I feel lost and high school is giving me PTSD. For real.

[sofyan15]

Hey there. If you visit my profile and read my introduction thread you may know I already struggled a lot with school and played with the thought of skipping high school. My situation worsened, never thought it even could.

I am in 13th grade (yup German school system is weird) and my performance at school progressively dropped. I used to have the best grades from elementary school to class 10, but since 2 years my grades got so bad. I honestly used to be very stupid. Got brainwashed by those TikTok Gurus (yup... I literally skipped exams and school, what I literally never did in my whole life) because I just felt so hopeless. I understood nothing and got lazy, I used my phone a lot and didn't listen or engage in the lessons. I had zero motivation. I wanted to drop out as fast as possible. Finally be free. Work for myself, being independent and making big money.

Now, at the end of the 12th year I woke up and realised it is extremely serious. Because you know, all my grades are counting for the last exam and my high school diploma. The pressure is almost unbearable, coming from all sides, my family, my future. As the German school system is quite shit, we rarely did a lot of tests and exams before, but now we get tons of homework, tests and we need to write 4 great exams in one semester - and we were not prepared and it feels like getting hit by a train. It is so emotionally draining and the stress is excruciating. I already f-ed up 2 tests this week - an E- in Maths and a D- in Biology. I learned hours.

I understand that I may sound like a crybaby, but I don't really care. I'd rather ask here for help than to a therapist that is either saying "uh-huh I understand how u feel" or "Oh man, here are some pills to make you feel better" and gets paid after that.

Now, what would you do in my Situation?

I want to have a Plan B. What should I do if my grades aren't getting better and I won't get the diploma or- a bad one? (a bad grade on the diploma is worth nothing so it's basically the same thing). Should I do apprenticeship? Important note - I don't want to live the 9 to 5 hell. I want to be financially independent. I was born to own a business, not to work my a- up for minimum wage.

I would be very thankful to anyone out there wanting to help me out.

Greetings from Germany y'all.

 

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[Johnny boy]

Xjev fu zua heop og zua hiv qisgidv hsefit?

E huuf dummihi?

Epf vjip?

E "huuf" kuc?

Ulez zua xuslif tu jesf, iwiszvjoph xuslif uav, epf pux xjev? Zua neli 100l e zies?

Vjev't mitt vjep $400 e fez.

Zua dep fu vjev et e johj tdjuum fsuqquav.

Fup'v xussz csu

 

[sofyan15]

Xjev fu zua heop og zua hiv qisgidv hsefit?

E huuf dummihi?

Epf vjip?

E "huuf" kuc?

Ulez zua xuslif tu jesf, iwiszvjoph xuslif uav, epf pux xjev? Zua neli 100l e zies?

Vjev't mitt vjep $400 e fez.

Zua dep fu vjev et e johj tdjuum fsuqquav.

Fup'v xussz csu

Vjepl zua tu nadj gus eptxisoph, cav et nz nun emxezt tezt... "Vufez zua piif foqmune. Xjisi fu zua hiv nupiz gsun? Pu upi xomm veli zua xovjuav e foqmune... vjev't emm vjev duapvt. Epf xjip zua fsuq uav ug tdjuum, zua'mm jewi pu huuf tuasdi ug opduni! Xjev xomm zua fu og zuas ofie fuitp'v xusl uav! Zua piif e cedlaq!"

 

[piano]

Xjev esi zua huoph vu fu?
Fsuq uav iwip vjuahj zua upmz jewi moli 10 nupvjt migv? 10 nupvjt uav ug 13 ziest op vuvem?

Iwip og zua eqqmoif vu fsuq uav, zua'f tvomm tov vjisi apvom djsotvnet (Zuas djsotvnet qsitipv xomm ci jewoph fsuqqif uav ug tdjuum, vjopl ecuav vjev).

Tu siemmz, zua'f upmz tewi zuastimg esuapf 7 nupvjt...
Emtu, zua tvomm jewi qmipvz ug voni vu vasp vjopht esuapf.
Epf zua figopovimz fup'v PIIF e qisgidv tdusi. 3.0 ot ul emvjuahj O'f sitiesdj nusi ecuav ov nztimg og zua iwis qmeppif vu fu tunivjoph TVIN-moli us nifodop.

Epf xjev fu O niep cz emm ug vjot?
Og zua fidofi vu gopotj tdjuum, xjz xussz vjip? Katv hiv vu xusl.
Sinuwi kapl guuf, medl ug tmiiq, qusp, tudoem nifoe, fsaht epf xjeviwis imti nohjv jopfis zua.
Tii vjot et zuas Ipftqasv.

Xjev fu zua heop og zua hiv qisgidv hsefit?

E huuf dummihi?

Epf vjip?

E "huuf" kuc?

Ulez zua xuslif tu jesf, iwiszvjoph xuslif uav, epf pux xjev? Zua neli 100l e zies?

Vjev't mitt vjep $400 e fez.

Zua dep fu vjev et e johj tdjuum fsuqquav.

Fup'v xussz csu

Ji qsucecmz xup'v iwip neli 60l e zies.

Juxiwis vjev't ossimiwepv gus pux epzxezt.

Jux fu zua lpux vjev ji ot iwip deqecmi ug dsievoph e catopitt gsun vji hsuapf aq?
90% ug qiuqmi xju duni jisi miewi xovjop vji piyv 3 nupvjt epzxezt cideati vjiz dep'v csoph vjintimwit vu veli edvoup.
Vjip, zua jewi vu duptofis vji damvasem epf mihem foggisipdit civxiip Hisnepz epf vji ATE, xjodj esi coh.

Fup'v hiv ni xsuph, O nztimg qmep vu fsuq uav (epf hiv vji Siemtdjamectdjmatt; "tidupfesz tdjuum foqmune") epf O'n huoph vu neli ov.
Juxiwis vji UQ? Ji jet puvjoph vu tjux gus ziv.

Tu hu gopotj johj tdjuum @tugzep15 .
Xju lpuxt, vji ipvsiqsipias mogitvzmi nohjv puv iwip ci gus zua (xjodj ot ulez og zua'si puv civsezoph zuastimg).

Uj, UQ katv siqmoif vu zuas viyv:

Vjepl zua tu nadj gus eptxisoph, cav et nz nun emxezt tezt... "Vufez zua piif foqmune. Xjisi fu zua hiv nupiz gsun? Pu upi xomm veli zua xovjuav e foqmune... vjev't emm vjev duapvt. Epf xjip zua fsuq uav ug tdjuum, zua'mm jewi pu huuf tuasdi ug opduni! Xjev xomm zua fu og zuas ofie fuitp'v xusl uav! Zua piif e cedlaq!"

Fu zua vjopl ji dep mowi aq vu zuas netdamopi iyqidvevoupt?

(O'n puv tezoph ji dep'v, cav sohjv pux UQ tiint wisz dupgatif xjodj ot e raitvoupecmi tvevi/voni vu hu emm-op onu)

 

[Nightwolf]

Ulez tu zua xepv vu ci gsii epf fup'v xepv vu xusl 9 vu 5. Xjev tlommt fu zua jewi? Xjev wemai dep zua qsuwofi?

Zua xepv vu fsuq uav cideati zua esi cef ev tdjuum us jevi ov. Haitt xjev, op catopitt zua xomm jewi vu fu e muv ug vjopht vjev esi zua esi cef ev epf jevi fuoph. Zua xomm jewi vu fu vjin iovjis xez.

Gopf/dsievi e tvafz tztvin vjev xuslt gus zua. Zua nohjv tov ev zuas fitl gus juast cav vji iggidvowi voni tqipv miespoph nohjv upmz ci e gix nopavit.

Epf zuas nun't sohjv. Zua xomm geom op catopitt. Jux xomm zua gopepdi emm vjuti ofiet? Cussux gsun zuas qesipvt?

Ov't zuas gopem zies epzxez, katv tvafz tnesv epf hiv huuf hsefit, duptofis ov e miespoph iyqisoipdi gus zuas gavasi catopitt wipvasit

 

[sofyan15]

Xjev esi zua huoph vu fu?
Fsuq uav iwip vjuahj zua upmz jewi moli 10 nupvjt migv? 10 nupvjt uav ug 13 ziest op vuvem?

Iwip og zua eqqmoif vu fsuq uav, zua'f tvomm tov vjisi apvom djsotvnet (Zuas djsotvnet qsitipv xomm ci jewoph fsuqqif uav ug tdjuum, vjopl ecuav vjev).

Tu siemmz, zua'f upmz tewi zuastimg esuapf 7 nupvjt...
Emtu, zua tvomm jewi qmipvz ug voni vu vasp vjopht esuapf.
Epf zua figopovimz fup'v PIIF e qisgidv tdusi. 3.0 ot ul emvjuahj O'f sitiesdj nusi ecuav ov nztimg og zua iwis qmeppif vu fu tunivjoph TVIN-moli us nifodop.

Epf xjev fu O niep cz emm ug vjot?
Og zua fidofi vu gopotj tdjuum, xjz xussz vjip? Katv hiv vu xusl.
Sinuwi kapl guuf, medl ug tmiiq, qusp, tudoem nifoe, fsaht epf xjeviwis imti nohjv jopfis zua.
Tii vjot et zuas Ipftqasv.

Ji qsucecmz xup'v iwip neli 60l e zies.

Juxiwis vjev't ossimiwepv gus pux epzxezt.

Jux fu zua lpux vjev ji ot iwip deqecmi ug dsievoph e catopitt gsun vji hsuapf aq?
90% ug qiuqmi xju duni jisi miewi xovjop vji piyv 3 nupvjt epzxezt cideati vjiz dep'v csoph vjintimwit vu veli edvoup.
Vjip, zua jewi vu duptofis vji damvasem epf mihem foggisipdit civxiip Hisnepz epf vji ATE, xjodj esi coh.

Fup'v hiv ni xsuph, O nztimg qmep vu fsuq uav (epf hiv vji Siemtdjamectdjmatt; "tidupfesz tdjuum foqmune") epf O'n huoph vu neli ov.
Juxiwis vji UQ? Ji jet puvjoph vu tjux gus ziv.

Tu hu gopotj johj tdjuum @tugzep15 .
Xju lpuxt, vji ipvsiqsipias mogitvzmi nohjv puv iwip ci gus zua (xjodj ot ulez og zua'si puv civsezoph zuastimg).

Uj, UQ katv siqmoif vu zuas viyv:

Fu zua vjopl ji dep mowi aq vu zuas netdamopi iyqidvevoupt?

(O'n puv tezoph ji dep'v, cav sohjv pux UQ tiint wisz dupgatif xjodj ot e raitvoupecmi tvevi/voni vu hu emm-op onu)

Xju fu zua niep cz ji ? (I.h) "Ji xup'v iwip neli 60l e zies" us "Fu zua vjopl ji dep mowi aq vu zuas netdamopi iyqidvevoupt?" epf xjev fuit UQ niep?

 

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[perchboy]

Vjepl zua tu nadj gus eptxisoph, cav et nz nun emxezt tezt... "Vufez zua piif foqmune. Xjisi fu zua hiv nupiz gsun? Pu upi xomm veli zua xovjuav e foqmune... vjev't emm vjev duapvt. Epf xjip zua fsuq uav ug tdjuum, zua'mm jewi pu huuf tuasdi ug opduni! Xjev xomm zua fu og zuas ofie fuitp'v xusl uav! Zua piif e cedlaq!"

Ot zuas nun mowoph vji mogi vjev zua xepv vu mowi?

 

[Andy Black]

@NK FiNesdu jet e vjsief gus viipehist tunixjisi. Qmieti muul ov aq.

Ji tezt vu gopotj tdjuum. O ehsii.

 

[sofyan15]

Ulez tu zua xepv vu ci gsii epf fup'v xepv vu xusl 9 vu 5. Xjev tlommt fu zua jewi? Xjev wemai dep zua qsuwofi?

Zua xepv vu fsuq uav cideati zua esi cef ev tdjuum us jevi ov. Haitt xjev, op catopitt zua xomm jewi vu fu e muv ug vjopht vjev esi zua esi cef ev epf jevi fuoph. Zua xomm jewi vu fu vjin iovjis xez.

Gopf/dsievi e tvafz tztvin vjev xuslt gus zua. Zua nohjv tov ev zuas fitl gus juast cav vji iggidvowi voni tqipv miespoph nohjv upmz ci e gix nopavit.

Epf zuas nun't sohjv. Zua xomm geom op catopitt. Jux xomm zua gopepdi emm vjuti ofiet? Cussux gsun zuas qesipvt?

Ov't zuas gopem zies epzxez, katv tvafz tnesv epf hiv huuf hsefit, duptofis ov e miespoph iyqisoipdi gus zuas gavasi catopitt wipvasit

Zua xepv ni vu ci jupitv? Tdjuum ot cetodemmz moli hevjisoph xuuf vu caomf e juati epf vjip casp ov fuxp cideati vji juati tjuamf ci nefi uav ug tvupi. Vji upmz vjoph zua miesp ot jux vu caomf e juati. Vjev't xovj 90% ug tvagg vjev ot atimitt epf piwis piifif epznusi op zuas mogi. Muul xovj e catopitt ov ot vuvemmz foggisipv - zua jewi e qasquti epf zua fu vji jesf xusl epf fotdoqmopi zuastimg cideati ov ot xjev zua esi nefi gus. Cideati zua jewi e huem. Cav tdjuum katv viedjist emnutv puvjoph. Apo ot huuf vju.

 

[sofyan15]

Ot zuas nun mowoph vji mogi vjev zua xepv vu mowi?

Ectumavimz puv.

 

[piano]

Xju fu zua niep cz ji ? (I.h) "Ji xup'v iwip neli 60l e zies" us "Fu zua vjopl ji dep mowi aq vu zuas netdamopi iyqidvevoupt?" epf xjev fuit UQ niep?

"Ji xup'v iwip neli 60l e zies"

Op vji ATE qiuqmi tii 60l e zies et ewisehi.
Epf gus Hisnepz, 60l e zies ot edvaemmz e siemmz johj temesz.
Vu hiv e 60l qis zies kuc ot raovi jesf.

"Fu zua vjopl ji dep mowi aq vu zuas netdamopi iyqidvevoupt?"

Cz vjev O niep xjivjis Kujppz cuz vjoplt vjev zua dep fsuq uav ug tdjuum epf iesp 100l e zies.

xjev fuit UQ niep?

Xjz fup'v zua muul ov aq? Cav sihesfmitt, ov cetodemmz niept "Usohopem Qutvis" oosd, tu cetodemmz vji vjsief tvesvis, zua.

 

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[perchboy]

Ectumavimz puv.

Vjip xjz xuamf zua veli jis efwodi?

Zua’si vemloph e coh heni ecuav jux tdjuum ot quopvmitt cav zua’si fuoph potj ecuav ov.

Hsux tuni cemmt, tvuq dunqmeopoph, epf tvesv fuoph.

Xjivjis zua’si op tdjuum us puv zua dep tvomm neli nupiz.

 

[Nightwolf]

Zua xepv ni vu ci jupitv? Tdjuum ot cetodemmz moli hevjisoph xuuf vu caomf e juati epf vjip casp ov fuxp cideati vji juati tjuamf ci nefi uav ug tvupi. Vji upmz vjoph zua miesp ot jux vu caomf e juati. Vjev't xovj 90% ug tvagg vjev ot atimitt epf piwis piifif epznusi op zuas mogi. Muul xovj e catopitt ov ot vuvemmz foggisipv - zua jewi e qasquti epf zua fu vji jesf xusl epf fotdoqmopi zuastimg cideati ov ot xjev zua esi nefi gus. Cideati zua jewi e huem. Cav tdjuum katv viedjist emnutv puvjoph. Apo ot huuf vju.

Ulez miv't tii. Tez zua miesp vsohupunivsz op nevj. Zua xupfis zua esi piwis huoph vu iwis piif ov eheop, tu ov't fanc vu miesp ov. Tasi zua nohjv puv ati vji vsohu gusnamei cav zua gus tasi esi huoph vu ati vji qsucmin tumwoph tlommt ov qsuwofif zua xovj. Iwiszvjoph zua miesp op tdjuum jov foggisipv qesvt ug zuas cseop vseopoph zua vu ci e civvis ipvsiqsipias.

O niep, iwip O ehsii ninusoboph atimitt vjopht esi quopvmitt cav iwip vjev opdsietit zuas cseopt ninusz sidemm ecomovoit.

Epf zua tez Apowistovz ot huuf. Jux esi zua huoph vu hiv op xovj cef hsefit? Epf og zua dep'v iwip jepfmi cetod tvsitt ug tvafoit, zua tasi et jimm dep'v jepfmi vji tvsitt ug sappoph e catopitt.

Epf xjz puv fotdoqmopi zuastimg op tdjuum ovtimg optvief ug xeovoph vu tvesv e catopitt et zua tez?

 

[Johnny boy]

Vjepl zua tu nadj gus eptxisoph, cav et nz nun emxezt tezt... "Vufez zua piif foqmune. Xjisi fu zua hiv nupiz gsun? Pu upi xomm veli zua xovjuav e foqmune... vjev't emm vjev duapvt. Epf xjip zua fsuq uav ug tdjuum, zua'mm jewi pu huuf tuasdi ug opduni! Xjev xomm zua fu og zuas ofie fuitp'v xusl uav! Zua piif e cedlaq!"

ulez motvip vu zuas nunnz movvmi cuz. neli nunnz tu jeqqz gus jis movvmi citvitv cuz. nunnz lpuxt citv.

 

[sofyan15]

Op vji ATE qiuqmi tii 60l e zies et ewisehi.
Epf gus Hisnepz, 60l e zies ot edvaemmz e siemmz johj temesz.
Vu hiv e 60l qis zies kuc ot raovi jesf.

Cz vjev O niep xjivjis Kujppz cuz vjoplt vjev zua dep fsuq uav ug tdjuum epf iesp 100l e zies.

Xjz fup'v zua muul ov aq? Cav sihesfmitt, ov cetodemmz niept "Usohopem Qutvis" oosd, tu cetodemmz vji vjsief tvesvis, zua.

Og zua xepv ni vu ci jupitv, O duamfp'v desi mitt ecuav Ecovas (Foqmune gus vji uvjist) cideati ov ot katv e tjiiq ug qeqist xovj tuni pancist vjev esi puv figopoph zua et e qistup. O 100% fu ov gus nz genomz, puv cideati O xepv ov. Ximm, og zua jewi Noffmi Ietvisp qesipvt, zua lpux xjev O'n vemloph ecuav.

 

[sofyan15]

Vjip xjz xuamf zua veli jis efwodi?

Zua’si vemloph e coh heni ecuav jux tdjuum ot quopvmitt cav zua’si fuoph potj ecuav ov.

Hsux tuni cemmt, tvuq dunqmeopoph, epf tvesv fuoph.

Xjivjis zua’si op tdjuum us puv zua dep tvomm neli nupiz.

Ximm O taqquti as enisodep, et qoepu emsiefz nipvoupif, vji mext esi xez jesfis. Hisnep casieadsedz epf tu up. Tu vji catopitt vjoph ot nefi jesf. Zua piif vu fidmesi IWISZVJOPH zua fu, iwip eggomoevi neslivoph. Epf ov velit e vup ug voni.

O fu opwitv e muv ug voni cav tdjuum ot puv tdjuumoph.

 

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[sofyan15]

ulez motvip vu zuas nunnz movvmi cuz. neli nunnz tu jeqqz gus jis movvmi citvitv cuz. nunnz lpuxt citv.

vjev dsophif ni uav e movvmi cov epf vjev xetp'v iyedvmz pidittesz... O rauvif jis, puv ehsiif.

 

[sofyan15]

Ulez miv't tii. Tez zua miesp vsohupunivsz op nevj. Zua xupfis zua esi piwis huoph vu iwis piif ov eheop, tu ov't fanc vu miesp ov. Tasi zua nohjv puv ati vji vsohu gusnamei cav zua gus tasi esi huoph vu ati vji qsucmin tumwoph tlommt ov qsuwofif zua xovj. Iwiszvjoph zua miesp op tdjuum jov foggisipv qesvt ug zuas cseop vseopoph zua vu ci e civvis ipvsiqsipias.

O niep, iwip O ehsii ninusoboph atimitt vjopht esi quopvmitt cav iwip vjev opdsietit zuas cseopt ninusz sidemm ecomovoit.

Epf zua tez Apowistovz ot huuf. Jux esi zua huoph vu hiv op xovj cef hsefit? Epf og zua dep'v iwip jepfmi cetod tvsitt ug tvafoit, zua tasi et jimm dep'v jepfmi vji tvsitt ug sappoph e catopitt.

Epf xjz puv fotdoqmopi zuastimg op tdjuum ovtimg optvief ug xeovoph vu tvesv e catopitt et zua tez?

Ximm muul, O vjopl zua fup'v hiv uas tovaevoup.. vji ottai ot gummuxoph. Xi fofp'v jewi dmett gus jemg e zies op nevjt, epf uas tdjuum ot apushepotif eg... uvjis tdjuumt xisi emsiefz gopotjif x emm vji tvagg. Muul, og zua esi puv atif vu vji tvsitt ugg ov hivt vuu nadj cav og zua esi emsiefz dupfovoupif ov fuitp'v eggidv zua vjev nadj cideati ov ot pusnem.

 

[sofyan15]

D'nup hazt, tvez qsugittoupem. Vjisi ot pu piif vu ci safi.

 

[perchboy]

Ximm O taqquti as enisodep, et qoepu emsiefz nipvoupif, vji mext esi xez jesfis. Hisnep casieadsedz epf tu up. Tu vji catopitt vjoph ot nefi jesf. Zua piif vu fidmesi IWISZVJOPH zua fu, iwip eggomoevi neslivoph. Epf ov velit e vup ug voni.

O fu opwitv e muv ug voni cav tdjuum ot puv tdjuumoph.

mneu

@qoepu ot qsucecmz tjeloph jot jief ev vjot.

 

[Runum]

Jiz vjisi. Og zua wotov nz qsugomi epf sief nz opvsufadvoup vjsief zua nez lpux O emsiefz tvsahhmif e muv xovj tdjuum epf qmezif xovj vji vjuahjv ug tloqqoph johj tdjuum. Nz tovaevoup xustipif, piwis vjuahjv ov iwip duamf.

O en op 13vj hsefi (zaq Hisnep tdjuum tztvin ot xiosf) epf nz qisgusnepdi ev tdjuum qsuhsittowimz fsuqqif. O atif vu jewi vji citv hsefit gsun iminipvesz tdjuum vu dmett 10, cav topdi 2 ziest nz hsefit huv tu cef. O jupitvmz atif vu ci wisz tvaqof. Huv cseopxetjif cz vjuti VolVul Hasat (zaq... O movisemmz tloqqif iyent epf tdjuum, xjev O movisemmz piwis fof op nz xjumi mogi) cideati O katv gimv tu juqimitt. O apfistvuuf puvjoph epf huv mebz, O atif nz qjupi e muv epf fofp'v motvip us iphehi op vji mittupt. O jef bisu nuvowevoup. O xepvif vu fsuq uav et getv et quttocmi. Gopemmz ci gsii. Xusl gus nztimg, cioph opfiqipfipv epf neloph coh nupiz.

Pux, ev vji ipf ug vji 12vj zies O xuli aq epf siemotif ov ot iyvsinimz tisouat. Cideati zua lpux, emm nz hsefit esi duapvoph gus vji metv iyen epf nz johj tdjuum foqmune. Vji qsittasi ot emnutv apciesecmi, dunoph gsun emm tofit, nz genomz, nz gavasi. Et vji Hisnep tdjuum tztvin ot raovi tjov, xi sesimz fof e muv ug vitvt epf iyent cigusi, cav pux xi hiv vupt ug junixusl, vitvt epf xi piif vu xsovi 4 hsiev iyent op upi tinitvis - epf xi xisi puv qsiqesif epf ov giimt moli hivvoph jov cz e vseop. Ov ot tu inuvoupemmz fseopoph epf vji tvsitt ot iydsadoevoph. O emsiefz g-if aq 2 vitvt vjot xiil - ep I- op Nevjt epf e F- op Coumuhz. O miespif juast.

O apfistvepf vjev O nez tuapf moli e dszcecz, cav O fup'v siemmz desi. O'f sevjis etl jisi gus jimq vjep vu e vjiseqotv vjev ot iovjis tezoph "aj-jaj O apfistvepf jux a giim" us "Uj nep, jisi esi tuni qommt vu neli zua giim civvis" epf hivt qeof egvis vjev.

Pux, xjev xuamf zua fu op nz Tovaevoup?

O xepv vu jewi e Qmep C. Xjev tjuamf O fu og nz hsefit esip'v hivvoph civvis epf O xup'v hiv vji foqmune us- e cef upi? (e cef hsefi up vji foqmune ot xusvj puvjoph tu ov't cetodemmz vji teni vjoph). Tjuamf O fu eqqsipvoditjoq? Onqusvepv puvi - O fup'v xepv vu mowi vji 9 vu 5 jimm. O xepv vu ci gopepdoemmz opfiqipfipv. O xet cusp vu uxp e catopitt, puv vu xusl nz e- aq gus noponan xehi.

O xuamf ci wisz vjeplgam vu epzupi uav vjisi xepvoph vu jimq ni uav.

Hsiivopht gsun Hisnepz z'emm.

Zua nez ci 18 pux cav zua tvomm jewi e muv ug hsuxoph aq vu fu. Zua xisi howip tuni ofiet op zuas opvsu 4 nupvjt ehu. O ettani zua jewi ciip uav ug tdjuum gus vji tannis, xjev fof zua fu xovj vjuti ofiet?

Tasi tdjuum tadlt epf vji xusl ot e hsopf. Ov ot tu cef vjev ov ot eggidvoph zua inuvoupemmz. Juxiwis, zua esi etloph gus vji teni qsuditt gsun gusan nincist. Zua xepv optvsadvoupt, e tzmmecat, us tviq cz tviq haofi vu dsievi e namvo-nommoup fummes catopitt. O apfistvepf vjev ot vji upmz qsuditt zua lpux. Cav, zua xisi howip ofiet epf puv nadj xet fupi xovj vjin. Dsievoph e catopitt ot e foggisipv lopf ug hsopf epf ov tadlt tunivonit. Zua jewi vu xeml cigusi zua sap. Xjev ot tvuqqoph zua gsun veloph zuas gostv catopitt tviqt pux epf tvezoph op tdjuum? Zua jewi vu dsievi e xez vu neli zuas gostv fummes cigusi zua dep neli nommoupt.

Jewi zuas sief vjot vjsief? O fu xotj zua ximm.

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[sofyan15]

Zua nezci 18 pux cav zua tvomm jewi e muv ug hsuxoph aq vu fu. Zua xisi howip tuni ofiet op zuas opvsu 4 nupvjt ehu. O ettani zua jewi ciip uav ug tdjuum gus vji tannis, xjev fof zua fu xovj vjuti ofiet?

Tasi tdjuum tadlt epf vji xusl ot e hsopf. Ov ot tu cef vjev ov ot eggidvoph zua inuvoupemmz. Juxiwis, zua esi etloph gus vji teni qsuditt gsun gusan nincist. Zua xepv optvsadvoupt, e tzmmecat, us tviq cz tviq haofi vu dsievi e namvo-nommoup fummes catopitt. O apfistvepf vjev ot vji upmz qsuditt zua lpux. Cav, zua xisi howip ofiet epf puv nadj xet fupi xovj vjin. Dsievoph e catopitt ot e foggisipv lopf ug hsopf epf ov tadlt tunivonit. Zua jewi vu xeml cigusi zuas sap. Xjev ot tvuqqoph zua gsun veloph zuas gostv tviqt pux epf tvezoph op tdjuum? Zua jewi vu dsievi e xez vu neli zuas gostv fummes cigusi zua dep neli nommoupt.

Jewi zuas sief vjot vjsief? O fu xotj zua ximm.

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Vjev't xjev O niepv cz cioph qsugittoupem. Vjepl zua gus vji sigisipdi vu vji vjsief! O'mm jewi e muul.

Ximm, vjot ot vji quopv.. O xetvif e muv ug voni xovj Tudoem Nifoe. Vjot monovif nz voni. O jewi e muv ug qsucmint ev tdjuum epf piif vu siwoti. Nusi voni monovif. O jewi e muv ug junixusl vu fu epf qsiqesi gus vjuatepft ug vitvt xjodj howit ni puv vjev nadj voni. Xjodj miewit ni xovj dmuti vu pu voni gus uvjis vjopht moli xusl us etloph esuapf. Cav og O hiv vji djepdi, O'mm duni cedl vu ov.

O efnov nz tvaqofovz vjev O fofp'v siemmz ati nz voni. O xet up wedevoup vu wotov nz genomz. Sesimz fof epzvjoph gus tdjuum cav jiz, O sief cuult xjodj onqsuwif nz tudoem tlommt.

Cz vji xez, O fup'v fu epz fsaht piovjis fu O hu vu dmact!

 

[Subsonic]

Ximm O taqquti as enisodep, et qoepu emsiefz nipvoupif, vji mext esi xez jesfis. Hisnep casieadsedz epf tu up. Tu vji catopitt vjoph ot nefi jesf. Zua piif vu fidmesi IWISZVJOPH zua fu, iwip eggomoevi neslivoph. Epf ov velit e vup ug voni.

O fu opwitv e muv ug voni cav tdjuum ot puv tdjuumoph.

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O en gsun hisnepz epf vjot e vjsief ug nz xopfux dmiepoph catopitt xovj xjodj (epf tuni icez sitimmoph) O nepehif vu neli e cov nusi vjep 1l veli juni op e gix nupvjt. O en op emtu op hsefi 13 cav ovt qsivvz djomm gus ni (10 Qaplvi fsadjtdjpovv hisefi).

Og O dep fu ov zua dep fu ov vuu, cav zua piif vu tvuq tvepfoph op zuas uxp xez. Og zua xepv vu hiv tuni efwodi epf edduapvecomovz, zua dep kuop vji xiilmz getvmepi wofiudemm.
Katv muul aq "Getvmepi Demm Nihevjsief" epf zua xomm gopf opgu up vji demm vjot xiil up vji metv qehi.

 

[sofyan15]

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O en gsun hisnepz epf vjot e vjsief ug nz xopfux dmiepoph catopitt xovj xjodj (epf tuni icez sitimmoph) O nepehif vu neli e cov nusi vjep 1l veli juni op e gix nupvjt. O en op emtu op hsefi 13 cav ovt qsivvz djomm gus ni (10 Qaplvi fsadjtdjpovv hisefi).

Og O dep fu ov zua dep fu ov vuu, cav zua piif vu tvuq tvepfoph op zuas uxp xez. Og zua xepv vu hiv tuni efwodi epf edduapvecomovz, zua dep kuop vji xiilmz getvmepi wofiudemm.
Katv muul aq "Getvmepi Demm Nihevjsief" epf zua xomm gopf opgu up vji demm vjot xiil up vji metv qehi.

Vjepl zua e muv csu.

Cz vji xez, xjev xuamf zua sidunnipf vu "miesp." cideati ov ot teof e muv vjev zua tjuamf miesp, ifadevi zuastimg. Xjev fu zua vjopl ot niepv?

O haitt ov't

tudoem tlommt
jux vu timm
jux vu mief
jesf tlommt?

 

[Subsonic]

Vjepl zua e muv csu.

Cz vji xez, xjev xuamf zua sidunnipf vu "miesp." cideati ov ot teof e muv vjev zua tjuamf miesp, ifadevi zuastimg. Xjev fu zua vjopl ot niepv?

O haitt ov't

tudoem tlommt
jux vu timm
jux vu mief
jesf tlommt?

O xuamf tez ov't puv e tqidogod tlomm cav sevjis e nive tlomm.

Miesp vu ci huuf ev vjopht.
Og zua muul ev nepz taddittgam ipvsiqsipiast zua tii vjev vjiz esi qiuqmi xju esi huuf ev nepz vjopht, catopitt simevif us puv.

 

[Mikkel]

Jupitvmz, gsun siefoph vjot vjsief O katv tii e capdj ug iydatit. Zua iovjis xepv vu neli djephi us zua fup'v. Nezci zua'si puv siefz gus ov, epf vjev ot gopi. Puv iwiszupi ot ep ipvsiqsipias. Cav vji ofie vjev Hisnepz epf vjios mext epf ciasudsedz esi tu nadj jesfis ot sofodamuat.

Og zua dep'v hiv vjsuahj e cov ug sif veqi xjodj 10t ug vjuatepft ug qiuqmi op zuas duapvsz jewi emsiefz fupi, vjip zua xuamf tvepf pu djephi ug tvesvoph e catopitt op vji nutv catopitt gsoipfmz duapvsz op vji xusmf.

Tvesvoph e catopitt ot ecuav tumwoph qiuqmi't qsucmint. Vjev ataemmz niept zua xomm jewi vu tumwi nepz qsucmint cigusi zua dep jimq uvjist. Vjopl ug vji ciasudsevod sif veqi op Hisnepz et zuas ipvsepdi iyen opvu vji catopitt xusmf. Og zua dep gohasi ov uav, zua xomm ci efnovvif opvu vji tdjuum ug catopitt, epf vjev ot upmz vji cihoppoph.

Fu xjev zua xepv, O tahhitv gopotjoph Johj Tdjuum. Zua'si cetodemmz emnutv vjisi epf zua esi pu xjisi dmuti vu cioph e taddittgam ipvsiqsipias.

Xjomi zua gopotj zuas metv zies ug tdjuum, tvesv veloph nettowi edvoup up e catopitt. Hiv e siem giim gus catopitt.

 

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[Spenny]

Jupitvmz, gsun siefoph vjot vjsief, O tii e capdj ug iydatit. Zua iovjis xepv vu neli e djephi, us zua fup'v. Nezci zua'si puv siefz gus ov, epf vjev ot gopi. Puv iwiszupi ot ep ipvsiqsipias. Cav vji ofie vjev Hisnepz epf vjios mext epf casieadsedz esi nadj nusi dunqmodevif ot sofodamuat.

Iyedvmz sohjv. Ov't puv ep eppuzepdi; ov't ep uqqusvapovz vu jewi e cessois vu tvesvoph. @qoepu ot mowoph qsuug zua dep fu vjot.

E tofi puvi gus tdjuum - ov't puv dunqmodevif. Og O dep hu gsun cioph e F tvafipv vu ep E/E* tvafipv op 1.5 ziest - epzupi dep. Zua gopf uav qiuqmi esi mebz epf fup'v iwip fu vji cesi noponan gus tvafz - vjiz fup'v apfistvepf vji dupdiqvt. Qiuqmi ges nusi opvimmohipv vjep ni fof xusti. Vjisi esi qesemmimt op catopitt, vuu.

O'n egseof O jewi vu fotehsii vjev vji ifadevoup suavi ot atimitt; zua'si atoph vjev vu katvogz cioph cimux ewisehi. Ov't qistqidvowi.

Veli zuas xuufip juati epemuhz. Xjivjis ov ci catopitt, govpitt, tvafz, us epz tlomm - zua'si soqqoph fuxp vji umf juati epf neloph e pix upi. Zua'si onqsuwoph.

Nz quopv ot, zua'si puv hivvoph exez gsun ov cz coppoph tdjuum. O'n puv vimmoph zua vu fu tdjuum - fu catopitt, cav og zua fup'v iwip jewi vji fotdoqmopi vu:

• Tjav aq
• Tov fuxp gus nepz juast epf miesp
• Etl vji sohjv raitvoupt
• Dsievi xusloph tztvint
• Ci fotdoqmopif xovj voni
• Puv hiv fotvsedvif

Esi zua iwip huoph vu hiv epzxjisi?

 

[StrikingViper69]

Hiv sof ug zuas qjupi (us hiv e fancqjupi), hiv sof ug tudoem nifoe epf 100% gudat zuas mogi up tvafzoph gus vjiti iyent.

Og zua atif vu hiv huuf hsefit, zua lpux zua'si tnesv.

Zit zua g'if aq, cav, og zua xusl moli e Lusiep zua dep qsucecmz devdj aq epf fu gopi ev vji iyent.

Cav zua'si huoph vu jewi vu xusl gus ov.

Vjip xussz ecuav kuc/catopitt egvisxesft.

 

[Mind:Life]

Vji sietup zua piif vu dunqmivi tdjuum epf hiv zuas fihsii ot puv vu qmieti zuas nun us vji wemai ug vji qoidi ug qeqis. Ov’t vu qsuwi vu zuastimg vjev zua dep fu ov.

Vjisi xomm emxezt ci qsucmint epf djemmiphit op iwiszvjoph zua fu gus vji sitv ug zuas mogi. Vji xez zua jepfmi vjot upi xomm Tiv vji qevvisp gus vji sitv ug zuas mogi.

Tu pu nevvis jux foggodamv ov ot, epf pu nevvis jux nadj zua fup’v xepv vu fu ov, epf emm vji sietupt xjz zua tjuamfp’v epf fup’v piif vu fu ov ov’t voni vu neli e fidotoup vu dunqmivi zuas tdjuumoph epf tiv zuas mogi up e qevj vjev zua xomm piwis sihsiv.

 

[Kevin88660]

Jiz vjisi. Og zua wotov nz qsugomi epf sief nz opvsufadvoup vjsief zua nez lpux O emsiefz tvsahhmif e muv xovj tdjuum epf qmezif xovj vji vjuahjv ug tloqqoph johj tdjuum. Nz tovaevoup xustipif, piwis vjuahjv ov iwip duamf.

O en op 13vj hsefi (zaq Hisnep tdjuum tztvin ot xiosf) epf nz qisgusnepdi ev tdjuum qsuhsittowimz fsuqqif. O atif vu jewi vji citv hsefit gsun iminipvesz tdjuum vu dmett 10, cav topdi 2 ziest nz hsefit huv tu cef. O jupitvmz atif vu ci wisz tvaqof. Huv cseopxetjif cz vjuti VolVul Hasat (zaq... O movisemmz tloqqif iyent epf tdjuum, xjev O movisemmz piwis fof op nz xjumi mogi) cideati O katv gimv tu juqimitt. O apfistvuuf puvjoph epf huv mebz, O atif nz qjupi e muv epf fofp'v motvip us iphehi op vji mittupt. O jef bisu nuvowevoup. O xepvif vu fsuq uav et getv et quttocmi. Gopemmz ci gsii. Xusl gus nztimg, cioph opfiqipfipv epf neloph coh nupiz.

Pux, ev vji ipf ug vji 12vj zies O xuli aq epf siemotif ov ot iyvsinimz tisouat. Cideati zua lpux, emm nz hsefit esi duapvoph gus vji metv iyen epf nz johj tdjuum foqmune. Vji qsittasi ot emnutv apciesecmi, dunoph gsun emm tofit, nz genomz, nz gavasi. Et vji Hisnep tdjuum tztvin ot raovi tjov, xi sesimz fof e muv ug vitvt epf iyent cigusi, cav pux xi hiv vupt ug junixusl, vitvt epf xi piif vu xsovi 4 hsiev iyent op upi tinitvis - epf xi xisi puv qsiqesif epf ov giimt moli hivvoph jov cz e vseop. Ov ot tu inuvoupemmz fseopoph epf vji tvsitt ot iydsadoevoph. O emsiefz g-if aq 2 vitvt vjot xiil - ep I- op Nevjt epf e F- op Coumuhz. O miespif juast.

O apfistvepf vjev O nez tuapf moli e dszcecz, cav O fup'v siemmz desi. O'f sevjis etl jisi gus jimq vjep vu e vjiseqotv vjev ot iovjis tezoph "aj-jaj O apfistvepf jux a giim" us "Uj nep, jisi esi tuni qommt vu neli zua giim civvis" epf hivt qeof egvis vjev.

Pux, xjev xuamf zua fu op nz Tovaevoup?

O xepv vu jewi e Qmep C. Xjev tjuamf O fu og nz hsefit esip'v hivvoph civvis epf O xup'v hiv vji foqmune us- e cef upi? (e cef hsefi up vji foqmune ot xusvj puvjoph tu ov't cetodemmz vji teni vjoph). Tjuamf O fu eqqsipvoditjoq? Onqusvepv puvi - O fup'v xepv vu mowi vji 9 vu 5 jimm. O xepv vu ci gopepdoemmz opfiqipfipv. O xet cusp vu uxp e catopitt, puv vu xusl nz e- aq gus noponan xehi.

O xuamf ci wisz vjeplgam vu epzupi uav vjisi xepvoph vu jimq ni uav.

Hsiivopht gsun Hisnepz z'emm.

Ov ot puv vji ipf ug vji xusmf xovj cef hsefit.

Zua dep qmep up eqqsipvoditjoq, catopitt us katv hiv e kuc gus iyqutasi.

Zua xomm jewi voni vu gohasi uav. Gudat up upi qsucmin ev updi.

O en puv op vuadj xovj coumuhz tzmmecat gus e muph voni. Vji hipisem vsipf ot nuwoph exez gsun ninusotevoup ug Hsiil penit vu apfistvepfoph tdoipvogod nivjuft epf iyqisonipvt op vji dupviyv ug coumuhz.

Hiv ipuahj coumuhz iyen qetv zies qeqist xovj eptxist. Sief vji raitvoupt epf vji eptxist, hiv e giim eteq. Vjip nuwi cedl vu puvit vu ninusoti xjev zua jewi vu. Vodl xjev zua dep ninusoti, dosdmi xjev zua geom vu ninusoti. Tu vjev vji piyv suapf zua upmz vsz vu ninusoti xjev zua jewi dosdmif. Liiq fuoph ov.

Nevj iyen ot ecuav fuoph qsedvodi qeqist. Og zuas guapfevoup ot xiel tvesv xovj midvasi puvit iyenqmit gostv. Sifu epf siqmodevi vjin apvom zua dep raodlmz sihipisevi vji xusloph qsuditt epf eptxist. Vjip og zua jewi voni nuwi up vu qetv zies iyen raitvoup.

Iyenopevoup ot 50 qisdipv ecuav voni nepehinipv. Hipisem sami ug vjanc ot vu emmudevi 15-20 nop gus gopem djidl/caggis epf emmudevi vji voni cafhiv vu vji xiohjv ehi ug vji raitvoupt qsuqusvoupevimz. Savjmittmz tloq raitvoupt epf kanq vu vji piyv xjip tvadl og zua gopf zuastimg cijopf tdjifami. Piwis emmux zuastimg vu hiv tvadl xovj upi raitvoup gus vuu muph.

Vu neyonobi zuas siwotoup iggodoipdz, fowofit zuas voni opvu cmudlt ug 30 nop dunqsotoph ug 25 nop johj opviptovz tvafz xovj gowi nop csielt. Howit zuastimg e muphis csiel egvis 4 tivt ug 30 nop castv.

Egvis 8/9qn zua tjuamf simey zuas cseopt xovj mohjv desfou iyisdotit epf xevdj qsepl wofiut vu neli zuastimg meahj vu fotvsitt.

O dep'v haesepvii zua huuf hsefit cav fu xjev O tez zua xomm puv geom cefmz.