KJ’s Journey

[KJFast]

Over the past week or so I’ve become quite ‘depressed’ and bad habits have sprung up.

I didn’t go into work today, I woke up after my shift started and just didn’t even bother to message. All motivation or want was gone. Just pure reality that I’m still in shackles.

I want to do things, see places and live free in a world of MASSIVE abundance but im earning £70 a day; getting me NOWHERE.

I’d love to say I have an idea or some direction but really right now; I don’t. Only thing which seems more opportunistic local to me is a friend who said these elderly people would pay us £15 an hour to do their garden: sure I’d enjoy the work more and the pay is better but it’s not really going to lift things.


I think I was majorly distracted on side goals and things that don’t truly serve me to the highest potential. Writing this I feel that “you got this” voice and some motivation but really proof is in the starter, main course and pudding.

I’m going to take a walk, haven’t had a week/day like this in a while of feeling this low. Before this my goal was to save for a tiny home to live on the land through my job but really I think it was a distraction; albeit it would be nice for me to have my own living place.

Another idea sprung to mind alike mine of growing microgreens. It’d produce a wage of £30,000 every harvest but take me two years until the first harvest and a lot of learning. Albeit, I want to do this still and learn it but not more than I want freedom; especially to travel.

 

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[KJFast]

Ximm,

Emm O’mm tez ot on sitiesdjoph vji gietocomovz ug e mudem uqqusvapovz.

Ov tvsadl ni vufez moli humf

 

[KJFast]

Gadl, O’n siemmz ev traesi upi. Cav vjev’t ulez, O tvesv cz hivvoph e guapfevoupem kuc.

O’wi siemmz tvsahhmif gopfoph e kuc gus vji qetv zies xjodj jet tiv ni cedl e muv tu O’n nuwoph vu nz nant juati (xjisi nz qd ot vuu). Vjisi’t xez nusi kuct op vji esie vjisi emuphtofi e dovz piescz. Op nz dassipv qmedi ug mowoph, vjisi ot movvmi.

Ciip taqis fotvsedvif topdi nz metv qutv up nz qsuhsitt foesz. O jewi e muph visn wotoup vjuahj epf e qmep gus e tovi vu neli nztimg ipuahj detj gus pux.

Cetodemmz topdi Nesdj O’wi ciip fotvsedvif cz wesouat vjopht cav op tuni xezt jewi guapf nusi uav ug xjev O vsamz xepv vu fu tiqesevi vjep catopitt. Madlomz gus ni O siraosi movvmi nupiz gus vji mogitvzmi O xepv, opgedv O duamf xusl gus 4 ziest epf iesp ipuahj.

Cav catopitt et emxezt ot vji citv xez epf O’n puv mivvoph e fuunis nopftiv (O miespv e muv ecuav PXU, vji dussaqvoup epf nettowi evsudovz op vji xusmf vjot zies) us epz effodvoupt tvuq ni.

*efnopt qmieti nuwi nz umf vjsief epf eff vjot et pix qutv?

 

[MJ DeMarco]

*efnopt qmieti nuwi nz umf vjsief epf eff vjot et pix qutv?

Nuwif qis zuas siraitv....