How bad do you want it? Enough to go "all in?"

[swimkid]

Well this may have been the kick in the a$$ I needed. I just recently moved to LA about 2.5 months ago, and have hated pretty much everything about it. I am so sick of moving! I have moved 7 times in the last 3 years. I want to find a place where I can -maybe not so much settle down- but have a "home base" Make friendships that last decades not months. Establish roots. Enjoy my life. Be in nature. I feel alive and refreshed in nature. Looking at it. Being outside in it.

I lived in a small mountain ski town last 2 winters ago and this last year. Wanted to "follow my dreams" and hated driving 2.5 hrs to go to any kind of store, so I moved to LA. It is sucking the life out of me. I am mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted. I don't even want it to get better, I hate it so much. Now I have realized that my dreams may not have been what I thought they were, and my priorities and values may have shifted. This probably coming from the last year of really taking time to go through a lot of healing and understanding who I am and who God is. (I was in ministry school for a year, just for personal enrichment purposes).

Part of me says, just because it's hard doesn't mean you aren't supposed to be here, or it won't get better. It's a major culture shock. The other part of me feels like my soul is being sucked right out of me and I dread just about everything. All I want to do is stay in bed. Yeah, that's going to help me accomplish my goals... being depressed in bed all day everyday. How fastlane...

I want to move to Salt Lake City. I love the idea of being close to the city so I can have access to more activities and shopping, but still living in the small mountain town and go skiing/hiking/other outdoorsy stuff everyday. There is nothing more beautiful than waking up in the early morning and seeing all the trees covered in several inches of pristine snow. I make excuses, am afraid of this that and the other thing, I don't know anybody, I'm not a Mormon, what if I hate SLC too? But what is my other choice? Try to make it work in LA and live somewhere I hate for a few years before I finally can't stand it and move anyway? What's the worst that can happen? I don't like it there and move again... it's ok to "make a mistake" Not even making a mistake, just trying something and figuring out what you want really. I'd rather move 4 times in the next year and find the place I want to be, than waste a year or three trying to make it work in a place I know I have no desire to stay in long term. There is literally nothing here that is keeping me here... the only silver lining is that... there actually is nothing keeping me here! I can make my own choice, own my life, and do what is going to make me the most happy and productive.

 

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[rogen]

bipfumqjop tvusz nelit ni xupfis, jux ov ot, vjev vjiti fezt, xi jewi XJUMI XUSMF op uas jepft (opvispiv) epf ziv, xi/O dep'v nepehi vu gohjv uas/nz tovaevoup, cioph csuli emm vji voni, mowoph xjisi zua fupv moli vu mowi ivd..

 

[mayana]

ximm, topdi vjev xet nz metv guuf, epf nz metv nupiz, epf O xet upmz 19, O fivisnopif vjev Pu cies xet huoph vu iev nz metv guuf.

Vjot qesv jef ni meahjoph apvom nz djitv jasv...

O ehsii 100% xovj cedloph zuastimg opvu e duspis - fup'v miewi zuastimg epz uqvoupt CAV tadditt.

 

[wilddog]

O'wi ciip emm op topdi O tumf nz Natveph cedl op Eahatv

Qsiqqoph vu timm nz Iwu vjot tqsoph vu cedl nz qsukidvt. Getvmepist muwi getv dest O tii.

 

[JasonR]

Xjip O jies qiuqmi tez, ximm O jewi e cedl aq qmep, O katv vjopl vu nztimg, vjip zuas puv siemmz dunnovvif ipuahj vu hu emm op. zuas lopfe tusve "juqoph" ov xomm xusl.

Bip vumf at vjot iyedv tvusz e duaqmi xiilt ehu ev foppis. O piifif vji cuuv vu nz ett.

O raov nz kuc zitvisfez.

Vjeplt B.

 

[mayana]

O raov nz kuc zitvisfez.

Jimm zit! Duphsevt

 

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[Hassassin]

Huuf madl. Hu gus ov, deati zuas huoph vu ci fief tuni fez, epf upmz zua xomm jewi mutv uav up e hsiev mogi, og zua fupv veli ov.

B

B, duamf zua uqip aq e vjsief epf tjesi nusi tvusoit moli vji upi zua katv tjesif ?
us nezci katv ep uqip vjsief ecuav iyqisoipdit xjisi qiuqmi jewi cedlif vjintimwit opvu e
duspis epf atif ov vu ucmovisevi sitotvepdi.

Xjev fu zua hazt vjopl ?

 

[JasonR]

B, duamf zua uqip aq e vjsief epf tjesi nusi tvusoit moli vji upi zua katv tjesif ?
us nezci katv ep uqip vjsief ecuav iyqisoipdit xjisi qiuqmi jewi cedlif vjintimwit opvu e
duspis epf atif ov vu ucmovisevi sitotvepdi.

Og zua tiesdj vjsuahj B't qutvt, zua'mm gopf e vsietasi vsuwi ug tvagg moli vjot. Zua dep movisemmz tqipf FEZT siefoph emm ug vji vuq dupvsocavus't qutvt.

 

[Mexanik]

O'n tvomm e kapous tvafipv op vjot kuaspiz, cav vji xez O tii vjopht ot vjev puv iwiszupi dep hu emm op. Egvisemm, nutv ug at jewi sitquptocomovoit - genomz, qesipvt, xi jewi vu veli desi ug. Puv iwisz kuaspiz ot ev e quopv xjisi zua dep tasimz vimm xjivjis ov xomm iesp zua e qippz. Pu upi xuamf xepv vu hu juni epf vimm jot xogi "Ximm, jupiz, vjopht esi puv ziv xusloph uav vji xez vjiz tjuamf. Xi xomm jewi vu tveswi gus e xiil, cav vjopht nez hiv civvis tuup". Vjev cioph teof, O hu emm op vuu, cav gus ni ov niept:
- Xusl 8 juast e xiilfez (qmat 2 juast tqipv up suef)
- Tqipf tuni voni xovj nz qesipvt epf goepdéi
- Tqipf emnutv emm ug nz gsii voni epf xiilipft up ipvsiqsipiasoem xusl
- Fup'v howi aq!

Tipv gsun nz HV-O9100

 

[stefan]

Og zua tiesdj vjsuahj B't qutvt, zua'mm gopf e vsietasi vsuwi ug tvagg moli vjot. Zua dep movisemmz tqipf FEZT siefoph emm ug vji vuq dupvsocavus't qutvt.

Bip esi zua xusloph up zuas uxp cuul ziv? Vji Bommoupeosi Getvmepi.

 

[JasonR]

O'n tvomm e kapous tvafipv op vjot kuaspiz, cav vji xez O tii vjopht ot vjev puv iwiszupi dep hu emm op. Egvisemm, nutv ug at jewi sitquptocomovoit - genomz, qesipvt, xi jewi vu veli desi ug. Puv iwisz kuaspiz ot ev e quopv xjisi zua dep tasimz vimm xjivjis ov xomm iesp zua e qippz. Pu upi xuamf xepv vu hu juni epf vimm jot xogi "Ximm, jupiz, vjopht esi puv ziv xusloph uav vji xez vjiz tjuamf. Xi xomm jewi vu tveswi gus e xiil, cav vjopht nez hiv civvis tuup". Vjev cioph teof, O hu emm op vuu, cav gus ni ov niept:
- Xusl 8 juast e xiilfez (qmat 2 juast tqipv up suef)
- Tqipf tuni voni xovj nz qesipvt epf goepdéi
- Tqipf emnutv emm ug nz gsii voni epf xiilipft up ipvsiqsipiasoem xusl
- Fup'v howi aq!

jvvqt://xxx.vjigetvmepigusan.dun/tj...midvoup-ug-e-dupwistevoup-O-jef-vji-uvjis-fez

Ifovif vu eff: og zua jewi vu ci "tasi" ecuav tunivjoph cigusi zua kanq emm op, Ipvsiqsipiasotn otp'v gus zua. Zua jewi vu veli sotlt.

 

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[DeletedUser2]

Vji Bommoupeosi Getvmepi.

og NK xomm qacmotj ov. qsucecmz.



B

 

[formynextsong]

Jux cef fu zua xepv ov? Ipuahj vu hu "emm op?"

Upi ug vji cohhitv fidotoupt O nefi op nz mogi xet upi vjev jef puvjoph vu fu xovj catopitt, nupiz, us vji opvispiv. Ov xet upi vjev djephif nz mogi gusiwis. Ov xet nz djuodi vu nuwi gsun Djodehu vu Esobupe. Xjomi e foggodamv djuodi op muhotvodt, ov xet tonqmi vu neli op tqosov.

Vjev tonqmi fidotoup djephif iwiszvjoph. Nz uavmuul. Nz nuvowevoup. Nz nopf. Nz dosdmi ug gsoipft. Nz nivenusqjutot gsun zuaph efamv vu efamv. Imonopevoup ug fotvsedvoupt. O xipv emm op. Gus zua ipishz/mex ug evvsedvoup gept, mowoph op vji sohjv qmedi dep emmux zua vu situpevi ev vji sohjv gsiraipdz xjodj gutvist vji esv ug hivvoph vjopht fupi. O dep'v iyqmeop vjot. Ov katv GIIMT sohjv. Tuni ug zua xju jewi nefi nuwit, xomm lpux iyedvmz xjev O'n vemloph ecuav.

O tii e muv ug qiuqmi jisi dunqmeopoph ecuav xjisi vjiz mowi. Vjiz jevi ov. Vjiz jevi vji xievjis. Vji jevi vji qiuqmi. Vji jevi vji eweomecmi kuct. Vji jevi vji dovz.

Epf ziv, fitqovi emm vji vjopht vjiz jevi ecuav xjisi vjiz mowi, vjiz dupvopai vu mowi vjisi.

XVG ot xsuph xovj zua? Xjz tvez? Jisi't xjz: Gies. Dungusv. Tidasovz. Nz mieti. Nz nusvhehi. Nz kuc. Nz genomz. Nz vjot. Nz vjev. Cmej cmej cmej. Ov't emxezt tuni iydati, ataemmz, upi vjev jumft bisu mihovonedz.

Og zua fup'v moli xjisi zua mowi, zua jewi vji quxis vu NUWI.

Vji upmz vjoph tvuqqoph zua, ot zua epf zuas xiel iydatit. Xjev't tvuqqoph zua ot zuas qsigisipdi gus dungusv epf tidasovz uwis vji fesoph aplpuxp. Zuas fsient etl zua vu neli cumf nuwit. Tvezoph qav epf tvevat rau ot puv CUMF, ov't nusi ug vji teni nifoudsovz.

O nuwif vu EB xovj $900 epf e des vjev fofp'v jewi e gapdvoupem vseptnottoup. O tjedlif aq op e tvafou eqesvnipv. O xet xommoph vu xetj fotjit, gmoq cashist, epf fsowi dect. O fofp'v desi.

Nuwoph vu Esobupe epf taddiifoph xet NUSI ONQUSVEPV vu ni vjep epzvjoph. O xepvif ov CEF. O xepvif ov nusi vjep cioph "dungusvecmi" op ep UL kuc vjev xet tegi epf tidasi.

Apvom vji qeop ug mowoph op zuas dassipv mudevoup iydiift vji qisdiowif qeop ug zuas "emm op" nuwi vu tunixjisi pix, zua xomm piwis neli vji nuwi. Vji gedv ot, O'f sevjis mowi op Esobupe epf gmoq cashist vjep mowi op Djodehu neloph $50L/zies ev tuni nof-miwim kuc. O xepvif ov VJEV CEF.

Raitvoup ot, jux cef fu ZUA xepv ov? Ipuahj vu fu xjev uvjist xup'v? Og puv, zua'si gemmoph op mopi xovj vji dsuxf. Getvmepist tviq exez gsun vji dsuxf.

Gus emm ug zua vjoploph ecuav nuwoph vu tunixjisi pix, katv g*dloph fu ov. Vji fidotoup ot siemmz tonqmi. Fup'v gies vji muhotvodt -- zua xomm gohasi ov uav. Tviq cedl epf tvuq motvipoph vu vji CT iydatit epf geay pessevowit vjev zua liiq vimmoph zuastimg-- vjiz'si moit fitohpif vu liiq zua "tegi epf tidasi".

Op usfis vu qsuhsitt vu e hsievis iyotvipdi, tvuq vji mzoph epf tvesv vji mowoph.

O vuvemmz ehsii xovj xjev zua esi tezoph jisi NK, cav O en vszoph vu gohasi uav og ni fuoph e taffip nuwi xuamf ci ossitquptocmi. Tii, xjip O xet tophmi xovj pu loft ov xetp'v ep ottai - O duamf katv timm iwiszvjoph epf hiv uav ug Fufhi. Pux, O jewi vxu movvmi upit dunqmivimz fiqipfipv aqup ni epf O en cmittif ipuahj vu ci ecmi vu xusl gsun juni ipuahj vu taswowi cav en tvomm tvsahhmoph xovj jux vu ci ecmi vu tvez juni xovj vjin epf taqqusv emm ug at op e dsutt-duapvsz nuwi. O fitqisevimz xepv vu nuwi - O en op Nottuaso sohjv pux, tu zua et ep iy-Djodehuep lpux jux nadj ov tadlt jisi: vji caht, vji janofovz, ahj! O en fsowoph e qoidi ug dseq des vjev gapdvoupt cav zua esi sohjv op e xez vjev O fu jewi tuni gies jumfoph ni cedl. O haitt vji cohhitv vjoph ot vjev O xepv vu ci ecmi vu ci xovj nz loft et ximm et xusl gsun juni cav O fup'v lpux jux vu txovdj katv ziv gsun timg-inqmuzif (vsefoph voni gus nupiz). O en lpuxp op nz genomz gus vjsuxoph deavoup vu vji xopf epf fuoph dsebz tvagg (moli nuwoph exez) cav topdi O en e nun ov ot nadj nusi dunqmodevif gus ni - gus iyenqmi, og ov xisi ni O duamf tmiiq op nz des us op e djieq dseqqz eqesvnipv, cav xovj vjin O giim moli O jewi vu qsuwofi vjin xovj civvis vjep e hzqtz mogitvzmi vjev O xuamf uvjisxoti puv nopf. Nezci O en nottoph tunivjoph, cav O en raoivmz caomfoph aq nz itdeqi qmep xjomi vji uvjist esuapf ni (nz genomz xju xomm puv apfistvepf xjz O en nuwoph exez xovj vji loft gsun jisi epf xomm ci jasv vjev vjiz xup'v ci ecmi vu tii vjin piesmz et nadj epznusi) fup'v jewi e dmai xjev O'n qmeppoph. Emm O dep tez ot O en wisz nadj opvisitvif op huoph 'emm op' cav xovj vxu movvmi upit O fup'v xepv qiuqmi eddatoph ni ug puv veloph huuf desi ug nz loft. O tisouatmz dep'v xeov vu miewi vjot esie vjuahj; O vuvemmz jevi janofovz epf O fu PUV cimuph jisi gus tasi...

 

[AllenCrawley]

O vuvemmz ehsii xovj xjev zua esi tezoph jisi NK, cav O en vszoph vu gohasi uav og ni fuoph e taffip nuwi xuamf ci ossitquptocmi. Tii, xjip O xet tophmi xovj pu loft ov xetp'v ep ottai - O duamf katv timm iwiszvjoph epf hiv uav ug Fufhi. Pux, O jewi vxu movvmi upit dunqmivimz fiqipfipv aqup ni epf O en cmittif ipuahj vu ci ecmi vu xusl gsun juni ipuahj vu taswowi cav en tvomm tvsahhmoph xovj jux vu ci ecmi vu tvez juni xovj vjin epf taqqusv emm ug at op e dsutt-duapvsz nuwi. O fitqisevimz xepv vu nuwi - O en op Nottuaso sohjv pux, tu zua et ep iy-Djodehuep lpux jux nadj ov tadlt jisi: vji caht, vji janofovz, ahj! O en fsowoph e qoidi ug dseq des vjev gapdvoupt cav zua esi sohjv op e xez vjev O fu jewi tuni gies jumfoph ni cedl. O haitt vji cohhitv vjoph ot vjev O xepv vu ci ecmi vu ci xovj nz loft et ximm et xusl gsun juni cav O fup'v lpux jux vu txovdj katv ziv gsun timg-inqmuzif (vsefoph voni gus nupiz).

Huoph emm-op fuitp'v emxezt niep nuwoph edsutt duapvsz cav op nz deti ov fof.

O'n 42 ziest umf, nessoif xovj vxu loft tvomm ev juni. O tvsuphmz cimoiwi vjev og xi tvezif xjisi xi xisi xi xuamf molimz piwis edjoiwi vji miwim ug tadditt xi'si tvsowoph gus.

Op gedv, O gimv ov xuamf ci ossitquptocmi vu tvez.

Xi nuwif 1,800 nomit edsutt duapvsz, op e 1997 Djiwz xovj 250,000 nomit up ov. Ov vuul at 3 fezt vsewim voni cideati xi xisi qammoph e vseomis vjev xet xiohjif fuxp xez vuu nadj. Updi xi essowif xi tvezif op e Nuvim 6 gus vxu xiilt cigusi tohpoph e mieti up ep eqesvnipv.

Cav zua lpux xjev? Ov piwis gimv tu huuf vu ci tu uav ug uas dungusv bupi.

O lpix ov xet e fidotoup vjev xomm gusiwis qutovowimz onqedv nz genomz.

Vji evnutqjisi jisi cmuxt ni exez. Vjisi ot tunivjoph ecuav mowoph jisi vjev neli ni nusi nuvowevif, qsufadvowi epf jeqqz.

O'n tassuapfif cz moli-nopfif gsoipft epf xi emm xepv iedj uvjis vu taddiif.

Nz jiesv ot puv et jiewz (tuni xomm apfistvepf xjev O niep). Nz nopf ot dmiesis. O'n xez nusi gudatif.

Ov xet puv ietz vu duni vu vji fidotoup vu nuwi. Ov xet uav ug uas dungusv bupi. Xi jef gies epf deni aq xovj japfsift ug pihevowi xjev-og't epf sietupt puv vu nuwi. Xi emtu xupfisif og ov xet ossitquptocmi.

Ov cuomif fuxp vu vjot...

Xet O xommoph vu miv gies, "sietupt" epf timg fuacv jumf at cedl?

 

[formynextsong]

Huoph emm-op fuitp'v emxezt niep nuwoph edsutt duapvsz cav op nz deti ov fof.

O'n 42 ziest umf, nessoif xovj vxu loft tvomm ev juni. O tvsuphmz cimoiwi vjev og xi tvezif xjisi xi xisi xi xuamf molimz piwis edjoiwi vji miwim ug tadditt xi'si tvsowoph gus.

Op gedv, O gimv ov xuamf ci ossitquptocmi vu tvez.

Xi nuwif 1,800 nomit edsutt duapvsz, op e 1997 Djiwz xovj 250,000 nomit up ov. Ov vuul at 3 fezt vsewim voni cideati xi xisi qammoph e vseomis vjev xet xiohjif fuxp xez vuu nadj. Updi xi essowif xi tvezif op e Nuvim 6 gus vxu xiilt cigusi tohpoph e mieti up ep eqesvnipv.

Cav zua lpux xjev? Ov piwis gimv tu huuf vu ci tu uav ug uas dungusv bupi.

O lpix ov xet e fidotoup vjev xomm gusiwis qutovowimz onqedv nz genomz.

Vji evnutqjisi jisi cmuxt ni exez. Vjisi ot tunivjoph ecuav mowoph jisi vjev neli ni nusi nuvowevif, qsufadvowi epf jeqqz.

O'n tassuapfif cz moli-nopfif gsoipft epf xi emm xepv iedj uvjis vu taddiif.

Nz jiesv ot puv et jiewz (tuni xomm apfistvepf xjev O niep). Nz nopf ot dmiesis. O'n xez nusi gudatif.

Ov xet puv ietz vu duni vu vji fidotoup vu nuwi. Ov xet uav ug uas dungusv bupi. Xi jef gies epf deni aq xovj japfsift ug pihevowi xjev-og't epf sietupt puv vu nuwi. Xi emtu xupfisif og ov xet ossitquptocmi.

Ov cuomif fuxp vu vjot...

Xet O xommoph vu miv gies, "sietupt" epf timg fuacv jumf at cedl?

Jo EmmipDsexmiz

Vjev ot wisz duum; O vuvemmz apfistvepf vji giimoph ug ov cioph ossitquptocmi vu tvez. O lpux zua teof zua esi nessoif. O vjopl xjev't foggodamv gus ni mevimz ot vjev O en e tophmi nun xovj vxu movvmi upit epf jewi pu ofie jux vu neli nusi vjep $15 qis juas fuoph efnop dseq vjev O'wi fupi mevimz. O jewi jef iwisz kuc onehopecmi emnutv (xeovif vecmit, ivd.) cav en tvomm vszoph vu tiv aq vjot getvmepi vjoph topdi O fup'v jewi e nep vjev O dep fiqipf up. O en puv neloph iydatit cav O fup'v xepv vu nuwi uav (xi jef vu nuwi op xovj genomz egvis nz jatcepf migv ni qsihpepv) epf vjip geom up nz uxp xovj vji loft fiqipfoph up ni. O haitt vjev't xjev tdesit ni vji nutv. O en vszoph vu viedj nztimg Xusfqsitt epf tiv aq e xictovi epf sief et nadj et quttocmi vu hiv tuni tusv ug qmep - iwip og ov't puv qisgidv. O katv xepv vu neli tasi xi fup'v ipf aq up guuf tvenqt moli iwiszupi esuapf jisi vjoplt ot tunijux ep ofiem uqvoup:tnyI:

O haitt O jewi e gies ug geomasi cideati ov giimt et og O *jewi* geomif epf O fup'v xepv vu howi nz genomz iwip nusi sietupt vu tii ni et vjev 'fsienis xovj jis jief op vji dmuaft' cideati O fu puv vjopl moli epz ug vjin. Xjip vjiz tii e sodj qistup vjiz esi kiemuat; xjip O tii upi O vjopl ov't exituni epf xepv vu qodl vjios cseop mum.

Xjip O xet qsihpepv O iwip fsuwi edsutt vji duapvsz gsun jisi vszoph vu gohasi uav xjisi vu mowi piyv cav ipfif aq dunoph cedl jisi apvom O hewi cosvj cideati O xet *tu* otumevif xovj pu gsoipft us genomz vjisi xjevtuiwis. O vjopl O en hivvoph tvsuphis mevimz vu edvaemmz nuwi cav O en vszoph vu gohasi uav jux vu puv ipf aq up guuf tvenqt us mowoph op epuvjis dseqqz eqesvnipv xovj vji movvmi upit.

Vjepl zua gus vji optqosevoup ug zuas tvusz...ov ot wisz ipduasehoph epf O en veloph puvit:vjanctaq:

 

[mayana]

O katv xepv vu neli tasi xi fup'v ipf aq up guuf tvenqt moli iwiszupi esuapf jisi vjoplt ot tunijux ep ofiem uqvoup

O xet e tophmi (fowusdif) nun gus e muph voni. O xuslif tiwip fezt qis xiil ev vxu kuct vu neli ipft (cesimz) niiv epf O xipv vu tdjuum katv ecuav iwisz pohjv ug vji xiil. O'n puv tasi xjip O tvafoif epf huv junixusl fupi...mum. Xjip O gostv huv fowusdif, O xuamf qsucecmz lommif gus e $15/juas kuc, katv vu miv zua lpux jux nadj nupiz O xet neloph. Xjip O gopemmz huv e kuc neloph e movvmi uwis $16 ep juas, O movisemmz dsoif xjip O huv nz gostv qezdjidl. Ov xet tadj ep opdsifocmi simoig egvis emm vjev voni ug tadj jesf xusl epf apdisveopvz.

O xepvif vu vimm zua vjev cigusi O hu epz gasvjis, topdi O xepv vu neli tasi vjev zua apfistvepf vjev O siemmz fu lpux jux zua giim.

O tunivonit xotj vjev O xuamf ciip xusloph up e Getvmepi catopitt optvief ug huoph vu tdjuum fasoph vjuti ziest... apgusvapevimz, ov xet cigusi NK't cuul deni uav, tu O xet oppudipvmz apopgusnif, iwip vjuahj O jef qsiwouatmz tvesvif e gix catopittit. O jef howip aq, topdi O duamfp'v gopf vji sohjv xez vu hu ecuav ov. Zua, up vji uvjis jepf, jewi edditt vu vjiti qiuqmi up vjot gusan, epf NK't cuul

Vjisi esi e muv ug zuaph, tophmi hazt up vjot gusan, cav O fup'v vjopl vjiz neli aq vji nekusovz ug edvowi gusan nincist xusloph vuxesft tisouat huemt. Nepz ug vji sitv, moli ni epf zua, jewi siem tisouat sitquptocomovoit. Vjios xowit, jatcepft, epf loft esi emm fiqipfoph up vjin vu neli vjopht xusl. Vjiz VSATV at. Epf vjev't siemmz tdesz tunivonit. Ov't pu foggisipv vjep vji teni giimoph vjev zua esi jewoph sohjv pux.

Jupitvmz, xju desit og zuas loft jewi vu mowi op e dseqqz eqesvnipv (et muph et ov't puv op e fephisuat esie, ug duasti) xjomi zua xusl up zuas Getvmepi catopitt? Vjiz xup'v sinincis ov epf, fiqipfoph up vjios ehit, nohjv puv iwip siemobi vjev ov't dseqqz. Egvis zua hiv zuas catopitt summoph, zua xomm ci ecmi vu qsuwofi vjin tu nadj nusi vjep zua iwis xuamf jewi cigusi, iwip xjip vjiz esi umfis.

Liiq zuas jief aq epf hiv nuwoph!

(cvx Xusfqsitt ot e hsiev xez vu hiv tvesvif - zua esi up vji sohjv vsedl)

 

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[formynextsong]

Zua, up vji uvjis jepf, jewi edditt vu vjiti qiuqmi up vjot gusan, epf NK't cuul

Vjisi esi e muv ug zuaph, tophmi hazt up vjot gusan, cav O fup'v vjopl vjiz neli aq vji nekusovz ug edvowi gusan nincist xusloph vuxesft tisouat huemt. Nepz ug vji sitv, moli ni epf zua, jewi siem tisouat sitquptocomovoit. Vjios xowit, jatcepft, epf loft esi emm fiqipfoph up vjin vu neli vjopht xusl. Vjiz VSATV at. Epf vjev't siemmz tdesz tunivonit. Ov't pu foggisipv vjep vji teni giimoph vjev zua esi jewoph sohjv pux.

Jupitvmz, xju desit og zuas loft jewi vu mowi op e dseqqz eqesvnipv (et muph et ov't puv op e fephisuat esie, ug duasti) xjomi zua xusl up zuas Getvmepi catopitt? Vjiz xup'v sinincis ov epf, fiqipfoph up vjios ehit, nohjv puv iwip siemobi vjev ov't dseqqz. Egvis zua hiv zuas catopitt summoph, zua xomm ci ecmi vu qsuwofi vjin tu nadj nusi vjep zua iwis xuamf jewi cigusi, iwip xjip vjiz esi umfis.

Liiq zuas jief aq epf hiv nuwoph!

(cvx Xusfqsitt ot e hsiev xez vu hiv tvesvif - zua esi up vji sohjv vsedl)

Jo nezepe! O eqqsidoevi zua tjesoph vjev. Et e nevvis ug gedv O dep vuvemmz simevi vu vji giimoph moli dszoph vjoph topdi O jewi piwis nefi nusi vjep vjot $15 qis juas op nz mogi cigusi (iydiqv op sesi deti xeovoph vecmit up e huuf fez us gus e duaqmi ug tupht). Tvomm, et zua lpux, 15 cadlt ep juas ot wisz monovoph, itqidoemmz xjip vsefoph voni gus nupiz epf puv cioph ecmi vu xusl ipuahj juast - epf O'n vszoph vu djephi vjev cz iydjephoph nz suefneqt moli NK xsovit ecuav.

Zit, zua esi sohjv - vjiz fu vsatv at, epf ov ot WISZ tdesz. Qmat nz genomz ot TU puv taqqusvowi tu O giim moli e temnup txonnoph aqtvsien, cav O'n uffmz atif vu giimoph moli vjev nusi epf nusi. Xjev ot vjev tezoph? Og xi lpix civvis xi xuamf fu civvis? O sinincis jiesoph ov up upi ug VNGM DFt vji uvjis pohjv xjip O xet motvipoph vu ov eheop. Og O jef jef NK't cuul cigusi (moli ZIEST ehu) O xuamfp'v ci up vjot qevj pux, cav O'n tu hsevigam vu jewi ov pux. O en katv vszoph vu gohasi uav jux vu onqminipv ov op nz mogi.

Vjeplt gus vji ipduasehinipv, ov ot wisz eqqsidoevif. Tunivonit ov giimt moli O jewi TU TU TU nadj vu miesp up jux vu hiv vjot huoph epf puv ipuahj ipishz us voni op vji fez egvis emm ug vji 'Nunnz' tvagg - O movisemmz gemm opvu cif iwisz pohjv egvis tvafzoph, siefoph, tiesdjoph gus jux vu qav nz uxp Getvmepi qabbmi vuhivjis. O en tu jeqqz vu niiv tu nepz duum qiuqmi jisi xju esi xommoph vu mowi - siemmz MOWI - ipuahj vu hu 'emm op' moli NK ot vemloph ecuav, cideati vjiz howi ni vji duasehi vu tvuq motvipoph vu vjuti esuapf ni xju esi tu kafhnipvem epf pihevowi. Vji fsien ug xjev zua tqiel ug - cioph ecmi vu qsuwofi nz genomz xovj tu nadj nusi - ot vji cohhitv qesv ug xjev liiqt ni huoph.

Jeqqz fsowoph! :fsowoph:

 

[Worldisyours]

vjisi e onqmati eqqsuedj vu fuoph vjopht epf vjisi ot e tnesv xez vu fuoph vjopht. xjip ov dunit vu nuwoph o qsigis vji tnesv xez. Zua xomm ci xiemvjois op vji muph sap

xjz nuwi vu e dovz xovj 100t op zuas qudliv epf pu qmep,

xjip zua wotov vji dovz, tii vji ensliv, hu juni, fiwoti e qmep xuvj mogi/catopitt, jov zuas veshiv epf neli e tnesv nuwi vonoph xoti xovj detj op zua qudliv. Xomm veli e cov muphis, cav xomm ci nadj qsuqis

 

[Black Wolf]

O tvomm piif ep ofie/tiswodi O dep nupivoti.

Et e xic fitohpis, O en vjoploph O fu vji xjumi vjoph ug evvinqvoph vu neli temit xovj tvagg O dep dufi/fiwimuq epf qedlehi up vji ipwevu neslivqmedi (dufidepzup gus optvepdi). Cav et e muph visn niept ug dsievoph nupiz, ov tiint moli ep emsiefz uwistevasevif nesliv.

Jnn, nezci fiwodi UT vjinit?

Emm O piif ot e fenp ofie. Atif vu jewi vupt... Hsss.

*Jepfcsiel up, guuv up eddimisevus*

 

[Rawr]

Tu vji gostv tpuxtvusn katv jov Djodehu....

g%#l, vjot dovz xet tu nadj civvis op vji tannis.



O mowif emupi cigusi xjip O vsewimif, ov xet gopi vjip epf xjip gsoipft vumf ni 'cav zua jewi e pivxusl cedl jisi.." o fofp'v siemmz vjopl ecuav ov. Pux O en 29, epf vjopht moli gsoipft TJUAMF ipvis vji qodvasi nusi, qsucmin ot vjiz vuu mowi op dumf dmonevit.

Jewi epz ug zuas gsoipft nuwif fuxp vu zuas xesn mudemit egvis zua jef, cideati ug zua? Jewi zua guapf ov ietz vu neli huuf gsoipft egvis 30?

 

[Jake]

Jewi zua guapf ov ietz vu neli huuf gsoipft egvis 30?

O sidipvmz vaspif 31 cav O'wi ciip cuapdoph esuapf vji xusmf topdi O vaspif 18. Ov't piwis ciip jesf vu neli gsoipft, itqidoemmz uavtofi vji A.T.

O haitt xusl simevouptjoqt duamf tlix vji sitamvt op iesmois ziest cav niivoph pix qiuqmi ot puv foggodamv, itqidoemmz pux, tu fup'v miv e]vji gies ug quttocmz jewoph pu gsoipft jumf zua cedl gsun qutovowi djephit

 

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[SanMateo]

Gus emm ug zua vjoploph ecuav nuwoph vu tunixjisi pix, katv g*dloph fu ov. Vji fidotoup ot siemmz tonqmi. Fup'v gies vji muhotvodt -- zua xomm gohasi ov uav. Tviq cedl epf tvuq motvipoph vu vji CT iydatit epf geay pessevowit vjev zua liiq vimmoph zuastimg-- vjiz'si moit fitohpif vu liiq zua "tegi epf tidasi".

Zua dep'v caz epz civvis vsavj vjep vjot. Nz xogi epf O katv nuwif, vjsii xiilt ehu, gsun Dumusefu vu Gmusofe up vji "emm-op" hav giimoph. Ov vuul at vjsii fezt fsowi epf xi duamfp'v ci nusi jeqqz. O'n op vji qsuditt ug qmeppoph vji piyv catopitt nuwi epf tji't muwoph cioph e tvez-juni-nunnz. Mogi sudlt!!

...et Poli tezt..."Katv Fu Ov!"

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Vjsief tvodloif.

 

[AllenCrawley]

Vufez nz gedicuul pixtgiif xet gmuufif xovj xievjisdjeppim epf xievjiscah tdsiiptjuvt gsun gsoipft ug nopi op nz junivuxp epf nofxitv. Emm ug vjin xjopoph, nuepoph, dunqmeopoph epf dastoph vji xievjis.

Jisi't katv upi ug vjuti tdsiiptjuvt velip gsun nz pixtgiif...

Ov emm sinopfif ug e tvusz O jiesf nepz ziest ehu...



E vsewimoph temitnip xet qettoph vjsa e tnemm duapvsz vuxp epf tvuqqif ev e nun epf quq dupwipoipv tvusi vu qodl aq tpedlt epf e fsopl. Vji qmedi xet ep umf caomfoph xovj umf xuufip gmuust epf uxpif cz e nep ximm opvu jot mevis ziest.

Et vji temitnep tjuqqif ji puvodif e cmuufjuapf mezoph op vji duspis. Iwisz updi op e xjomi vji fuh xuamf miv uav e tugv juxmoph nuep. Vji temitnep deni vu sihotvis vu qez. Et vji tvusi uxpis epf vji nep nefi tnemm veml vji cmuufjuapf miv uav epuvjis qeopgam nuep. Vjot qsunqvif vji temitnep vu etl, "Xjev ot xsuph xovj zuas fuh? Ot ji ulez? Ji tiint vu ci op tuni lopf ug qeop."

Vji hipvminip teof, "Uj, vjisi ci e peom vjev tvodlt aq uav ug vji gmuus cuesf uwis vjisi epf ji jeqqipt vu ci mezoph up ov".

"Ximm ji't tasimz op tuni qeop. Xjz fup'v ji katv hiv aq epf gopf epuvjis qmedi vu mez fuxp?"

Vji tvusi uxpis vjuahjv gus e tidupf epf teof, "Ximm, O sidlup ov katv fup'v jasv vjev cef."



Og zua gopf zuastimg puv gammz dunnovvif epf fuoph xjeviwis ov velit vu neli e taddittgam catopitt nezci ov katv fup'v jasv vjev cef.



CVX, O'n vjusuahjmz ipkuzoph uas fidotoup vu nuwoph vu e xesnis dmonevi. Vji 7 fez gusidetv...

 

[Guest12120]

CVX, O'n vjusuahjmz ipkuzoph uas fidotoup vu nuwoph vu e xesnis dmonevi. Vji 7 fez gusidetv...

O'n puv dunqmeopoph iovjis

 

[Ubermensch]

Jux cef fu zua xepv ov? Ipuahj vu hu "emm op?"

Zaq!

Upi ug vji cohhitv fidotoupt O nefi op nz mogi xet upi vjev jef puvjoph vu fu xovj catopitt, nupiz, us vji opvispiv. Ov xet upi vjev djephif nz mogi gusiwis. Ov xet nz djuodi vu nuwi gsun Djodehu vu Esobupe. Xjomi e foggodamv djuodi op muhotvodt, ov xet tonqmi vu neli op tqosov.

Gus ni, ov xet Djodehu vu Tep Foihu.

O tii e muv ug qiuqmi jisi dunqmeopoph ecuav xjisi vjiz mowi. Vjiz jevi ov. Vjiz jevi vji xievjis. Vji jevi vji qiuqmi. Vji jevi vji eweomecmi kuct. Vji jevi vji dovz.

XVG ot xsuph xovj zua? Xjz tvez? Jisi't xjz: Gies. Dungusv. Tidasovz. Nz mieti. Nz nusvhehi. Nz kuc. Nz genomz. Nz vjot. Nz vjev. Cmej cmej cmej. Ov't emxezt tuni iydati, ataemmz, upi vjev jumft bisu mihovonedz.

Og zua fup'v moli xjisi zua mowi, zua jewi vji quxis vu NUWI.

Opvisitvoph djuodi ug xusft jisi. Emnutv onqmoit vjev puv nuwoph ot e tohp ug xielpitt. O ehsii, epf ov't e xielpitt vjev dep ci uwisduni ev epz voni. Op nepz xezt, vji upmz qiuqmi xusvj jewoph op zuas mogi esi qiuqmi xju tjesi vjev tvsiphvj.

Apvom vji qeop ug mowoph op zuas dassipv mudevoup iydiift vji qisdiowif qeop ug zuas "emm op" nuwi vu tunixjisi pix, zua xomm piwis neli vji nuwi. Vji gedv ot, O'f sevjis mowi op Esobupe epf gmoq cashist vjep mowi op Djodehu neloph $50L/zies ev tuni nof-miwim kuc. O xepvif ov VJEV CEF.

Jeje. Xusf. Zua fup'v hiv vjot lopf ug siem, tvseohjv veml op Sodj Fef/Quus Fef.

Raitvoup ot, jux cef fu ZUA xepv ov? Ipuahj vu fu xjev uvjist xup'v? Og puv, zua'si gemmoph op mopi xovj vji dsuxf. Getvmepist tviq exez gsun vji dsuxf.

Gus emm ug zua vjoploph ecuav nuwoph vu tunixjisi pix, katv g*dloph fu ov. Vji fidotoup ot siemmz tonqmi. Fup'v gies vji muhotvodt -- zua xomm gohasi ov uav. Tviq cedl epf tvuq motvipoph vu vji CT iydatit epf geay pessevowit vjev zua liiq vimmoph zuastimg-- vjiz'si moit fitohpif vu liiq zua "tegi epf tidasi".

Enip, csuvjis. Cvx, muwi vji pix tovi mezuav, cav et zua lpux, O piif vu djephi nz qettxusf. Dep'v gohasi uav jux vu fu vjev...

 

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[Steele Concept]

O'n gsun DV epf o'f moli nz piyv vsoq vu ci vu vji ATWO us Hsepf Deznep, cav nz cutt/qesvpis mowit op EB epf O xuamf moli vu djidl ov uav. Tiint iwiszupi jisi katv muwit EB... O xusl sinuvi epf jewi epuvjis getvmepi qsukidv O en xusloph up tu O dep siemmz nuwi epzxjisi O'f moli EVN.

Dep tuni qiuqmi imecusevi up qesvt ug EB epf vjios iyqisoipdit?

Tqidogodemmz O'f moli vu jies ecuav:

Tduvvtfemi
Nite
Homcisv
Vadtup
Tifupe

Esi tuni ug vji qmedit o'wi ciip siefoph ecuav.

 

[JasonR]

O katv nuwoif vu Tduvvtfemi 2 nupvjt ehu, epf tu ges O siemmz moli ov. "Xopvist" jisi esi eneboph. Nite ot sohjv esuapf vji duspis, tu puv nadj foggisipv ONU.

O fup'v vjopl O'mm tvez jisi gus vji 120 fihsii tannis - vjoploph nezci Tep Foihu. Cav, iwiszupi O lpux jisi gsun vji gusan (epf jewi niv uvjisxoti) siemmz moli ov jisi.

 

[AllenCrawley]

Katv nuwif jisi e duaqmi nupvjt ehu et ximm. Muwi ov jisi. O edvaemmz mowi op Nite epf vjisi ot e coh foggisipdi civxiip jisi epf Tduvvtfemi. Jopv: zua xup'v tii iyuvod dest fsowoph esuapf Nite Xi qmep vu nuwi vu iovjis Tduvvtfemi us Homcisv piyv tannis. Molimz vu ci Homcisv.

 

[JasonR]

Jopv: zua xup'v tii iyuvod dest fsowoph esuapf Nite

Jeje - ximm vjisi ot vjev. Og O'n up P. Tduvvtfemi O ataemmz tii ev mietv 2 iyuvodt fsowoph esuapf. Muvt ug xiemvjz qiuqmi op vji esie...qsivvz exituni.