Kdthelegend
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Life has pushed me toward being wealthy. I am 27 and I have noticed that up until this point my life has been about loss. I have lost my brother to murder, my dad two years after, and my best friend a week ago. This doesn't include all the other deaths that I have experienced in my life. I realize with my best friends death that life is to short. I have to go after what I want now.
I am in a situation that seems hopeless. I just moved back from Dallas Texas to Toledo, Ohio because I couldn't find a job. I spent three months going to interviews never to get hired. I realize that working a job is not how I'm going to get to my millions. But I need some money coming in to get my ebook business off the ground. All of these internet sites ask for a certain amount of money to sell your products every month. I can't afford to do that because I can't get a job.
Life has been hard for me. I don't have family that have businesses or good credit. My family comes from the hood. My parents got good jobs and moved us into a middle class neighborhood. My life has been a testament of struggle for these last 5 years. It's seem like no matter what I do I will not let myself get ahead. I moved to Dallas to change my life. I started out doing good and then once again I self sabotaged myself. Getting in a relationship with the wrong women and quitting my job thinking I would be able to get another one quickly.
I don't have connections, my credit isn't good, and every interview I go into I see a look of intimidation on the interviewers face. Being a 6 foot 8 black man has not did to good for me getting jobs. I don't understand why people of other races are so intimidated of a black man.
It's like I got all these things I been through in my life. These things were suppose to happen to crumble me. Instead, they have made me stronger and more aggressive. I have changed alot of my beliefs about how the world works. Instead of living in a fantasy I now live in reality. I am officially at the point where I am willing to do anything to get money. I feel like for all the loss and pain I took in my life I must be repaid billions. I am set to go out here in this world and take it. When I say take it I mean by legit business practices. Things have to get better for me or eventually I will snap. I know me and I know that I have a side of me can cause me to do real bad things if I feel like I'm pushed in a corner.
I mean I grew up with an alcoholic father and all types of issues have stemmed from that I believe.
I am at home in my mothers house looking for jobs. No car no nothing. I know I am the fault for my life. I made all these choices. I just don't understand why I keep punishing myself. Why do I keep trying to cause myself more pain? Why am I trying to destroy myself?
Has anybody every been this low? How did you get out of this situation? If I can't a basic job I mean what the hell am I suppose to do? Go back to selling drugs and robbing people. I left that life behind me along time ago and I refuse to go back.
What could I do to get out of this situation I am in? What can I do to get my mind to help me on my mission to become a billionaire?
I just feel like my mind is not 100 percent behind me. I need my mind, my body, and my soul to be behind me to get to where I want to be.
I know that I need to find a mentor that has been through what I been through, and has reached the top.
I am in a situation that seems hopeless. I just moved back from Dallas Texas to Toledo, Ohio because I couldn't find a job. I spent three months going to interviews never to get hired. I realize that working a job is not how I'm going to get to my millions. But I need some money coming in to get my ebook business off the ground. All of these internet sites ask for a certain amount of money to sell your products every month. I can't afford to do that because I can't get a job.
Life has been hard for me. I don't have family that have businesses or good credit. My family comes from the hood. My parents got good jobs and moved us into a middle class neighborhood. My life has been a testament of struggle for these last 5 years. It's seem like no matter what I do I will not let myself get ahead. I moved to Dallas to change my life. I started out doing good and then once again I self sabotaged myself. Getting in a relationship with the wrong women and quitting my job thinking I would be able to get another one quickly.
I don't have connections, my credit isn't good, and every interview I go into I see a look of intimidation on the interviewers face. Being a 6 foot 8 black man has not did to good for me getting jobs. I don't understand why people of other races are so intimidated of a black man.
It's like I got all these things I been through in my life. These things were suppose to happen to crumble me. Instead, they have made me stronger and more aggressive. I have changed alot of my beliefs about how the world works. Instead of living in a fantasy I now live in reality. I am officially at the point where I am willing to do anything to get money. I feel like for all the loss and pain I took in my life I must be repaid billions. I am set to go out here in this world and take it. When I say take it I mean by legit business practices. Things have to get better for me or eventually I will snap. I know me and I know that I have a side of me can cause me to do real bad things if I feel like I'm pushed in a corner.
I mean I grew up with an alcoholic father and all types of issues have stemmed from that I believe.
I am at home in my mothers house looking for jobs. No car no nothing. I know I am the fault for my life. I made all these choices. I just don't understand why I keep punishing myself. Why do I keep trying to cause myself more pain? Why am I trying to destroy myself?
Has anybody every been this low? How did you get out of this situation? If I can't a basic job I mean what the hell am I suppose to do? Go back to selling drugs and robbing people. I left that life behind me along time ago and I refuse to go back.
What could I do to get out of this situation I am in? What can I do to get my mind to help me on my mission to become a billionaire?
I just feel like my mind is not 100 percent behind me. I need my mind, my body, and my soul to be behind me to get to where I want to be.
I know that I need to find a mentor that has been through what I been through, and has reached the top.
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