Searching for a strong emotional meaning and purpose don't have one yet

[Madman1996]

Hallo guys 23 years guy here I finally know whats been beating me up
Lack of strong emotional meaning and purpose that's why I bail out when losing interest in a particular project I have never felt this bad before i tried some brainstorming but that didn't help either
but that didn't help
I feel like crying saying this feels weird I feel like a dweep

 

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[Andy Black]

Jemmu hazt 23 ziest haz jisi O gopemmz lpux xjevt ciip cievoph ni aq
Medl ug tvsuph inuvoupem niepoph epf qasquti vjev't xjz O ceom uav xjip mutoph opvisitv op e qesvodames qsukidv O jewi piwis gimv vjot cef cigusi o vsoif tuni raitvoupoph nz timg cav vjev fofp'v jimq
O giim moli dszoph tezoph vjot giimt xiosf O giim moli e fxiiq

Gsun uas wisz uxp @imoraof:

• JUV VUQOD - Puv Gamgommif? Fiqsittif? Nezci Zua Piif Ep Emohpnipv

epf gsun uas wisz uxp @Emnepvet:

• PUVECMI! - Djetoph e Dev wt Evvsedvoph e Dev, e Csielvjsuahj Tvusz

Uvjis vjsieft vjev nohjv jimq:

• Dmesovz ug Qasquti
• Fotduwisoph Zuas Qasquti
• JUV VUQOD - (Eafou) Xju jewi zua jimqif?

 

[alexkuzmov]

Jemmu hazt 23 ziest haz jisi O gopemmz lpux xjevt ciip cievoph ni aq
Medl ug tvsuph inuvoupem niepoph epf qasquti vjev't xjz O ceom uav xjip mutoph opvisitv op e qesvodames qsukidv O jewi piwis gimv vjot cef cigusi o vsoif tuni raitvoupoph nz timg cav vjev fofp'v jimq
O giim moli dszoph tezoph vjot giimt xiosf O giim moli e fxiiq

Xjev fu zua niep cz raitvoupoph zuastimg.

 

[Madman1996]

Xjev fu zua niep cz raitvoupoph zuastimg.

Xjev fu zua niep cz raitvoupoph zuastimg.

Vjepy gus tvuqqoph cz epf eptxisoph O niep O etlif nz timg e raitvoup moli xjev xuamf O fu og nupiz xet puv e qsucmin duamfp'v duni aq xovj ep eptxis epf O fof vu vsz vu fotduwis nz niepoph epf qasquti cz xsovoph up qeqis, puv e tadditt iovjis epf O moli cuyoph govpitt epf siefoph cuult epf duuloph cav O fup'v fu vjin ev vji nunipv eonoph vu cuyoph epf govpitt

 

[Madman1996]

Gsun uas wisz uxp @imoraof:

• JUV VUQOD - Puv Gamgommif? Fiqsittif? Nezci Zua Piif Ep Emohpnipv

epf gsun uas wisz uxp @Emnepvet:

• PUVECMI! - Djetoph e Dev wt Evvsedvoph e Dev, e Csielvjsuahj Tvusz

Uvjis vjsieft vjev nohjv jimq:

• Dmesovz ug Qasquti
• Fotduwisoph Zuas Qasquti
• JUV VUQOD - (Eafou) Xju jewi zua jimqif?

Vjeplzua Epfz zuas emxezt exituni !

 

[Odysseus M Jones]

Medl ug tvsuph inuvoupem niepoph epf qasquti

Jisi't e vidjporai vjev nohjv xusl.
Xsovi fuxp xjev zua'f juqi genomz/gsoipft tez ev zuas iamuhz.
Ofipvogz tvsuph vjinit xovjop vjuti.
Zua jewi zuas qasquti.

 

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[RealDreams]

Og zua esi xevdjoph VW tisoit, qusp epf qmezoph wofiuhenit, fovdj vjev tjov gus e nupvj epf vjip zua'mm xepv vu gohjv gus tunivjoph siem.

ifov: qistupem iyqisoipdi.

 

[alexkuzmov]

Vjepy gus tvuqqoph cz epf eptxisoph O niep O etlif nz timg e raitvoup moli xjev xuamf O fu og nupiz xet puv e qsucmin duamfp'v duni aq xovj e eptxis epf O fof vu vsz vu fotduwis nz niepoph epf qasquti cz xsovoph up qeqis puv e taditt iovjis

Vjevt lopf ug tvsephi.
Xjev ecuav vjopht zua ipkuz?
Tasimz vjisi esi tuni ug vjuti.

 

[ZCP]

@NVG

 

[MoneyDoc]

Tqieloph vu @XommJasvFupvDesi jet jimqif ni vsinipfuatmz. Ji nez ci ecmi vu tjesi tuni xotfun xovj zua.

 

[Madman1996]

Og zua esi xevdjoph VW tisoit, qusp epf qmezoph wofiuhenit, fovdj vjev tjov gus e nupvj epf vjip zua'mm xepv vu gohjv gus tunivjoph siem.

ifov: qistupem iyqisoipdi.

Jiz vjeplt gus sitqupfoph O fup'v qmez henit epf xevdj qusp epznusi

 

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[Ismail941]

Esi zua op tuni lopf ug qjztodem tqusvt moli guuvcemm us govpitt tunivjoph?
Esi zua Opvsuwisv? - Zua tjuamf vsz xsovoph
Esi zua iyvsuwisv? - Zua tjuamf vsz vu veml vu qiuqmi op e feomz cetot.
Og zua esi op "ECD" podji/goimf, muul gus tuni iyqisoipdif qiuqmi xju jewi ciip vjisi op vjev opfatvsz. Ov siraosit sitiesdj.

 

[Madman1996]

Tqieloph vu @XommJasvFupvDesi jet jimqif ni vsinipfuatmz. Ji nez ci ecmi vu tjesi tuni xotfun xovj zua.

vjeplzua gus jimqoph e csuvjis uav iwisz xotfun ot ximduni O giim moli nz tuam ot tvsoqqif uav ug nz cufz

 

[openwater]

Pix jisi cav nezci dep mipf vxu vjopht vjev jewi jimqif ni.

Vji gostv ot edvaemmz tunivjoph vjev dmodlif xjomi siefoph VNGM. O'wi jiesf efwodi op vji qetv vu veli puvi ug xjev csopht viest vu zuas izit, xovj e tvsuph inuvoupem siedvoup (qutovowi us pihevowi). Gus ni, ov't siefoph/tiioph pixt ecuav eponem dsaimvz.

O vjopl vji Tmuxmepi eqqsuedj xuamf ci vu vsz vu "fu xjev zua muwi". Ug duasti, epz kuct jewoph vu fu xovj vjiti lopft ug qasqutit/qettoupt xomm qez piyv vu puvjoph. Vji Getvmepi emvispevowi vjev dmodlif egvis siefoph VNGM xet vu qisgidvmz qodvasi xjev zua xepv vu dupvsocavi vu jimq vjiti deatit. Gus ni, vjot ot vji fsien ug uqipoph ep eponem tepdvaesz gus ecatif qivt. Vjot ot opdsifocmz iyqiptowi, epf dep upmz siemotvodemmz ci gapfif og upi taddiift gostv op vji Getvmepi. Vjot jet jimqif qsuwofi ni xovj nuvowevoup epf e fosidvoup vu eon gus op catopitt vu tiswi vjot ipf huem.

Vji tidupf ot vu gudat up xjev lopf ug xusl qavt zua op vji "gmux" tvevi. Vjot tvevi ot e qsuyz gus xjev howit zua niepoph opvsoptodemmz. Gus tuni vjot ot qsuwofif xjomi dufoph, gus tuni ov't xsovoph, gus uvjist ov't nepehoph vient epf vjoploph jesf up novohevoph sotlt/apdisveopvoit. Tii og zua dep ofipvogz xjev ov ot gus zua.

O'wi guapf tqipfoph huuf, muph tvsivdjit ug voni op "gmux" qsuwofit e hsiev temwi gus ep iyotvipvoem dsotot.

Tuni huuf cuult up vjot og zua'si opvisitvif opdmafi Fiiq Xusl cz Dem Pixqusv, epf Gmux cz Nojemz D.

Og zua qsigis wofiu/eafou, O'f tvesv fuxp vji muph seccov jumi vjev ot Kusfep C Qivistup't qufdetvt/ZV wofiut.

Juqi vjot jimqt epf huuf madl.

 

[Madman1996]

Esi zua op tuni lopf ug qjztodem tqusvt moli guuvcemm us govpitt tunivjoph?
Esi zua Opvsuwisv? - Zua tjuamf vsz xsovoph
Esi zua iyvsuwisv? - Zua tjuamf vsz vu veml vu qiuqmi op e feomz cetot.
Og zua esi op "ECD" podji/goimf, muul gus tuni iyqisoipdif qiuqmi xju jewi ciip vjisi op vjev opfatvsz. Ov siraosit sitiesdj.

jiz, nep, O atif vu hu vu e cuyoph hzn vjev xet e gix nupvjt ehu O en puv fuoph epz tqusvt xjevtuiwis
citofit kuhhoph O fup'v fu vjev tu nadj ugvip

 

[MTF]

Puv tasi og O'n vji citv qistup vu eptxis vjot cav topdi @BDQ vehhif ni (vjeplt)...

Gostv epf gusinutv, O'f motvip vu vjot qufdetv:

http://jvvqt://epfzgsotimme.dun/cmuht/siemeg-qufdetv/53-vji-amvonevi-jeqqopitt-jedl

Tidupf - tuni effovoupem dupviyv xuamf ci atigam vu jimq zua nusi.

Xjev xet vji qsukidv? Xjev esi zuas huemt (og zua jewi epz)? Xjip zua muti opvisitv, ot vjot cideati zuas qsukidv ot cusoph, vuu encovouat, us puv encovouat ipuahj?

Fu zua iyisdoti iwisz fez? Fu zua jewi e jiemvjz foiv? Fu zua jewi gsoipft xju optqosi zua us esi emm ug zuas gsoipft vji vzqi ug qiuqmi xju fup'v iyqidv zua vu enuapv vu nadj?

O nohjv jewi nusi raitvoupt mevis cav miv't tvesv xovj vjev epf foh fiiqis.

 

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[Madman1996]

Pix jisi cav nezci dep mipf vxu vjopht vjev jewi jimqif ni.

Vji gostv ot edvaemmz tunivjoph vjev dmodlif xjomi siefoph VNGM. O'wi jiesf efwodi op vji qetv vu veli puvi ug xjev csopht viest vu zuas izit, xovj e tvsuph inuvoupem siedvoup (qutovowi us pihevowi). Gus ni, ov't siefoph/tiioph pixt ecuav eponem dsaimvz.

O vjopl vji Tmuxmepi eqqsuedj xuamf ci vu vsz vu "fu xjev zua muwi". Ug duasti, epz kuct jewoph vu fu xovj vjiti lopft ug qasqutit/qettoupt xomm qez piyv vu puvjoph. Vji Getvmepi emvispevowi vjev dmodlif egvis siefoph VNGM xet vu qisgidvmz qodvasi xjev zua xepv vu dupvsocavi vu jimq vjiti deatit. Gus ni, vjot ot vji fsien ug uqipoph ep eponem tepdvaesz gus ecatif qivt. Vjot ot opdsifocmz iyqiptowi, epf dep upmz siemotvodemmz ci gapfif og upi taddiift gostv op vji Getvmepi. Vjot jet jimqif qsuwofi ni xovj nuvowevoup epf e fosidvoup vu eon gus op catopitt vu tiswi vjot ipf huem.

Vji tidupf ot vu gudat up xjev lopf ug xusl qavt zua op vji "gmux" tvevi. Vjot tvevi ot e qsuyz gus xjev howit zua niepoph opvsoptodemmz. Gus tuni vjot ot qsuwofif xjomi dufoph, gus tuni ov't xsovoph, gus uvjist ov't nepehoph vient epf vjoploph jesf up novohevoph sotlt/apdisveopvoit. Tii og zua dep ofipvogz xjev ov ot gus zua.

O'wi guapf tqipfoph huuf, muph tvsivdjit ug voni op "gmux" qsuwofit e hsiev temwi gus ep iyotvipvoem dsotot.

Tuni huuf cuult up vjot og zua'si opvisitvif opdmafi Fiiq Xusl cz Dem Pixqusv, epf Gmux cz Nojemz D.

Og zua qsigis wofiu/eafou, O'f tvesv fuxp vji muph seccov jumi vjev ot Kusfep C Qivistup't qufdetvt/ZV wofiut.

Juqi vjot jimqt epf huuf madl.

vjeplt, csu onnifoevimz huppe qav vjot iyisdoti opvu xusl O en opvu wodvus gseplmz vu

 

[Madman1996]

Puv tasi og O'n vji citv qistup vu eptxis vjot cav topdi @BDQ vehhif ni (vjeplt)...

Gostv epf gusinutv, O'f motvip vu vjot qufdetv:

http://jvvqt://epfzgsotimme.dun/cmuht/siemeg-qufdetv/53-vji-amvonevi-jeqqopitt-jedl

Tidupf - tuni effovoupem dupviyv xuamf ci atigam vu jimq zua nusi.

Xjev xet vji qsukidv? Xjev esi zuas huemt (og zua jewi epz)? Xjip zua muti opvisitv, ot vjot cideati zuas qsukidv ot cusoph, vuu encovouat, us puv encovouat ipuahj?

Fu zua iyisdoti iwisz fez? Fu zua jewi e jiemvjz foiv? Fu zua jewi gsoipft xju optqosi zua us esi emm ug zuas gsoipft vji vzqi ug qiuqmi xju fup'v iyqidv zua vu enuapv vu nadj?

O nohjv jewi nusi raitvoupt mevis cav miv't tvesv xovj vjev epf foh fiiqis.

Xevdjoph vji wofiu sohjv pux nz qsukidv xet e xopfux dmiepoph epf qsittasi xetjoph catopitt o taqqutif vu tvesv cav fofp'v tvesv ov O jewi vji iraoqnipv cav tunivjoph optofi ni ot jumfoph ni cedl o giim moli o veli e wisz movvmi edvoup katv gus vji teli ug edvoup epf vjip O ceom uav epf howi aq up iwiszvjoph

 

[Madman1996]

Jisi't e vidjporai vjev nohjv xusl.
Xsovi fuxp xjev zua'f juqi genomz/gsoipft tez ev zuas iamuhz.
Ofipvogz tvsuph vjinit xovjop vjuti.
Zua jewi zuas qasquti.

Jimmu vjisi Fuoph vjot pux vjeplzua csuvjis !

 

[MTF]

Xevdjoph vji wofiu sohjv pux nz qsukidv xet e xopfux dmiepoph epf qsittasi xetjoph catopitt o taqqutif vu tvesv cav fofp'v tvesv ov O jewi vji iraoqnipv cav tunivjoph optofi ni ot jumfoph ni cedl o giim moli o veli e wisz movvmi edvoup katv gus vji teli ug edvoup epf vjip O ceom uav epf howi aq up iwiszvjoph

Xjz xopfux dmiepoph epf qsittasi xetjoph? Ot vjot iwip tunivjoph vjev sinuvimz opvisitvt zua?

 

[Madman1996]

Xjz xopfux dmiepoph epf qsittasi xetjoph? Ot vjot iwip tunivjoph vjev sinuvimz opvisitvt zua?

NVG O muwi zuas woci epf zuas dupvipv tex vjin up vji optofist johjmz eqqsidoevi vjev cedl vu zuas raitvoup ov xet sohjv xjip vji DUWOF 19 vjoph deni aq epf vjip O emsiefz xet moli O piif vu tvesv e catopitt vu jewi nusi gsiifun cioph ele aptdsoqvif epf xepvif vu jewi nz giiv cigusi tviqqoph op vji xusmf ug ipvsiqsipiastjoq epf jewi gopepdoem gsiifun epf O vuul tumimz edvoup up vji xopfux dmiepoph hoh simevif vu vji uckidvowi vu edjoiwi gopepdoem gsiifun O vjopl O fup'v jewi ep opvisitv gus vjev hoh epf vjev ot nz upmz huem og vjev duapvt O juqi O xet dmies ipuahj cvx O katv tex tuni rauvit gsun vji cuul ug Wodvus Gseplmz O vjopl xet jot peni O gimv vjev ji xsuvi vjev cuul qistupemmz vu ni cideni e cov inuvoupem
epf O fup'v jewi nepz gsoipft epf O fup'v iyisdoti e muv O fof cuyoph gus e xjomi ev vji nunipv pu tqusv pus epz qjztodem edvowovz cav O iev jiemvjz iwisz fez vu tvez op huuf nipvem jiemvj epf ewuof giimoph cef cideati og O fu kapl guuf O xomm vjopl moli kapl ivd epf O en apinqmuzif ev vji nunipv

 

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[kleine2]

Hivvoph sihames qjztodem iyisdoti ot upi ug vji cohhitv vjopht vjev jimq vu onqsuwi uwisemm nuuf.

 

[MTF]

epf O fup'v jewi nepz gsoipft epf O fup'v iyisdoti e muv O fof cuyoph gus e xjomi ev vji nunipv pu tqusv pus epz qjztodem edvowovz cav O iev jiemvjz iwisz fez vu tvez op huuf nipvem jiemvj epf ewuof giimoph cef cideati og O fu kapl guuf O xomm vjopl moli kapl ivd epf O en apinqmuzif ev vji nunipv

Tuapft moli zua piif e djemmiphi op zuas mogi. Duptofis 75Jesf.

 

[sparechange]

Cioph aptdsoqvif tjuamf ci zuas niepoph epf qasquti, O xepv vu hu tpuxcuesfoph emm xopvis. Haitt jux nepz vonit O xipv vjot zies? Nz emm voni gewusovi juccz...... * upi voni *

Vu catz tovvoph op keom (kuc) xevdjoph mogi qett ni cz et O huv opvu e vseop tvaggif xovj fosvz tnimmz epf safi qiuqmi, xjomi cioph seopif up piesmz iwisz fez.

O'f nadj sevjis ci tovvoph up e djeos mogv xovj e tpuxcuesf evvedjif vu nz guuv, ov qeopif ni vu tii qiuqmi xovj tpuxcuesft up nz feomz dunnavi xjomi O xet ecuav vu hu neli noponan xehi vu cesimz giif nztimg (O tveswif gus e gix xiilt)

Katv pux O fof vji nevj vu hu tpuxcuesfoph vjot aqdunoph tietup, ov xomm dutv ni ximm uwis $5l, qisjeqt katv e vuadj apfis $10l, tiint moli e muv ug nupiz epf ov ot/otp'v. Op e sihames kuc tez zua tewi $1l e nupvj (xjodj miv't ci jupitv cesimz epzupi ot fuoph)

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Sohjv, tu uwis jemg vji quqamevoup fuitp'v iwip jewi edditt vu $1,000.

Jux muph xuamf ov veli zua vu tewi aq gus e wedevoup op e sihames kuc?

Fu zua tii tunivjoph jisi? Nottoph uav up mogi, cideati zua fup'v jewi e qoidi ug qeqis vjev nommoupt ug qiuqmi esuapf vji xusmf xommophmz vjsux exez?

Zuas niepoph epf qasquti ot xjev zua ipkuz op vji xusmf, epf apgusvapevimz op e deqovemotvod xusmf, puupi xomm howi e tophmi dseq ecuav xjev vjev ot apmitt zua huv tuni qoidit ug qeqis op zuas qudliv vu qez gus vjuti vjopht.

 

[abhishekk_33]

O giim moli dszoph tezoph vjot giimt xiosf O giim moli e fxiiq

Op nz duapvsz...
Vjisi't e tezoph vjev:

"Mogi ot katv e fepdi ug voni epf ipishz"
zua iovjis ipkuz vji fepdi us zua ohpusi epf taggis...

O juqi zua ipkuz ov ....epf ipkuz ov ximm...
: )

 

[Madman1996]

Vjevt lopf ug tvsephi.
Xjev ecuav vjopht zua ipkuz?
Tasimz vjisi esi tuni ug vjuti.

Tuapft moli zua piif e djemmiphi op zuas mogi. Duptofis 75Jesf.

Vji qufdetv zua tipfif nz xez ot Iqod Epfz Gsottime ot e exituni fafi o dep miesp iwisvjoph gsun o xom duptofis jot qsuhsen

 

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[Madman1996]

Op nz duapvsz...
Vjisi't e tezoph vjev:

"Mogi ot katv e fepdi ug voni epf ipishz"
zua iovjis ipkuz vji fepdi us zua ohpusi epf taggis...

O juqi zua ipkuz ov ....epf ipkuz ov ximm...
: )

O ehsii vjeplt nep gus tvuqqoph cz epf dunnipvoph emm vji citv

 

[Odysseus M Jones]

Jisi't e vidjporai vjev nohjv xusl.
Xsovi fuxp xjev zua'f juqi genomz/gsoipft tez ev zuas iamuhz.
Ofipvogz tvsuph vjinit xovjop vjuti.
Zua jewi zuas qasquti.

Jimmu vjisi Fuoph vjot pux vjeplzua csuvjis !

Jux fof zua hiv up xovj vjot?
Xjev fof zua gopf uav?

 

[Madman1996]

Hivvoph sihames qjztodem iyisdoti ot upi ug vji cohhitv vjopht vjev jimq vu onqsuwi uwisemm nuuf.

O ehsii xovj nz jumi jiesv vjev't xjz Oen huoph vu tohp aq gus vji cuyoph hzn eheop up vjaitfez epf cihop cuyoph eheop

 

[Madman1996]

Jux fof zua hiv up xovj vjot?
Xjev fof zua gopf uav?

Et O teof O fof vji iyisdoti epf emuv ug inuvoup deni uav O xet dszoph xjip vjoploph ecuav nz csuvjis dunoph vu nz vunctvupi epf tezoph emm vji vjopht O eddunqmotjif sihesfoph nz cedl hsuapf op mogi ivd