Rezabr1999
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Hello every one . it's 2 AM here , i can't sleep because my mind is so crowded right now ,i need to clear it with sharing or talking to someone , so i am here.
i don't even know how to start . i grow up like everybody else , i was born , i went to school , i had friends , i went out and i was so normal.
when i went to high school my grades were good at the first year , by the second year my family started to struggle with problems wich effected me and i started to mess up my grades. after that i become a carefree person . i was religious person at the time . i had postitive thought , i respected everyone and i was well known in our relatives as a good and hard working and smart person. by the 3rd year in high school i became even more carefree , i messed up big time. 4th and last high school year was a year wich students had to take a University Entrace Exam( UEE) and they get accepted in universities and subjects based of their grades. based my GED my top 3 choices were Medcial school and subject arround Medical school like pharmacy and ... . i studied a bit first year i eded up 20-30k in 200k volunteers . 2nd year and 3rd year i f*cked up big time and i couldn't even be accepted in shit , plus my GED grade was awful and i couldn't do anything with it . during this time i lied to every one about everything . i completely messed up in everything. family pressure and relatives pressure make me lose it . i barely speak to anyone . i spend whole day working with my laptop , i become angry person while i have 6 mounth to my 4th UEE when no one takes more than 2 or 3 exams and they just go find a work or go any university. you probably find it funny but i have really big goals that i want to achieve. i live in iran currently and i am 20 , i turn 21 in 3-4 mounth. so what are my dreams?
1.be accepted is med school
2.study business management at the same time
3.get an active life , study more , act more , find a job
4. travel abroad , live abroad , work there ,
5. start a relationship with someone , marring , start a new family
6. work hard and become a person that i proud to my self
and countless more that i want to achieve but these are the most important.
now i have week communicating , lack of confidence , afraid of social life , bad dreesing , bad shape , week body and week mental. you won't believe i didn't eve get my driving license because of lacking confidnce and afraid of going out , but i can't tell them to anyone because they only laugh at me
i want to change it for the better , i want to study , i want to learn new things , i want to use my time , have an active life .
now i study only 1-2 hours a day and spend all they with my laptop and dreaming about my ideal life.
i decided to change many times. i had only excuses to not change , but this time , i want take cation but i don't know where to start or how to start . what should i do to improve .
i don't even know how to start . i grow up like everybody else , i was born , i went to school , i had friends , i went out and i was so normal.
when i went to high school my grades were good at the first year , by the second year my family started to struggle with problems wich effected me and i started to mess up my grades. after that i become a carefree person . i was religious person at the time . i had postitive thought , i respected everyone and i was well known in our relatives as a good and hard working and smart person. by the 3rd year in high school i became even more carefree , i messed up big time. 4th and last high school year was a year wich students had to take a University Entrace Exam( UEE) and they get accepted in universities and subjects based of their grades. based my GED my top 3 choices were Medcial school and subject arround Medical school like pharmacy and ... . i studied a bit first year i eded up 20-30k in 200k volunteers . 2nd year and 3rd year i f*cked up big time and i couldn't even be accepted in shit , plus my GED grade was awful and i couldn't do anything with it . during this time i lied to every one about everything . i completely messed up in everything. family pressure and relatives pressure make me lose it . i barely speak to anyone . i spend whole day working with my laptop , i become angry person while i have 6 mounth to my 4th UEE when no one takes more than 2 or 3 exams and they just go find a work or go any university. you probably find it funny but i have really big goals that i want to achieve. i live in iran currently and i am 20 , i turn 21 in 3-4 mounth. so what are my dreams?
1.be accepted is med school
2.study business management at the same time
3.get an active life , study more , act more , find a job
4. travel abroad , live abroad , work there ,
5. start a relationship with someone , marring , start a new family
6. work hard and become a person that i proud to my self
and countless more that i want to achieve but these are the most important.
now i have week communicating , lack of confidence , afraid of social life , bad dreesing , bad shape , week body and week mental. you won't believe i didn't eve get my driving license because of lacking confidnce and afraid of going out , but i can't tell them to anyone because they only laugh at me
i want to change it for the better , i want to study , i want to learn new things , i want to use my time , have an active life .
now i study only 1-2 hours a day and spend all they with my laptop and dreaming about my ideal life.
i decided to change many times. i had only excuses to not change , but this time , i want take cation but i don't know where to start or how to start . what should i do to improve .
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