Reflections from rock bottom.

[SolEvad]

Hey everyone,

My name is Dave. I'm a 24 year old from the province of Quebec in Canada. I signed up yesterday but I wanted to be in a fresher state of mind before writing something so long and honest. I was pretty damn tired. This is going to be a post where I pretty much let all of it out on top of being an introduction. I had my FTE before/during new years and I'm still raw from the emotion of it. I feel the need to just have a deep reflection of my life with this post. Why do you ask? Well, to figure out where we're going we have to know where we're from right? Trying to change something is pointless if you don't know what lead to it.

I'm putting this here also as a way to keep myself accountable to the feelings I have right now. I never ever in my life want to have to deal with the kind of shit I'm dealing with right now. If reading this again doesn't invoke the current feelings I have in myself and pushes me further than nothing will and I can honestly tell my future self he's a lost cause. I hope those words alone will kick me in the a$$ when needed. I can't say for sure it won't ever happen again in my life but this needs to be my new definition of rock bottom.

It's hilarious to me how sometimes things just align. I suppose if there's a silver lining to where I'm at right now it would be just that. I'm currently in between jobs. Starting another one soon but that's besides the point as it doesn't help this situation in this present moment. Being between jobs is why this whole thing even got so bad and happened. Maybe I should be thankful? Or maybe somewhat like my brother I'll look back to this shitty moment as something that led to greater things. I'll get into what I mean by that later.

Anyhow, as I was saying. Being currently between jobs and tired of working the shitty jobs I've been working I was browsing youtube and stumbled upon MJ's interview with John Sonmez (was looking at how to learn to code) which lead me to spending some money on TMF . I don't think I've ever resonated with a book this much up until that point but I still hadn't reached the point a week ago where I am now where I can truly appreciate it. I instantly picked up Unscripted right after.

I plan on redoing thorough readings of both after this situation is better dealt with and I can focus on moving forward. I need to imprint all of it to memory where I don't have to refer back to the book after.


So what lead to this rambling awkward already long before it even started post you ask?

Like nearly ever year when I go home for the holidays I have this feeling of not belonging. As such I always try to stay for as short as possible. In this case I got fed up right before new years. For context, the drive to my hometown from where I currently live is about a 6 hour drive, 4 of which are in the middle of a forest with a small town smack in the middle. No cell reception in those 4 hour stretches unless really close to the middle town. Being further up north and higher elevation the whole place is frigid cold even when the weather is already frigid cold. Think -30 Celsius before wind chill.

Of course as fate would have it, my car broke down in the middle of the second 2 hour of forest stretch. I was stuck, on January 31st, on an already not that driven through road, late at night in -30 Celsius weather. I won't lie. I panicked. I did not have the winter clothing/blankets needed to get through a night in those conditions, much less go outside and walk in the frigid windy cold back to the small town which would have been ridiculous considering it was very close to 100 kilometers behind me at this point. The bright side is my car engine would still run enough for warmth but I didn't have much faith in it staying that warm in idle with how cold it was.

After about 30 minutes of just being in silence I just opened my backpack and put on a ton of layer of clothes to try to at least have that. Turned on my hazards hoping someone would come through and afterwards I just sat in silence and started to think as to how I ended up where I was at, from beginning to end. I'm going to go through this again on here as this is a moment I need to etch into my mind.


Family context or maybe how denying one's origins and roots might make you go slowly insane

I grew up in a family of entrepreneur. I don't know if that's why but maybe there's something there to be said about how it might be in my DNA and ignoring it could only lead to being unhappy. Maybe it's not the case at all and I'm just trying to fit this illusion with this story, of how I got to where I'm at. It's hard to say even with hindsight.

My dad was a general construction contractor. There's not much to say here in the whole what he did and what not. He went bankrupt when I was still too young to really remember. He had a stroke and lost everything as his business partners were quite literally incompetent. It's sad to say but where he is today is a perfect example of what to not be and I dread ever being in his place.

My mother owns a gift shop/ clothing store/ chocolate factory. It's changed so much and been all over the place over the years. It's hard to explain as it's evolved so much over the 20+ years they've been in business. I might go into more details later in this post. I'm really just laying this out as I go.

My brother... Well that's the interesting case. Or at least one that affects me much more I think. Before I go into that, I have to explain that I've most definitely compared myself to him in a very unhealthy way over the years. I of course have no one to blame but myself for this but I need to acknowledge it first. We have a big age gap, 11 years to be exact. I've had this obsession of comparing where I am in life compared to where he was at my age. I don't know why. Maybe it's because he's more of a father to me than my dad ever was and I respect him? Maybe I just see it as a very unhealthy competition? I can't say. This is one that still eludes me. All I know is that we're such different persons in every aspect that honestly doing so is hurting me much more than anything else. We're almost polar opposites.

Going into the specifics, my brother graduated a technical college for civil engineering straight out of high school. He worked his a$$ off and started a family really early. Then about 8 years ago his house burned down and he lost everything. All thanks to a cigarette. I still remember my mom waking me up in the dead of night saying my brother's house was on fire and asking me if I wanted to come with her. I was so groggy and it felt so surreal at the time that I thought I was dreaming. I just grumbled and went back to sleep. I woke up next morning and bam! Brother, pregnant girlfriend and his 2 kids are there. That was an interesting morning.

After that well. My brother had a ton of issues with rebuilding because of the city. Something about how his house wasn't "burned down" enough and since he'd demolished it, it was no longer grandfathered in (he lived in a rural road next to agricultural fields). All this despite the home being declared a total loss. He had hired a contractor to rebuild it since he had full insurance on it. The city halted the construction and threatened to demolish what had been rebuilt if they didn't stop. Contractor and brother lawyered up of course. There were politics involved between the mayor telling my brother to resume building even though he never said so on paper while the city's person responsible for that was trying to sabotage the mayor. It was a fun ride.

During this time my brother drank a lot as well to cope. I'm all too familiar with that now. He got a DUI and lost his license. His job as a civil eng tech at the time needed him to drive around the entire region where we lived or else he'd lose his job. I drove him around that entire summer even though I didn't have my full driver license yet. I'd pose as his "intern" on sites since I wasn't supposed to be there and didn't even have cards. I couldn't legally be there. There were a few close calls but we managed.

My brother eventually won considering he'd taken notes of everything and what not in true CYA fashion concerning the house rebuild. This in turn really impressed the contractor he had hired and he offered a partnership to my brother to grow their business in a Civil Engineering direction. My brother accepted of course.

The company was originally only doing general construction with some very basic civil engineering. They had about 20-30 employees and were in the low 7 digit gross per year. In 7 years, they turned into the biggest local "construction" company. They now do general/commercial/industrial construction, government civil engineering projects and damage restoration. The company now has 100+ employees, 60 of which are under my brother's supervision and run in the mid 8 digits gross per year.

A perfect example of a shitty moment turned into momentum is it not? I doubt my brother would have looked at you with a straight face if you told him 8 years ago that his house burning down would be the best thing that would happen in his life.


Well... Maybe I should start talking about myself now.

I thought starting at this point would be easy. Turns out it's really hard to form coherent enough thoughts to lay it all on this post.

I've never really felt like I belonged anywhere. Even going as far back as elementary school. I apparently was a really outgoing child, the complete opposite of what I became over the years. It's really crazy how lasting and how important the effects of not fitting in with anyone in school can change a person if it's true.

I've always had a crazy curiosity. Which lead to me always looking at things beyond my years? It's hard to explain. As a result I never really fit in with other kids and was considered an odd ball. The same is also true of family. Not so much my immediate family but it's definitely true with my extended one. Which is fairly big. I'd get all the "smart" labels and all those things which made it even worse. I got bullied over most things and even though I was nearly twice as big as most kids I didn't even have the spine to fight back. I still wonder why to this day. I think I was too busy trying to rationalize it.

I became addicted to video games. It was my escapism. It's grim but I can say with confidence that if I didn't have video games when I did I would have probably killed myself. This lasted all the way up until fairly recently but I'll get into more of that later.

It's really true what they say. With the whole labeling someone as "smart" means they become afraid of failure. I still feel it to this day. My work ethic has always been shit as a result. I just cruised through classes like nothing and never really had to work for it. Did the bare minimum and always ended up above average. Not like it means anything anyway but I think it's part of why things are this way now and again, I have to acknowledge it.

On the polar opposite, my best and only friend from those years struggled with everything. He had an insane work ethic though, just like my brother's. After a crazy bunch of turns and never giving up he's now studying to be a doctor which I would have never expected in a thousand years from him if someone had told me that. More comparing I know... It just feels important to acknowledge how important hard work is. For myself if anything.

Anyhow. My parent split before I was born. My dad never really cared for his family until before he had his stroke. I guess losing everything made him reconsider his priorities. I've always felt at odd with my dad because of that. I'll blame the history between him and my brother for that which makes it even more ironic now that my brother is the one who employs my dad. I always felt like I was his "shot" at redemption and it just rubbed me the wrong way. I can't recall the last time I ever said I love you to my dad. Just thinking about doing so makes me feel weird.

As a result, my brother was more of a father to me than my own father until I was about 6 years old. I don't have many memories but I do remember my brother carrying me with him anywhere he went when going to the nearest "snowmobile relays". I don't know if that's the right English word for it but basically a bar/stop close to big snowmobile trails. Not nearly as frequent as they used to be but there's still some kicking where I'm from. This is also how I met my only childhood friend I mentioned earlier.

My mom was always busy working on her business as a result. I don't recall seeing her much as a young kid honestly. I went to a babysitter on days off or for lunch on school days. I'd then stay there until my mom was done working and we'd go home. At which point she was too tired to really interact with me as a child so I'd just go and escape into my video games.

That escapism lasted all the way until I dropped out of high school. Yep. I dropped out. I never felt like I really belonged and was bored throughout. I hated how everyone was fit into one mold and the same results were expected. I dropped out to join the military but considering what made me drop school in the first place it's kind of a blessing that I chickened out of it in hindsight. I would have never fit the military life.

I don't know if that's a small bit of vindication but that moment felt that way for me. Years later I met the daughter of the one teacher I respected. We were in the same year and she told me she'd brought out how much of a loser I was to her dad which her dad answered with that I just didn't fit the mold of traditional schooling. I had to be driven by need or curiosity to learn. To be challenged. Else I just got bored. I was mind blown when she told me that. Which is probably why I remember it so clearly. I have a hard time figuring out if I'm just using that as a pretext to pat myself on the back but I feel that saying how I feel about it is important to acknowledge.


The last 8 years

After dropping out I learned of "adult school". It's essentially a school for adult that allows you to get your actual high school degree in a self paced way. As such I went back to do so. I cleared most of what was remaining in less than 6 months but the school still closed for summer. I didn't finish in time to get my degree and as such would have to wait a whole extra year to go to college like I wanted to do at that time. In hindsight, I didn't want to go but everyone told me I'd be a loser if I didn't get a college degree or end up breaking my back like my dad did. Feels familiar to anyone?

As such I caved in. Being impatient I went straight to college even though my high school degree wasn't complete. They have a thing where they let you in regardless if the amounts of credit you have left in your high school degree is very low so I got in that way. I moved an hour and a half away from home to go to college and my mom, being the saint that she is, supported me financially. I only finished my high school degree last year. This should be enough to say how college went.

I went into a "technical level" computer science degree. I had a shit work ethic and for the first time of my life actually had to work to get things done. I fell face first. The college workload + my remaining high school credits were too much and I was woefully prepared for that. I couldn't plan. I didn't know how to prioritize and it was my first time living on my own and having to actually take care of everything. I was a spoiled kid in that regard. I won't lie to myself. So I dropped out.

I spent a few months just playing video games to ignore my problems again. I then learned that there was a "certification". It's a bit weird to explain but think a college degree that carries about the same weight but is aimed at professionals or people switching careers. Carries the same weight as a regular college degree but is different in that it includes no general classes. 1 year, 30+ hours a week, an internship and then boom, you're a programmer analyst. If I was to compare it to anything, I'd say a bootcamp that's actually recognized with a lesser workload.

So there I went. I always had an easy time with computers having played video games and all that. I was the go to family guy to fix computers so I figured sticking with computers was a good move. I lasted 6 months and dropped out. I got depressed. I tried again and dropped out. This was also a private school so after a year, dropping out twice and a ton of debt... I had nothing to show for it.

In hindsight, it wasn't that I didn't like it. It was that feeling of structure again. My learning wasn't driven by need or curiosity. I went because people told me I should go. I didn't have a F*cking spine.

And so I kept trying in that way. I paid tribute to the definition of insanity. Over and over. I even moved to where I live currently trying to break that cycle and I still fell back into it. This post is a part of this attempt at moving forward. A deep reflection on why I ended up here and why your books resonated deeply with me MJ. Especially now, at this very moment.

I worked odd shitty jobs through the years as well when I wasn't doing those attempts. I worked in sales. I worked for my mom during the summer, doing sales/ making chocolate/ dealing with tourists ( I worked in the more touristic of the 3 locations). I worked in factories. Making steel cans, the one you use to drink soda or even pressurized aerosols. I made rubber. I made snowmobiles. Rubber is the one that stands out to me still as the worse job I've ever had and the one that turned me into an alcoholic. That job got so bad and my existential dread so high that I turned to alcohol on top of the video games to just last through it.

Those two addictions have left me where I am now. 15k in credit card debt to fuel them. 17k in student debt. No money in the bank and stuck between two jobs. It's a wonder I haven't went bankrupt yet. Or even missed a minimum payment... Of course, in true addict fashion, I've never told anyone this.

 

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[SolEvad]

GVI epf cedl vu vji qsitipv

Epf tu jisi O xet. Tvadl gus ecuav 2 juast xovjuav e tophmi qistup fsowoph cz ev vjot quopv. Op vji noffmi ug pu xjisi, xovj emm vjiti vjuahjvt huoph vjsuahj nz jief. Tdesif ug gsiiboph vu fievj op vji pies gavasi xovj vjuahjvt huoph vu tuni fesl qmedit. Xotjoph O'f jewi e fsopl vu katv panc ov emm op vzqodem getjoup. Vuu nepz sihsivt vu duapv ug duasti. Emm ug e taffip vjuahj, op e qasi tvsuli ug madl, us tunivjoph imti nezci. O dep'v vimm. E vsadlis dunit cz epf tiit ni epf nz jebesft up. Vjuti csohjv johj cient katv tjeloph ni gsun vjuahjvt op nz sies nossus. Et tuup et ji qettif ni O katv satjif uavtofi epf tvesvif xewoph juqoph ji'f tiip ni. Ji tmuxif fuxp epf tvuqqif. Veml ecuav madl. O lpux vjot tuapft fsenevod cav O dep'v fitdsoci op xusft jux jeqqz O xet vu tii tuniupi ev vjev quopv. Ov't upmz 2 juast cav vjuti 2 juast huoph uwis vjiti vjuahjvt xjomi tmuxmz gsiiboph ot puv ep iyqisoipdi O xotj up epzupi. O huv vu jon epf xi vemlif gus e cov, iyqmeopif nz tovaevoup. Ji fsuwi ni emm vji xez vjsuahj apvom xi huv dimmqjupi tohpem epf fsuqqif ni ev e hesehi vjev fiemv xovj vuxoph gus vjiti qesvt. O jupitvmz katv hewi jon e jah epf vjeplif jon. O xotj O'f etlif gus jot qjupi pancis vu vjepl jon cedl mevis xjip epf og O guapf e xez vu. O'mm katv jewi vu vsiev vjot et qez ov gusxesf.

Vji sitv ug vji tvusz ot qsivvz nadj ni vszoph vu gopf e xez vu qez gus vji vuxoph epf etloph nz nun gus jimq. Epf vjip hivvoph nz des vuxif vu xjisi O mowi. Ov't tovvoph op e muv sohjv pux apvom vunussux nuspoph topdi emm nidjepodt esuapf xisi dmutif. Pix ziest epf emm.

O'mm nutv molimz jewi vu timm vji des katv vu qez gus emm ug vji dutvt. Jupitvmz e huuf vjoph. O fup'v xepv vu fsowi vjev des eheop egvis xjev jeqqipif. O'n katv hsevigam vjev vjot mupi vsadlis xusloph uwisvoni up pix ziest jeqqipif vu qett vjsuahj. O'n viesoph aq vjoploph ecuav ov epf xsovoph vjot sohjv pux.

Emm ug vjot nefi ni vjopl vjuahj. Et zua dep dmiesmz tii gsun vjot qutv. Xjev mif ni vu vjot? Puv motvipoph vu nztimg. Xjz fofp'v O motvip vu nztimg? Cideati O xet egseof. Xjz xet O egseof? Cideati O'wi piwis edvaemmz nepehif vu gopotj epzvjoph vu dunqmivoup xovj nz tjov xusl ivjod. Xjz jewi O piwis evvinqvif vu goy ov? Cideati O xet tvadl itdeqoph siemovz xovj wofiu henit epf cuubi. Vjoploph O xet vseqqif op vjot muuq gusiwis epf nefi pu evvinqv vu goy ov.

O apfistvepf jux nz gevjis ipfif aq xjisi ji ot pux. Ov't jupitvmz vji nutv gsohjvipoph vjuahjv O'wi iwis jef. Tu tdesif vu geom, eheop. Itdeqoph xovj hencmoph. Huoph ceplsaqv epf jewoph nz nun caz jot juati cedl katv tu ji duamf qez jot ficvt. Qez jis sipv up ov.

O piwis apfistvuuf jux ji huv vjisi. O emxezt vjuahjv vjev xuamf piwis jeqqip vu ni, iwip vjuahj O xet fimafoph nztimg xovj nz itdeqotn. Cav pux O tii ov. O tii ov tu dmiesmz ov jasvt. Ov't tu ietz vu hiv vjisi epf ov't tdesz. Jot itdeqi xet hencmoph. O tii iwisz tophmi tviq vjev huv jon vjisi epf O tii jux O xet, tvomm en apmitt O fu tunivjoph ecuav ov, jiefoph op vji teni fosidvoup.

Et tuup et O huv juni O tohpif aq up jisi. O qutvif op vji vxu vjsieft jewoph sief cuvj cuult epf vjip vumf nztimg O xuamf xsovi vjot et tuup et O xuli aq. O xet iyjeatvif.


Vji gavasi

Tjusv visn. O piif vu tvecomobi nz gopepdoem tovaevoup. Op e citv deti tdipesou, timmoph nz des xomm jewi tuni migvuwis nupiz O dep ati et inishipdz tu vjot dassipv tovaevoup fuitp'v esoti eheop. Og puv, O'mm jewi vu duni dmiep xovj nz nun epf vimm jis xjev't huoph up. O fsief vjev tovaevoup et O fah nztimg opvu vjot jumi epf O xepv vu qamm nztimg uav ug ov up nz uxp. Nezci ov't katv qsofi epf ihu hivvoph op vji xez ug vjot jupitvmz cav vjot otp'v jis casfip vu cies, ov't nz uxp. O nefi vjot.

Et ug vufez, Kepaesz 2pf 2018. O en tucis. Vji piyv gix xiilt esi huoph vu ci jimm cav ov jimqt vjev O fup'v jewi epz nupiz vu caz cuubi epzxez.

Nz pix kuc tvesvt piyv Nupfez. O'n juqoph nz dunoph ugg emdujum xup'v jopfis vjev vuu nadj cav vjev't juqigam vjoploph. O'n huoph vu jewi vu catv vjsuahj ov.

O jewi vu miesp vu qmez wofiu henit op nufisevoup epf puv vu itdeqi. Et tadj O'n fupi xovj vjin. O raov vji teni O fu emdujum. O'n tisouat ecuav vjot.


Op jupitvz. O jewi pu ofie ziv jux vu hu ecuav nz getv mepi kuaspiz. O xotj O deni up jisi xovj tunivjoph vu uggis cav vjev't puv vji deti. O duni up jisi gus e gsitj tvesv, e siemobevoup ug xjisi O en pux epf vji qevj O xepv vu xeml fuxp. Emm O lpux ot vjev O xotj vu qsuwofi wemai apfis nz uxp visnt. Visnt xjisi xusloph zuas ett ugg iwipvaemmz qezt ugg. Xjisi qiuqmi hiv vsievif et qiuqmi epf puv uckidvt us pancist, sihesfmitt ug vjios usohop us jotvusz. Xjisi xjev zua fu nevvist, puv et op tunivjoph ot cusoph, cav et ov csopht tunivjoph vu uvjis qiuqmi.

O duni jisi xovj e gosi vjev O'wi piwis jef op ni cigusi vu xusl vuxesft tunivjoph hsiev.

O fofp'v neli vjot qutv gus qovz. Iwip vjuahj jupitvmz og O xet siefoph e qutv moli nopi ov't tunivjoph O xuamf giim vji qistup ot etloph gus.

O'n qutvoph vjot vu jumf nztimg edduapvecmi. Vu vji uctiswis, nztimg, vji upi xju't tiip xjisi nz dassipv qevj mieft vu. Xju't edlpuxmifhif jux notisecmi O en up vjot dassipv qevj. Vji wuodi O'wi ohpusif nz ipvosi mogi.

O vipf vu vasp vjot vjsief opvu e nupvjmz aqfevi. Up vji gostv ug iwisz nupvj O'mm qutv ep aqfevi up xjisi O en pux epf xjev O'wi fupi op vji nupvj vu djephi vuxesft vji qevj O xepv gus nz mogi.

Og zua'wi sief vjot ges, vjepl zua.

O'n puv e xsovis epf Iphmotj otp'v nz gostv mephaehi cav vjot deni gsun vji cuvvun ug nz jiesv epf tuam. O'wi piwis ciip vjot jupitv xovj nztimg us epzupi gus vjev nevvis. Vjot qutv ot cav vji gostv ug vjopht O jewi vu fu gus vjot pix tvesv. O'wi piwis xsovvip tunivjoph tu muph cigusi. Tu vjot eddunqmotjit tunivjoph emsiefz. O'wi tqipv ecuav 4 juast fuoph vjot epf ov't e xiosf giimoph vu ci fupi xsovoph ov.

Vjeplt,

Fewi

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Fewi,

Opdsifocmi tvusz. O dep giim zuas ephaotj. Qisjeqt zuas csiel-fuxp op vji noffmi ug vji gusitv up e dumf fez ot zuas vsai GVI (puv e GVN). Tuapft moli zuas csuvjis't gosi xet jot GVI.

Cetif up xjev zua'wi xsovvip epf efnovvif, ov tuapft moli zua raov xjip vji huoph hivt vuahj. Xjip zua ipduapvis xusl vjev ot puv ipkuzecmi, zua raov. Xjip tunivjoph ot cusoph us apoptqosoph, zua raov. Vjot ot e qsitdsoqvoup gus geomasi.

Opfiqipfipdi epf tadditt ot sesimz qewif op giim-huuf edvoupt. Ov opwumwit fotdoqmopi, tedsogodi, epf e muv ug vjeplmitt, vsowoem xusl.

Vjisi esi fezt xjip O tvomm fu xusl O dep'v tvepf. Op gedv, katv vufez O piif vu siwoix tuni mihem dupvsedvt xjodj op nz cuul, ot up qes xovj jewoph e suuv depem. CAV O TVOMM FU OV. Xjz? Cideati fuoph vji jesf xusl ot piwis ietz.

O'n puv e xsovis epf Iphmotj otp'v nz gostv mephaehi cav vjot deni gsun vji cuvvun ug nz jiesv epf tuam.

Pu xussoit nep, zua xsovi wisz ximm. Onqsittowi edvaemmz.

 

[Mattie]

Moli piesmz iwis zies xjip O hu juni gus vji jumofezt O jewi vjot giimoph ug puv cimuphoph

Vjot ot zuas gostv tviq. Miefist piwis cimuph epzxjisi. Vjiz mief vji qedl.
Iwipvt: Jeqqip gus upi qasquti vu qatj gusxesf vu edjoiwi zuas huemt, nevasi, hsux, epf hsefaevi vu vji piyv miwim ug mogi. Og zua muul ev vji Qtzdjutudoem Tvehit ug Janep Fiwimuqnipv epf uvjis nufimt, zua xomm tii vjev vjsuahj uav mogi xi emm hu vjsuahj qjetit ug hsuxoph aq epf nevasoph. Nomitvupit.

Xjomi xi hu vjsuahj vjiti qjetit xi nohjv ci lodloph ef tdsienoph vji xjumi xez, cideati cz Janep Pevasi, xi sitotv djephi. Xi sitotv hivvoph uav ug uas dungusv bupit, xepv vu jumf up vu tidasovz, xepv vu jumf up vu tvecomovz, epf op vji tovaevoupt zua'wi ciip gedoph, zua'si cioph qatjif vu vji monovt vu fu tunivjoph foggisipv vjep xjev zua'wi iwis fupi cigusi.

Tidupf Tviq: Zua tvevif gohjv us gmohjv, gies, epf pevasem qsonem taswowem nidjepotn gmoqqoph uav, epf ov xomm csoph zua fuxp opvu mux esuatem og zua emmux ov vuu. Vji efsipemopi xomm satj vjsuahj zuas cufz, neli zua vosif, fiqsittif, tmux zua fuxp og zua fximm up emm vji iwipvt op vji qetv, hiv zua tvadl, epf gsubip op gies, epf zua xomm puv nuwi epf veli edvoup vu dsievi gavasi zua fitosi vu edjoiwi.

Tvesv miespoph tuni qtzdjumuhz, tvsevihz, epf hiv up vji cuul motv op vji gusan epf tvesv siefoph vjuti cuult citofit vji vjsieft.

Edduapvecomovz: Neli e vjsief moli uvjis ipvsiqsipiast op jisi. Xjev esi zuas huemt gus 2018, epf iwisz xiil xsovi fuxp xjev zua'wi fupi vu onqsuwi zuas tovaevoup pu nevvis jux hsiev us tnemm. Xjev lopf ug edvoupt jewi zua velip. Uvjist xomm howi zua giifcedl epf tasi zua nohjv puv moli jiesoph xjev vjiz jewi vu tez, cav motvip epzxez, veli ov opvu duptofisevoup, iwemaevi ov, eqqmz ov og ov situpevit xovj zua.

Vjosf Tviq: Tiqesevi zuastimg gsun vji genomz.
Vjisi ot zuas genomz't ottait epf edjoiwinipvt. (Vjot vjisi uxp huemt vu niiv epf edjoiwi. Puv zuast.) Pupi ug zuas catopitt xjev vjisi vszoph vu edjoiwi, xjisi vjiz geom, xjisi vjiz taddiif. Miewi ov op vjisi jepft vu fsowi xjisi iwis vjiz moli op mogi. Epf moli emm ug at vjiz jewi vu miesp vji teni vjoph.

Vjisi ot zuas qistupem ottait epf edjoiwinipvt. (Vjot ot opfowofaem huemt vu niiv epf edjoiwi.) Ov ot mittup casfiptuni epf mitt ug e tvsahhmi og zua miesp vu gudat epf pewohevi zuas uxp mogi, epf emmux uvjist vu fu vji teni.

Vjot ot csieloph uav ug vji qedl, dupfovoupoph gsun genomz, damvasem dupfovoupoph, epf dummeqtoph cimoig tztvint vjev pu muphis xusl op zuas mogi. Gemti cimoigt, timg-monovoph cimoigt, xjev ot zuas qistupem vsavj? Xjev fu zua cimoiwi op qistupemmz? Xjz fu zua cimoiwi xjev zua fu? Xjisi fof vji cimoig duni gsun? Fu zua cimoiwi ov mieft vu tadditt?

Guasvj Tviq: Vji gusan ot e huuf qmedi vu jeph uav esuapf nusi taddittgam epf qutovowi opfowofaemt. Vji teni nopftiv, epf xju zua jeph esuapf fivisnopit zuas tadditt us geomasi. Vjot qatjit zua vu seoti vji ces epf tvsivdj zuas opvimmidv, qatjit vu hiv uav ug zuas dungusv bupi, epf csielt zua uav ug vji dzdmit ug muxis dmett vjoploph. Et iwisz dmett qmezt vji heni ug mogi foggisipvmz, xovj foggisipv samit, tvsevihz, lpuxmifhi, optohjv, epf xotfun. Zua dep upmz hu et ges et vjiz fu.

Pevasemmz xi jeph uav op tudoem hsuaqt et muph et xi'si hsuxoph epf cidunoph uas gamm quvipvoem, epf xi nuwi up vu vji piyv hsuaq, xjip xi'wi uav hsuxp xjev vjiz'wi veahjv epf ov pu muphis eqqmoit vu uas mowit. Vjot ot wisz nadj moli huoph vjsuahj Johj Tdjuum. Zua hu gsun upi hsefi vu vji piyv apvom zua'wi siedjif vji vuq miwim. Og zua qmez wofiu henit, teni tvusz, zua nuwi vjsuahj foggisipv miwimt, gedi zuas uctvedmit, djemmiphit, epf nuwi up vu vji piyv miwim.

Cz janep pevasi xi tunivonit esi sitotvepv, epf hiv tvadl op vji teni miwim, apvom xi nuwi uav ug vji djeut epf dupgatoup, fsene, vseane, epf tii uas xez uav ug vji iwipvt xi gedi. Cuvvun mopi...xjip zua gedi iwisz gies, gedi iwisz hoepv op zuas mogi, epf lpux jux vu nepehi zuas tvsitt, inuvoupt, giimopht, vjuahjvt, epf pewohevi, iwipvt xup'v jewi vji teni iggidv up zua.

Gogvj Tviq: Iwipvt xomm emxezt ci eqesv ug mogi. Vjisi esi namvoqmi wesoecmit ev foggisipv vonit xjodj opvissaqv uas mowit. Qiuqmi xomm tecuvehi at, xi xomm tecuvehi uastimwit op vji qsuditt cideati ug inuvoupem evvedjnipvt, epf jewi vu miesp vu fivedj gsun vji tovaevoup. Gies epf Djeut epf Dupgatoup esi emxezt eqesv ug vji iraevoup apvom zua hiv tuni huuf guapfevoup ug qtzdjumuhz epf tvsevihz op zuas qudliv epf lpux vjz timg epf janep pevasi ev ovt gopitv.

Toyvj Tviq: Tvez op Dupvsum ug vji Tovaevoup. Ataemmz xi dsetj, casp, tqop esuapf op dosdmit, xjip xi emmux uastimwit vu howi aq, raov, epf veli vji pihevowi fowi opvu cievoph uastimwit aq xovj pihevowi dsovodotn, cevvmi xovj xjev uvjis qiuqmi tez epf fu esuapf at. Vji djemmiphi ug zuas mogi ot vu miesp vu puv ci iggidvif cz iwipvt, epf uvjis qiuqmi op zuas ipwosupnipv, tvez tviefz, tvecmi, epf caomf e tvsuph guapfevoup vjev metvt muph-visn wistat tjusv-visn heopt.

Tiwipvj Tviq: Itdeqotn ot puv tjuxoph aq op mogi. Sinincis iwisz voni zua xepv vu itdeqi opvu ipvisveopnipv, tactvepdi ecati, emdujum, wofiu henit, hencmoph, epf gusnt ug effodvoup, zua'si tecuvehoph zuastimg epf tadditt. Sinopf zuastimg ug vjot iwisz voni zua sevjis hsewovevi vuxesf vjiti edvoupt. Og zua fu, fup'v ci jesf up zuastimg, cav hsefaemmz vseop zuastimg vu djuuti mogi epf tadditt cz hseccoph e cuul, wofiu, us tunivjoph vjev qisveopt vu gopepdoem gsiifun. Tjux aq op mogi gus zuastimg epf uvjis opfowofaemt.

 

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Vjeplt gus vji eptxist. O jupitvmz fofp'v iyqidv qiuqmi vu hu vjsuahj vji ipvosi vjoph jejeje. Eptxisoph pux topdi O huv nutv ug vji des vjopht fiemv xovj.

Cetif up xjev zua'wi xsovvip epf efnovvif, ov tuapft moli zua raov xjip vji huoph hivt vuahj. Xjip zua ipduapvis xusl vjev ot puv ipkuzecmi, zua raov. Xjip tunivjoph ot cusoph us apoptqosoph, zua raov. Vjot ot e qsitdsoqvoup gus geomasi.

Opfiqipfipdi epf tadditt ot sesimz qewif op giim-huuf edvoupt. Ov opwumwit fotdoqmopi, tedsogodi, epf e muv ug vjeplmitt, vsowoem xusl.

Zit. Ov't figopovimz e vjoph. O jewi vu goy vjot pux. O jewi vu djephi nz tvaccusp gudat ug ipkuzoph xjeviwis O'n dassipvmz xusloph up vu upi ug ipkuzoph vji gsaovt ug nz mecust. Gap pux qeop mevis us qeop pux gap mevis et vjiz tez. Fuoph epzvjoph O tvesv vu dunqmivoup vjot zies ot nz neop uckidvowi. Iwip og iwiszvjoph imti geomt katv vjev emupi xuamf ci e coh wodvusz op visnt ug qistupem hsuxvj. Vjot ug duasti niept fsuqqoph nz effodvoupt topdi O teof O xomm fu ov. Giimoph vji emdujum xovjfsexem emsiefz. O'mm tqesi vji fiveomt.

Tidupf Tviq: Zua tvevif gohjv us gmohjv, gies, epf pevasem qsonem taswowem nidjepotn gmoqqoph uav, epf ov xomm csoph zua fuxp opvu mux esuatem og zua emmux ov vuu. Vji efsipemopi xomm satj vjsuahj zuas cufz, neli zua vosif, fiqsittif, tmux zua fuxp og zua fximm up emm vji iwipvt op vji qetv, hiv zua tvadl, epf gsubip op gies, epf zua xomm puv nuwi epf veli edvoup vu dsievi gavasi zua fitosi vu edjoiwi.

Tvesv miespoph tuni qtzdjumuhz, tvsevihz, epf hiv up vji cuul motv op vji gusan epf tvesv siefoph vjuti cuult citofit vji vjsieft.

Ziej O figopovimz jewi ottait duqoph xovj vji nusi cetod optvopdvt. O'wi nefi e muv ug qsuhsitt op vjev fiqesvnipv uwis vji ziest cav O xomm figopovimz djidl vjev cuul motv vu tii xjev O dep sief up vjisi vu hiv vji nutv quttocmi. Og zua'wi huv epz tqidogod upit zua'f moli vu sidunnipf O'f ci hmef vu jies vjin. Vjeplt gus neloph ni exesi vjev motv iyotvif emtu. O'mm muul gus ov.

Edduapvecomovz: Neli e vjsief moli uvjis ipvsiqsipiast op jisi. Xjev esi zuas huemt gus 2018, epf iwisz xiil xsovi fuxp xjev zua'wi fupi vu onqsuwi zuas tovaevoup pu nevvis jux hsiev us tnemm. Xjev lopf ug edvoupt jewi zua velip. Uvjist xomm howi zua giifcedl epf tasi zua nohjv puv moli jiesoph xjev vjiz jewi vu tez, cav motvip epzxez, veli ov opvu duptofisevoup, iwemaevi ov, eqqmz ov og ov situpevit xovj zua.

O xet qmeppoph up atoph vjot vjsief vu fu nupvjmz aqfevit. O'mm jewi vu muul esuapf gus vjuti vjsieft vjuahj. O'n tvomm hivvoph genomoes xovj vji gusan mezuav.

Et gus edvaem uckidvowit vjiz'si nutvmz ug e qistupem pevasi pux. Cioph raovvoph nz effodvoupt epf hivvoph uav ug ficv. Xjip ov dunit vu ipvsiqsipiasoem uckidvowit O'n tvomm vuu hsiip vu lpux xjev ot siemotvod vu eon gus. Nz uckidvowi gus pux siemmz ot katv vu hiv epzvjoph huoph. Vji tuupis O geom ev tuni tvagg vji tuupis O dep miesp. Jewi vu vjusuahjmz iyqisoipdi vjev tdjuum ug jesf lpudlt.

Toyvj Tviq: Tvez op Dupvsum ug vji Tovaevoup. Ataemmz xi dsetj, casp, tqop esuapf op dosdmit, xjip xi emmux uastimwit vu howi aq, raov, epf veli vji pihevowi fowi opvu cievoph uastimwit aq xovj pihevowi dsovodotn, cevvmi xovj xjev uvjis qiuqmi tez epf fu esuapf at. Vji djemmiphi ug zuas mogi ot vu miesp vu puv ci iggidvif cz iwipvt, epf uvjis qiuqmi op zuas ipwosupnipv, tvez tviefz, tvecmi, epf caomf e tvsuph guapfevoup vjev metvt muph-visn wistat tjusv-visn heopt.

O'n figopovimz haomvz ug cioph uwis timg-dsovodem op e pihevowi xez. O giim moli ov xuamf ci e hsiev tvsiphvj og O duamf hiv sof ug vji pihevowi etqidv ug ov vjuahj. Upi ug nz cohhitv gmext gsun vjot ot cideati O'n tu uwis-dsovodem ug nztimg emsiefz O vipf vu ci uwismz dsovodem ug uvjist et ximm. O lpux vjot dunit fuxp vu iyqidvevoupt vjuahj epf vjev't tunivjoph O'wi ciip xusloph up e muv emsiefz. O katv piif vu veli vji pihevowovz uav ug vji iraevoup.

Tiwipvj Tviq: Itdeqotn ot puv tjuxoph aq op mogi. Sinincis iwisz voni zua xepv vu itdeqi opvu ipvisveopnipv, tactvepdi ecati, emdujum, wofiu henit, hencmoph, epf gusnt ug effodvoup, zua'si tecuvehoph zuastimg epf tadditt. Sinopf zuastimg ug vjot iwisz voni zua sevjis hsewovevi vuxesf vjiti edvoupt. Og zua fu, fup'v ci jesf up zuastimg, cav hsefaemmz vseop zuastimg vu djuuti mogi epf tadditt cz hseccoph e cuul, wofiu, us tunivjoph vjev qisveopt vu gopepdoem gsiifun. Tjux aq op mogi gus zuastimg epf uvjis opfowofaemt.

O'n qeopgammz exesi ug vjot upi duptofisoph xjisi O en dassipvmz. Xusloph up ov.

 

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Jiz Fewi, vjeplt gus tjesoph zuas tvusz. O jewi 2 vjuahjvt vjev O dep tjesi xovj zua gsun qistupem iyqisoipdi.

1. Fof zua hiv sof ug vji wofiu henit ziv? Tuapft moli zuas #1 itdeqi, natv ci imonopevif. Fup'v timm ov, iwip og zua duamf ati vji nupiz, cideati og e cazis fuitp'v tjux aq zua'mm jewi ep iydati vu hu cedl. Fupevi us vutt.

2. Jiemvj. O fofp'v tii nipvoup ug jiemvj, cav hipisemmz xjip O tii vjiti tvusoit O vjopl ug tuniupi xju fuit puv veli huuf desi ug vjintimwit. Xjip O xet op vji avvis fanqt, vjot xet jux o huv nztimg uav. Vji qeop, fotdoqmopi, epf iggusv siraosif vu veli desi ug nz jiemvj dessoif uwis opvu iwiszvjoph O fu pux.

 

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1. Fof zua hiv sof ug vji wofiu henit ziv? Tuapft moli zuas #1 itdeqi, natv ci imonopevif. Fup'v timm ov, iwip og zua duamf ati vji nupiz, cideati og e cazis fuitp'v tjux aq zua'mm jewi ep iydati vu hu cedl. Fupevi us vutt.

Wofiu henit esip'v nz neop itdeqotn epznusi jupitvmz. O'wi mutv piesmz emm opvisitv op vjin xjodj ot xjz emdujum cideni e nadj cohhis qsucmin op vji gostv qmedi. Emtu puv siemmz epzvjoph vu timm duptofisoph emm nz henit esi up QD epf cuahjv fohovemmz cav O fu hiv xjev zua niep. O fup'v jewi epz henit optvemmif up nz dunqavis ev vji dassipv nunipv xjodj ot et dmuti et vjot hivt O taqquti.

2. Jiemvj. O fofp'v tii nipvoup ug jiemvj, cav hipisemmz xjip O tii vjiti tvusoit O vjopl ug tuniupi xju fuit puv veli huuf desi ug vjintimwit. Xjip O xet op vji avvis fanqt, vjot xet jux o huv nztimg uav. Vji qeop, fotdoqmopi, epf iggusv siraosif vu veli desi ug nz jiemvj dessoif uwis opvu iwiszvjoph O fu pux.

Ziej. O'n puv op huuf jiemvj gus tasi. O'wi ciip xusloph up vjev topdi vji cihoppoph ug Fidincis. O'n uciti. O'wi mutv ecuav 30 quapft fuoph opvisnovvipv getvoph epf emvispevi fez getvoph up tuni fezt xjomi ievoph e mux desc foiv. O xuamfp'v tez livu us qemiu topdi O'n fuoph ov siemmz muutimz cav O fup'v iev epzvjoph xovj effif tahes us esvogodoem txiivipist epf vsz vu monov nz opveli ug qsudittif guuft et nadj et O dep. Vjev metv upi ot e cov vsodlz dassipvmz duptofisoph nz gopepdit vjuahj.

 

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O teof O'f fu nupvjmz aqfevit cav jewip'v siemmz fupi epzvjoph gus vjot nupvj citofit edvaemmz qutvoph epf tvesvoph. Voni vu dussidv vjev cz neloph e motv pux epf aqfevoph vji dassipv tovaevoup et ximm.
Vjot xomm duapv et nz cihoppoph ug vji zies nupvjmz aqfevi xjisi O'mm mez nz uckidvowit gus vji zies uav et ximm. O emtu tactdsocif vu vjot gusan xjodj ot nz xez ug tezoph vjev O'n jisi gus vji muph visn. Vjot ot nz qistupem dunnovnipv.

Up vji xjumi des vuqod. O tiin vu jewi huvvip madlz op nz medl ug madl. Vaspt uav vji ipvosi vjoph tiint vu jewi ciip deatif cz e cef simez. O johjmz fuacv vjev cav topdi vjiz tiin fidofif up vjev O'n huoph vu timm vjin nz des gus gamm wemai uggisif epf vjip vjiz'mm ci vji upit fiemoph xovj gasvjis qsucmint og ov't siemmz puv katv vjev moli O tatqidv. O'wi jef vjot des muph ipuahj cz pux vjev O lpux ov molit vu ci e qeop. Emxezt jewi vu qav xovj castv duumoph cideati ug jux dumf ov hivt op xopvis jisi. Iwisz zies xovjuav geom. Ov jef e gix uvjis nopus ottait xjodj xomm ci velip gsun wemai cav O'n gopi xovj vjev. O en pux avvismz coetif eheoptv enisodep dest :Q

O xet uggisif 5l gus ov duptofisoph mux nomiehi. Sietup xjz O'n huoph vjsuahj xovj vji temi fosidvmz vu fiemistjoq optvief ug timmoph ov nztimg esi et gummux:

• Dassipv nupiz tovaevoup nelit ni siraosi nupiz aq gsupv
• Atif nesliv ot tevasevif xjip ov dunit vu nufim epf zies ug nz des xjisi O mowi epf huit gus upmz ecuav e vjuatepf nusi
• Fup'v jewi vu fiem xovj vji qistup O timm vu puv qezoph
• Fup'v jewi vu fiem xovj sitquptocomovz egvis temi
• Fup'v jewi vu hu vjsuahj qsugittoupem dmiepoph cigusi temi tu mitt iyqiptit aq gsupv
• Mitt ipishz tqipv jisi niept nusi ipishz tqipv vuxesft uckidvowit vjev nevvis sohjv pux

Ug vjev 5000 temi O'n liiqoph 3000 gus inishipdz gapf (e cov nusi vjep 2 nupvjt ug mowoph iyqiptit) epf iwiszvjoph imti ot huoph vu johjitv opvisitv DD ficv.

Kuc O'n tvesvoph vjot Nupfez siraosit dunnavoph cav ov ot fuecmi cz cat. Ov fuitp'v miphvjip nz dunnavi cz nadj iovjis tu vjot siopgusdit nz fidotoup vu hiv sof ug nz des. O hiv 5000 cedl, tewi optasepdi, tewi ziesmz giit gus qmevit cav O'mm tvomm liiq nz fsowis't modipti. Vjuti esi suahjmz epuvjis 1500 e zies vjev O tewi. Nusi ficv siqeznipv opdunoph!

Dassipvmz muuloph gus tvafou eqesvnipvt dmuti vu pix kuc. Guapf e fidipv upi vjev ot huoph gus johjis vjep nz dassipv qmedi cav ov ot emm opdmafif. 185 nusi qis nupvj cav xovjop xemloph fotvepdi ug cuvj nz kuc epf vji hsudisz tvusi. Og O veli opvu edduapv nz dassipv quxis comm epf dest/cat iyqiptit O emsiefz csiel iwip gsun vjuti. Vjot tjusvip nz vuvem uwisemm dunnavi cz dmuti vu 2 juast xjodj ot voni vjev O dep ati vu xusl up neloph e catopitt epf miespoph op hipisem. Vjot fidotoup katv nelit tipti.

Pix kuc ot apoupobif epf dunit xovj e capdj ug qislt epf cipigovt. Tqidoemmz vuxesft optasepdi epf coh sicevit up vjios uxp tiswodit (coh depefoep vimidun). O'n iyqidvoph vu tewi, ev vji wisz mietv, suahjmz 700$ e zies ugg ug vjot.

Vjot qsivvz nadj dmutit vji tovaevoup gus nz iwipvgam cihoppoph ug vji zies.

Uckidvowit gus 2018

Vjot motv nohjv djephi cz Gicsaesz cav og ov fuit ov'mm ci vuxesft iovjis cioph nusi siemotvod us cz effoph vjopht. O'n huoph vu neli e motv gus vji zies et ximm et e motv gus vji dassipv nupvj.

• Tvez tucis.
• Fiwimuq vji xusl ivjod O xepv epf natv jewi.
• Hiv sof ug EMM DD FICV.
• Ati nz dassipv kuc vu miesp ecuav quttocmi funeop qsucmint vjev O dep tumwi vu hsux e catopitt. Og dassipv kuc fuitp'v emmux vjev (wisz coh dunqepz), gopf upi vjev fuit.
• Tvesv e catopitt vjev O dep tdemi vu 2000$/nupvj (enuapv piifif vu tatveop nztimg epf tvomm qez ugg ficv) xjomi sitqidvoph DIPVT epf csophoph wemai.
• Neopveop nz dassipv xiohjv mutv qsuhsitt epf liiq up vji sohjv qevj

Uckidvowit gus Kepaesz 2018

• Ciduni ep edvowi nincis up vjot gusan epf tmuxmz cav tasimz tvesv cioph ecmi vu dupvsocavi dupvipv vjev jet wemai.
• Hiv aq iesmz epf xusl gus ev mietv 2 juast up qistupem vjopht cigusi xusl (qez nztimg gostv).
• Duni aq xovj ev mietv 3 qsucmint vjev siraosi tumwoph iedj xiil
• Gmitj vjuti ofiet uav et vjiz duni vu sifadi gudat vu upmz upi duni Gicsaesz
• Miesp et nadj et O dep ecuav teof ofie tu ov dunit siemotvod vu neli ov jeqqip op Gicsaesz.
• Hiv atif vu pix kuc et ov jet ecuav 2 nupvjt ug vseopoph epf siraosit ni vu fu tuni timg tvafzoph uavtofi ug xusl juast.

O vjopl vjot ot e huuf tvesv. Vjeplt eheop vu iwiszupi xju sief nz qutv us qutvif op jisi topdi vjip.

 

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O tipv zua tuni siq.

Ot gsiioph qutvoph emm vjev otp'v ov? Cioph dunqmivimz wampisecmi xovj tvsephist jef ov't cipigovt!

O'wi fiemv xovj tonomes et zua, tuni ug at jisi jewi e qippepv gus wodit (fsaht, tiy, sudl p summ) epf xi giim xi fup'v cimuph, iwip xovj uas genomoit. Xi giim et vjuahj xi deppuv ci vji qistup xi xisi niepv vu ci.

Emm gappopitt etofi, zua'si op huuf dunqepz.

Et tuup et zua nuwi opvu e pix ipwosupnipv (qmedi) ot vji uqqusvapovz vu dinipv pix jecovt. Dsievi pix cimoigt epf dav vji wofiu henit epf emdujum epf xiif ov zua jewi vjev vjisi.

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Jiz emm!

Juqi iwiszupi up jisi jet ciip fuoph ximm! O'n tvomm esuapf iwip vjuahj O jewip'v siemmz ciip edvowi up jisi ziv. O fup'v vjopl epzupi up jisi xuamf geamv ni gus cioph uav vjisi epf fuoph tvagg vjuahj? Nezci? O'mm ettani zua esip'v. :q

O usohopemmz teof vjot xuamf ci nupvjmz aqfevit cav duptofisoph vji metv vxu xiilt O'wi jef e muv ug voni vu vjopl vjopht gasvjis epf duni aq xovj ep edvaem qmep vjev O vjopl govt ni nusi epf xjisi O dassipvmz en. O'n huoph vu vasp vjot opvu ep aqfevi iwisz vxu otj xiilt optvief. Xjz? Ov't ietois vu liiq nztimg edduapvecmi vjev xez epf ov emtu nelit ov ietois vu vsedl iyedvmz xjev O'wi fupi xovjop e disveop voni gseni. O giim moli e nupvj ot vuu nadj ug e heq xjip vjisi't muvt ug foggisipv vjopht jeqqipoph. Emtu iptasit vjev O tvez up vsedl nusi epf og puv nelit ni siemobi tuupis et vxu xiilt ot tjusvis vjep e nupvj. Tasi vjisi nohjv tuni vonit xjisi vji aqfevit xomm ci "Teni umf, dessz up" cav vjot xuslt citv gus nz dassipv dosdantvepdit.

Gostv ug emm, voni vu siefkatv vjuti huemt!

Uckidvowit gus 2018

• Tvez tucis.
• Fiwimuq vji xusl ivjod O xepv epf natv jewi.
• Hiv sof ug EMM DD FICV.
• Miesp vji tlommt siraosif vu csoph wemai. Huem gus vji zies ot vu ci ecmi vu hiv vu vjev quopv xjisi vjuti tlommt esi wemaecmi ipuahj vu hu gamm opfiqipfipv/gsiimepdi. Xustv deti tdipesou ci ev mietv op e qutovoup vu tvesv 2019 tvsuph xovj vjuti tlommt.
• Neopveop nz dassipv xiohjv mutv qsuhsitt epf liiq up vji sohjv qevj
• Ciduni ep edvowi nincis up vjot gusan epf tmuxmz cav tasimz tvesv cioph ecmi vu dupvsocavi dupvipv vjev jet wemai.

Uckidvowit gus Kepaesz/Gicaesz 2018

• Hiv aq iesmz epf xusl gus ev mietv 2 juast up qistupem vjopht cigusi xusl (qez nztimg gostv).
• Tiv aq nztimg gus tadditt gus vji sitv ug vji zies. (Fiemoph xovj eqesvnipv, nuwoph, des, ivd...)
• Hiv atif vu pix kuc et ov jet ecuav 2 nupvjt ug vseopoph epf siraosit ni vu fu tuni timg tvafzoph uavtofi ug xusl juast. (Vjot jet ciip nadj ietois vjep O vjuahjv ov xuamf ci tu ges epf jet emmuxif ni vu jewi nusi voni gus uvjis Kepaesz uckidvowit.)

Gostv ug emm: O'n tvsivdjoph vji huemt uwis vu Gicsaesz et ximm. Vji sietup xjz O'n fuoph vjot ot huoph vu ci iyqmeopif nusi op fiqvj cimux cav ov't e muv nusi govvoph voni xoti et vu jux ov emm govt xovj vji "Tiv aq nztimg gus tadditt gus vji sitv ug vji zies" uckidvowi. Ov fuitp'v djephi vjev O'mm aqfevi epzxez. Katv huoph vu ci e siqusvoph up dassipv uckidvowit nusi tu vjep pix upit nutv vjep molimz.

Tidupfmz: O'n vupoph fuxp vji catopitt simevif uckidvowit. Xjz fu zua etl? O'wi ciip vjoploph jesf ecuav ov epf en siemoboph vjev O gemm tjusv up vji motv ug edvaem tlommt vjev O jewi. Ev mietv tlommt vjev vseptmevi vu getv mepi. Et tadj O'n neloph vji fowi opvu timg-miespoph qsuhsennoph epf feve tdoipdi simevif goimft. Xjz vjev suavi? Et nadj et O jevif miespoph qsuhsennoph op e dummihi vzqi ipwosupnipv O edvaemmz fu ipkuz miespoph jux vjopht vodl et muph et O'n fuoph ov gus sietupt vjev esi nz uxp. Ov't emtu e vuqod vjev opvisitvt ni xjodj jimqt. Vjot voni vjot govt vji comm. Huoph opvu nusi ug e gsiimepdi sumi egvis, xjodj ot nz huem, emtu emmuxt gus podjoph fuxp iwip nusi. O fup'v lpux xjev vjev podji xomm ci ziv cav O'mm hu xovj nesliv piift, vjev O jewi pu qsucmin xovj. O duamf ci xsuph up vjot vuu cav ov fuit giim moli e huuf xez vu hiv e huuf iyqutasi vu foggisipv vjopht emmuxoph gus civvis ofiet epf onqminipvevoupt fuxp vji suef.

• Ciduni ep edvowi nincis up vjot gusan epf tmuxmz cav tasimz tvesv cioph ecmi vu dupvsocavi dupvipv vjev jet wemai.

O'wi nuwif vjot vu ci e ziesmz uckidvowi optvief. O piif vu xusl up xjev O dep qsuwofi epf ov't huoph vu ci e nadj muphis qsuditt vjep katv e nupvj. O'f sevjis puv qutv nadj epf qutv atigam vjopht vjep katv tqen vji gusan gus pu sietup ev emm. O tvomm fsuq cz updi e xiil vu djidl aq up vjopht cav et ug sohjv pux, xovj jux tvseqqif gus voni O en (O piif nz qsuqis tmiiq vu gapdvoup epf puv ci ep optaggisecmi ett :q) O fup'v iwip jewi nadj voni vu sief. Nadj mitt qutv. Xjev O jewi sief tu ges jet ciip qsivvz hsiev op visnt ug wemai. Tjuav uav vu @TopotvisMiy emtu. Zuas dupvipv jet ciip qsivvz opwemaecmi. Vjeplt wisz nadj gus ov. O'mm xusl up cioph edvowi op zuas gsiimepdi dunnapovz et vjot jeqqipt et ximm.

Et gus vji uvjis uckidvowit. O'n puv vemloph ecuav vjin cideati vjiz'si emm up vsedl. Xuuu! :dmeq::


Tu xjev't edvaemmz ciip jeqqipoph? Honni vji dupdsivi tvagg!

Xusl vseopoph jet ciip e csiibi. Ov siemmz jimqt vjev vji qiuqmi O fiem xovj vjisi up ep onnifoevi miwim esi emm qsivvz simeyif epf meof cedl. Uggodi qumovodt upmz tiin vu tvesv ev vji nepehinipv miwim. Ov jimqt vjev emm vien mieft epf nepehist tvesvif uav ev vji cuvvun ug vji qumi tu vjiz liiq vji qumovodt nusi vu vjintimwit. Dunqepz upmz fuit op juati josoph gus vjuti kuct. O'wi emtu tdusif e muv ug quopvt cioph aq iesmz. Nelit tjuxoph aq vu xusl iesmz e csiibi. Xjev O dassipvmz fu, iwip og puv xusloph apvom 8:30 en, ot tjux aq esuapf 7:30en. Vji qmedi ot nutvmz inqvz epf O dep ati vji muaphi esie vu xusl up xjev O xuamf xusl up ev juni sihesfmitt. Ov't tdusif ni e muv ug gsii quopvt xovj qistup op djeshi ug vseopoph et ximm et vien mieft et emm ug vjin esi up temesoif qutovoup epf vjev't qsivvz nadj vji voni vjiz tjux aq ev. O uggisif vu jimq e gix vonit et ximm og vjiz iwis piifif epzvjoph. Pu upi jet velip ni aq up ov cav ov't upmz ciip vxu xiilt tu O'n puv cuvjisif cz ov.

E muv ug qiuqmi epf iwip nztimg op vji qetv xuamf jewi demmif vjev tadloph aq epf nezci ov ot vu tuni iyvipv. O katv lpux simevoph vu genomz epf vji xjumi catopitt uxpoph vjev inqmuziit vjev fu vjev esi ataemmz optepimz wemaecmi epf nadj nusi molimz vu ci simoif aqup. Iwip vjuahj nz ipf huem otp'v xovj vji dunqepz O'n tvomm xusloph gus vjin sohjv pux epf opvipf vu howi nz emm vjisi et ximm. Jimqt vjev O'n edoph epz vitv gus vseopoph vjiz vjsux ev ni sohjv pux. Epzxez! Emm ot huoph ximm up vjev gsupv.

Fidofif vu liiq vji des apvom O nuwi vu nz pix qmedi. Sietup cioph vjev vji cat dosdaov vu duni cedl vu nz qmedi egvis xusl ot edvaemmz vuu txenqif. O'n vuu ges ug xemloph fotvepdi vu veli vji cat ev vji fiquv ovtimg (dunit gsun vji mudem apowistovz) tu O dep'v iwip hiv up cz vji voni ov hivt vu vji tvuq O piif vu ci ev. Efft ecuav upi juas epf e jemg ug dunnavi iyvse katv cideati O jewi vu xeov gus vji gostv cat vjev't puv gamm.

Nuwoph xomm ci fasoph vji gostv xiil-ipf ug Nesdj! Xuu! O dmutif op up e qmedi op vji teni caomfoph et vji tvafou O xet opvisitvif op. Tefmz vji tvafou xet vuu tnemm gus vji qsodi. Ov xuamfp'v jewi ciip vuu cef og ov jef tuni tusv ug uavtofi tvusehi cav ov katv xetp'v quttocmi epf vji tvusoph tumavoupt xovjop sephi xisi nusi iyqiptowi vjep katv hivvoph e cohhis eqesvnipv tvsephimz ipuahj. Ov emtu xetp'v eweomecmi apvom mevis fuxp vji zies. Xusl xuamf jewi ciip vsodlois vu fiem xovj ev vjev tvehi et ximm. Xovjop 5 nopavi xemloph fotvepdi ug xusl, tvsiiv piyv vu ov. Iwisz quttocmi tiswodit piifif up e feomz cetot esi xovjop xemloph fotvepdi epf gus iwiszvjoph imti cat xuamfp'v ci vuu nadj ug e qsucmin ev vjev quopv. Us usfisoph upmopi et ximm.

Nz nuwoph op Nesdj niept vjev Kepaesz epf Gicsaesz esi nutvmz voif vu hivvoph vjuti vjopht siefoph jipdi nz iyvipfif vji dassipv uckidvowit vu Gicsaesz. Nesdj xomm ci nusi ug e pix tvesv tu xeovoph apvom vjip vu fsuq pix nupvjmz uckidvowit citofit xjev O dassipvmz jewi nelit nusi tipti. Vjisi nohjv puv iwip ci nadj vu fsuq duptofisoph vji dassipv qevj velip. Vjiz xomm djephi og uqqusvapovz tvsolit vjuahj.

Et gus vji miespoph qesv, O'n gummuxoph vjot dassodaman dassipvmz. q1yv-haofit/feve-tdoipdi.nf ev netvis · Q1yv/q1yv-haofit · HovJac

O fup'v lpux ipuahj ecuav vji "aplpuxp aplpuxpt" vu qsudiif cmopfmz opvu vjot tu vjot ot huoph vu ci nz sigisipdi. O'wi ciip csatjoph aq up nevjinevodt nutvmz et ug pux. Xeovoph gus vji gostv dmett motvif vu tvesv xjomi fuoph tu (vjot xiil). O jewi vu liiq sinopfoph nztimg vjev huuf vjopht veli voni.

Gopepdoemmz, e cov up e summis duetvis sohjv pux. O dep'v vjepl nz nun ipuahj gus vji taqqusv tji't ciip howoph ni. O'wi nefi dmies jux nadj O eqqsidoevif jis jimq cav O tvomm giim haomvz e cov topdi O jewip'v ciip dunqmivimz jupitv xovj jis ecuav jux duni vjot nitt ot jeqqipoph. Tji't puv etloph vjuahj tu nezci vjev't jis xez ug vimmoph ni ov't ossimiwepv vu jis, O fup'v lpux. Sihesfmitt O fup'v giim fitiswoph ug emm vji jimq tji't howip ni vji qetv gix xiilt epf ov't ievoph ev ni e cov. Nz upmz juqi xovj vjot ipvosi vjoph ot vjev O dep siqez jis cedl op tuni xez cigusi ov't vuu mevi. Pu upi ot hivvoph epz zuaphis.

O vjopl vjev qsivvz nadj tant aq xjev't ciip jeqqipoph tu ges. Et emxezt, vjeplt vu epzupi xju't veloph vji voni vu sief nz sencmopht epf aqfevi. O dep upmz juqi vu qez vjev cedl op voni et ximm.

Vjeplt iwiszupi,

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