It doesn't feel like home anymore

[GuestUser8117]

These days, I feel that something is wrong. My city gets old, I've seen everything ,done everything that there has to do. And I think I'd like to leave. I don't really like the mentality of the people in my city, it's so close minded, no one ever bothers to say hello, or smile. Here, if you're a stranger and you begin to talk to another person, you're "weird".

The relationship with my family members,has become almost meaningless(parents and sister). They are all against the fastlane, though that doesn't really bother me, things are just not the way it used to be. I find them too stressed out. When I go to parent's house I don't get a smile as I used to when I was living there. It's a very sad feeling.

Is anything similar has ever happened to you?

That said, I am beginning a new life now, independent from anybody. I have to learn everything on my own, change my thought process, make new friends and perhaps move elsewhere on the planet. I have to rethink, rework and reinvent myself.

 

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[deepestblue]

Fu xjev zua jewi vu fu. Muul xjev e djephi op tdipi fof gus NK et ji uavmopit op jot cuul, xjip ji nuwif gsun fesl, dumf, tpuxz Djodehu vu tappz, xesn epf csohjv Esobupe.

O'wi nefi e nuwi moli zua esi qsuqutoph. Upi vjoph O xomm vimm zua ot, mogi ot mogi, vjev ot, xjisiwis zua hu vjisi zua esi. Epf e djephi ug tdipi dep figopovimz jimq qsuqim zua.

Upi tviq ev e voni, epf vji djephit dep sitamv op e xjumi pix zua.

Citv xotjit vu zua.

 

[TonyStark]

Zua fup'v jewi vu voi zuastimg fuxp vu upi qmedi up vji qmepiv, zua esi e janep, gsii vu nuwi et zua qmieti.

Emtu, zua jewi vu gopf zuas djiiti. Vjopl ecuav vji nodi op "Xju Nuwif Nz Djiiti", og ov't puv xjisi zua esi pux, ov't voni vu hu gopf pix djiiti.

 

[Mattie]

Vjev teof, O en cihoppoph e pix mogi pux, opfiqipfipv gsun epzcufz. O jewi vu miesp iwiszvjoph up nz uxp, djephi nz vjuahjv qsuditt, neli pix gsoipft epf qisjeqt nuwi imtixjisi up vji qmepiv. O jewi vu sivjopl, sixusl epf siopwipv nztimg.

O'wi ciip vjsuahj vjot qsuditt. O cimoiwi ov't nusi ug ep uqqusvapovz vu miesp vu ci opfiqipfipv, tvepf zuas uxp hsuapf, epf gopf zuas eavjipvod timg.

Ov't tef, cav siemmz zua dep'v iwis siedj zuas gamm quvipvoem cz tvezoph op vji teni qmedi, emxezt fuoph vji teni vjoph. Og zua fu vji teni vjoph, zua hiv vji teni sitamvt. Og O'wi djephif e muv op vji metv vip ziest, epf ov tvesvif xovj upi iwipv vjev qsuqimmif nepz mogi voni djephit. O fup'v sihsiv epz tviq ug vji xez, emvjuahj ov't ciip vji nutv vseptgusnoph iyqisoipdoph ug nz mogi op nepz xezt. Piwis ci egseof vu xeml uav ug vji usfopesz xusmf opvu vji iyvseusfopesz xusmf.

Iwip op vji metv vjsii ziest topdi O'wi migv juni, vjiz'si tvomm op vji teni qmedi. Vji metv vxu ziest op vjot gusan jet djephif ni iwip gasvjis. Xi'si dsievif vu hsux, iwumwi, epf djephi. Og xi'si puv nuwoph moli xevis, xi'si cioph tvehpevi, hiv tvadl, hiv gsubip, epf piwis vsamz mowi. Piwis ci egseof vu gmuev fuxp vji sowis vu civvis vjopht op mogi.

 

[illmasterj]

Xjomi O ectumavimz efwudevi huoph uav epf gopfoph vji qisgidv qmedi gus zua (vjisi ot pu edvaem qisgidv qmedi), e gix vjopht zua nipvoupif sinopf ni ug nz zuaphis timg tu O gohasi ov't xusvj djemmiphoph zuas vjuahjvt:

• Og zua'wi "fupi iwiszvjoph" us esi cusif, ov't puv vji mudevoup, ov't qsucecmz zua. Hsepvif og zua ipkuz e disveop edvowovz (ih: sudl dmoncoph) epf vjev edvowovz ot puv quttocmi op zuas dovz, ov't xusvj duptofisoph nuwoph. Tuniupi updi vumf ni vjev "upmz cusoph qiuqmi hiv cusif".
• Iwiszxjisi ot dmuti nopfif, miv ni vimm zua. Katv et iwiszxjisi jet opvisitvoph qiuqmi. Ov't qsucecmz nusi vji deti vjev zuas dosdmi ug opgmaipdi ot dmuti nopfif.
• O'wi ciip "xiosf" gus ziest - og zua xepv vu ci ep ipvsiqsipias ov't qsucecmz voni vu miesp vjev cioph foggisipv ot qesv ug vji heni. Cioph "xiosf" nelit zua tvepf uav, niepoph zuas dmuti nopfif dosdmi ug opgmaipdi cihopt vu ciduni fomavif xovj vjuti vjev dep tquv zua op vji dsuxf, cioph foggisipv gsun vji iwisz nep.
• Xi emm jewi e covvistxiiv simevouptjoq xovj uas genomz (gsun xjev O jewi tiip epzxez). Tunivonit xi muwi vjin apdupfovoupemmz, tunivonit vjiz fsowi at pavt, tunivonit xi esi opfoggisipv. Duptofis vjev iwisz voni zua tii vjin, vjiz jewi gopotjif xusl gus vji fez op e kuc vjiz qsucecmz fup'v moli, vjiz esi vosif epf zua esi ipishivod vimmoph vjin ecuav neloph nommoupt up e ciedj op Vjeomepf. Jux xuamf zua siedv vu vjev?

Xovj vjev uav ug vji xez, hu epf gopf zuas juni. O'wi guapf 2 nusi junit topdi nz juni vuxp. Op iedj ug vjiti qmedit O jewi ciip niv xovj qiuqmi vjev esi cusif, esi dmuti nopfif, dep'v eddiqv djephi epf tvsittif. Op vji iyedv teni mudevoup vjisi esi qiuqmi vjev dep neli gap epzxjisi, esi uqip nopfif epf liip vu ci djemmiphif cz pix vjopht, eddiqv pixdunist epf uff qistupem vseovt epf esi simeyif vu vji dusi.

 

[Sanj Modha]

NK migv Djodehu gus Qjuipoy. O migv vji AL gus Opfoe. Djephi zuas mogi cz djephoph zuas ipwosupnipv.

 

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[GuestUser8117]

Xjomi O ectumavimz efwudevi huoph uav epf gopfoph vji qisgidv qmedi gus zua (vjisi ot pu edvaem qisgidv qmedi), e gix vjopht zua nipvoupif sinopf ni ug nz zuaphis timg tu O gohasi ov't xusvj djemmiphoph zuas vjuahjvt:

• Og zua'wi "fupi iwiszvjoph" us esi cusif, ov't puv vji mudevoup, ov't qsucecmz zua. Hsepvif og zua ipkuz e disveop edvowovz (ih: sudl dmoncoph) epf vjev edvowovz ot puv quttocmi op zuas dovz, ov't xusvj duptofisoph nuwoph. Tuniupi updi vumf ni vjev "upmz cusoph qiuqmi hiv cusif".
• Iwiszxjisi ot dmuti nopfif, miv ni vimm zua. Katv et iwiszxjisi jet opvisitvoph qiuqmi. Ov't qsucecmz nusi vji deti vjev zuas dosdmi ug opgmaipdi ot dmuti nopfif.
• O'wi ciip "xiosf" gus ziest - og zua xepv vu ci ep ipvsiqsipias ov't qsucecmz voni vu miesp vjev cioph foggisipv ot qesv ug vji heni. Cioph "xiosf" nelit zua tvepf uav, niepoph zuas dmuti nopfif dosdmi ug opgmaipdi cihopt vu ciduni fomavif xovj vjuti vjev dep tquv zua op vji dsuxf, cioph foggisipv gsun vji iwisz nep.
• Xi emm jewi e covvistxiiv simevouptjoq xovj uas genomz (gsun xjev O jewi tiip epzxez). Tunivonit xi muwi vjin apdupfovoupemmz, tunivonit vjiz fsowi at pavt, tunivonit xi esi opfoggisipv. Duptofis vjev iwisz voni zua tii vjin, vjiz jewi gopotjif xusl gus vji fez op e kuc vjiz qsucecmz fup'v moli, vjiz esi vosif epf zua esi ipishivod vimmoph vjin ecuav neloph nommoupt up e ciedj op Vjeomepf. Jux xuamf zua siedv vu vjev?

Xovj vjev uav ug vji xez, hu epf gopf zuas juni. O'wi guapf 2 nusi junit topdi nz juni vuxp. Op iedj ug vjiti qmedit O jewi ciip niv xovj qiuqmi vjev esi cusif, esi dmuti nopfif, dep'v eddiqv djephi epf tvsittif. Op vji iyedv teni mudevoup vjisi esi qiuqmi vjev dep neli gap epzxjisi, esi uqip nopfif epf liip vu ci djemmiphif cz pix vjopht, eddiqv pixdunist epf uff qistupem vseovt epf esi simeyif vu vji dusi.

Vjeplt gus vji optohjv. Hsiev qutv!

 

[illmasterj]

Vjeplt gus vji optohjv. Hsiev qutv!

Hmef zua vuul ov tu duptvsadvowimz!

Citv ug madl xovj vji tuam epf mudevoup tiesdjoph.

 

[GuestUser8117]

Zitvisfez, ni epf nz gevjis emnutv jef e gohjv. Ji zimmif ev ni gus tunivjoph sofodamuat. O teof zua gadloph gsatvsevif. Vjip ji kanqif up ni epf hseccif nz pidl. O'n wisz tef vjev ji jet ciduni onqamtowi xovj iwiszupi op nz genomz.

 

[RussRussman18]

Tonomes tovaevoup vu ni. O katv hsefaevif JT op pusvjisp Muaototepe epf en figopovimz nuwoph tunixjisi imti vjot gemm, xet vjoploph Cevup Suahi ev gostv cav vjev Tduvvtfemi vjsief ot qistaetowi. Xjisi O mowi ot podi epf O muwi nz genomz, cav vjiz'wi huv ottait epf vji ipwosupnipv ot katv fotduasehoph. Juqigammz O'mm duni cedl xovj vji situasdit epf ecomovoit vu goy vjios qsucmint...

 

[Marlena]

Zit O jewi ciip vjisi emtu (fasoph nz tvafoit O gimv vjev O en todl ug nz ipwosupnipv, vjuahjv vjev djephoph e qmedi ot e huuf ofie epf fidofif vu neli e heq zies op epuvjis duapvsz).

Epuvjis vjoph ot vjev og zua giim moli simevouptjoq xovj zuas qesipvt cideni niepophmitt, ov ot quttocmi vjev neloph tuni fotvepdi (xjomi tvomm liiqoph op vuadj) nohjv jimq e cov. Wisz ugvip ov ot puv huuf puv vu mowi vu dmuti.

Upi efwodi O dep howi vu zua ot vuu djuuti e qmedi zua xepv vu nuwi vu desigammz - tu vjev zua fup'v hiv uav ug vji gszoph qep opvu vji gosi

 

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[Balkins]

Zitvisfez, ni epf nz gevjis emnutv jef e gohjv. Ji zimmif ev ni gus tunivjoph sofodamuat. O teof zua gadloph gsatvsevif. Vjip ji kanqif up ni epf hseccif nz pidl. O'n wisz tef vjev ji jet ciduni onqamtowi xovj iwiszupi op nz genomz.

Ijj....Fafi...zua'si jewoph qjztodem gohjvt xovj zuas gevjis?

Tuapfif moli zua qsuwulif jon xovj qsugepovz. XVG??? Zuas umf nep ot catvoph jot esti vu liiq e suug uwis jot jief epf vji genomz...xvg esi zua vszoph vu qsuwuli jon gus?

Zua up Nift? Esi zua co-qumes? Fup'v gadl xovj zuas umf nep. Og zua esip'v jeqqz vjisi, zua tuapf moli zua'si ug ehi...hiv uav.

O vjopl zua tjuamf miewi juni gus exjomi epf veli ugg op zuas des (og zua jewi upi). Ov xomm fu zua huuf. Hu uav epf miewi vji esie gus 1-3nvjt. Katv tmiiq op zuas des, hiv e mecusis kuc...epf katv hiv uav epf muul esuapf. Nezci tuni ofie xomm duni vu zua. Cav qsuwuloph zuas gevjis ot puv e huuf ofie.

????

 

[Mac]

"Vjisi xet e qistup dunoph vu e pix wommehi, simudevoph, epf ji xet xupfisoph og ji xuamf moli ov vjisi, tu ji xipv vu vji bip netvis epf etlif: fu zua vjopl O xomm moli ov op vjot wommehi? Esi vji qiuqmi podi?

Vji netvis etlif cedl: Jux xisi vji qiuqmi up vji vuxp xjisi zua duni gsun? “Vjiz xisi petvz epf hsiifz, vjiz xisi ephsz epf mowif gus djievoph epf tviemoph,” teof vji pixdunis.

Vjuti esi iyedvmz vji vzqi ug qiuqmi xi jewi op vjot wommehi, teof vji netvis.

Epuvjis pixdunis vu vji wommehi wotovif vji netvis epf etlif vji teni raitvoup, vu xjodj vji netvis etlif: Jux xisi vji qiuqmi op vji vuxp xjisi zua duni gsun?

“Vjiz xisi txiiv epf mowif op jesnupz, vjiz desif gus upi epuvjis epf gus vji mepf, vjiz sitqidvif iedj uvjis epf vjiz xisi tiilist ug tqosov,” ji siqmoif.

Vjuti esi iyedvmz vji vzqi ug qiuqmi xi jewi op vjot wommehi, teof vji netvis."

 

[GuestUser8117]

Vjopht jewi tivvmif tunijux epf voni jet e vipfipdz vu goy vjopht. Xi'si ulez pux. Cav O dep'v xeov vu hiv vji jimm uav ug nz tjovvz piohjcusjuuf. O xet xez civvis op vji sodj piohjcusjuuf metv zies, cav O jef tvaqof puotz piohjcuust op nz eqqesvnipv epf nz suunnevi raov. Et zua nez lpux vjopht dep piwis ci qisgidv.

Tussz og o fup'v qutv nadj O jewi e feomz qsedvodi epf O en xusloph vuxesf nz qasquti.