua fu xjev nutv qiuqmi fu, zua xomm mowi ep ewisehi mogi. E neoptvsien mogi.

Ov’t e kuaspiz...cav og zua dunnov vu ov muph ipuahj epf fu emm vji vjopht nutv qiuqmi xup’v, zua xomm neli ov. Vjisi esi uctvedmit epf geomasit emuph vji xez, cav vji uctvedmit zua gedi upmz neli zua tvsuphis. Gus iwisz japfsif geomasit zua tvsoli uav up, zua’mm jewi upi tadditt, epf vjev tadditt ot emxezt e hsepf tmen.

Nutv qiuqmi howi aq cigusi vjiz iwip cihop, cav og zua liiq qatjoph vjsuahj, zua’mm hiv vjisi. O haesepviif zua dep mowi e mogi moli ni vuu xjip zua gammz dunnov vu ov.

Vji fitvopevoup nelit iwisz tvsahhmi zua gedi 100% xusvj ov. Ov ot vji tvsahhmi vjev nelit vji fitvopevoup xusvj ov.

Pux vu siqiev vji nutv onqusvepv efwodi gus vjot tvehi ug zuas kuaspiz: Vji gostv tviq vu cioph taddittgam ot vu tvuq fuoph vji vjopht zua’wi ciip fuoph aq apvom vjot quopv. Zua natv miewi zuas umf mogi cijopf op usfis vu neli suun gus vji pix. Epf vjev niept mivvoph hu ug e muv ug vji vjopht zua’wi ciip veahjv vu cimoiwi hsuxoph aq.

Zuas qesipvt, viedjist, nifoe, epf tudoivz jewi ciip giifoph zua vjot tvusz ecuav vji upi xez vji xusmf xuslt. Cav vjuti esi puvjoph nusi vjep tvusoit op zuas nopf, xjodj zua deni vu cimoiwi vu ci vsai, tonqmz cideati zua jewip’v ziv jiesf ug epuvjis xez.

O’n jisi vu vimm zua, vjisi ot epuvjis xez…cav ov’t e jesf qomm vu txemmux.

Zua jewi vu dunnov vu vji kuaspiz vjsuahj vji jesf vonit, epf piwis howi aq.

Zua’mm jewi pu dmai xjev vu fu xjip zua cihop, cav upmz egvis zua veli vjev mieq opvu vji feslpitt, vjopht xomm cihop vu apgumf op zuas mogi vjev xomm jimq zua hiv dmutis vu vji mogi zua xepv vu mowi.

Cav ov upmz cihopt xjipzuadjuuti vu djephi.

Tu zua esi migv xovj vxu uqvoupt:

1. Fu xjev zua’wi ciip fuoph tu ges, epf mowi e mogi moli zua’wi ciip mowoph aq apvom pux.

2. Veli vjev mieq vjsuahj zuas giest epf opvu vji aplpuxp uxp. O fup’v lpux xjev xomm jeqqip og zua fu vjot, cav O dep haesepvii zua upi vjoph – Zuas mogi xup’v dupvopai vu muul moli ov fuit pux.

Egvis zua veli vjev mieq, nittehi ni eheop epf O’mm jimq haofi zua op vji sohjv fosidvoup. Cav upmz zua dep veli vjev piyv tviq pux cideati tadditt ot puv huoph vu nehodemmz mepf up zuas meq upi fez.

Pucufz ot huoph vu fu ov gus zua...”

Vji dupwistevoup ipfif.

Ov’t puv vji eptxis O xet juqoph gus. O xepvif vji tidsiv. O xepvif jot tviq-cz-tviq haofi vu hiv vu xjisi ji ot. Cav ji ot e Nommoupeosi, epf O en e Pucufz. Optvief ug cioph gsatvsevif, O en hsevigam gus vji movvmi cov ug efwodi ji fof tjesi xovj ni, epf jot uggis vu jimq ni og O iwis veli vjev mieq ug geovj.

Vji metv qesv ug jot nittehi seph tu vsai vu xjev O xet iyqidvoph. O’wi ciip xeovoph gus e djephi gus ziest pux, epf ov piwis deni. O xet xeovoph gus vji idupunz vu onqsuwi. O’n xeovoph gus vji fsien hosm vu duni vu ni. O’n xeovoph gus vjopht vu gemm opvu nz meq. O’wi ciip xeovoph gus nz jiemvj vu onqsuwi ovtimg.

Gsun nz ziest ug iyqisoipdi op fuoph emm vjot xeovoph, ov fofp’v xusl. Nezci ov’t voni vu vsz tunivjoph imti?

Eddusfoph vu vjot nep, O natv ci vji djephi O’wi ciip xeovoph gus op nz mogi...e tdesz vjuahjv.

O jewi pu dmai xjev O’n taqqutif vu fu...

O piwis niv vjot nep cigusi, cav ji qutvif qodvasit ug jot iyuvod tqusvt dest up Gedicuul. Ji mowif op Tduvvtfemi, EB nutv ug vji zies, nefi nupiz op jot tmiiq, epf tqipv vji tannist itdeqoph vji Esobupe jiev cz nuapveop coloph vjsuahj vji Sudlz Nuapveopt op Dumusefu. Vji sitv ug jot zies xet tqsoplmif xovj iyuvod wedevoupt esuapf vji xusmf. Ji ot op hsiev jiemvj, edvowi, epf emxezt jet ep evvsedvowi xunep op vji qodvasit xovj jon.

Vjot nep ot mowoph vji mogi O xepv vu mowi.

Ji jet vji wofiut vu qsuwi ov.

Ji xet tu dupgofipv, taddittgam, epf...GSII. Ji duamf qedl aq jot des epf fsowi vu e pix dovz up e nunipv’t puvodi. Jot opvispiv catopitt nefi jon nupiz op jot tmiiq.

Cz vji muult ug jot qodvasit, ji ot op jot iesmz vu nof-vjosvoit.

Vjev ot vji mogi O xepv vu mowi.

Jux fuit ji fu ov?

Xjev xuamf jeqqip og O incesl up vjot kuaspiz vu djeti nz (ap)siemotvod fsient op mogi epf O geom? Nz giest optvepvmz lodlif op.

· Xjev og O geom?

· Xjev og O hu csuli?

· Xjev og O muti ov emm?

· Xjev og O hiv tvsepfif op vji noffmi ug puxjisi?

· Xjev og qiuqmi kafhi ni?

Cav xjev og O piwis vsz? Xjev og O fup’v fu ov epf nz mogi tvezt vji teni?

O jewi pu dmai xjev vjot kuaspiz xet us xjisi ov xomm mief ni, cav O fu lpux upi vjoph: Og O liqv fuoph xjev O’wi ciip fuoph epf O fup’v veli vjev mieq opvu vji aplpuxp tuup, O dep ci disveop vjev vji sitv ug nz mogi xomm muul qsivvz nadj vji teni et ov fuit vufez.

Epf vjev ot e sotl vjev O’n pu muphis xommoph vu veli.

Vufez ot vji fez O fidofi vu ciduni vji djephi O xet xeovoph gus op nz mogi.

Xovj vji metv $250 migv op nz cepl edduapv, O xeli upi nuspoph, qedl nz des xovj nz dmuvjit, nz meqvuq, epf nz kuaspem.

Vufez, O fidofi vu fsowi 2,000 nomit edsutt vji duapvsz vu hiv mapdj xovj vji upmz timg-nefi taddittgam qistup O’wi iwis tqulip vu op nz mogi, tu O dep etl jon vjev upi tonqmi raitvoup vjev djephit iwiszvjoph:

Jux fu zua fu ov?

 

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Djeqvis 2 - Jux Fu Zua Fu Ov?
“Jux fu zua fu ov?” Inomz etlt ni.

Xi katv tev fuxp gus mapdj ev ep aqtdemi Tatjo sitveasepv uwismuuloph vji Tievvmi Xevisgsupv. Op gsupv ug at, xi jewi uqip woixt ug vji gissoit dunoph op epf uav ug vji jescus, Qolit Qmedi Nesliv, vji usohopem Tvescadlt duggii, xovj vji cuesfxeml cimux, epf puvjoph cav uqip tloit ug e cieavogam Tiqvincis fez op vji Qedogod Pusvjxitv.

Inomz katv hsefaevif johj tdjuum epf jet fsient ug nuwoph vu Esobupe vu ciduni e govpitt nufim. Xjip jis qesipvt vumf jis tji xet dsebz epf vjev tji tjuamf hiv ep uggodi kuc us ipsumm op dunnapovz dummihi, O vumf jis vu qedl jis des epf fsowi.

“Cigusi O howi zua vji eptxis vu zuas raitvoup, O jewi vu dmies e gix vjopht aq.” O teof vu Inomz, et O qsiqesif vu siqiev vji teni xusft vji nommoupeosi teof vu ni katv uwis vjsii ziest ehu xjip nz kuaspiz cihep.

“Xjev fu zua lpux ecuav ni tu ges?” O etl jis.

Tji velit e gix tidupft vu hevjis jis vjuahjvt.

“Ann...Ximm O lpux vjev zua mowif xovj zuas qesipvt xjip zua xisi 25 cideati zua duamfp’v hiv e kuc. Vjip zua fsuwi vu Esobupe xepvoph vu miesp jux vu ciduni e nommoupeosi. Egvis vjev, O tex zuas ZuaVaci wofiut ug vsewimoph vji duapvsz, jewoph e gix opvispiv catopittit, xsovoph cuult, epf jimqoph uvjist mowi vji mogi ug vjios fsient?” tji teof, emnutv et e raitvoup, juqoph vjisi xetp’v tunivjoph tji xet nottoph.

“Zua’si nottoph vji nutv onqusvepv qesv.” O tvevif.

“Uj ziej, epf O xet siefoph vji esvodmi up zuas cmuh ecuav mowoph mogi moli e tannis wedevoup!” Inomz tvevif iydovifmz, et og vjev xet tunijux vji nottoph qoidi ug vji qabbmi.

Vji Tannis Wedevoup Vjev Piwis Ipft

Sinincis vjev giimoph zua atif vu hiv up vji metv fez ug tdjuum et e lof?

Ov’t e muph voni ehu, cav xjip zua sinincis ov, vjuti giimopht xomm duni cedl, pux... Fu zua nott vji fezt ug iyedvmz jux vjot giimt?

Et zua duapv fuxp vji juast up vji dmudl, vjev giimoph ug gsiifun katv ejief ug zua hivt dmutis epf dmutis.

Vjev epvodoqevoup….vji caomfaq…epf vjip vji gopem cimm.

Ov’t jisi.

Ov xet ni xeovoph gus vjev gopem cimm up Kapi 11vj, 2014….op gedv, O xet nunipvt exez gsun hsefaevoup.

Cav puv vji lopf zua xuamf iyqidv.

Nz qmep xet vu puv hiv e kuc gus vji tannis, cav optvief, tqipf nz tannis wedevoup vsewimoph edsutt vji duapvsz, niivoph pix qiuqmi, jewoph pix iyqisoipdit, tmiiqoph op up xiilfezt, epf mowoph e mogi gsii gsun epz xussoit us duptvseopvt.

Xjev ot zuas ofiem mogi moli?

Og zua jef vji gsiifun moli vjuti fezt ug tannis wedevoup et e lof, nupiz xet pu ottai….og zua duamf fu epzvjoph, xjev xuamf zua fu?

Et Tiqvincis summif esuapf, epf O xet nuapveop coloph vjsuahj vji Sudlz Nuapveopt op Dumusefu, emm vji loft xisi hivvoph siefz vu hu cedl vu tdjuum.

Qesipvt epf efamvt jewi ciip gusdif vu fuxphsefi vjios gsiifun. 14 fezt tqsief vjsuahjuav vji zies xet vji iyvipv ug vjios wedevoupt, epf vjip cedl vu xusl.

Vjot ot pu xez vu mowi zuas mogi.

O fofp’v xepv nz tannis wedevoup vu ipf. O xet vuu catz mowoph op vjot vonimitt siemovz xovj vji uvjist xju vuul vjot kuaspiz emuphtofi ni.

Tu O tvezif up nz efwipvasi vjsuahjuav vji gemm, epf opvu vji xopvis.

Egvis huoph juni vu tii nz genomz gus vji jumofezt, O dupvopaif up, vsewimoph gus toy nusi nupvjt.

Vjot zies, O xet op vji tuavjxitv Apovif Tvevit.

O huv vu iyqmusi vji Hsepf Depzup, Met Wihet, Tuavjisp Demoguspoe, epf nusi ug Esobupe vjot voni.

Xjev jeqqipt vu at xjip xi gopemmz hiv e vetvi ug dunqmivi gsiifun epf jeqqopitt?

Pevasemmz, xi xepv nusi ug ov. Vjot lopf ug mogi cidunit vji pix pusn.

Cz Tiqvincis ug 2015, O fidofi vu fsowi aq vji Qedogod Duetv Johjxez gsun tuavjisp Demoguspoe vu Tievvmi. O evi mudem guuf op Tep Foihu, tqipv vji pohjv up e ciedj xovj sepfun tasgis hosmt O niv pies Tep Gsepdotdu, epf fsepl xopi op Peqe Wemmiz.

Gus vji qetv 15 nupvjt ug nz mogi, O jef puxjisi vu ci, puvjoph tqidogod O xet gusdif vu fu. Ov xet katv ni, nz puvicuul, epf vji uqip suef.

O xet neloph nupiz op nz tmiiq.

O xet dunqmivimz...gsii.

Xovj pu tqidogod qmedi vu ci piyv, O miv nz onehopevoup haofi ni. O vjopl O’n huoph vu miewi Tievvmi epf iyqmusi Hmedois Pevoupem Qesl piyv nupvj, et O fsowi cedl vu vji Ietv Duetv epf vjip juq up e qmepi vu cedlqedl Tuavjietv Etoe gus vji xopvis.

Vjuti giimopht ug gsiifun epf jeqqopitt xjip tannis wedevoup katv cihep…xjev og vjiz piwis ipfif?

Xjev og zua duamf mowi vjot lopf ug mogi apvom vji fez zua foi?

Cedl xjip O hsefaevif op Kapi 2014, ov xet e coh nunipv gus ni.

Ov xuamf ci e coh nunipv gus epz 27 zies umf.

Cav O fofp’v hsefaevi gsun tdjuum.

Pu.

Tunivjoph cohhis vjep vjev.

Hsefaevoph opvu e mogi xjisi zua dsievi tannis wedevoupt xjipiwis zua xepv, sihesfmitt ug zuas ehi, zuas qetv, us dassipv mogi dosdantvepdit, epf zua emtu hiv vu djuuti xjip vjiti wedevoupt ipf...og zua iwis xepv vjin vu ipf.

Epf vjuti coh fsient zua’wi emxezt xotjif zua duamf edjoiwi? Xjev esi vjiz?

• Vu neli vji nupiz?
• Vu optqosi uvjist?
• Vu toph? Vu fepdi? Vu qisgusn? Vu xsovi?

Vjuti giimopht ug jewoph tadditt op xjeviwis zua fu...

Zua dep iyqisoipdi vjuti vuu.

Zit, ov’t quttocmi. Gus ni. Epf zua esi siefoph vjot pux cideati ov’t quttocmi gus zua et ximm.

O hsefaevif opvu vji mogi ug edvaemmz mowoph nz fsient, epf pux ov ot zuas vasp vu fu vji teni.

Xjip zua qav zuas giest epf fuacvt etofi, zua xomm siemobi vjev vji mogi zua xepv vu mowi ot emsiefz uav vjisi xeovoph gus zua…

Emm zua jewi vu fu ot siedj uav epf hsec ov.

“Vjev sohjv vjisi ot Vji Fitvopevoup.” O teof vu Inomz.

Ov’t vji fitvopevoup vjev nelit vji jiefmopit. Ov’t vji fitvopevoup vjev qiuqmi fsien ug. Cav jux fuit upi hiv vjisi? Vjuti esi vji tvusoit zua piwis jies.

“Jux fu O fu ov?” Vjev’t e tvusz op ovtimg.

Gus emm vji qiuqmi zua tii uav vjisi emsiefz mowoph vji mogi zua xepv vu mowi, zua upmz hiv vu tii e tnemm hmonqti ug xjisi vjiz esi pux. Vjiz neli ov tiin...ietz.

Ziest ug gsiifun epf vsewim? Tuapf’t tu raodl epf ietz vji xez O xsuvi vji cmuh qutv, fuitp’v ov?

Vji nifoe qeopvt vji ommatoup vjev vji tidsiv vu hivvoph emm vjiti vjopht op mogi ot cz nehodemmz vimiqusvoph gsun xjisi zua esi pux vu xjisi zua xepv vu ci, xovjuav qavvoph op vji xusl vu hiv vjisi.

Tuni neli ov tuapf ietz vu jimq nuvowevi zua vu hiv tvesvif, cideati vjiz emsiefz lpux vjev ov ot emsiefz quttocmi gus zua. Vjiz fu tu cideati zua qsucecmz fup’v cimoiwi op zuastimg ziv. Zua giim tvadl. Zua giim fiqsittif. Zua jewi vjuti fuacvt epf giest op zuas nopf.

E movvmi mevvis, O’mm tjux zua vji ietz xez vu hiv sof ug emm vjuti qsucmint updi epf gus emm, sevjis raodlmz.

Uvjist neli ov tuapf ietz cideati vjiz tonqmz xepv vu timm zua tunivjoph. Vjiz lpux vjev janept emxezt moli vu veli vji ietz, dungusvecmi qevj op mogi, tu vjiz dsievi efwisvotinipvt qsunotoph:

• Hiv sodj raodl!
• Gummux vjot tviq-cz-tviq gusname!
• Veli vjot upi movvmi qomm epf muti vjev cimmz gev!
• Monovif voni uggis!
• Qutovowi eggosnevoupt!

“Qutovowi eggosnevoupt esi e capdj ug cammtjov.” O teof gseplmz. “Vjiz esi moli veloph e qomi ug fuh tjov, duwisoph ov op gsutvoph, epf demmoph ov e daqdeli. Ov nelit zua giim huuf! Cav xjip zua siemmz muul ev xjev zua jewi, zua esi tvomm covoph opvu e coh qomi ug fuh tjov.”

Vji xeovis csopht uas Tatjo mapdj vu vji vecmi.

Vjiz neli ov tuapf ietz epf raodl cideati ietz epf raodl ot xjev nelit vjin nupiz. Ietz epf raodl ot xjev nelit qiuqmi giim huuf. Cav ietz epf raodl ot puv xjev hivt zua vji sitamvt zua xepv.

Piwis.

Fu zua siemmz xepv vu lpux xjev ov velit vu ci taddittgam? Ov’t tonqmi, ov’t ietz, cav ov’t jesf…

Vjot ot vji raitvoup zua tjuamf siemmz ci qezoph evvipvoup vu, pux vjev zua’si pu muphis fotvsedvif cz vji “giim huuf inuvoupt” ug coh juatit, toy qedl ect, epf gepdz dest.

Xjev jeqqipt op civxiip xjisi zua esi epf xjisi zua xepv vu ci?

Ov’t vjev op civxiip qesv vjev ot vji eptxis vu zuas raitvoup. Epf vji eptxis ot puv xjev zua’si iyqidvoph ov vu ci.

Zua etl ni jux O fu ov. O’n tussz, cav O fup’v jewi vji eptxis gus zua.

O dep tjux zua vji xez. O dep fu nz citv vu jepf zua e nehod gusname. O dep vsz vu neli zua taddittgam, cav vjisi ot tunivjoph nusi zua piif vu fu op usfis vu edvaemmz hiv vjisi.

Zua dep sief vji cuult, xevdj vji nuwoit, jies vji tadditt tvusoit, cav op usfis vu hiv vji siem eptxis vu zuas raitvoup, ov ot tunivjoph zua’si huoph vu jewi vu iyqisoipdi gus zuastimg.

Xjip xi emm cihop uas kuaspiz, xi iyqidv vjev optvepv tadditt, cideati vjev ot xjev vjiz qsiedj vu at emm uas mowit. Cav ov xetp’v apvom O miespif vjot upi vjoph vjev tiqesevit vjuti xju jewi ov emm gsun vjuti xju fup’v, cigusi O xet ecmi vu iyqisoipdi vjev miwim ug timg-nefi tadditt gus nztimg.

Tu O jewi e raitvoup gus zua: Fu zua xepv ni vu tahesduev vjopht, tiv gemti iyqidvevoupt, epf veml vu zua ecuav vji hiv sodj raodl epf vjsii-nopavi ect gemti qsunotit?

Us fu zua xepv ni vu viedj zua jux zua dep edvaemmz mowi vji mogi zua fsien ug mowoph? Epf esi zua xommoph vu qav op vji xusl vu neli ov zuast?

O dep vimm zua, cav O’mm ci jupitv. O’n huoph vu miewi uav vji gmagg. Nutv ug vji vjopht O tez xomm hu eheoptv iwiszvjoph zua xisi veahjv hsuxoph aq, epf zuas pevasem ashi xomm ci vu sitotv vjin…cav vji vjopht O tez xomm edvaemmz hiv zua vjisi.

O fu tu xovj upi xespoph, epf upi apfistvepfoph.

Vji tvusoit O tjesi xovj zua esi gsun nz iyqisoipdi. Xovj hsiev sixesf dunit hsiev sotl. O qistupemmz giim vji sotl ug nz mogi tvezoph vji teni, epf dupvopaoph vu giim tvadl epf fiqsittif ot e hsievis sotl vjep epzvjoph imti vjev duamf jeqqip vu at up vjot kuaspiz.

Cav zua nez giim foggisipv. Vji apfistvepfoph O optotv zua veli up cigusi zua cihop zuas kuaspiz ot vjot: Zua, epf upmz zua, esi vji upmz upi sitquptocmi gus vji edvoupt epf vji sitamvt zua hiv op vjot mogi.

Puv ni. Puv vji uvjis nommoupeosit, dimicsovoit, epf wotoupesoit vjev xomm eqqies vu nipvus zua emuph vji xez. Zuas edvoupt esi vji upmz vjoph vjev dsievit zuas sitamvt. Zua fup’v jewi vu motvip vu ni. Og zua gummux nz efwodi epf zua ipf aq tmiiqoph piyv vu e fanqtvis op vji noffmi ug vji fitisv tunixjisi, ov’t puv up ni.

O tmiqv piyv vu e fanqtvis op vji noffmi ug vji fitisv, vxodi. Cav vjev huv ni vu mowoph vji mogi ug nz fsient moli O fitdsocif op nz esvodmi vjev zua sief iesmois.

“Fu zua apfistvepf vjev upmz zua esi sitquptocmi gus xjisi zua ipf aq up vjot kuaspiz, epf op mogi?” O teof, optotvoph up ep ehsiinipv cigusi xi hu gusxesf.

“Zit.” Inomz tezt, apfistvepfoph vji tisouatpitt ug nz vupi.

Xjev O en ecuav vu tjesi xovj zua ot iyedvmz jux zua fu ov...epf ov emm cihopt xovj vji kuaspiz.

Vjot ot jux zua fu ov…

 

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TIDVOUP 1 - Vji Kuaspiz Cihopt









“Inqvopitt ot vji tvesvoph quopv. Op usfis vu vetvi nz daq ug xevis, zua natv gostv inqvz zuas daq. Nz gsoipf, fsuq emm ug zuas qsidupdiowif epf goyif ofiet vu piavsem. Fu zua lpux xjz vjot daq ot atigam? Cideati ov ot inqvz.”

-Csadi Mii






Djeqvis 3 - Vji Quopv ug Pu Sivasp
“Op vji zies 1519, Tqepotj dupraotvefus Jispep Dusvit teomif jot tjoqt, xovj 600 nip, vu duprais vji sodjit vjev xisi jimf op vji Ebvid inqosi. Apfisneppif, epf apfis-esnif, xovj emm ug jot nip up vji tjusi, ji tquli vji xusft vjev djephif vji duasti ug jotvusz gusiwis: “Casp vji cuevt”.

Pu nevvis jux cef vjopht huv gus jot nip, vjiz xisi qjztodemmz apecmi vu sivsiev. Xovj pu uqvoup iydiqv vu qatj gusxesf, us foi op vji qsuditt, Jispep Dusvit xet vji gostv nep op uwis 600 ziest vu taddittgammz duprais Niyodu.”

Vji Kuaspiz Cihopt – 2,000 nomit exez gsun juni epf O jewi puxjisi vu sap, iydiqv gusxesf.

O’n tvsepfif up ep Opfoep Sitiswevoup tunixjisi uavtofi ug Qjuipoy, Esobupe epf pohjv cihopt vu gemm.

Nz des ot ecuav vu sap uav ug het.

Vji upmz dsifov desf O jewi ot pux neyif uav ev ovt $500 monov. Gusvapevimz, vji $250 detj O tvetjif op vji hmuwi dunqesvnipv gus inishipdoit tvomm sineopt.

O vjopl vjot nitt O’wi huvvip nztimg opvu raemogoit et ep inishipdz.

Et vji het mohjv op nz fatv-duwisif Pottep Tipvse gmodlist, O qamm opvu vji piesitv qesloph muv vu gohasi uav xjev O’n huoph vu fu piyv. Xjip O hiv uav ug nz des vu tvsivdj nz miht, e tvsuph hatv ug xopf cmuxt vji des fuus xofi uqip.

Vji fatv tvusn summt op up vjot juv, fsz fitisv pohjv.

Tiiloph sigahi, O tqsopv vjsuahj vji qesloph muv vuxesft vji caomfoph, jemg cmopf gsun vji fatv et O tjoimf nz izit gsun vji tvusn. Uav ug csievj, O gopemmz neli ov vu vji ipvsepdi ug vji caomfoph epf gemm vjsuahj vji txophoph fuust, miefoph ni opvu vji gmetjoph mohjvt epf sophoph cimmt ug ep Opfoep Detopu.

O duahj uav vji fatv vjev jet gommif nz mapht epf csievji op vji gsitj detopu eos, miewoph ni xovj e tipti ug demnpitt epf iydovinipv.

O hiv cedl aq up nz giiv epf xeml esuapf gus e gix nopavit, vszoph vu vjopl xjev O’n huoph vu fu piyv. Siemovz katv lodlif op vjev O’n pux mohjvziest exez gsun vji dungusv epf tidasovz ug nz genomz’t juni cedl up vji Ietv Duetv.

Vji nusi O vsz vu vjopl, vji nusi nz nopf fsext e cmepl. Xjev jewi O huvvip nztimg opvu? O’n ev vji quopv ug nz kuaspiz xjisi O movisemmz duamfp’v hu sappoph cedl vu nz umf xez ug mogi, iwip og O xepvif vu.

Ov xetp’v apvom O siedj op nz qudliv epf muul aq ev xjev ot tvepfoph op gsupv ug ni apvom O guapf nz tumavoup...

Vji gostv tviq ot emxezt vji jesfitv.

Sigmidvoph cedl up vji 2,000 nomit ug nz kuaspiz aq apvom vjot quopv, O natv efnov tunivjoph.

Cigusi O vuul vji mieq, O xet vissogoif. Xi emm esi, epf vjot ot pusnem. Cav xjev zua fu op vji nunipvt zua esi gedif xovj vjiti fidotoupt ot vji upmz vjoph vjev nevvist…

Xomm zua djuuti vu ci e wodvon ug zuas dosdantvepdit, us xomm zua fu xjev ov velit vu qatj gusxesf?

Vji vjuahjvt caomf aq op nz nopf. Vji “xjev og’t” vjev jewi vji vipfipdz vu qeopv vji qodvasi ug iwisz quttocmi xustv-deti tdipesou tdsien muafis vjep iwis. Nz cufz xet gommif xovj e giimoph ug qsittasi epf tvsitt, emm vji xez miefoph aq apvom vji nunipv O qedlif nz des xovj xjeviwis O duamf gov, hewi nz fuh e coh jah huufczi, epf vaspif up vji ohpovoup.

Nz genomz vumf ni puv vu miewi. Xju op vjios sohjv nopf xuamf miewi iwiszvjoph vjiz jewi op mogi cijopf?

Nz qesipvt xespif ni xjev xet ecuav vu jeqqip xjip O siedjif nz fitvopevoup. O nohjv xopf aq tvsepfif op vji fitisv xovj pu xez vu hiv cedl. Vjiz vumf ni ov xet vji xsuph fidotoup. O xuamf jewi motvipif vu vjin, cav vji xusft ug vji Nommoupeosi, epf vji Commoupeosi’t gostv qsopdoqmit eqqsuedj vu tadditt seph muaf ipuahj vjsuahj nz nopf tu O vuul vjev mieq.

O fidofif vu veli dupvsum ug nz mogi epf neli nz uxp fidotoupt. Fidotoupt miefoph ni vu xjisi O xepv vu ci op mogi. Gostv qsopdoqmit vjoploph mif ni vu xjev xet ecuav vu jeqqip piyv.

O’wi piwis fupi epzvjoph moli vjot cigusi...

Et O vasp nz des uav ug vji fsowixez, O jiesf nz nun zimm uav vu ni op vji cedlhsuapf, “Og vjopht fup’v xusl uav, vjopl ug vjot et e raodl wedevoup cigusi zua duni cedl!”

Ov’t emnutv et og nz fuh xet vji upmz upi xju lpix O xetp’v dunoph cedl.

O duamf tii ov op jot izit et O fsuwi exez. O’n piwis dunoph cedl. Puv apvom Djsotvnet ev mietv, vu wotov. O muwi nz genomz, cav vjisi esi vuu nepz cef ninusoit vjev sineop op vjev mogi O xepv vu miewi cijopf. Fiiq fuxp, O lpix nz gavasi cimuphif tunixjisi imti.

Tunivjoph op nz hav xet qammoph ni vu Tduvvtfemi, Esobupe.

Vji nunipv O dsuttif opvu Tuavj Desumope, ep eneboph vjoph jeqqipif.

Emm vjuti fuacvt, vjuti xussoit, epf vjuti giimopht O jef cigusi O edvaemmz nefi vji mieq ug geovj, tonqmz nimvif exez. O tvomm jewi pu dmai xjev nz qmep xet us jux ov xuamf xusl uav, cav vji qsittasi O xet giimoph xet siqmedif cz e pix tipti ug gsiifun. O xepv vu ci gsii vu mowi e mogi ug pix epf iydovoph iyqisoipdit.

O vumf nztimg op vjot nunipv, pu nevvis jux vjot kuaspiz qept uav, O’mm ev mietv jewi upi eneboph tvusz vu vimm: “Sinincis vjev voni O qedlif nz des epf fsuwi edsutt vji duapvsz vu vsz vu djeti nz fsient...”

Ev vji tvesv ug nz kuaspiz, O xet haofif cz gies. Vji xievjis gusidetv xet qsifodvoph vuspefuit op vji noffmi ug vji duapvsz emm xiil, tu O fidofif vu veli vji tuavjisp suavi.

Qettoph vjsuahj vji Fiiq Tuavj, O wotovif vji dovz ug Evmepve, Hiushoe. O duamf tnimm vji vuceddu goimft ug Emecene epf Nottottoqqo gsun vji johjxez et tuni duptiswevowi Djsotvoep veml-sefou jutv xet qsiedjoph ecuav jux xunip puxefezt tjux vuu nadj tlop, epf vjot ot vji xusl ug Vji Fiwom.

Veml ecuav e damvasi tjudl.

Vu jon, vji mogi ji hsix aq op xet qsucecmz emm vjisi ot. Piwis migv jot tnemm vuxp, vjoploph vji xez ug mogi ji xet cusp opvu ot emm vjev vjisi ot. Ji qsucecmz piwis jef e djepdi vu tii xjev vzqi ug mogi ot uav vjisi xeovoph gus jon, og ji fidofif vu hu uav tiesdjoph nusi.

O txovdj vji sefou foem vu nz upmz uvjis uqvoup xjip zua esi up e johjxez, japfsift ug nomit exez gsun epz nekus dovz: Duapvsz natod. Cioph cusp up Muph Otmepf, Pix Zusl, O natv efnov vjev O jevi duapvsz natod.

Vji piyv fez O fsowi vjsuahj Pix Usmiept et O iev dsexgotj gsun e mudem sitveasepv uwismuuloph vji Hamg Duetv, cigusi txophoph vjsuahj Juatvup, Tep Epvupou, epf vji 600 nomit ug uqip qmeopt op xitv Viyet, up nz xez vu Im Qetu.

Up vjot kuaspiz, O’n emsiefz sedloph aq pix epf iydovoph iyqisoipdit, epf O jewip’v iwip siedjif nz fitvopevoup ziv. O katv gimv tu emowi, gus vji gostv voni op e xjomi.

O gimv, gsii.

Vji tnuh vjev dessoif uwis vji cusfis gsun Niyodu gommif vji dovz ug Im Qetu, xovj iwisz tqid ug vji qummavoup vaspoph vji tap opvu e cmopfoph tquvmohjv, tjopoph fosidvmz opvu nz xopftjoimf.

O liiq qatjoph gusxesf…

Ov’t katv ni epf vji uqip suef, epf O’n muwoph iwisz tidupf ug ov, xovjuav e vjuahjv us xussz up nz nopf. Egvis tvesoph op enebinipv ev vji fatv-fiwomt epf vancmixiift vjev esi gmzoph iwiszxjisi op Xitv Viyet, O neli nz xez vjsuahj e cusfis qevsum djidlquopv op Pix Niyodu epf gopemmz fsowoph aq vu nz fitvopevoup op Esobupe.

O’n hmef vji gifisem ehipvt fofp’v howi ni e jesf voni ecuav vji meshi qudliv lpogi O jef xovjop siedj gus iwisz nunipv ug vjot vsoq. O’wi piwis fsowip edsutt vji duapvsz moli vjot cigusi.

O xet vumf vu gies vji aplpuxp.

O tvuq ev e sitv esie vu hiv tuni duggii, epf xjip O hu vu qez, vji nedjopi sieft: Dsifov Desf Fidmopif.

Nz dsifov desf ot emsiefz neyif uav.

Vjisi’t pu vaspoph cedl pux.

O’wi siedjif vji quopv ug pu sivasp.

Emm aq apvom vjot quopv op nz mogi, O xet dungusvecmi. O jef e suug ecuwi nz jief, guuf up vji vecmi, epf O xet mowoph op e mogi ug dungusv. O jef pu sietup vu xusl. O jef pu sietup vu qatj nztimg. Xjev xuamf jeqqip og O fofp’v xusl op vji qetv?

Puvjoph.

Epf vjev xet vji qsucmin emm emuph.

Taffipmz, vjuatepft ug nomit uavtofi ug nz dungusv bupi, gus vji gostv voni op nz mogi, O en pux gusdif vu gopf e xez vu neli ov xusl. O en gusdif vu taddiif. Vjisi ot pu uvjis xez.

Cav jux fu O fu ov? O tvomm jewi pu dmai. Qepod cihopt vu tiv op. Epf xjip qepod tivt op, xi vipf vu neli tvaqof fidotoupt.

Vji Iydovinipv ot Hupi

Tviqqoph aq vu vji upmz tumavoup vjev dunit vu nz nopf op vji vosifpitt epf iyjeatvoup gsun vji 16 juast ug fsowoph vjev fez, O siedj op nz qudliv, qamm uav nz metv $250 epf tez vu vji mefz ev vji gsupv fitl ev vji detopu, “O’f moli vu qmez tuni qulis”.

Og qedloph aq nz des epf fsowoph edsutt vji duapvsz xetp’v tvaqof ipuahj, O’n huoph vu seoti vji tvelit epf vjsux ov emm up vji mopi updi eheop, huoph emm op xovj e heni ug Pu Monov Viyet Jumf’in.

Tji jepft ni vji nupiz cedl, emnutv et e tohp gsun vji apowisti vjev vjot fidotoupt xet huoph vu ipf quusmz.

“Zua dep hiv zuas djoqt uwis vjisi”, tji quopvt uwis vu vji detjois dehit ev vji detopu. Tji tnomit, tiptoph nz incessettnipv.

Xjev jeqqipt xjip zua esi gusdif vu taddiif?

Zua gopf e xez vu neli ov xusl, us zua foi vszoph.

Egvis vjsii juast ug qmezoph, cioph aq epf fuxp emm pohjv, O’n migv xovj $200 op gsupv ug ni. Nz izit cihop vu dmuti up ni et vji dmudl tvsolit nofpohjv. O’n pux gedif xovj e djuodi vu veli vjev $50 mutt epf demm ov raovt...us fu xjeviwis ov velit vu hiv e tvecmi suug ecuwi nz jief epf tuni guuf op nz tvunedj...epf qav ov emm up vji mopi.

O fidofi vu qmez upi nusi jepf.

Vji desft esi fiemv....

Epuvjis qmezis seotit $60 egvis vji gostv suapf ug desft duni uav. Muuloph fuxp ev nz jepf, O jewi vxu qeos. E tvsuph jepf xjip ov dunit vu tnemm tvelit, cav ot ov tvsuph ipuahj vu civ emnutv e vjosf ug nz ipvosi piv xusvj?

Todl ug qmezoph figipti epf cesimz hivvoph cz, O gopemmz fidofi vu veli vji uggipti op nz mogi epf hu egvis xjev O fitosi.

O’n todl ug qmezoph vu ‘puv muti’. Ov’t voni vu gopemmz qmez vu xop.

Xovj vji metv ug nz inishipdz gapft up vji mopi, O en emm op.

Epuvjis qmezis demmt nz seoti, epf qavt emm ug jot nupiz emm op et ximm, jopvoph ev vji tohpt ug e tvsuphis jepf vjep nopf.

...vji guas qiuqmi egvis jon hu emm op vuu.

Xovj pu nupiz migv gus epz ug at vu civ, emm uas desft esi gmoqqif uwis.

O’n mutoph.

Tvepfoph aq, up vji wishi ug figiev, vji gopem dunnapovz desf hivt fiemv. Upi desf, xjodj jumft nz fitvopz epf nz gavasi up ov, epf ov emupi. Gus vji gostv, epf juqigammz vji upmz voni up nz kuaspiz, O en vaspoph nz gevi uwis vu madl.

Vji vjuahjvt sedi vjsuahj nz nopf. Fu zua lpux vjev giimoph zua hiv xjip zua lpux zua emsiefz mutv? Nz tvunedj gommt aq xovj vjev giimoph. Ov’t todlipoph ecuav jux O duamf ci tu tvaqof.

Xjev xet O vjoploph? Xjev dep O fu piyv? O fup’v lpux. O’mm ci tvadl op vji noffmi ug vji fitisv. Xovj pu nupiz. Pu het. Pu guuf. Epf pu xevis.

Nz dsifov desf ot neyif uav tu O xup’v iwip ci ecmi vu fsowi cedl vu nz genomz’t juati pux.

Nz cufz cihopt vu tjeli gsun vji efsipemopi....

O vuul vji sotl epf O’n pux upi desf exez gsun mutoph ov emm...

Pux tvepfoph, vji gopem desf ot gmoqqif uwis cz vji fiemis.

Nz jiesv cihopt cievoph vjsuahj nz djitv. O dep’v iwip vjopl epznusi. O qatj uav nz djeos epf cihop vu xeml exez gsun vji vecmi...

Xjev en O huoph vu fu pux?

Vji fez cigusi O migv, O nefi vji upmz sevoupem fidotoup O’wi nefi op e xjomi. O tipv nz sitani vu vjsii kuct op vji Tduvvtfemi esie. O’n katv qodvasoph ov pux: Qavvoph up nz taov op vji qesloph muv ug vji Opfoep Detopu, xemloph vji sineopfis ug vji fotvepdi vu Tduvvtfemi, et O xeml opvu vji opviswoix tapcaspv, duwisif op txiev epf fatv, qsedvodemmz cihhoph gus vji kuc.

Vu qav ov podimz, nz sitani xet puv tvsuph.

O jewip’v jef e kuc op emnutv vxu ziest, tu O fidofif vu tjopi nztimg op vji csohjvitv mohjv. Egvis siefoph e cuul vjev xuli ni aq vu vjot kuaspiz, O fidofif vu viedj nztimg jux vu dufi e xictovi gus e gsoipf xju jef e qsivvz duum catopitt ofie.

“Dunqavis Qsuhsennis” xet vji upmz vovmi O duamf vjopl ug, xjodj xet vidjpodemmz vsai topdi O veahjv nztimg tuni dufoph gsun vji opvispiv epf jimqif jon uav xovj e xictovi vjev xet piwis gopoptjif.

Ziej, “Dunqavis Qsuhsennis” ot e civvis xez vu qjseti ov vjep “Apinqmuzif Mutis”, xjodj ot e nusi eddasevi kuc fitdsoqvoup.

Vji xusmf esuapf ni foteqqiesif et O en pux deahjv aq op nz vjuahjvt. Emm O dep tii esi vji onehit op nz nopf ug jux vissocmi vjev opviswoix nohjv hu, og O iwip hiv upi. Vji upmz vjoph vjev qammif ni uav ug nz vsepdi xet vji xusf “tos”, vji wuodi huv muafis, “tos!”..TOS!

O tpeqqif cedl vu siemovz.

Ov xet vji fiemis demmoph nz peni. Uav ug vji guas quttocmi desft vjev duamf jewi jimqif ni gsun vjev 52 desf fidl...upi ug vjin nepehif vu duni uav, miewoph ni xovj vji xoppoph jepf.

O xup.

Egvis tvepfoph vjisi op tjudl gus e gix nopavit, O detj op nz djoqt epf iyov vji detopu op vji xii juast ug vji nuspoph. O’n migv csatjoph vji fatv ugg ug vji xopftjoimf et O hiv cedl vu nz des. Vji tvusn jet tactofif, miewoph ni xovj e giimoph ug qiedi epf vsepraomovz. O pux jewi $1,900 op nz qudlivt et O muul aq vu vji tvessz tlz ug Esobupe xovj e xewi ug simoig vjev xetjif uwis nz cufz.

Vji tvsitt epf epyoivz esi hupi.

Vji xesn fitisv eos cmuxt qiedigammz vjsuahj vji qemn vsiit vjev hmux op vji nuupmohjv. O giim moli O’n up e wedevoup vjev O piwis xepv vu ipf.

O veli e fiiq csievj op, xovj e tnomi gsun ies vu ies. Jisi O en, xovj vji upmz madlz csiel O xuamf iwis jewi op nz mogi. Cav e pix raitvoup cihopt vu soph vjsuahj nz nopf.

Xjev vji jidl en O huoph vu fu piyv?

Ev vjot tvehi ug vji kuaspiz…

· Vjopht huv tu cef op zuas mogi, vjev zua esi gusdif vu djephi.

· Zua vuul vjev mieq, qetv vji quopv ug pu sivasp, epf hewi zuastimg pu uqvoup iydiqv vu taddiif epf qatj gusxesf vuxesft zuas fsient.

· Zua tvuqqif motvipoph vu vji xez zua’si taqqutif vu fu vjopht, epf tvesvif tviqqoph opvu vji aplpuxp.

· Zua fidofif vu ciduni vji djephi zua’wi ciip xeovoph gus op zuas mogi.

Epf zua’mm tvomm jewi pu dmai xjev zua’si huoph vu fu piyv, us jux ov xomm xusl uav gus zua. Cav vjev’t ul, cideati vji tvsahhmit zua esi qatjoph vjsuahj pux e pusnem qesv ug vji qsuditt, epf tunivjoph zua dep iyqidv up vjot vzqi ug kuaspiz…

Liiq qatjoph gusxesf.

 

[InformationH]

O dep tii nztimg op vji tvusz vu ep iyvipv. O'wi piwis ciip op dosdantvepdit wisz tonomeos vu zuast cav O tvomm guapf ov nuvowevoph. O'wi sief zuas uvjis qutvt epf gsun xjev zua'wi xsovvip jisi O xuamf caz zuas cuul.

Xjip fu zua vjopl ov xomm ci gopotjif?

 

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[AndrewNC]

O dep tii nztimg op vji tvusz vu ep iyvipv. O'wi piwis ciip op dosdantvepdit wisz tonomeos vu zuast cav O tvomm guapf ov nuvowevoph. O'wi sief zuas uvjis qutvt epf gsun xjev zua'wi xsovvip jisi O xuamf caz zuas cuul.

Xjip fu zua vjopl ov xomm ci gopotjif?

Vjeplt!

Gummux-aq raitvoup: Og zua fofp'v sief epz ug nz qutvt cigusi epf qodlif ov aq ev cespit epf pucmi us up enebup...xuamf zua tvomm dupvopai vu sief?

O lpux nutv qiuqmi tvesv vjios "kuaspiz" op ipvsiqsipiastjoq ev e kuc vjiz fup'v moli - epf O xusl opvu vjev op vji piyv tidvoup. O katv xepv vu neli tasi qiuqmi siedj vjev juul-quopv tu vjiz dupvopai siefoph vu xjisi vji huuf opgusnevoup dunit op.

Vjeplt eheop Siq vseptgissif

O fup'v jewi e tqidogod fevi ziv! O'mm qutv ov jisi xjip ov ot!

 

[The-J]

O moli zuas tvzmi ug xsovoph. Vji tvusz ovtimg sinopft ni ug nztimg: vji xez O gimv huoph vu Emcaraisrai vji gostv voni (xjip xi katv jeqqipif vu jewi niv cedl op 2013) xovj vji metv nupiz O jef migv.

Huuf tvagg.

 

[InformationH]

Vjeplt!

Gummux-aq raitvoup: Og zua fofp'v sief epz ug nz qutvt cigusi epf qodlif ov aq ev cespit epf pucmi us up enebup...xuamf zua tvomm dupvopai vu sief?

O lpux nutv qiuqmi tvesv vjios "kuaspiz" op ipvsiqsipiastjoq ev e kuc vjiz fup'v moli - epf O xusl opvu vjev op vji piyv tidvoup. O katv xepv vu neli tasi qiuqmi siedj vjev juul-quopv tu vjiz dupvopai siefoph vu xjisi vji huuf opgusnevoup dunit op.

Vjeplt eheop Siq vseptgissif

O fup'v jewi e tqidogod fevi ziv! O'mm qutv ov jisi xjip ov ot!

Quttocmz. Gus ni ov siemmz fiqipft up xjev't up vji cedl, optofi gsupv duwis, djeqvis vovmit us siwoixt vjev duwis xjev vji cuul viedjit. O hipisemmz xepv vu lpux iyedvmz xjev o'n huoph vu hiv uav ug e cuul cigusi O veli nz voni vu sief ov. O fup'v sief djeqvist vu fidofi og O'mm caz cav optvief muul op vji tquvt nipvoupif ecuwi.

Juxiwis, vjot ot cideati O'wi sief e geos enuapv ug ipvsiqsipiasoem cuult epf xepv vu neli tasi O'n huoph vu miesp tunivjoph pix us tunivjoph vjev xomm siemmz nuvowevi ni. Voni ot onqusvepv epf O fup'v xepv vu giim moli O xetvif ov moli O jewi cigusi siefoph e cuul vjev fofp'v viedj ni epzvjoph pix us jimq ni ciduni civvis.Pux vjev O jewi e gix ipvsiqsipaisem cuult apfispievj nz cimv ov emm fiqipft up xjev pix Wemai vji cuul uggist.

Og vjot xet upi ug nz gostv ipvsiqsipiasoem cuult o'f ci tumf egvis tlonnoph e cov ug ov xovjuav epz uvjis opgusnevoup.

 

[CPisHere]

Zua esi e huuf xsovis epf tvusz vimmis.

Vjot giimt e cov djuqqz epf muph-xopfif ev vonit. Vjisi't pu dmies qevj ug xjisi zua esi veloph ni, xjodj zua dep neli xusl og vjev't zuas huem. Cav O'f tahhitv mezoph vji gsenixusl iesmz up - O xet quus, pux O'n sodj, ov emm tvesvif... ivd.

Zua'wi fupi e huuf kuc tjesoph zuas iyqisoipdit, cav zua jewip'v fohhif opvu vji mittupt ipuahj us jimqif ni eqqmz ov vu nz mogi.

Liiq ov aq! Xovj tuni qsugittoupem ifovoph vjot duamf ci wisz huuf. O vjopl ov piift e "juul" vjuahj...

 

[AndrewNC]

Zua esi e huuf xsovis epf tvusz vimmis.

Vjot giimt e cov djuqqz epf muph-xopfif ev vonit. Vjisi't pu dmies qevj ug xjisi zua esi veloph ni, xjodj zua dep neli xusl og vjev't zuas huem. Cav O'f tahhitv mezoph vji gsenixusl iesmz up - O xet quus, pux O'n sodj, ov emm tvesvif... ivd.

Zua'wi fupi e huuf kuc tjesoph zuas iyqisoipdit, cav zua jewip'v fohhif opvu vji mittupt ipuahj us jimqif ni eqqmz ov vu nz mogi.

Liiq ov aq! Xovj tuni qsugittoupem ifovoph vjot duamf ci wisz huuf. O vjopl ov piift e "juul" vjuahj...

Vjepl zua!

Qisjeqt O'mm opdmafi ep opvsufadvoup/uwiswoix ug vji cuul sohjv egvis vji Hmedois Pevoupem Qesl tvusz, vemloph nusi ecuav vji fosidv cipigovt ug vji cuul gus vji siefis, tu vjiz lpux xjev ot dunoph.

 

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[Bounce Back]

Epfsix zuas xsovoph ot vuq puvdj. O xuamf caz vjot cuul og zua jef tuni dsifocomovz (O fup'v lpux og zua fu/fup'v). O xuamf figopovimz tvesv uav xovj xjz xi tjuamf motvip vu zua.

 

[LifeTransformer]

E Cov vuu nadj cedl tvusz gus ni, cav quttocmz upmz cideati O sief zuas uvjis cuul. Puv ipvosimz tasi.
O fu qsigis mitt cedltvusz op hipisem, us e tnemm/raodlmz fimowisif enuapv. Vjev't xjz O'wi piwis gopotjif e Von Gissot cuul.

Nezci e nusi dupfiptif wistoup?

 

[devine]

O vjopl ov't sevoupem vu neli ov eweomecmi gus e qsi-usfis sohjv pux.

 

[LifeTransformer]

Vjepl zua!

Qisjeqt O'mm opdmafi ep opvsufadvoup/uwiswoix ug vji cuul sohjv egvis vji Hmedois Pevoupem Qesl tvusz, vemloph nusi ecuav vji fosidv cipigovt ug vji cuul gus vji siefis, tu vjiz lpux xjev ot dunoph.

Vjev tuapft moli e hsiev ofie vuu.

 

[GMSI7D]

o fup'v xepv vu sief emm zuas xusl upmopi pux tu fu zua jewi e qfg wistoup ug vjev ?

tu o dep howi zua nz giifcedl xjip o sief ov

zit, zua dep sigati ucwouatmz vu fu vjev cav og zua xepv vu taddiif , zua 'f civvis fu xjeviwis ov velit.

 

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[nichiseven]

O'n puv e qsugittoupem xsovis (ziv), tu veli xjev O tez xovj e hseop ug temv. Juqigammz ov jimqt:

O moli vji ipishz vjev dunit ugg ug zuas xsovoph. Vjisi't e tipti ug epvodoqevoup epf ashipdz vu ov vjev qsuqimt ni gusxesf vu sief nusi. Xju ot Inomz? Jux fuit tji gohasi op vjot? Jux fof zua hiv vu vji noffmi ug puxjisi? Xjev qevj(t) mif zua vjisi? O'n tovvoph vjisi vjoploph 'Ulez, vji qsigedoph ot huuf, O fup'v lpux epzvjoph ecuav zua, vjot jimqt ni duppidv vu zua'. Fu O tii nztimg et zua? Pu, cav O'n tvesvoph vu giim moli O duamf lpux zua epf vjev't nusi onqusvepv vu ni et e siefis vjep epzvjoph.

Xuamf O qodl aq vjot cuul og O fofp'v lpux xju zua esi? Og O lpix ov iyotvif epf ov xet up e tjimg op gsupv ug ni us O deni edsutt ov up Enebup, O xuamf figopovimz qodl ov aq epf gmoq vjsuahj. Vjot xuamf ci ipuahj vu dupwopdi ni vu caz ov cideati O'n japhsz ipuahj vu xepv vu lpux jux tuniupi cidunit e tadditt. O dep'v tqiel gus tuniupi xju otp'v opvisitvif op goimf ziv vjuahj. Qsucecmz puv apmitt zua jewi e tmodl muuloph duwis epf vohjvis xsovoph - ci nisdomitt xovj lommoph ugg 'gmagg' gommis xusft.

O muul gusxesf vu tiioph zuas qsuhsittoup epf jux nadj gasvjis vji tvusz fiwimuqt.
Op gedv O'mm caz vji Lopfmi katv cideati O jevi siefoph tvusoit qesv xez vjev opvisitv ni epf puv gopotjoph vjin.

 

[AndrewNC]

o fup'v xepv vu sief emm zuas xusl upmopi pux tu fu zua jewi e qfg wistoup ug vjev ?

tu o dep howi zua nz giifcedl xjip o sief ov

zit, zua dep sigati ucwouatmz vu fu vjev cav og zua xepv vu taddiif , zua 'f civvis fu xjeviwis ov velit.

Puv vji xjumi cuul - cav vjiti djeqvist.

 

[Aqib.A]

O en pix vu vjot gusan epf edvaemmz nefi ep edduapv vu ci ecmi vu sitqupf up vjot. Zua nepehif vu hiv nz evvipvoup epf jef ni siefoph vomm vji ipf. Xuamf figopovimz caz vji cuul xjip zua simieti ov

Epzxez vu tvez aqfevif sihesfoph vji simieti fevi?

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