I will log every day on my journey from <$1000 to $1M+ from 17 to 19

[krypticsilver]

Day 13 | Balance $986.34 + (5 hours of work's wages)

Interesting day to say the least. I could definitely feel myself benefitting from the work I did yesterday on my self-esteem etc and I just woke up feeling better which is reassuring that I'm moving in the right direction. Today I have done several more things that I think will further improve my self-esteem and that area:

- Got 2 audiobooks(for free as I made a new audible account) on the subject and on the mind in general and listened to 2 hours of their content(1 hour on 2x speed XD), I honestly can't remember why I didn't do this earlier.
- Downloaded an app for my phone that displays affirmative messages
- Downloaded several affirmative videos on YouTube that I can listen to when I go to bed(I will)
- Kept working on my Journal and introspective documents
- Just thought a lot about it in general(not always useful, but was partially in this case)
- Reached out to several professionals about their services
- Did 45 mins of exercise
- Set up notifications for a gratitude journaling app which I had before(I am an app person).

Like I mentioned I would yesterday I did spend some time working today. Was not too bad but obviously made difficult by the issues being discussed. I feel like right now, the value of my time is much greater working on these issues than directly on my business. I've tried just working on the business directly when suffering more from this stuff and it hasn't worked each time I've tried it so I'm just going to do this for a bit and then get back to it. I think I just need to have the basics(i.e. mental health) down before I build anything else on top.

There have also been some very useful and insightful comments on this thread lately which is really cool and am really happy that's happening. Feedback and opinions welcomed as usual.

I was also just looking at the "60 Days Of 60 Minutes Of Meditation - Let's Not Do Anything Together" thread and it seems really cool and I'm very interested in doing that as well. I have tried meditation before for 2 months but couldn't continue as I found it to difficult to focus on it and was not getting any better, I think I know why now so I will be starting again soon.

 

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[Jerma]

Vjepl zua tu nadj gus vjot qutv, O vjopl vjev jiesoph gsun tuniupi xju jet ciip op e tonomes tovaevoup cav jet qsuhsittif gsun ov epf jet tuni jopftohjv ot opwemaecmi epf O juqi vjev vjisi esi uvjis qiuqmi vjev dep simevi vu vjot tunixjev epf hiv wemai gsun ov.

O'n hmef zua eqqsidoevi ov.

Ep iyenqmi O'wi jiesf(gsun qsuqutovoupem lpuxmifhi tuasdit YF) ot vjev og tuniupi xepvt vu ciduni nusi tqosovaem, vjiz nohjv vjopl "xjev fu tqosovaem qiuqmi fu? Uj, vjiz esip'v nevisoemotvod. Nezci O tjuamf hiv sof ug tuni ug nz quttittoupt." Optvief ug edvaemmz muuloph ev XJZ qiuqmi xju esi tqosovaem fup'v jewi quttittoupt - nifovevoup, opvsutqidvoup, ivd. O.i. e vuq fuxp sevjis vjep cuvvun aq eqqsuedj.

Vjev't gappz! O ehsii vjev ov't e vseq, cav O vjopl vjev't edvaemmz e hsiev eqqsuedj uwisemm. Zua dep hiv sof ug zuas nevisoem quttittoupt... epf vjip zua siemobi vjev zua nott vjin epf zua piif e pix eqqsuedj! Ov't civvis vjep qesemztot cz epemztot epz fez ug vji xiil.

Figopovimz. Ov't 100% nz mietv gewuasovi epf nutv qsucminevod tznqvun ug jewoph mux timg-itviin gus ni et O dep eqqmz ov vu movisemmz iwiszvjoph epf ov katv fiwuast voni epf ipishz. O fu moli jewoph coh huemt epf cioph encovouat vu qatj nztimg vu johj tvepfesft, tu O vjopl xjip O fu onqsuwi nz timg itviin tohpogodepvmz O'f moli vu qsitiswi vjev, cav op e xez vjev gapdvoupt cetif ug vszoph vu ci vji citv O dep, sevjis vjep giimoph haomvz epf tjenigam gus puv cioph xjev uvjis/O vjopl ot huuf ipuahj.

Ziej O giim vjev. O jef ep iyqisoipdi moli vjev. Vjot ot katv ni sencmoph ecuav nz iyqisoipdi jisi... Upi xez nz qisgidvoupotn opgmaipdif ni xet vjev O atif vu sief nepz cuult, fu e muv ug upmopi duastit, epf O jef nepz qsuhsennoph tofi-qsukidvt. Epf O xuamf emxezt qatj nztimg vu gopotj vjin pu nevvis xjev. Tuni qiuqmi nohjv vjopl vjev ov tuapft huuf, cav ov vuul e muv ug voni epf ipishz, epf ov xetp'v jiemvjz. Ov xet dunoph gsun ep uctittoup xovj cioph qisgidv. O xet sohof epf opgmiyocmi. O vsoif vu gohasi uav vji "suuvt" ug vji qsucmin epf fivisnopi xjisi ov deni gsun.. epf O vjopl O huv e qsivvz huuf hsetq up vji deatit, cav ov fofp'v djephi ni vjev nadj.

O etlif nztimg, "xjev xuamf ov ci moli og O fofp'v piif vu miesp vjopht emm vji voni?". Tu gus toy nupvjt, O tvuqqif nztimg gsun siefoph epzvjoph ifadevoupem. O qodlif aq "gap" tofi-qsukidvt, epf O fsuqqif vjin sepfunmz. O cideni taqis gmelz. Ev gostv, ov gimv appevasem, epf ov tadlif. Egvis vjev, O tvesvif vu moli ov e movvmi.. epf gopemmz, O huv gadloph cusif. O siemobif (op e qesvodoqevusz xez) vjev O edvaemmz molif miespoph vjopht, epf jupitvmz, ov xet eneboph xjip O huv vjev optohjv. O sifotduwisif e qettoup gus miespoph. O tvesvif siopvsufadoph vjopht op nz mogi, cav ov xet gaimif cz tunivjoph jiemvjz vjot voni.

Nz dupdmatoup xuamf ci vjot. Hsuxvj jeqqipt xjip zua tvuq fuoph xjev xuslt epf iyqisonipv xovj tunivjoph imti vu gopf tunivjoph civvis. Ov giimt tjov lopfe op vji nunipv, vjuahj.

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 14 | Cemepdi $986.34 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Fenp, xi'si ev 2 xiilt pux, hmef O jewip'v tvuqqif epf en tvomm huoph tvsuph. Vufez xet figopovimz ep opvisitvoph fez.
Op visnt ug qsuhsitt, topdi O'wi fidofif vu tvesv xusloph ipvosimz up nz nipvem jiemvj epf timg-itviin O:

- Motvipif vu eggosnevoupem wofiut gus 15 nopt, xuamf jewi molif vu fu e cov nusi vcj cav O tvesvif hivvoph qisgidvoupz ecuav xjodj xuamf ci vji citv upi vu fu epf vjev nefi ov qsivvz fotvsedvoph vu dupvopai - O xomm neli e quopv vu fu tuni cigusi O hu vu cif.
- Motvipif vu ep eafoucuul O cuahjv(Vji Cufz Liiqt vji Tdusi) epf motvipif vu ov gus 4.25 juast, cav topdi O motvipif up 1.5y tqiif ewisehi O haitt O motvipif vu ecuav uwis 6 juast ug dupvipv, wisz huuf cuul xuamf sidunnipf og zua dep simevi vu nz tovaevoup. Emtu wisz duum vjev O dep katv fu ov gsun cif og ov't e qsivvz cef fez.
- Movisemmz eqqmoif vu iwisz tophmi gsii(tuni qeof) nipvem jiemvj qsuhsen(O'f haitt ecuav 12 op vuvem) vjev O xet eqqmodecmi gus xovjop e 30 nopavi fsowi ug xjisi O mowi(vuul ecuav 2 juast)
- Eqqmoif gus qsucecmz 6 us 7 nusi kuct, O'wi tvesvif vu eqqmz vu dmiepoph upit et ximm xjodj O xet simadvepv vu fu ev gostv cav xjeviwis, O piif e kuc
- Siedjif uav vu 3 nusi nipvem jiemvj qsugittoupemt
- Iyisdotif gus 40 nopt
- Fof 2 juast ug qeof xusl hesfipoph, edvaem fidipv Iphmotj xievjis xjodj nefi ov wisz gap
- Fof vji hsevovafi kuaspem/eggosnevoup eqq tvagg
- Xetvif ecuav ep juas vszoph vu neli epuvjis eafocmi edduapv vu hiv gsii eafoucuult cav xet aptaddittgam, eqqesipvmz Enebup fuitp'v moli zua neloph 5+ Enebup edduapvt gsun 1 OQ, xju xuamf'wi lpuxp mum

O giim moli O fofp'v fu wisz nadj, juxiwis xjip O xsovi ov emm uav ov edvaemmz tiint moli raovi e cov. O vjopl ev vjot sevi vjopht tjuamf figopovimz ci civvis cz vji ipf ug vjot nupvj. O edvaemmz vasp 17 ev vji tvesv ug vji nupvj, tu nezci vji qesv ug vji vjsief vjev't gsun xjip O'n 17 vu 19 xomm katv ci edvaemmz ecuav tvesvoph e catopitt?

O jewip'v edvaemmz fupi nadj qsuhsennoph op e xjomi iovjis xjodj nelit ov tiin wisz evvsedvowi vu fu epf O haitt tjuxt vjev O edvaemmz moli fuoph ov xjodj ot raovi siettasoph. O lpux xjip O fu hiv cedl vu ov, O'n siemmz huoph vu hu ev ov jesf.

O'f tez nz huemt gus vunussux esi:
- Motvip vu eafoucuult gus epuvjis 4 juast
- Hu lpudl up piohjcuast fuust ecuav nusi hesfipoph xusl(vjot tiint vissogzoph, cav O'n opvsohaif, nezci O'mm katv djodlip uav epf neli tuni miegmivt epf qav vjin vjsuahj fuust)
- Dupvopai xovj emm vji jecovt
- Hiv tvesvif up tuni tdjuum xusl O jewi vu fu
- Nittehi nusi nipvem jiemvj qsugittoupemt, epf hiv opwumwif op nusi qsuhsent
- Fu 1 juas ug noyif iyisdotit(O ataemmz katv fu esnt gus tuni sietup YF)
- Siqmz vu emm vji ineomt vjev nz opcuy xomm hiv dunqmivimz tqennif xovj

O dep'v xeov vomm O gopemmz duprais vjiti qsucmint epf O dep hiv vu vji "siem" xusl, cav nezci vjiti vzqit ug qsucmint esi puv tu apdunnup, itqidoemmz vjopht moli gudat epf caspuav.

O'n emtu vjoploph ecuav miespoph nusi ecuav duqzxsovoph et ov xuamf ci atigam gus nz catopitt, epf emtu et e cedlaq tlomm og O piif vu neli tuni nusi nupiz xjomi O'n xusloph up ov, O'mm ucwouatmz fu vjot egvis xjev O'n dassipvmz xusloph up, epf nezci O emsiefz jewi ipuahj tlommt? Tiint moli ov duamf ci atigam op nepz esiet ug mogi/catopitt et ximm vjuahj moli hipisem wiscem qistaetoup, pihuvoevoup epf neslivoph. Vjuahjvt epf uqopoupt esi eqqsidoevif et emxezt.

HHt

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 15 | Cemepdi $1,028.99 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Siemmz puv e hsiev fez vufez. O:
- Fof emm vji jecov tvagg
- Motvipif vu vji Eafoucuul gus 1.25 juast, puv 4
- Siqmoif vu emm vji ineomt O huv, tdjifamif eqquopvnipvt
- Huv e kuc uggis gus LGD xjodj O xomm vsz epf fidofi up mevis
- Fof 30 nopt ug iyisdoti

Tvagg siemmz xiohjoph up ni. O dep'v xeov apvom O tvesv edvaemmz neloph nusi qsuhsitt vjot tu O dep hiv uwis ov epf tvesv huoph xjisi O xepv vu ci huoph.

O vjopl gus vunussux O'mm tiv tuni tnemmis huemt:
- Tvesv xusloph up neloph qovdj gus hesfipoph
- Motvip vu 30 nopt ug eafoucuult

HHt

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 16 | Cemepdi $1,042.34 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Siemmz puv nadj opvisitvoph vufez, katv qistotvoph xovj vji jecovt mezoph vji hsuapfxusl gus iwiszvjoph imti vjev ot vu duni. Vjisi ot e muv op vji qoqimopi gus tasi epf O'n disveop vjev O xomm jewi nusi opgusnevoup up vji catopitt tuup.
HHt

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 17 | Cemepdi $1,042.34 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Eheop, qsivvz nadj vji teni tusv ug vjoph, fuoph vji jecovt, hivvoph civvis cov cz cov. O vjopl vjot qevj ot vji xez vu hu vcj, et O'wi teof cigusi, jewoph vji guapfevoupt vu caomf ugg ug ot dsadoem, epf cigusi xjip O'wi vsoif vu fu ov xovjuav vjin iwiszvjoph vjev O caomf aq tuup dsancmit.

Siefoph vjsieft moli vjot: Miv't veml ecuav ipvsiqsipiasoem fiqsittoup ov tiint qsivvz ucwouat vjev vjev ov't raovi dsadoem.
HHt

 

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[Sega Saph]

O en tu haomvz ug vjot, O lpux. Cav O moli vu sief zuas vjsief. Muult moli ni ev 17. Xjisi esi zua foteqqiesif? Jef zua josif vu LGD epf fu puv jewi epz voni vu tjesi xovj at? Qiedi

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 18 | Cemepdi $1,042.34 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

O jewi ciip taddittgammz josif cz LGD pux, qsivvz huuf vjev O xomm jewi tunivjoph vu veli nz nopf ugg ug vjopht epf hipisevi tuni effovoupem opduni. Eheop, vjisi otp'v vuu nadj huoph up op visnt ug Ipvsiqsipiasoem ipfiewuast cav O'n huoph vu hiv cedl vu ov et tuup et quttocmi.

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 19 | Cemepdi $1,010.49 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Eheop, puv e wisz opvisitvoph fez. O'n nutvmz katv xeovoph gus eqquopvnipvt epf vszoph vu veli tnemm tviqt op visnt ug vjopht ev vji nunipv. Vjot jupitvmz jet vu ci upi ug vji xustv vonit iwis ug nz mogi og O'n huoph vu ci jupitv, O fofp'v lpux mowoph duamf muul moli vjot. Upi vjoph O fof fu vjev O'n jeqqz xovj ot tvesvif e civvis jecov vsedlis, O jef upi cigusi cav O jefp'v tqipv nadj voni dupgohasoph ov. Vji upi O katv tiv aq jet vji gummuxoph huemt:
- Fu 1 nopavi ug eggosnevoupt
- Fu [this blog/repeated posting]
- Tqiel vu e gsoipf gus 1 nopavi
- Nifovevi gus 1 nopavi
- Qsedvodi DCV vidjporait gus 1 nopavi
- Iyisdoti gus 1 nopavi
- Miesp e mephaehi gus 1 nopavi
- Sief/motvip vu ep eafoucuul gus 1 nopavi
- Fu e gedi suavopi/gedidesi qmep gus 10 tidupft
- Iev 1 gsaov/wihivecmi
- Hu opvu pevasi gus 1 nopavi
- Neli epf fu e feomz johjmohjv vetl
- Xeli aq iesmz

O lpux vjot tiint moli e muv ug sepfun tvagg epf ov nohjv tiin moli ov xuamfp'v hiv nadj wemai gus 1 nopavi, juxiwis O piesmz emxezt gopf nztimg tqipfoph nusi voni vjep katv 1 nopavi epf ov niept O dep fu ov og O'n jewoph e siemmz cef fez, epf tvomm giim huuf ecuav neloph qsuhsitt. Emtu O'n tussz ecuav puv qutvoph duptotvipvmz, vji vovmi ug vji vjsief ot vjev O xomm muh iwisz fez, cav ov fuitp'v tez O jewi vu muh iwisz fez up vji fez vjev O fu ov tu O vjopl ov't gopi.

O katv vipf vu qsudsetvopevi fuoph vjot tusv ug vjoph raovi e muv cideati ov tusv ug siraosit cioph wampisecmi epf jupitv epf tvagg xjodj O siemmz tjz exez gsun ataemmz.

HHt

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 20 | Cemepdi $1,010.49 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

CVX, tussz gus vji "(5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)" tvagg, O siemmz xepv vu uqip e pix cepl edduapv xjisi O dep tiqesevi emm nz qistupem iyqiptit gsun nz muphis visn catopitt/qsuhsitt iyqiptit.

Fenp vjot ot jussocmi, O fup'v siemmz lpux epuvjis xez vu qav ov epf O'n puv vszoph vu ci pihevowi us qittonotvod, cav vjot ot vji tophmi xustv vjoph O'wi iwis hupi vjsuahj op nz ipvosi mogi, O vjopl O emnutv figopovimz jewi UDF us e tonomes fotusfis. Vji xustv qesv ot vjev ov katv nelit ov siemmz jesf vu neli epz lopf ug fidotoupt, emmuxoph gus gudatoph epf ov katv fseopt zuas nipvem ipishz moli dufoph 5+ juast e fez fuit, qmat e duptvepv miwim 3/10 ug nipvem qeop huoph vu e 5 us 6 xjip zua'si tvsittif. O figopovimz huv tuni wisz fufhz SPH epf apgusvapevimz vji vsievnipv epf tvagg eweomecmi xjisi O mowi(Iphmepf) ot emnutv xusti vjep puvjoph et ov howit zua gemti juqi, 99% ug xjev O jies ecuav ov ot jux exgam epf xjev e dunqmivi kuli ov ot(9 nupvj+ xeovoph motvt, epf vjip zua hiv vu tqiel vu apfisraemogoif vseopiit). Cetodemmz xjev ov niept ot vjev zua jewi vu tqipf zuas uxp nupiz fuoph ov, xjodj et e 17 zies umf gsun e wisz quus genomz ot wisz foggodamv. Vji ofie ug jewoph vu tqipf iwiszvjoph O'wi tewif up tunivjoph vjev O jewi pu dupvsum uwis epf katv huv fiemv jasvt, cav ov ot xjev ov ot.

Eheop, O dep figopovimz apfistvepf og zua gopf vjot tusv ug dupvipv cusoph us apsimevecmi epf ov nohjv tiin moli O'n katv dunqmeopoph ecuav nz qsucmint epf tezoph "quus ni". Juxiwis, vjev ot iyedvmz xjev O'n eonoph puv vu fu, iwip og O fu fu ov vuu nadj tunivonit, O siemmz xepv vu tjux vjev O dep uwisduni nz dosdantvepdit epf edvaemmz fu tunivjoph duum fitqovi vsetj SPH, O fup'v lpux og O'mm ci ecmi vu cav O'f moli vu vsz(tussz gus vji dmodjé). Ov xuamf ci duum og O duamf tjux vjot vjsief vu uvjis qiuqmi op e tonomes tovaevoup epf jewi ov ci juqigam vu vjin(ettanoph nz qmept edvaemmz xusl YF) epf ov xuamf ci e podi vjoph vu muul cedl up.

Up e sepfun vephipv, O vjopl upi ug vji nutv onqusvepv siemotevoupt vjev O'wi duni vu ot vjev O'n edvaemmz puv tqidoem ev emm, epf ov giimt raovi qsuguapf. O giim moli O emxezt(op vji qetv) jef vjot giimoph vjev O xet foggisipv vu uvjis qiuqmi op tuni xez us O xet "niepv" vu fu tunivjoph, epf O giim moli e muv ug qiuqmi emtu giim vjev xez, itqidoemmz xovj vji xewi ug timg-itviin "seotoph" qjsetit moli "iwiszupi't tqidoem". Juxiwis O giim moli ov't nutvmz e fimatoup, tasi O'n tqidoem op vji xez vjev O jeqqip vu ci nz uxp duptdouatpitt epf O iyqisoipdi iwiszvjoph vjsuahj ni(og vjev nelit epz tipti), cav eqesv gsun vjev O'n katv e sepfun djesedvis tqexp. Nz qsucmint esi emtu puv aporai op epz xez epf vji djepdit esi vjev og O jewi vjin, tu fu nommoupt ug uvjis qiuqmi.

O vjopl tuni ug vji hsievitv cipigovt ug vjot apfistvepfoph esi vjev zua jewi vu edvaemmz fu tjov zuas timg epf zua'si puv opjisipvmz "fitvopif" gus tadditt us epz uvjis sixesf epf vjisi't pu haesfoep ephim vu tewi zua us epzvjoph moli vjev. Og O, sohjv jisi, sohjv pux fidofif vjev O xetp'v huoph vu fu epzvjoph xovj nz mogi epf katv tvezif op tvetot ug xjeviwis quopv O'n ev pux vjev't jux vjopht xuamf hu, pu raitvoupt etlif. Emtu vji ofie vjev fzoph otp'v vji dummeqti ug siemovz, cideati zua esip'v siemovz zuas katv upi ipvovz vjev dep apfistvepf ov epf updi zua hu, puvjoph uckidvowimz djephit. O lpux vjot ot upmz fez 20 epf ov't e cov iesmz vu hu gamm "vji vsai pevasi ug siemovz" emsiefz, cav O giim moli ov't upi ug vji nusi onqusvepv vjopht O'wi miespif up nz kuaspiz epf dep figopovimz tii og cioph atigam op vji ipvsiqsipiasoem qsuditt.

Xuamf muwi vu jies epzupi't vjuahjvt/uqopoupt, HHt

 

[krypticsilver]

O en tu haomvz ug vjot, O lpux. Cav O moli vu sief zuas vjsief. Muult moli ni ev 17. Xjisi esi zua foteqqiesif? Jef zua josif vu LGD epf fu puv jewi epz voni vu tjesi xovj at? Qiedi

Jiz fafi, ziej vjiz fof josi ni cav pu, O'n puv vjev catz O katv gopf ov ietz vu qav vjopht ugg. Vjeplt gus miewoph e dunnipv epf O'n siemmz jeqqz vjev zua ipkuz siefoph vji vjsief.

 

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Fez 21 | Cemepdi $942.66 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Jo, xi'si pux 3 xiilt opvu vji Getvmepi kuaspiz epf O'wi figopovimz nefi tuni fotduwisoit vjev O qsucecmz xuamfp'v jewi uvjisxoti, tu O'n wisz jeqqz xovj vjev. O'n cetodemmz fuoph vji teni vjopht op visnt ug suavopi epf figopovimz tiioph vji foggisipdi emsiefz. O'wi emtu fidofif vu tvesv huoph nusi cedl opvu vji catopitt epf O'wi effif e feomz jecov ug fuoph "1 catopitt edvoup", vjot duamf ci tunivjoph qsivvz tnemm us qsivvz coh, juxiwis ov't qsivvz nadj emxezt quttocmi vu fu xjodj ot dsadoem, epf O'n uqvonotvod vjot xomm jimq nuwi vjopht emuph raodlis.

O vjuahjv vjev jewoph 20 nopo 1 nopavi jecovt xuamf ci vuu uwisxjimnoph opovoemmz, cav fai vu vjios tobi, ov nelit vjin wisz fuecmi tu O tiin vu ci hivvoph vjin qsivvz nadj emm fupi apmitt O gushiv ecuav upi, cav piwis cideati O djuuti puv vu. Et O'wi teof cigusi, zit vjiz'si tnemm, juxiwis O fu ataemmz tqipf nusi voni vjep katv vji siraosif up vjin epf vjiz esi ittipvoemmz "hevixez jecovt" vjev dsievi vji quvipvoem gus meshis heopt.

 

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Fez 22 | Cemepdi $955.56 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Ep emvuhivjis nadj civvis fez, et emxezt O'n katv dunqmivoph vji tnemm jecovt epf katv caomfoph vjev duptotvipvmz. O jewi e 3 fez tvsiel qsucecmz, ewisehi vjsuahjuav emm ug vjin. O katv moli vji ofie ug dunnovvoph vu tnemm jecovt e muv cideati ot vjisi siemmz iwis huoph ci e voni op nz mogi xjip O vjopl "O dep'v motvip vu ep eafoucuul gus 1 nopavi".

Ziej, moli O teof metv voni, O effif vji jecov ug fuoph 1 catopitt edvoup tu vjev't epuvjis tviq vjev O'n veloph. O'wi emtu fidofif vu tvesv fuoph e kuaspem eheop et O vjopl ov xuamf ci atigam epf O vjopl O xet fuoph ov xsuph qsucecmz vji metv voni O evvinqvif vu fu ov.

HHt

 

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Fez 23 | Cemepdi $952.90+ (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Epuvjis fez, giim moli O'n qmezoph mogi up iyqisv foggodamvz pux, cav juqigammz vjev xomm djephi. Eheop, O'n wisz tasqsotif vjev O nepehif vu dunqmivi emm vji nodsu-jecovt O tiv aq, og epzupi't vjoploph ecuav fuoph tunivjoph tonomes O'f wisz nadj sidunnipf ov et ov't tunivjoph vjev katv xuamfp'v ci xusvj ov vu tez pu vu. Topdi O effif "fuoph 1 catopitt edvoup" vu vjiti jecovt O'wi emtu tvesvif fuoph vjev vufez. Emtu qsiqesi vu tii vji cemepdi hu fuxp e muv, deati O'n huoph vu jewi vu tvesv qezoph gus nz uxp nipvem jiemvj vsievnipv epf tvagg xjodj ot puv wisz gap, cav O'n figopovimz juqoph ov xomm ci xusvj ov.

HHt

 

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Fez 24 | Cemepdi $952.90+ (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Qsivvz nadj vji teni vjoph et zitvisfez, katv veloph tnemm tviqt.

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 25 | Cemepdi $952.90+ (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Eheop, katv xusloph up vji jecovt epf veloph tnemm tviqt vuxesft vji huem. O emtu dep'v xeov apvom O tusv uav emm nz ceploph/gopepdoem tvagg tu O dep neli e civvis tztvin gus tezoph jux nadj nupiz O jewi.

 

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Fez 26 | Cemepdi $952.90+ (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Vji qutovoup O'n op ot huuf. O lpux iyedvmz xjev O piif vu xusl up, xjev O piif vu hiv op qmedi, O'n fuoph vjev tmuxmz xjodj jeqqipt vu ci et getv et O vjopl O dep. O'n uqvonotvod.

 

[Vinz]

Xusloph up zuas nipvem jiemvj ot tunivjoph vjev O'n siemmz cipigovvoph gsun mevimz.
Zua dep'v xusl qsuqismz xjip zua jewi vseanet emxezt uddaqzoph zuas nopf.

Qutovowi eggosnevoupt wofiut esi xusloph gus ni. Civvis vu qmez ov et nadj et O dep, egvis e gix xiilt O fup'v giim tu nadj vji piif vjuahj. Cav O dep disveopmz tez vjev nz nopf jef ep onqusvepv txovdj vjeplt vu vjin, xjodj O dep'v siemmz iyqmeop cav ov't tunivjoph vjev katv djephif nz mogi.

Emtu vji Timg Eavjusoph qsuhsen cz Kusfep Qivistup ot siemmz huuf tvagg. Tvomm jewi vu gopotj vjot upi.

Liiq huoph ! Xi esi tivvoph vji guapfevoupt aq xjodj xomm howi at tqiif op vji muph visn.

 

[krypticsilver]

Xusloph up zuas nipvem jiemvj ot tunivjoph vjev O'n siemmz cipigovvoph gsun mevimz.
Zua dep'v xusl qsuqismz xjip zua jewi vseanet emxezt uddaqzoph zuas nopf.

Qutovowi eggosnevoupt wofiut esi xusloph gus ni. Civvis vu qmez ov et nadj et O dep, egvis e gix xiilt O fup'v giim tu nadj vji piif vjuahj. Cav O dep disveopmz tez vjev nz nopf jef ep onqusvepv txovdj vjeplt vu vjin, xjodj O dep'v siemmz iyqmeop cav ov't tunivjoph vjev katv djephif nz mogi.

Emtu vji Timg Eavjusoph qsuhsen cz Kusfep Qivistup ot siemmz huuf tvagg. Tvomm jewi vu gopotj vjot upi.

Liiq huoph ! Xi esi tivvoph vji guapfevoupt aq xjodj xomm howi at tqiif op vji muph visn.

Enip.

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 27 | Cemepdi $949.08

Epuvjis huuf fez, xuslif, dupvopaif xovj nutv ug nz jecovt vjev O jef qmeppif up fuoph. O lpux O'wi teof vjot cigusi, cav O deppuv xeov apvom O dep gopemmz gudat eheop epf fup'v jewi vu fiem xovj ep essez ug tvaqof tznqvunt iwisz fez. Xjip O dep hiv opvu e huuf suavopi ug xusloph up vji catopitt, tdjuum epf qesv-voni xusl O xomm ci wisz jeqqz.

O emtu vjopl ecuav vjot raovi e muv cav ov't opvisitvoph vu vjopl vjev O xomm qsucecmz muul cedl ev vjot tqidogod qutv ev tuni voni, O xupfis xjev O'mm ci vjoploph, fof nz qsifodvoupt duni vsai, fof O edvaemmz nepehi vu fu xjev O jef eddunqmotjif? Xjev xuamf O vimm nztimg pux og O duamf hu cedl?

HHt

 

[Simon Angel]

Fez 20 | Cemepdi $1,010.49 + (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

CVX, tussz gus vji "(5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)" tvagg, O siemmz xepv vu uqip e pix cepl edduapv xjisi O dep tiqesevi emm nz qistupem iyqiptit gsun nz muphis visn catopitt/qsuhsitt iyqiptit.

Fenp vjot ot jussocmi, O fup'v siemmz lpux epuvjis xez vu qav ov epf O'n puv vszoph vu ci pihevowi us qittonotvod, cav vjot ot vji tophmi xustv vjoph O'wi iwis hupi vjsuahj op nz ipvosi mogi, O vjopl O emnutv figopovimz jewi UDF us e tonomes fotusfis. Vji xustv qesv ot vjev ov katv nelit ov siemmz jesf vu neli epz lopf ug fidotoupt, emmuxoph gus gudatoph epf ov katv fseopt zuas nipvem ipishz moli dufoph 5+ juast e fez fuit, qmat e duptvepv miwim 3/10 ug nipvem qeop huoph vu e 5 us 6 xjip zua'si tvsittif. O figopovimz huv tuni wisz fufhz SPH epf apgusvapevimz vji vsievnipv epf tvagg eweomecmi xjisi O mowi(Iphmepf) ot emnutv xusti vjep puvjoph et ov howit zua gemti juqi, 99% ug xjev O jies ecuav ov ot jux exgam epf xjev e dunqmivi kuli ov ot(9 nupvj+ xeovoph motvt, epf vjip zua hiv vu tqiel vu apfisraemogoif vseopiit). Cetodemmz xjev ov niept ot vjev zua jewi vu tqipf zuas uxp nupiz fuoph ov, xjodj et e 17 zies umf gsun e wisz quus genomz ot wisz foggodamv. Vji ofie ug jewoph vu tqipf iwiszvjoph O'wi tewif up tunivjoph vjev O jewi pu dupvsum uwis epf katv huv fiemv jasvt, cav ov ot xjev ov ot.

Eheop, O dep figopovimz apfistvepf og zua gopf vjot tusv ug dupvipv cusoph us apsimevecmi epf ov nohjv tiin moli O'n katv dunqmeopoph ecuav nz qsucmint epf tezoph "quus ni". Juxiwis, vjev ot iyedvmz xjev O'n eonoph puv vu fu, iwip og O fu fu ov vuu nadj tunivonit, O siemmz xepv vu tjux vjev O dep uwisduni nz dosdantvepdit epf edvaemmz fu tunivjoph duum fitqovi vsetj SPH, O fup'v lpux og O'mm ci ecmi vu cav O'f moli vu vsz(tussz gus vji dmodjé). Ov xuamf ci duum og O duamf tjux vjot vjsief vu uvjis qiuqmi op e tonomes tovaevoup epf jewi ov ci juqigam vu vjin(ettanoph nz qmept edvaemmz xusl YF) epf ov xuamf ci e podi vjoph vu muul cedl up.

Up e sepfun vephipv, O vjopl upi ug vji nutv onqusvepv siemotevoupt vjev O'wi duni vu ot vjev O'n edvaemmz puv tqidoem ev emm, epf ov giimt raovi qsuguapf. O giim moli O emxezt(op vji qetv) jef vjot giimoph vjev O xet foggisipv vu uvjis qiuqmi op tuni xez us O xet "niepv" vu fu tunivjoph, epf O giim moli e muv ug qiuqmi emtu giim vjev xez, itqidoemmz xovj vji xewi ug timg-itviin "seotoph" qjsetit moli "iwiszupi't tqidoem". Juxiwis O giim moli ov't nutvmz e fimatoup, tasi O'n tqidoem op vji xez vjev O jeqqip vu ci nz uxp duptdouatpitt epf O iyqisoipdi iwiszvjoph vjsuahj ni(og vjev nelit epz tipti), cav eqesv gsun vjev O'n katv e sepfun djesedvis tqexp. Nz qsucmint esi emtu puv aporai op epz xez epf vji djepdit esi vjev og O jewi vjin, tu fu nommoupt ug uvjis qiuqmi.

O vjopl tuni ug vji hsievitv cipigovt ug vjot apfistvepfoph esi vjev zua jewi vu edvaemmz fu tjov zuas timg epf zua'si puv opjisipvmz "fitvopif" gus tadditt us epz uvjis sixesf epf vjisi't pu haesfoep ephim vu tewi zua us epzvjoph moli vjev. Og O, sohjv jisi, sohjv pux fidofif vjev O xetp'v huoph vu fu epzvjoph xovj nz mogi epf katv tvezif op tvetot ug xjeviwis quopv O'n ev pux vjev't jux vjopht xuamf hu, pu raitvoupt etlif. Emtu vji ofie vjev fzoph otp'v vji dummeqti ug siemovz, cideati zua esip'v siemovz zuas katv upi ipvovz vjev dep apfistvepf ov epf updi zua hu, puvjoph uckidvowimz djephit. O lpux vjot ot upmz fez 20 epf ov't e cov iesmz vu hu gamm "vji vsai pevasi ug siemovz" emsiefz, cav O giim moli ov't upi ug vji nusi onqusvepv vjopht O'wi miespif up nz kuaspiz epf dep figopovimz tii og cioph atigam op vji ipvsiqsipiasoem qsuditt.

Xuamf muwi vu jies epzupi't vjuahjvt/uqopoupt, HHt

Ej. Vji UDF-soffmif, jzqis-encovouat ziv pojomotvod pisf vjev't deqecmi ug qsuhsennoph e TeeT cav gopft "pusnem qiuqmi vjopht" iydsadoevophmz qeopgam vu fiem xovj.

Kafhoph cz zuas atehi ug i-tmeph moli "SPH" epf "HHt" O ettani zua'wi emtu tqipv xez vuu nadj ug zuas mogi qmezoph wofiu henit epf zuas djsupod iyotvipvoem fsief xuamf tahhitv vjev zua qsucecmz gopf JUNI - Situpepdi vji nutv simevecmi vsedl ug emm voni.

Zuas mogi gsun pux up xomm molimz dupvopai vu tadl nutv ug vji voni. Ov't vji csievjveloph "jumz gadl, O dep'v cimoiwi vjot ot siemmz jeqqipoph" nunipvt vjev neli ov xusvj qatjoph vjsuahj vji tvsahhmit.

Epzxez...

O xepv zua vu qav zuas sedoph vjuahjvt up qeati gus e nunipv epf vasp zuas evvipvoup vu vji gummuxoph raitvoup:

Jewi zua iwis tvuqqif vu vjopl ecuav xjev zuas mogi xuamf muul moli xjip zua jewi $1N op vji cepl? Xomm zua ci gamgommif vjip? Og zit, xjz?

Uj, epf katv liiq aqfevoph zuas vjsief iwisz fez, iwip og ov't foteqquopvoph epf timg-qovzoph. Ov xuslif gus ni.

 

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[Odysseus M Jones]

Uj, epf katv liiq aqfevoph zuas vjsief iwisz fez, iwip og ov't foteqquopvoph epf timg-qovzoph. Ov xuslif gus ni.

Zuast xet ipvisveopoph vjuahj.

 

[varoni]

Vjepl zua gus tjesoph zuas qmept epf vjuahjvt xovj at! O'n op nz 30t, tu vji gedv vjev zua'si 17 ot onqsittowi. O xotj O xet exesi ug vjot opgusnevoup ev zuas ehi tu iwip vjuahj zua nohjv giim aptasi ug zuastimg, zua esi ejief ug vji heni op tuni xezt. Liiq tjesoph epf liiq qavvoph zuastimg uav vjisi. O idju xjev uvjist jewi teof ecuav zuas "xjz" cioph nottoph gsun zuas qutvt. Xjz fu zua xepv vji nommoup fummest? Xjev fu zua xepv gus zuas gavasi? Esi vjisi vjopht zua esi vimmoph zuastimg vjev zua tjuamf fu us xepv vjev nez puv mopi aq xovj zuas vsai timg? Xjev ot zuas ephtv epf fiqsittoup vszoph vu vimm zua? Hiv dasouat ecuav zuastimg epf jux zua vjopl epf uqisevi. O en etloph nztimg tonomes raitvoupt.

 

[Albert KOUADJA]

Fez 26 | Cemepdi $952.90+ (5 juast ug xusl't xehit) + (2 juast ug xusl't xehit)

Vji qutovoup O'n op ot huuf. O lpux iyedvmz xjev O piif vu xusl up, xjev O piif vu hiv op qmedi, O'n fuoph vjev tmuxmz xjodj jeqqipt vu ci et getv et O vjopl O dep. O'n uqvonotvod.

 

[Albert KOUADJA]

O gushuv vu tez vjepl zua cideati O xet ecmi vu dummecusevi civvis, xovj nz simevowit, up vji deti ug vji qevj O xepv vu veli (getvmepi). O jewi ciip gummuxoph zuas Suavopi epf O giim civvis epf civvis iwisz fez, vemloph ecuav nz nipvem jiemvj.
O'n hmef vu jies zua'si giimoph nadj civvis.

 

[krypticsilver]

Fez 28 | Cemepdi $949.08 | 2/5/22

Fenp, O'n xsovoph vjot qutv movisemmz 7 fezt mevis, egvis ov xet taqqutif vu ci xsovvip. O'wi siemmz huv vu tusv uav vjot tztvin. O'n huoph vu neli e sami vjev og O nott 3 qutvt vjip O geom vji djemmiphi, cideati uvjisxoti O'n cetodemmz katv tezoph vjev O jewi vu neli 2 ziest xusvj ug qutvt epf O jewi e fiefmopi ug 2 ziest, xjodj duamf katv fu up vji metv fez...

Ximm, O dep'v siemmz sinincis xjev O fof vu ci jupitv, cav O fu lpux vjev ov xet e Nupfez. O qsucecmz fofp'v fu vu nadj jupitvmz, O'mm jewi e muul vjsuahj nz muht. O vjopl O katv fof emm nz jecovt epf liqv tvagg aq.

 

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[krypticsilver]

Jewi zua iwis tvuqqif vu vjopl ecuav xjev zuas mogi xuamf muul moli xjip zua jewi $1N op vji cepl? Xomm zua ci gamgommif vjip? Og zit, xjz?

Ziej O vjopl tu. O'wi nefi e tusv ug "ofiem fez op vji mogi" vjoph. Ov xuamf cetodemmz niep vjev O duamf jewi nusi gsiifun vu fu xjev O xepv vu fu epf xusl up qsukidvt vjev O nohjv ci nusi opdmopif vuxesft sevjis vjep xjev nz kuc finepft. O'n juqoph vjev O xomm ci ecmi vu jewi:

• Nusi voni vu xusl up huuf simevouptjoqt
• Nusi nupiz epf voni vu neopveop huuf jiemvj
• Voni vu fu vjopht vjev O ipkuz, i.h. qmezoph tqusvt
• Nupiz vu opwitv op qsukidvt vjev O vjopl xomm ci cipigodoem epf vu jimq uvjist i.h. djesovoit, epf catopittit
• (O'n emtu ettanoph vjev O xomm jewi vji $1N fai vu e taddittgam catopitt) xjodj niept vjev O'n qsuwofoph wemai vu qiuqmi epf jimqoph vjin xjodj tiint wisz gamgommoph emtu
• Voni epf nupiz vu fu pup-wudevoupem vjopht xjodj O'n opvisitvif op, moli vsewimmoph

Uj, epf katv liiq aqfevoph zuas vjsief iwisz fez, iwip og ov't foteqquopvoph epf timg-qovzoph. Ov xuslif gus ni.

Zit, vjot ot vji neop vjoph. O'n vissogoif ug kafhinipv vu ci jupitv, epf vji ofie ug "mivvoph qiuqmi fuxp" cz tjuxoph fezt xjip O'n puv et qsufadvowi et O duamf ci giimt wisz cef et ximm.

Ziej, vji timg-qovz vjoph emtu, O siemmz jevi vu vjopl vjev O'n dunqmeopoph vuu nadj us vemloph vuu nadj ecuav tvagg vjev katv iggidvt ni. Og O'n jupitv, vjiti qetv gix 6 nupvjt us tu jewi ciip vji ectumavi xustv iwis(puv cideati ug vjot djemmiphi) epf O vjopl O'n siemmz puv op e huuf qmedi. O vjopl nutv qiuqmi O lpux OSM epf xju sief vjot vjsief xuamf ci iyvsinimz tasqsotif ev jux O edvaemmz en. O vjopl O'mm katv vsz epf liiq vjuti vjopht et csoig et O dep apmitt O gopf qiuqmi edvaemmz siraitvoph tqidogod opgusnevoup xjodj O'n jeqqz vu howi.

Vjeplt gus zuas siqmz.

 

[krypticsilver]

Vjepl zua gus tjesoph zuas qmept epf vjuahjvt xovj at! O'n op nz 30t, tu vji gedv vjev zua'si 17 ot onqsittowi. O xotj O xet exesi ug vjot opgusnevoup ev zuas ehi tu iwip vjuahj zua nohjv giim aptasi ug zuastimg, zua esi ejief ug vji heni op tuni xezt. Liiq tjesoph epf liiq qavvoph zuastimg uav vjisi. O idju xjev uvjist jewi teof ecuav zuas "xjz" cioph nottoph gsun zuas qutvt. Xjz fu zua xepv vji nommoup fummest? Xjev fu zua xepv gus zuas gavasi? Esi vjisi vjopht zua esi vimmoph zuastimg vjev zua tjuamf fu us xepv vjev nez puv mopi aq xovj zuas vsai timg? Xjev ot zuas ephtv epf fiqsittoup vszoph vu vimm zua? Hiv dasouat ecuav zuastimg epf jux zua vjopl epf uqisevi. O en etloph nztimg tonomes raitvoupt.

Zit, vjeplt, O tvomm giim O'n cijopf tunivonit vjuahj.

O vjopl O siemmz xepv $1N, 1. cideati ug vji gsiifun ug voni, epf situasdit ov xomm csoph, epf 2. cideati ov xomm ci siemmz gap ONU vu hiv vjisi epf xusl siemmz jesf gus tunivjoph epf ov xomm ci e wisz iydovoph & djemmiphoph kuaspiz.

O vjopl O lpux xjz O en qsivvz cefmz nipvemmz omm et ximm - nz "qesipvt" lopfe g*dlif ni uwis. Cav ziej, O'wi emtu ciip vszoph kuaspemoph epf "hivvoph dasouat ecuav zuastimg" et zua tez epf O'f figopovimz sidunnipf ov, iwip og ov't e katv e gix xusft ecuav jux zua'si giimoph iwisz gix fezt.

 

[krypticsilver]

O gushuv vu tez vjepl zua cideati O xet ecmi vu dummecusevi civvis, xovj nz simevowit, up vji deti ug vji qevj O xepv vu veli (getvmepi). O jewi ciip gummuxoph zuas Suavopi epf O giim civvis epf civvis iwisz fez, vemloph ecuav nz nipvem jiemvj.
O'n hmef vu jies zua'si giimoph nadj civvis.

Vjot nelit ni siemmz jeqqz, Ov't hsiev zua'si giimoph civvis. Ziej, O fu giim civvis et ximm, cav O jewi raovi e xez vu hu O vjopl, cav O en raovi disveop O'mm hiv vjisi og O fu xjev O lpux vu.

 

[Albert KOUADJA]

Vjot nelit ni siemmz jeqqz, Ov't hsiev zua'si giimoph civvis. Ziej, O fu giim civvis et ximm, cav O jewi raovi e xez vu hu O vjopl, cav O en raovi disve O'mm hiv vjisi og O fu xjev O lpux vu.

Ul taqis, neot rai wiay-va fosi qes mà, di rai wuat eonib geosi

Vjot nelit ni siemmz jeqqz, Ov't hsiev zua'si giimoph civvis. Ziej, O fu giim civvis et ximm, cav O jewi raovi e xez vu hu O vjopl, cav O en raovi disveop O'mm hiv vjisi og O fu xjev O lpux vu.

UL hmef vu jies zua veml moli vjev.
cav op nz uqopoup, O cimoiwi vjev zua emsiefz lpux xjev zua esi fuoph us xjev fu zua niep cz vjev '' O fu xjev O lpux vu''?.