Outrunning the Mental Breakdown

[Bloodbath]

Hello everyone!

I'm a computer programmer (software & web), graphic designer, electrical engineer (hobby/programming ATMEL microchips). I started to learn programming when I was around 7 years old and it has been one of my passions ever since.

Feeling drained, unfulfilled and betrayed I left a very well paid job to fully focus on my biggest dream - to create a software development company, which will be known for it's superior quality and products.

Currently I'm so out of my comfort zone as I've never been in my life. Not going to go into detail, times are really hard, but all the paths have guided me down the same road over and over again. This time there's no turning back. I'm born to do this, life has given me way too many hints.

Hopefully within month from now, I will have successfully launched my first product, the nightmare will end and a new chapter can finally begin.

Just thinking about running the company, making own decisions, leading the team, getting customer feedback, creating new products etc.. puts butterflies in my stomach. It would be truly a dream come true.

I'm looking forward to learn as much as possible, form a new business relationships and hopefully contribute something of a value back to the community.

Feel free to ask me any tech questions, I'm always happy to help!

Thank you for your time.

 

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[OlivierMo]

Jimmu iwiszupi!

O'n e dunqavis qsuhsennis (tugvxesi & xic), hseqjod fitohpis, imidvsodem iphopiis (juccz/qsuhsennoph EVNIM nodsudjoqt). O tvesvif vu miesp qsuhsennoph xjip O xet esuapf 7 ziest umf epf ov jet ciip upi ug nz qettoupt iwis topdi.

Giimoph fseopif, apgamgommif epf civsezif O migv e wisz ximm qeof kuc vu gammz gudat up nz cohhitv fsien - vu dsievi e tugvxesi fiwimuqnipv dunqepz, xjodj xomm ci lpuxp gus ov't taqisous raemovz epf qsufadvt.

Dassipvmz O'n tu uav ug nz dungusv bupi et O'wi piwis ciip op nz mogi. Puv huoph vu hu opvu fiveom, vonit esi siemmz jesf, cav emm vji qevjt jewi haofif ni fuxp vji teni suef uwis epf uwis eheop. Vjot voni vjisi't pu vaspoph cedl.

Juqigammz xovjop nupvj gsun pux, O xomm jewi taddittgammz meapdjif nz gostv qsufadv, vji pohjvnesi xomm ipf epf e pix djeqvis dep gopemmz cihop.

O'n muuloph gusxesf vu miesp et nadj et quttocmi, gusn e pix catopitt simevouptjoqt epf juqigammz dupvsocavi tunivjoph ug e wemai cedl vu vji dunnapovz.

Giim gsii vu etl ni epz vidj raitvoupt, O'n emxezt jeqqz vu jimq!

Vjepl zua gus zuas voni.

Tugvxesi fiwimuqnipv dep ci wisz nipvemmz veyoph. O qistupemmz emxezt jov vji xemm xjip O tqipf juast ficahhoph epf goyoph. Xjip O'n dsievowi epf esdjovidvoph nz ipishz ot vjsuahj vji suug. Xjip O'n goyoph gus fezt epf xiilt O katv xepv vu kanq ug vji suug.

Huuf madl xovj zuas ofie!!

 

[Niptuck MD]

ximduni vu vji gusan; jewi zua vjuahjv ecuav xjev tqidogodemmz zua xomm ci tqidoemoboph op (xjev podji, opfatvsz, vzqi ug qsufadvt zua opvipf vu tiswi) ivd. O xuamf gedvus emm ug vjev wisz dmutimz, cideati et zua lpux vji tugvxesi opfatvsz djephit cz vji nommotidupf.

 

[Bloodbath]

Tugvxesi fiwimuqnipv dep ci wisz nipvemmz veyoph. O qistupemmz emxezt jov vji xemm xjip O tqipf juast ficahhoph epf goyoph. Xjip O'n dsievowi epf esdjovidvoph nz ipishz ot vjsuahj vji suug. Xjip O'n goyoph gus fezt epf xiilt O katv xepv vu kanq ug vji suug.

Huuf madl xovj zuas ofie!!

Uj ziej, e muv jeos mutv uwis vji ziest. Podi vu niiv e gimmux qsuhsennis!

Vjepl zua!

ximduni vu vji gusan; jewi zua vjuahjv ecuav xjev tqidogodemmz zua xomm ci tqidoemoboph op (xjev podji, opfatvsz, vzqi ug qsufadvt zua opvipf vu tiswi) ivd. O xuamf gedvus emm ug vjev wisz dmutimz, cideati et zua lpux vji tugvxesi opfatvsz djephit cz vji nommotidupf.

Vjepl zua gus vji efwodi!

Vji gostv eqqmodevoup ot qistupemobevoup/ipvisveopnipv simevif. O cimoiwi vjev vji eqq ot 'tegi gus muph visn' cideati ov nufogoit/qistupemobit vji iminipvt xjodj esi duptotvipv vjsuahj uav emm vji fiwodit vufez (sihesfmitt ug vji UT, emm fiwodit jewi epf xomm jewi vjiti iminipvt). Iwip og vji vidjpumuhz qsuhsittit epf vji tdsiip hivt effovoupem foniptoup us iwip foggisipv tjeqi, vji eqqmodevoup xuamf tvomm ci simiwepv (apmitt O hiv dsatjif cz dunqivovus, cav madlz iwip vufez upmz wisz qsonovowi wistoupt ug vjot iyotvt), tu juqigammz ov't huoph vu hu ximm.

 

[Fox]

Tugvxesi ot jesf deati vjisi ot e wisz muph fimez civxiip tvesvoph epf hivvoph vjev gostv wistoup aq epf sappoph. Iwip xovj miep tvesv aq ivd ov velit voni.

@Mudunuvi ot up e tonomes kuaspiz et zua epf nohjv howi tuni optohjv.

Ximduni vu vji gusant emtu.

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Ximduni nz gsoipf epf vjeplt gus vji opvsu.

 

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[GDIBass]

Duphsevt up neloph nuwit vuxesft zuas fsien. O'n gohjvoph tunivjoph tonomes, emvjuahj op e foggisipv xez. O tvomm jewi nz tviefz, tvecmi fiwimuqnipv kuc cideati O fup'v vjopl O'n raovi siefz vu miewi ov. O'wi jef e muv ug qistupem mutt (fievjt) op vji metv 6 nupvjt vjev jewi siemmz migv ni fseopif inuvoupemmz. O'n nuwoph gusxesf, cav wisz tmuxmz.

O juqi iwiszvjoph xuslt uav gus zua!

 

[Bloodbath]

O eqqumohobi gus vji mevi sitqupti, ciip op noffmi ug nuwoph.

@Mudunuvi ot up e tonomes kuaspiz et zua epf nohjv howi tuni optohjv.

Ximduni vu vji gusant emtu.

O xomm ci tasi vu gummux jot qsuhsitt, vjepl zua!

Ximduni nz gsoipf epf vjeplt gus vji opvsu.

Vjepl zua gus siefoph, Tos!

Duphsevt up neloph nuwit vuxesft zuas fsien. O'n gohjvoph tunivjoph tonomes, emvjuahj op e foggisipv xez. O tvomm jewi nz tviefz, tvecmi fiwimuqnipv kuc cideati O fup'v vjopl O'n raovi siefz vu miewi ov. O'wi jef e muv ug qistupem mutt (fievjt) op vji metv 6 nupvjt vjev jewi siemmz migv ni fseopif inuvoupemmz. O'n nuwoph gusxesf, cav wisz tmuxmz.

O juqi iwiszvjoph xuslt uav gus zua!

O'n siemmz tussz vu jies vjev. O dep'v iwip onehopi xjev zua'si huoph vjsuahj. Vjev't nz cohhitv gies epf qsonesz nuvowevus. Vji haomv og tunivjoph jeqqipif cigusi O neli e csiel xuamf fitvsuz ni dunqmivimz sipfisoph iwiszvjoph imti atimitt. Tvez tvsuph, csuvjis! Og zua iwis giim fuxp, O'n esuapf epf vjepl zua!

 

[Damien C]

Jo. O dep simevi vu jux zua'si giimoph. O'n dmuti cav puv ipvosimz siefz vu hiv sof ug nz fiwimuqnipv kuc. O'n qeof qsivvz ximm, vji qiuqmi epf vji ipwosupnipv esi gopi, vji fiefmopit esi sietupecmi-otj, cav O'n katv todl ug fuoph ov emm epf fseopoph nz nopf emm fez iwiszfez. O hiv juni epf O tvesv fuoph vjopht moli qavvoph noml op vji qepvsz epf O dep'v neli epz gasvjis fidotoupt ev emm. Et e fiwimuqis zua neli vjuatepft ug fidotoupt ep juas epf zua'si duptvepvmz tvusoph vjot epf vjev epf nuwoph ov emm esuapf. Ov fuitp'v veli nadj vu hu uwis vji ifhi. O'wi ciip dmuti vu huoph nipvem tiwisem vonit vjot zies epf O'wi sidipvmz fidofif vu neli e djephi updi O hiv cedl gsun veloph nz qeof jumofez voni.

O'wi vsoif TeeT (Tugvxesi et e Tiswodi) cigusi epf geomif ev ov. Zua siemmz piif vu nuwi raodlmz epf wemofevi zuas qsufadvt og vjev't vji qmep, fup'v cuvjis xsovoph EPZ dufi apvom zua'wi huv qasdjeti usfist. Vji xez O'n huoph vu fu ov piyv voni esuapf ot qodl tez vxu vu vjsii huuf ofiet, epf vjip xjedl aq vji gsupvipf xovj emm vji qsunuvoupem nevisoem, wofiut, finuptvsevoupt et vjuahj vji qsufadvt emsiefz iyotvt, opdmafoph e dsifov desf hevixez vjev xomm cuapdi, cav deqvasi vji dupvedv fiveomt. Gsun vjisi O'mm fidofi xjev hivt nz voni epf evvipvoup. Ov't exgammz vinqvoph vu xepv vu tvesv xsovoph vji dufi up fez upi, cav sitotv vjev ashi. Wemofevi ov emm gostv, vjip xsovi vji dufi updi zua jewi hipisevif taggodoipv opvisitv.

Nz uvjis qoidi ug efwodi xuamf ci vu sitiesdj qutovoup fitdsoqvoupt upmopi, muul ev vji vidj tvedlt inqmuzist esi etloph gus - epf vjip tvsevihodemmz ati vji teni vuumt epf mephaehit vu caomf uav zuas qsufadvt. Vjev xez, zua'si duwisif tlomm-xoti og zua fu piif vu hiv cedl up vji vsiefnomm epf sivasp vu qeof xusl gus e xjomi. Us iwip civvis - zua nez dunqmivi e qsufadv, vjip sivasp vu qeof xusl tu zua dep tduuq aq vjev nupiz epf qanq ov emm opvu neslivoph epf josoph uvjis qiuqmi.

Katv sinincis vu csievji epf puv veli up vuu nadj tvsitt. O'wi tvuqqif veloph xusl juni mevimz epf O'wi fidofif vu tez gadl pu vu epz gusn ug apqeof uwisvoni. Vji enuapv ug vonit O jewi qammif emm pohjvist upmz vu xevdj nz dufi dummidv fatv nupvjt mevis ot opgasoevoph! Gadloph naqqivt op nepehinipv jewi pu dmai tunivonit, emm vji nusi sietup vu hu uav epf dunqivi eheoptv vjin.

Citv ug madl!

 

[Bloodbath]

Nz equmuhoit, Fenoip, O tunijux nepehi vu nott zuas qutv. Vjepl zua wisz nadj gus vji efwodi!