- Banned
- #1
- Dec 24, 2013
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I'm a loser. I've done nothing for a year! I worked as a real estate agent for a month and I hated it because all I could do was drink after contacting way too many people and not showing enough. Of course I was inexperienced and I didn't market as much but I didn't have any funds and I put up way too many excuses. I don't have much to believe in.
I find myself almost a year since that day I decided to intern in the profession and I haven't made money since I quit the job, actually, back in January. I'm pretty much breaking down and I have nothing to believe in, or not much to believe in. I'm currently on the 1st day of the Bold and Determined Program; it's almost over, the day. I just need to get my 100 squats/push-ups/crunches in (which will happen before bed; but I'm too anxious to do any right now). I don't have much to believe in except this program.
I just don't know how to make money fast and I feel like time has finally caught up to me. All of my ex-friends, because I have no friends, now have jobs. Even the dumbest person in my math class works as a research analyst. And I got rejected from two interviews even though the interviewer liked me, but he wasn't the decision maker. I don't know if I should just get a job, because I always get rejected. I don't know if I should freelance, because when I did, I wrote two java programs for $12. And I don't know if I should network, because I don't trust anyone.
All I know is I want to make money, but I don't have anyone to believe in. The only thing I believe in is this B&D program. But I don't even believe in the writer. Because of the negative things everyone says about him and his success, like how he advertises bluehost and how that's a bad practice. It's like everywhere I go, I'm looking for the wrong answers and I get them.
Where do we go from here? EDIT: (On the plus side, I can't remember the last time I had a sip of alcohol - must have been over a few months now.) Oh yeah, I also have $0 in my bank. Also, I'm setting a goal to make money - part of the program I'm on is to set a definite and specific goal. I definitely want to make some money and specifically more of it. But how?
I find myself almost a year since that day I decided to intern in the profession and I haven't made money since I quit the job, actually, back in January. I'm pretty much breaking down and I have nothing to believe in, or not much to believe in. I'm currently on the 1st day of the Bold and Determined Program; it's almost over, the day. I just need to get my 100 squats/push-ups/crunches in (which will happen before bed; but I'm too anxious to do any right now). I don't have much to believe in except this program.
I just don't know how to make money fast and I feel like time has finally caught up to me. All of my ex-friends, because I have no friends, now have jobs. Even the dumbest person in my math class works as a research analyst. And I got rejected from two interviews even though the interviewer liked me, but he wasn't the decision maker. I don't know if I should just get a job, because I always get rejected. I don't know if I should freelance, because when I did, I wrote two java programs for $12. And I don't know if I should network, because I don't trust anyone.
All I know is I want to make money, but I don't have anyone to believe in. The only thing I believe in is this B&D program. But I don't even believe in the writer. Because of the negative things everyone says about him and his success, like how he advertises bluehost and how that's a bad practice. It's like everywhere I go, I'm looking for the wrong answers and I get them.
Where do we go from here? EDIT: (On the plus side, I can't remember the last time I had a sip of alcohol - must have been over a few months now.) Oh yeah, I also have $0 in my bank. Also, I'm setting a goal to make money - part of the program I'm on is to set a definite and specific goal. I definitely want to make some money and specifically more of it. But how?
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