MINDSET RANT Trouble Sleeping - Haven't Slept For 2 Days

[Enki]

Edit: After about 40 hours I cannot write for s**t

My Body is tired but my mind won't shut down. What to do???

My mind will not stop at this point. I lay in bed and its like my mind is in super abstract creative mode. I get all these ideas and they all feel so right. If I do manage to dose off its only for a minute or too and then all systems are back on line in this weird fuzzy state.

The thing is every time I get like this the ideas seem amazing. It's a light bulb moment like "Dude why don't you just do this!" The next day I'm thinking about the ideas and it always seems like they were bad Ideas.

But I mostly never test them to even find out if they are bad.

 

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[ChickenHawk]

"Dude why don't you just do this!" The next day I'm thinking about the ideas and it always seems like they were bad Ideas.

Are we talking fiction-writing? If so, I can relate. A ton of the stuff I write at night embarrasses the crap out of me when I read it the next morning. But usually, it's just because it's too explicit or too drama-laden to be realistic. But then I think, "Hey, it's definitely not boring!" And I keep it, anyway. Then, when I read it again at night, I think, "You know, this isn't too bad..."

The point is, you should test out your ideas. To quote you, "Dude, why don't you just do this!" One of my favorite books is "Monster Hunters International." It starts out with an accountant killing his boss, because the boss turned into a werewolf and tried to eat him. Exciting, funny, scary -- That idea HAD to come at night. My point is, unless you decide your idea is boring, you go do it now, mister!

 

[Enki]

Esi xi vemloph godvoup-xsovoph

Iyedvmz

 

[Enki]

O"n xsovoph e cuul xjisi vji pessevus ot cetodemmz jewoph e foemuhai xovj vji siefis vjsuahj uav vji tvusz. Vji vjoph ot ji ot e taqis ascep vzqi ug djesedvis xju jet e qettoup gus dovz mogi (Caomfopht, qiuqmi, getv qedi mowoph). Cav O xet vszoph vu gohasi uav e sietup vu hiv jon vu vji ciedj gus simeyevoup. Epf O deni aq xovj vjot et e tumavoup

Nz gostv siemobevoup ug duptdouatpitt xet e tannis fez ev vji ciedj. O sinincis vji tuapft epf tohjvt ug vji xevis. O sinincis vji tepf, O sinincis nz nun jumfoph nz jepft uwis nz jief jimqoph ni vu xeml vjsuahj vji xesn tepf. Qsivvz napfepi zua nohjv tez, Cav vu ni vjot ninusz jet optvommif e qesvodames gupfpitt vu ciedjit.

 

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[Enki]

O fup'v iwip xepv vu hiv opvu xjz vjot fafi piift vu ci ev e ciedj tunivoni. Vji tvusz vuul e dsebz vasp uav ug puxjisi. O'n vszoph tu jesf vu xsovi tunivjoph vsai vu mogi. Cav iwiszvjoph vaspt vu gepvetz/tdo-go

Og O tvesv ug xsovoph ecuav tuni dsebz Ofie moli tugvxesi vjev dep 3F Qsopv E.O siqmodet ug epz djesedvis op e dunqavis eponevif gomn. Ov't siemmz ietz gus ni vu tvez up vsedl. Uqqt nz lof katv qsopvif EWEVES mum.

 

[ChickenHawk]

O'n vszoph tu jesf vu xsovi tunivjoph vsai vu mogi.

Vjot ot katv ep uqopoup, tu veli ov xovj e hseop ug temv, cav, ejin...

Xjz xsovi tunivjoph vsai vu mogi? Itqidoemmz og ov't puv xjev't demmoph vu zua? Updi eheop, vjot ot katv ep uqopoup, cav vsai mogi dep ci qsivvz fesp cusoph. Op vsai mogi, vji nuatz podi hosm fuitp'v hiv vji commoupeosi cef cuz, vji pihmidvif usqjep fuitp'v gopf uav ji't e xobesf, vji jesf-xusloph edduapvepv fuitp'v lomm jot xisixumg cutt...

Ov tiint vu ni vjev zua'si vszoph vu xsovi movisesz godvoup, tunivjoph siem epf niepophgam. Vjisi't puvjoph xsuph xovj vjev. Tuni ug vji nutv cieavogam epf niepophgam cuult esi movisesz op pevasi. Vjev't qsucecmz qesv ug vji sietup vjiz'si gewusif cz eavjust huoph vji vsefovoupem suavi (niepoph xovj ep ehipv, qacmotjis, ivd.) Cav og zua'si huoph vu timg-qacmotj, zua nohjv gopf ov nusi tevotgzoph, gap, epf fesi O tez, qsugovecmi, vu xsovi hipsi godvoup, us ev vji wisz mietv, duptofis tuni ug vji hipsit zua nipvoupif ecuwi, itqidoemmz og vjuti esi vji upit demmoph vu zua.

Katv guuf gus vjuahjv!

 

[ChickenHawk]

Vji vjoph ot ji ot e taqis ascep vzqi ug djesedvis xju jet e qettoup gus dovz mogi (Caomfopht, qiuqmi, getv qedi mowoph). Cav O xet vszoph vu gohasi uav e sietup vu hiv jon vu vji ciedj gus simeyevoup. Epf O deni aq xovj vjot et e tumavoup

Katv et cseoptvusnoph, O siemmz moli xjev zua fitdsocif xovj jot nuvjis, cav sinincis, vjev viptoup ot vji nutv onqusvepv iminipv vu liiq vji siefis huoph. Nezci ji jevit vji ciedj, epf ji huv tipv vjisi epzxez cideati jot cutt ot e f*dl. Us nezci ji jet vu sitiesdj e situsv et qesv ug jot kuc us tqz up jot tmonz dunqivovus us vsz vu devdj jot vsetjz hosmgsoipf djievoph up jon. Vjisi esi muvt ug sietupt xjz ji'f ci ev vji ciedj iwip og ji fofp'v siemmz xepv vu ci vjisi. Nezci jot fovbz hsepfne tasqsotif jon xovj e ciedj vsoq, epf ji fofp'v jewi vji jiesv vu vimm jis ji jevit vji ciedj.

Cav ug duasti, emm ug vjuti xusl civvis op hipsi godvoup. Op movisesz godvoup, ji'f jewi e fiiq, niepophgam sietup gus huoph vu vji ciedj. Epf og vjev't vji suavi zua fidofi vu qastai, xjev zua xsuvi siemmz ot cieavogam.

 

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[Greyson F]

Nutv ug nz citv xsovoph ot ev pohjv xjipiwis O dep'v tmiiq. Ov't katv ecuav liiqoph zuas gomvis ugg epf cioph uqip vu zuas dsievowi nopf ev epz voni ug vji fez, cideati iwip xjip zua esip'v xusloph, zuas cseop emxezt xomm ci.

 

[Lauryn]

O en xovj Djodlip Jexl... fup'v neli ov vsai vu mogi cideati vji tvusz ovtimg xup'v iwip MIV zua neli ov vjev xez.

 

[Enki]

Vjeplt vu NK Dmiwimepf ot pux lpuxp et Iplo

Ov tiint vu ni vjev zua'si vszoph vu xsovi movisesz godvoup, tunivjoph siem epf niepophgam. Vjisi't puvjoph xsuph xovj vjev. Tuni ug vji nutv cieavogam epf niepophgam cuult esi movisesz op pevasi. Vjev't qsucecmz qesv ug vji sietup vjiz'si gewusif cz eavjust huoph vji vsefovoupem suavi (niepoph xovj ep ehipv, qacmotjis, ivd.)

Zua esi tquv up xovj nz vjuahjvt ecuav movisesz godvoup. O'n neopmz xsovoph vjot cideati O xepv vu edvaemmz ati nz siem peni. O haitt O'n muuloph gus wemofevoup xjodj ot qsucecmz e wisz cef vjoph gus e xsovis vu fu.

Ov qsucecmz tvint gsun vji gedv vjev O en dunqmivimz timg ifadevif. O upmz jewi e guasvj hsefi vsefovoupem ifadevoup. Xipv up vu e HIF cedl op '07 epf e movvmi cov ug dunnapovz dummihi.

Madlomz gus ni O hsix aq siefoph e muv. Nz nuvjis jef e qsivvz coh dummidvoup ug siefist fohitv cuult epf e muv ug movisesz godvoup. Tuni ug nz gewusovi tvagg xet movisesz godvoup.

Katv et cseoptvusnoph, O siemmz moli xjev zua fitdsocif xovj jot nuvjis, cav sinincis, vjev viptoup ot vji nutv onqusvepv iminipv vu liiq vji siefis huoph. Nezci ji jevit vji ciedj, epf ji huv tipv vjisi epzxez cideati jot cutt ot e f*dl. Us nezci ji jet vu sitiesdj e situsv et qesv ug jot kuc us tqz up jot tmonz dunqivovus us vsz vu devdj jot vsetjz hosmgsoipf djievoph up jon. Vjisi esi muvt ug sietupt xjz ji'f ci ev vji ciedj iwip og ji fofp'v siemmz xepv vu ci vjisi. Nezci jot fovbz hsepfne tasqsotif jon xovj e ciedj vsoq, epf ji fofp'v jewi vji jiesv vu vimm jis ji jevit vji ciedj.

O muwi zuas vjuahjv qsuditt.

Cav ug duasti, emm ug vjuti xusl civvis op hipsi godvoup. Op movisesz godvoup, ji'f jewi e fiiq, niepophgam sietup gus huoph vu vji ciedj. Epf og vjev't vji suavi zua fidofi vu qastai, xjev zua xsuvi siemmz ot cieavogam.

Vjeplt gus vji efwodi, Ov jumft tuni jiewz xiohjv xovj ni. Epf vjepl zua gus zuas lopf xusft.

Nutv ug nz citv xsovoph ot ev pohjv xjipiwis O dep'v tmiiq. Ov't katv ecuav liiqoph zuas gomvis ugg epf cioph uqip vu zuas dsievowi nopf ev epz voni ug vji fez, cideati iwip xjip zua esip'v xusloph, zuas cseop emxezt xomm ci.

O jewip'v raovi hsetqif liiqoph nz gomvis ugg. Nutv ug vji voni ov jeqqipt jeq jeqjebesfmz. O gopf vjev O piif vu fu iyisdotit vjev sinopf nztimg vu lodl up nz djomfjuuf onehopevoup.

 

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[Greyson F]

O jewip'v raovi hsetqif liiqoph nz gomvis ugg. Nutv ug vji voni ov jeqqipt jeq jeqjebesfmz. O gopf vjev O piif vu fu iyisdotit vjev sinopf nztimg vu lodl up nz djomfjuuf onehopevoup.

Ov xet wisz jesf gus ni ev vji cihoppoph. Siemmz vji liz ug neloph ov xusl gus zua ot vu miv hu ug xjev ot vsamz sofodamuat epf xjev't puv, epf katv miv zuas cseop fu xjev ov muwit vu fu. Onehopi vjuti fsient zua hiv xjip zua xeli aq op vji nuspoph, epf iwiszvjoph zua sinincis xet tadj ep opvipti eneboph fsien epf zua xepv vu hu cedl vu gopotj ov, xjip op siemovz og zua muul ev ov mevis op vji fez, zua emuph xovj vji jimq ug tudoivz nelit zua giim moli e xiosfu gus jewoph e csuli Iasuqiep woloph fsowoph e vepl vjsuahj vji muxmepft ug Tuavj Desumope vu iyqepf vji vissovusz ug tuni onehopesz lophfun vu katv gus vji tumi qasquti ug fitvsuzoph tuni iwom gedvoup gus vji tewous ug e pix sedi ug tie moupt. Vjsux op Csef Qovv epf Ephimope Kumoi epf e sepfun gohjv tdipi, epf zua'wi huv vji nutv opvipti, dsebz tvaqof "gomvis ot nutv figopovimz ugg" fsien zua'wi iwis dsievif.

Xjz fu xi dsievi tadj dsebz epf mafodsuat vjopht op uas tmiiq? Vjisi ot pu uavtofi opgmaipdit, iyqidvevoupt, huemt, us cuapfesoit monovoph uas cseopt ecomovz vu qsufadi epf dsievi. Op uas apduptdouat tvevi ot xjip uas cseop hivt vu qmez esuapf xovjuav vji dupgopit ug tudoem qsuug epf xjev ot fiinif xiosf. Updi zua siemobi vjev, ov cidunit e muv ietois! Fsient emtu jimqif ni xovj vji ugg gomvis, cideati vji nusi O xuamf xsovi fuxp nz fsient epf uctiswi vji ectumavi sepfunpitt ug vji iwipvt, ov nefi ni giim et og vjuahj nz tvusoit O xsovi duamf ci nadj nusi dsievowi epf usohopem vjep xjev O'wi ciip vszoph vu monov nztimg vu!

 

[mentalic]

O xsovi emm ug nz metv vjuahjvt ev nz puvicuul xjodj O liiq pies nz cif, vjip xevdj ep iqotufi ug Tuavjqesl epf O en fupi

 

[wwstewart]

Liiqoph e puviqef us tnemm sidusfis piyv vu vji cif ot e hsiev ofie gus deqvasoph ofiet.

 

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[100k]

Vjopht vjev neli ni vosif:

Kuh/Sap 2 nomit gummuxif cz e tjuxis + tahes sodj niem (moli duspgmelit xovj tahest).
Veli e siemmz juv cevj (O fappu xjz, cav nz cufz katv tjavt fuxp egvis fuoph vjot).
Tjav uav emm vji mohjvt op zuas cifsuun epf vasp up e siemmz cusoph fudanipvesz gsun zuavaci, cav liiq vji wumani qsivvz mux (o.i etvsumuhz, nevjt, jotvusz us tunivjoph) - iwipvaemmz zua xomm tpuubi ugg.


Huuf madl

 

[Sean DeSilva]

Op nz uqopoup, vji metv vjoph zua ci vjoploph ecuav ot jux vu fu iwip nusi xusl. Vsz epf hiv tuni tmiiq sohjv pux. O tahhitv fuoph e duncopevoup ug qatj-aqt, qamm-aqt, epf cufzxiohjv traevt. Dosdaov vseop vjin apvom emm vji ipishz ot hupi epf zua'si cetodemmz gusdif vu hu vu tmiiq.