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Over the past two weeks I've done some things to try to stop being a slowlane parasite. This includes spending about an hour a night reading, an hour working on my website for the service business I am starting, exercising every single day and cooking/no longer eating fast food.
I have a feeling that I'm not doing anything at night still. Like I'm not really changing, but this is the best path I've ever been on. Last night I felt sick to my stomach and it was a negative thing that I wasn't trying hard enough.
My question to the wiser people here is is this normal? I believe it's the feeling of all the half assed attempts I've made previously which were huge action fakes. Deep down this fear is simmering inside.
I called someone I plan to contract for to learn that service business, when I get a day off work we're going out together. But still, I feel that emotion of uncertainty and negativity. But working on the identity shift is all I care about. Making it real.
I have a feeling that I'm not doing anything at night still. Like I'm not really changing, but this is the best path I've ever been on. Last night I felt sick to my stomach and it was a negative thing that I wasn't trying hard enough.
My question to the wiser people here is is this normal? I believe it's the feeling of all the half assed attempts I've made previously which were huge action fakes. Deep down this fear is simmering inside.
I called someone I plan to contract for to learn that service business, when I get a day off work we're going out together. But still, I feel that emotion of uncertainty and negativity. But working on the identity shift is all I care about. Making it real.
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